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MEMOIR 


OF  THE 


REV.    JOSEPH   SANFORD,'   A.M. 


MEMOIR 


OP  THE 


REV.    JOSEPH    SANFORD,    A.M. 


PASTOR  OF  THE  SECOND  PRESBYTERIAN  CHURCH,  PHILADELPHIA. 


BY    ROBERT    BAIRD. 


"  Soldier  of  Christ!  well  done ; 
Praise  be  thy  new  employ ; 
And  while  eternal  ages  run, 
Rest  in  thy  Saviour's  joy." 

J.  MONTGOMERYt 


PHILADELPHIA: 

HENRY    PERKINS,    CHESTNUT    STREET. 
BOSTOir:  PERKINS  &   MARVIN. 

1836. 


Entered  according-  to  Act  of  Congress,  in  the  year  1836,  by 
Hexrt  Perkixs,  in  the  Clerk's  Office  of  the  District  Coui-t  of 
the  Eastern  District  of  Pennsylvania. 


I.  ASHMEAD  AND  CO.  PHINTEHS. 


INTRODUCTION. 


It  can  scarcely  be  said  that  this  volume  is  intended  for 
the  public  eye ;  for  it  has  been  prepared  especially,  and  al- 
most exclusively,  for  the  gratification  and  benefit  of  the  nu- 
merous friends  of  the  subject  of  it. 

It  became  known  to  several  individuals,  shortly  after  Mr. 
Sanford's  death,  that  he  had  left  numerous  letters  and  other 
papers,  which  bear  record  of  his  uncommon  piety;  and 
which,  if  published,  might,  with  the  blessing  of  God,  be 
instrumental  in  doing  good.  And  a  desire  was  expressed, 
that  the  author  should  undertake  the  task  of  their  selection 
and  arrangement.  But  incessant  duties  prevented  his  at- 
tempting the  work  whilst  he  remained  in  America.  And  it 
has  only  been  by  seizing  the  few  hours  of  leisure  which 
other  duties  have  allowed  him,  since  his  arrival  in  Europe, 
that  he  has  been  able  to  accomplish  the  undertaking.  He  is 
conscious  that  the  work  has  been  prepared  under  many  dis- 
advantages. With  all  its  imperfections,  however,  he  com- 
mits it  to  the  divine  blessing,  with  the  hope  that  it  may  con- 
tribute to  the  promotion  of  that  blessed  kingdom  which  it 
was  so  much  the  desire  of  the  subject  of  it  to  advance, 
whether  living  or  dying. 


Vi  INTRODUCTION. 

To  those  who  enjoyed  the  privilege  of  living  under  the 
ministry  of  Mr.  Sanford,  and  especially  to  those  who  were 
connected  to  God,  through  his  instrumentality,  this  Memoir 
of  their  late  excellent  pastor  is  respectfully  dedicated.  That 
it  may  be  the  means  of  forcibly  reminding  them  of  his 
earnest  and  faithful  sermons,  and  his  unwearied  efforts,  on 
their  behalf,  and  of  stirring  them  up  to  follow,  with  more 
alacrity  and  constancy,  the  example  of  his  faith  and  pa- 
tience, is  the  prayer  of, 

THE  AUTHOR. 

Paris,  March  7th,  1836. 


MEMOIR. 


The  Rev.  Joseph  Sanford  was  born  on  the  sixth  day 
of  February,  1797.  He  was  the  youngest  of  three  children. 
His  parents  were  originally  from  the  town  of  Southbury, 
Fairfield  county,  Connecticut.  His  father  was  the  son  of 
Joseph  and  Ann  Sanford.  His  mother  was  the  daughter  of 
Thomas  and  Sarah  Strong,  all  of  Southbury,  Connecticut. 
It  is  believed  that  both  his  father  and  his  grandfather  were 
soldiers  in  the  memorable  war  which  resulted  in  the  estab- 
lishment of  the  independence  of  our  beloved  country.  His 
parents,  a  few  years  after  their  marriage,  removed  from 
Connecticut  to  Vermont,  where  the  subject  of  these  memoirs 
was  born.  Shortly  after  that  event  they  removed  to  Sara- 
toga county,  in  the  state  of  New  York,  where  they  continued 
to  reside  until  July  1816,  when  they  again  removed,  and 
settled  in  Cayuga  county,  in  the  same  state.  They  were 
both,  there  is  good  reason  to  believe,  savingly  acquainted 
with  the  Lord  Jesus  Christ,  and  they  carefully  instructed 
their  children  in  the  principles  of  the  Christian  religion. 
His  father  died  in  the  year  1826 ;  his  venerable  mother  is 
still  living. 

The  work  of  divine  grace  seems  to  have  been  commenced 
in  the  heart  of  the  subject  of  these  memoirs  at  a  very  early 
period.  On  this  point  he  himself  remarks,  in  some  of  his 
writings — "  From  my  earliest  recollections  I  had  always  a 

1 


2  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

peculiar  veneration  for  serious  persons  and  things."  There 
is  reason  to  believe,  that  at  the  age  of  eight  years  his  heart 
had  been  renewed  by  the  Spirit.  His  convictions  of  sin 
were  deep,  and  distressing,  and  long ;  but  he  found  peace 
and  hope  through  faith  in  the  Lord  Jesus  Christ.  He  did 
not,  however,  make  a  professioi^f  religion,  by  uniting  with 
the  visible  church,  until  his  thirteenth  year.  At  the  age  of 
fourteen  he  taught  a  district  school,  to  the  entire  satisfaction 
of  his  employers. 

When  in  his  eighteenth  or  nineteenth  year,  he  began  to 
pursue  classical  studies,  with  the  view  of  obtaining  an  edu- 
cation at  college,  in  order  to  qualify  himself,  so  far  as  human 
knowledge  constitutes  a  qualification,  for  the  holy  ministry. 
These  preparatory  studies  seem  to  have  been  pursued  chiefly 
at  the  academies  at  Granville,  in  Washington  county,  and 
Ballston,  in  Saratoga  county,  New  York.  Even  at  that 
early  period,  it  is  the  testimony  of  excellent  men  who  resided 
at  that  time  in  those  villages,  his  piety  had  attained  an  un- 
common degree  of  maturity.  He  was  very  active  in  every 
effort  which  was  made  to  do  good.  At  the'  request  of  the 
proper  persons,  he  took  a  prominent  part  in  the  prayer  meet- 
ings, and  in  the  meetings  for  religious  inquiry'.  And  decided 
testimony  is  borne  to  the  acceptableness  and  usefulness  of 
his  exercises  and  labours  on  these  occasions.  The  uncom- 
mon talent  for  pfjpular  addresses  which  he  possessed  in  so 
large  a  measure,  and  which  he  began  even  then  to  display, 
rendered  his  exhortations  at  the  small  assemblages  of  the 
people  for  religious  purposes  extremely  acceptable.  And 
there  is  reason  to  believe,  during  this  his  earliest  period  of 
preparation  for  preaching  the  everlasting  gospel,  he  was  the 
instrument  of  great  spiritual  good  to  many  persons.  At  the 
same  time  it  is  abundantly  shown,  by  testimony  from  the 
most  competent  sources,  that  his  diligence  in  study  was  un- 
remitting and  his  success  great.     Both  in  Granville  and 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  3 

Ballston,  as  well  as  in  the  neighbourhood  of  Milton  Academy, 
where,  when  he  was  very  young,  he  spent  some  time  in 
teaching  the  younger  classes  of  that  institution,  his  memory 
is  most  atlectionately  cherished  by  those  who  witnessed  his 
exemplary  and  Christian  deportment,  and  his  zealous  and 
discreet  efforts  to  promote  his  Master's  kingdom. 

That  Mr.  Sanford,  whilst  labouring  for  the  souls  of  others, 
was  not  unmindful  of  his  own  soul,  and  its  progress  in  grace, 
is  fully  proved  by  the  numerous  memorials  on  that  subject 
which  are  to  be  found  among  his  papers.  To  this  class  be- 
long the  striking  and  appropriate  reflections  which  he  was  in 
the  habit  of  making  at  the  juncture  of  the  past  and  coming 
year.  The  first  record  of  these  reflections  which  is  to  be 
found  among  his  papers,  is  that  made  of  the  last  day  of  1815 
and  the  first  of  1816.  It  is  full  of  pious  and  solemn  medi- 
tations, befitting  that  interesting  crisis.  The  succeeding  one 
is  here  subjoined,  and  cannot,  we  think,  be  read  without 
profit. 

"  Ballston,  31st  Dec.  1816. 

"  This  is  truly  an  interesting  moment.  Another  year  is 
just  at  its  close.  A  few  moments,  and  'twill  be  numbered 
with  the  years  beyond  the  flood,  and  my  account  for  it  will 
be  sealed  up  to  the  judgment.  My  God,  what  an  important 
moment!  How  stand  my  accounts  with  God?  Are  my 
sins  repented  of?  Is  the  pardon  for  my  transgressions 
scaled?  Have  I  given  myself  away  to  God?  Am  I  Christ's 
by  the  covenant  of  grace  ?  Is  he  mine,  really  mine — en- 
tirely mine,  eternally  mine ;  the  Lord  my  righteousness,  all 
my  salvation  and  all  my  desire?  Am  I  clothed  with  his 
righteousness,  and  have  I  been  washed  in  his  blood  ?  Have 
I  ever  made  an  entire  surrender  of  myself  to  God,  soul  and 
body,  for  time  and  for  eternity?  Oh,  eternal,  unchangeable, 
omnipotent,  all-wise,  all-holy,  self-existent,  uncaused,  omni- 


4  t  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

scient,  omnipresent,  heart-searching,  sin-hating,  sin-avenging, 
prayer- hearing,  prayer-answering,  sinner- pardoning  God  !  at 
whose  incommunicable  name  the  devils  tremble,  and  at  whose 
awful  voice  the  earth  quakes — by  the  breath  of  whose  dis- 
pleasure the  wicked  are  slain,  and  the  universe  melted  down 
— from  whose  presence  the  heavens  flee  away, — wilt  thou 
be  pleased,  in  and  through  Jesus  Christ,  to  look  down  through 
the  confounding  interval  which  lies  between  us,  upon  a  sinful 
worm,  and  behold  mc  in  Christ  with  pity  and  compassion. 
For  Christ's  sake  alone  wilt  thou  pardon  my  sins,  blot  them 
from  thy  book,  and  fold  down  the  leaf  for  an  eternal  con- 
cealment when  they  are  recorded.  Enable  me  to  give  my- 
self in  a  covenant  to  thee ;  and  here,  on  the  evening  of  the 
31st  December,  1816,  in  the  full  exercise  of  all  the  powers 
and  faculties  of  my  mind,  desiring  the  assistance  of  thy 
grace,  do  solemnly  dedicate  myself,  soul  and  body,  uncon- 
ditionally and  eternally  to  thee. 

Thine  would  I  live,  thine  would  I  die. 
Be  thine  throug-h  all  eternity: 
The  vow  is  past,  beyond  repeal, 
And  now  I  set  the  solemn  seal. 

Ratify  in  heaven,  oh  ever-blessed  and  glorious  Trinity,  that 
which  has  now  been  done  upon  earth.  And  oh,  holy  Father, 
wilt  thou  be  my  reconciled  Father  and  my  covenant-keeping 
God !  Oh,  Jesus,  Master,  wilt  thou  be  the  Lord  my  righte- 
ousness and  the  Lord  my  strength,  all  my  salvation  and  nil 
my  desire!  Oh,  Holy  Spirit,  wilt  thou  be  my  sanctifier 
and  comforter !  And  oh,  mysterious  union  of  persons,  in- 
comprehensible Jehovah  God,  wilt  thou  guide,  guard,  dii-cct 
and  protect  me  during  the  year  upon  which  I  now  have  en- 
tered; and,  if  consistent  with  thy  holy  will,  wilt  thou  spare 
my  life,  continue  my  health,  the  use  of  my  reason  and  my 
limbs,  and  make  me  useful  in  my  day  and  generation.     But 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  5 

prepare  me  for  all  thy  will  concerning  me,  and  whether  living 
or  dying  may  I  be  the  Lord's.  May  God  grant  it  for  Christ's 
sake.  Amen.     Jan.  1st,  1817." 

On  the  19th  day  of  September,  1817,  Mr.  Sanford  entered 
the  Sophomore  class  in  Union  College,  Schenectady,  New 
York.  Of  the  events  of  the  three  important  years  which  he 
spent  in  that  excellent  institution,  and  the  spiritual  blessings 
which  he  enjoyed  under  its  distinguished  president  and  pro- 
fessors, he  has  left  the  following  memoranda. 

First  session.  College  duties  arduous.  No  opportunity 
for  social  intercourse.  Few  religious  acquaintances.  Spent 
my  few  hours  of  relaxation  in  solitude  and  retirement,  although 
surrounded  by  a  multitude.  Find  no  congenial  souls.  Ac- 
tuated by  a  sense  of  duty,  I  had  the  misfortune  to  offend  my 
class,  by  reciting,  contrary  to  their  wishes.  A  part  of  them 
were,  for  awhile,  very  insolent ;  some  threatened  violence ; 
but  I  stood  in  silent,  unheeding,  self-approving  confidence, 
and  the  storm  blew  quickly  over.  Nothing  of  importance 
took  place.  My  health,  which  was  poor  when  I  entered,  be- 
gan to  improve.  I  think  that  I  had  much  joy  and  peace  in 
believing.  Some  hours,  long  to  be  remembered,  in  the  still- 
ness of  midnight,  when  the  noisy,  thoughtless  crowd  were 
locked  in  slumber,  and  through  *'  globe's  dark  solitude  no 
mortal  wak'd  but  me."  Then  my  soul  seemed  to  stretch  her 
pinions  for  the  heavens,  and  to  hold  communion  with  her  Sa- 
viour. Delightful  seasons,  oh,  return  !  Examination  took 
place  on  the  16th  and  17th  of  December-  Vacation  of  three 
weeks.  Spent  it  in  Ballston  very  pleasantly-  Returned  to 
Schenectady,  January  9th.     Roomed  with  Bishop.*     Staid 

•  At  present  a  very  wortliy  and  devoted  minister  and  mission- 
ary in  the  Sandwich  Islands. 

1* 


6  ME3I0IR  OF  THE 

at  college  four  weeks ;  returned  to  Ballston  to  spend  the  re- 
mainder of  the  term. 

TO  Z.  S.  ESa.,  FORMERLY  OF  GRANVILLE,  IV.  Y. 

''Ballston,  February  dth,  1818. 

*'  MY  DEAR  SIR, 

"  Being  very  providentially  in  Ballston  to  spend  the  Sab- 
bath, I  had  the  happiness  to  hear  from  Granville  by  Mrs.  O. 
Believe  me,  my  dear  sir,  it  afforded  me  no  ordinary  degree 
of  satisfaction  to  learn  that  your  esteemed  family  were  well. 
And  although  my  last  has  not  been  answered,  I  cannot  forego 
the  pleasure  of  forwarding  a  line ;  and  a  line  is  all  this  mo- 
mentary opportunity  will  allow.  My  health,  since  I  last 
saw  you  in  Salem,  has  been  good.  I  entered  Union  College 
on  the  19th  of  September  last,  where  I  have  been  mostly 
since  confined.  And  if  God  should  spare  my  life,  and  con- 
tinue my  health,  I  shall  not  complete  my  collegiate  course 
until  the  April  of  1820.  But  this  period  will  soon  be  gone. 
Time's  mighty  current  rolls  the  wheel  of  man's  existence ; 
and  the  spring  of  childhood,  the  summer  of  youth,  autumnal 
manhood,  and  wintry  age,  are  alike  affected  by  the  move- 
ment. The  little  moments  which  compose  our  life,  on  wings 
unnumbered  flit  away.  Each  pursues  its  predecessor,  and 
is  swiftly  pursued  by  its  successor,  and  soon  the  last  will  fly. 
Oh,  to  be  wise  to  improve  them  !  '  Heaven's  on  the  wing.' 
Let  us  fix  the  citadel  of  our  hopes  far  above  the  commotions 
which  agitate  this  lower  world. 

"  I  am  very  anxious  to  see  you  all,  and  speak  face  to  face ; 
but  I  cannot  tell  when  I  shall  enjoy  that  happiness.  A  con- 
veyance is  hard  to  be  obtained,  and  my  studies  are  pressing. 
I  now  expect  to  spend  the  remainder  of  the  term  in  Ballston. 
I  can  study  here  to  advantage.  It  will  be  about  six  weeks. 
Do  let  me  hear  from  you.  Give  my  best  respects  to  your 
family.      May  God  throw  around   you   the  arms  of  his 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  7 

protecting  providence,  and  bless  you  with  his  free  and  rich 
salvation." 

March  9th.  On  account  of  an  increasing  debility  laid 
aside  my  studies.  I  am  almost  distracted  with  pain  in  my 
head. 

Went  to  New  York  about  the  last  of  March,  and  returned 
the  last  of  April ;  but  was  advised  by  Dr.  Nott  and  other 
officers  not  to  resume  my  studies.  Spent  May  in  Ballston. 
Went  west  in  June,  and  visited  Geneva,  Canandaigua,  and 
Rochester,  and  returned  to  Schenectady,  on  the  Monday  be- 
fore commencement.  Spent  the  succeeding  vacation  at  Mil- 
ton, and  returned  with  improved  health  to  college,  September 
18th,  and  recommenced  my  studies.  Oh  God,  make  me 
grateful  for  past  mercies  ! 

Junior  year.  Studies  more  agreeable.  Was  able  to 
pursue  my  studies  far  beyond  my  expectation.  Had  several 
short  seasons  of  illness,  but  they  did  not,  in  all,  hinder  me 
more  than  ten  days.  Have  abundant  reason  to  adore  the 
goodness  of  Almighty  God  for  the  mercies  I  enjoy,  numerous 
as  the  moments  of  my  existence,  and  rich  with  immortal 
hopes.  Examination  took  place,  December  17th.  Vacation 
was  spent  in  Ballston. 

TO  MR.  U.  D.,  OF  BALLSTON,  N.  Y. 

"  New  York,  October  2Ath,  1819. 
"  I  can  mingle  my  thanksgivings  with  yours,  my  dear 
friend,  that  your  health  is  so  far  restored  that  you  have  been 
again  up  to  the  house  of  the  Lord,  and  have  renewed  your 
vows  in  his  holy  temple.  Oh,  may  he  grant  you  grace  to 
fulfil  them.  My  soul  can  say  with  yours,  '  that  it  is  good 
to  be  afflicted.'  Oh,  how  it  softens  the  heart,  sweetens  the 
temper,  revives  the  drooping  graces  of  the  Christian.  It 
improves  his  views  of  earthly  and  heavenly  things,  by  re- 


8  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

moving  the  dust  that  collects  around  him,  from  being  'of  the 
earth — earthy,'  and  having  so  much  to  do  with  earthly  things. 
Oh,  we  not  only  know  but  feel  that  these  very  afflictions  are 
for  our  immediate  good.  The  rod  is  a  branch  from  the  tree 
of  life,  and  it  is  in  the  hands  of  our  Redeemer ;  and  we  will 
bless  him  for  every  stripe,  and  every  smart ;  we  will  kiss 
the  rod,  and  the  hand  that  holds  it,  and  endeavour  by  his 
grace  to  say  with  David,  '  Before  I  was  afflicted  I  went 
astray,  but  now  have  I  kept  thy  word.' 

"  I  have  had  some  blessed  seasons  lately,  some  seasons  when 
I  felt  that  God  was  near,  that  I  could  call  him  my  Father- 
Oh,  what  a  privilege,  to  be  admitted  not  only  into  the  audi- 
ence-chamber, but  into  the  very  banqueting-house  of  the 
King  of  kings,  to  feed  on  children's,  yes,  on  angel's  food. 

*  Oh,  to  grace  how  great  a  debtor 
Daily  I'm  consti-ained.  to  be,' 

We  are  the  King's  soldiers,  and  if  he  permits  us  to  sit  at  his 
table,  how  faithful  ought  we  to  be. 

"  I  have  been  through  the  New  York  hospital.  The  sight 
was  painfully  interesting,  to  see  so  much  poverty  and  wretch- 
edness, and  yet  to  see  it  rendered  comparatively  happy  by 
kindness  and  care.  The  lunatic  department  presented  less 
that  was  loathsome,  but  more  that  was  afTectinc:.  To  see 
persons  in  the  vigour  of  life  and  health,  with  reason  de- 
throned, is  an  awful  spectacle.  Let  age  and  disease  crumble 
down  the  body,  it  is  not  so  difficult  to  be  borne.  But  when 
the  immortal  mind  is  in  ruins,  it  is  a  more  awful  calamity, 
it  is  of  more  tremendous  import.  But  what  amazing  debts 
of  gratitude  do  we  owe  the  Preserver  of  men,  that  we  enjoy 
the  use  of  all  the  powers  of  the  mind  as  well  as  the  body. 
How  we  should  improve  them !  To-morrow  we  may  be  the 
prey  of  disease.  Tiie  air  we  breathe  may  contain  the  seeds 
of  death — some  accident  may  derange  the  curious  and  com- 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFOKD.  9 

plicated  mechanism  of  the  body.  The  torch  of  reason,  of 
intellect,  may  be  at  once  extinguished,  and  we  may  be  vir- 
tually blotted  out  from  the  records  of  the  living ;  and  as  to 
all  purposes  of  usefulness  or  enjoyment,  be  as  though  wc  had 
never  been.  Oh,  let  us  seize  the  passing  hour — improve 
the  moments  as  they  fly." 

December  Z\st.  In  the  enjoyment  of  blessings  which  I  can 
neither  number  nor  name,  I  am  brought  near  the  close  of 
another  year — a  year  commenced  in  the  best  of  health,  but 
in  the  course  of  which  I  have  been  brought  to  contemplate 
wasting  disease  and  an  opening  sepulchre.  It  has  witnessed 
my  prospects  clouded,  my  hopes  blighted,  my  studies  inter- 
rupted, my  health  declining,  and  all  my  highest,  fondest 
earthly  expectations  sinking  to  the  earth.  But  the  Lord  Je- 
hovah reigns,  and  reigns  a  God  of  consolation.  And  he  is 
as  kind  and  compassionate,  when  mantled  in  more  than 
chaotic  darkness,  as  when  we  behold  him  looking  down  upon 
us  in  all  the  tenderness  of  suffering  sympathy,  and  all  the 
ardour  of  a  Saviour's  love.  Now,  at  the  close  of  the  year, 
1  am  enjoying  health  and  happiness ;  and  a  thousand  argu- 
ments combine  to  call  forth  heart-felt  acknowledgments  of 
purest,  warmest  gratitude.  Here  will  I  raise  my  Ebenezer. 
Lord,  thou  hast  been  my  helper  through  all  the  dangers  of 
anotli  r  year.  But  in  that  year  which  is  just  ending  I  have 
done  nothing  for  thee,  thou  Creator,  Preserver,  and  Redeemer 
of  men.  Oh  Jesus,  Master,  wash  me  afresh  in  thy  blood ; 
forgive  all  my  sins ;  forgive  my  coldness,  my  ingratitude. 
May  this  year  not  bear  testimony  against  me  in  the  court  of 
heaven.  Seal  not  up  its  report  for  the  great  day,  but  cancel 
all  my  iniquities  and  my  frailties  with  thy  most  precious 
blood.  And,  oh  God  of  eternity,  have  mercy  upon  me,  a 
poor  sinful  creature  here,  in  time,  and  may  I  live  to  thy 


10  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

glory,  and  as  one  of  thy  children.    In  the  course  of  this  year 

I  have  witnessed but  the  clock  strikes — it  is  gone — hid 

in  the  mighty  caverns  of  the  past. — Another  to  that  eternity 
which  has  gone  by  !  But  I  shall  see  this  mighty  volume  all 
unrolled — mighty  volume,  rolled  hacTt,  rolled  onward! 
Dreadful,  delightful  day  !     Jesus,  Jesus,  be  thou  my  friend  I 

Read  Numbers  xxi.  5 — 9,  in  connexion  with  Rev.  v.  6 — 14. 
John  i.  29  :  "  Behold  the  Lamb  of  God,  which  taketh  away 
the  sin  of  the  world."  The  passage  in  numbers  is  all  a  type, 
and  Jesus  Christ  is  the  great  antitype — looking  on  the  brazen 
serpent  represents  believing  on  Christ.  He  himself  says, 
*'  As  Moses  lifted  up  the  serpent  in  the  wilderness,  so  shall 
the  Son  of  Man  be  lifted  up." 

Returned  to  college  January  18th,  and  recommenced 
studies  as  usual.  Roomed  alone.  Some  seasons  of  serious 
illness;  lost  as  much  as  ten  or  twelve  days  during  the  term. 
Examination  early  in  April.  Visited  New  York  ;  returned 
and  visited  Salem,  Granville,  &c.  Session  began  early  in 
May.  Studies  very  agreeable.  Health  good  .during  the 
first  few  weeks  of  the  term,  but  declined  with  the  approach 
of  wai*m  weather.  Discontinued  study  almost  entirely  three 
weeks  before  the  end  of  the  term.  Commencement  on  the 
28th  of  July.  Spent  the  vacation  in  visiting  Albany,  Water- 
ford,  Lansingburg,  Cambridge,  Salem,  Granville,  &ic.  dec, 
and  returned  to  college  in  cood  health. 

Senior  year — September  24th,  1819.  The  last  year 
placed  me  under  tremendous  obligations  to  devote  myself  to 
God.  What  a  mass  of  this  world's  population  did  it  carry 
from  the  earth,  while  I  was  left  behind  !  Oh,  may  I  inscribe 
'■'^  Jehovah  Jirch"  upon  some  monument  of  gratitude,  and  may 
it  appear  on  earth  and  in  heaven  that  I  was  not  spared  in 
vain.  The  weather  is  very  fine,  health  very  good,  studies 
agreeable.     Have  my  dearest  friend  on  earth,  for  a  room- 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  11 

male.  Dr.  Nott's  recitation  interesting.  Dr.  M'Aulcy  goes 
to  Malta  to-day,  to  organize  a  church ;  very  flattering  ap- 
pearances of  a  revival  of  religion. 

Dec.  \bth.  Went  to  Ballston  and  Malta,  saw  what  won- 
ders the  Lord  is  doing,  and,  hlessed  be  God,  hope  that  I  felt 
some  of  the  celestial  fire.  Saw  things  new  and  glorious.  A 
communion  season  at  Malta  ;  about  thirty  were  added  to  the 
church.  Dr.  M.  seemed  inspired,  and  spoke  in  strains  more 
than  mortal.  Attended  anxious  meetings,  where  from  fifty 
to  one  hundred  and  fifty  were  most  deeply  agitated  under  a 
sense  of  sin. 

Milton,  Dec.  Z\st.  A  few  more  hours,  and  another  event- 
ful year  will  have  fled  for  ever !  I  have  enjoyed  mercies 
which  I  cannot  enumerate.  While  death  has  made  more 
than  ordinary  ravages  in  the  ranks  of  human  society,  my 
unprofitable  life  has  been  spared.  Oh,  that  there  were  a 
heart  in  me  to  acknowledge  God's  goodness.  Oh,  that  this 
departing  year  might  not  leave  me  with  my  sins  unrcpented 
of,  but  that  it  might  carry,  along  with  its  record  of  my  mer- 
cies and  my  crimes,  my  gratitude  and  my  penitence.  I  have 
been  too  cold  and  inactive  in  the  cause  of  Christ;  but,  blessed 
be  God,  I  feel  somewhat  awake,  not  only  to  a  sense  of  God's 
goodness  in  sparing  me-  through  another  year,  but  of  my 
guilt  in  loving  him  no  more  and  serving  him  no  better.  May 
I  never  again  become  so  stupid  and  so  indiflerent  in  the  cause 
of  my  Master,  and  never  so  attached  to  a  fleeting,  fading 
world.  Several  of  my  acquaintances  and  friends  have  gone 
during  the  last  year  to  eternity.  Yesterday  I  saw  L.  M. ; 
she  appears  to  be  going.  A  few  days  ago  she  was  in  health  ; 
now,  a  confirmed  consumption  has  faded  the  rose  on  her 
cheek,  wasted  her  frame,  blighted  her  hopes,  blasted  her 
earthly  prospects.  May  I  have  faith  to  present  her  case  be- 
fore the  throne  of  grace,  where  Christ,  the  healer  of  the 
Gentiles,  sits  to  hear  and  save.    What  an  affecting  insignifi- 


12  MEMOIK  OF  THE 

cance  does  such  a  providence  stamp  on  all  things  below  the 
stars.  Oh  God,  teach  me  how  short  my  life  is,  and  give  me 
grace  to  prepare  for  death,  and  to  improve  for  eternity.  If 
consistent  with  thy  most  holy  will,  spare  me  through  the 
coming  year,  prepare  me  for  the  ministry  of  reconciliation. 
Warm  my  heart,  purify  my  motives,  quicken  my  zeal, 
strengthen  my  faith  ;  and  may  thy  Spirit  cherish  all  my 
Christian  graces,  and  lead  me  into  all  truth.  Oh,  do  not 
suffer  me  to  be  deceived ;  but  wilt  thou  search  my  heart, 
and  try  my  thoughts,  and  establish  me  on  the  rock  of  ages. 
Accept  my  gratitude  for  the  mercies  of  the  past  year,  and 
sissist  me  to  commit  the  keeping  of  my  frail  body  and  my 
immortal  soul  to  thee  for  the  time  to  come.  Do  thou  accept 
and  bless  me  for  Christ's  sake.     Amen. 

January  I2th,  1820.  Returned  to  college.  Felt  a  de- 
sire unusually  ardent  that  God  would  pour  out  his  spirit  on 
the  college.  Some  of  the  brethren  feel  actually  more  en- 
gaged. 

February  2d.  God  has  made  an  awful  visit  to  us.  Mr. 
A.  C.  H.  of  Shaftsbury,  Vermont,  died  suddenly  after  an 
illness  of  only  three  days.  Prayed  that  the  mighty  power 
which  dealt  the  blow  would  sanctify  it  to  the  good  of  souls. 
The  officers.  Dr.  M'Auley  in  particular,  improved  the  provi- 
dence. The  corpse  was  carried  into  Dr.  M'A.'s  study-room, 
who,  in  language  more  than  mortal,  urged  those  to  repent- 
ance who  came  in  to  see  it. 

God  was  pleased  to  bless  these  timely  warnings,  and  to 
awaken  many  to  make  the  inquiry,  "  What  shall  I  do  to  be 
saved  ?"  Oh,  that  men  would  praise  the  Lord  for  his  good- 
ness and  for  his  wonderful  works  to  the  children  of  men. 
About  the  Iti.st  of  February  the  work  was  at  its  height.  New 
instances  of  awakening  and  conversion  were  heard  of  every 
day.  But  unable  to  pursue  my  collegiate  studies,  and  my 
exertions,  though  feeble,  being  needed  in  other  places,  1  left 


HEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  13 

college  and  went  to  Saratoga  county,  where  God  was  open- 
ing the  windows  of  heaven  and  raining  down  spiritual  bless- 
ings in  overwhelming  abundance.  At  the  same  time  the 
work  was  going  on  powerfully  in  Stillwater,  Malta,  Ballston, 
Galway,  Amsterdam,  and  Schenectady. 

March.  Spent  some  time  in  Galway,  and  witnessed 
scenes  never  to  be  forgotten.  Miss  W.  apparently  near  her 
end.  Made  a  short  visit  to  Granville,  returned  and  called 
upon  her  for  the  last  time,  the  day  before  she  died.  Found 
her  sweetly  reposing  her  confidence  on  the  arm  and  the 
mercy  of  Jesus,  and  calmly  waiting  till  her  change  come. 
She  died  in  peace :  she  sleeps  in  Jesus ;  and  her  ransomed 
spirit,  released  from  its  earthly  prison,  climbs  unlettered  the 
heights  of  the  celestial  city,  and  mingles  in  the  anthems  of 
eternity. 

Passed  immediately  to  New  York — found  my  friends  in 
good  health.  Spent  three  or  four  days,  and  then,  for  the 
first  time,  visited  Princeton,  N.  J.,  in  company  with  my 
friend  and  benefactor,  D.  S.  Lyon,  Esq.  While  at  Princeton 
attended  the  ordination  of  Mr.  Chapman,  one  of  the  mission- 
aries to  the  Osage  Indians.  Mr.  WoodhuU  preached.  Dr. 
Miller  gave  the  charge.  Dr.  Alexander  made  the  conse- 
crating prayer.  Returned  to  New  York.  Preparations  are 
making  to  fit  out  the  mission  and  family.  Never  did  a 
holier  enthusiasm  animate  the  minds  of  the  good  people  of 
New  York.  The  mission  family  consists  of  21  persons. 
They  met  for  the  first  time  in  the  Middle  Dutch  Church,  the 
next  evening  in  the  Brick  Church ;  at  both  places  appropri- 
ate prayers  and  addresses  were  made.  The  next  day,  the 
day  of  their  departure,  they  met  in  the  Consistory  of  the 
Garden-street  Church.  From  thence  they  went  to  the  boat, 
in  waiting  to  receive  them.  Here  parting  hymns  were  sung, 
parting  hands  were  given,  parting  prayers  were  offered,  and 
they  left  their  native  land  amid  the  supplications  of  thou- 
2 


14  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

sands ;  amid  the  shouts,  no  doubt  of  exulting  angels,  and  the 
smiles  of  approving  heaven. 

Spent  a  few  days  with  the  Rev.  T.  Osborne,  at  West 
Farms.  Returned  to  Schenectady  to  finish  my  collegiate 
course.  The  session  unusually  pleasant.  Lectures  on 
chemistry,  &c.  very  interesting.  The  session  ends  July 
26th.  Verily,  the  Lord  has  been  my  helper.  Oh,  that  my 
future  life  may  be  more  devoted  to  the  service  and  glory  of 
God.  Left  Schenectady  in  less  than  two  weeks  after  the 
commencement,  to  visit  my  dear  aged  parents.  Found  them 
in  health,  on  the  evening  of  the  8th  of  August,  after  an  ab- 
sence of  more  than  two  years.  Passed  through  Geneva, 
Canandaigua,  to  Rochester,  and  thence  to  Niagara  Falls. 

September.  Took  leave  of  my  parents  ;  returned  to  Sche- 
nectady ;  spent  about  a  week  at  Dr.  M'Auley's,  and  came 
to  New  York  the  last  of  the  month.  Spent  the  month  of 
October  in  the  hospitable  and  dear  family  of  Mr.  L.  Blessed 
be  God  for  some  degree  of  deadness  to  the  Morld.  Oh,  suf- 
fer me  never  more  to  feel  it  to  be  my  continuing  city ;  but 
may  I  seek  one  to  come,  made  without  hands,  where  the  in- 
habitants shall  never  say  "  I  am  sick,"  and  where  friends 
never  part.  Oh,  may  I  there  meet  those  friends  who  have 
died  in  the  Lord.  A  good  work  of  grace  seems  to  be  begin- 
ning in  Dr.  Spring's  congregation.  Attended  some  inter- 
esting meetings.  Really,  God  seems  to  be  in  the  midst  of 
them.  Conversed  with  some  of  the  hopeful  subjects  of  it. 
Oh,  how  Christians  speak  the  same  language,  have  the  same 
hopes  and  fears,  joys  and  sorrows  and  prospects. 

November  ^th.  Left  New  York  for  Princeton,  to  com- 
mence my  theological  studies-  Oh  God,  wilt  thou  not  go 
with  me  and  bless  me  ?  else  sufler  mc  not  to  go  hence.  I 
rcnewedly  cast  myself  upon  thee.  Through  Jesus  own  mc 
for  a  child,  and  may  1  be  obedient  and  jealous  for  thine 
honour. 


RTV.  JOSEPH  SANFOnn.  15 

It  is  proper  to  remark  hero,  that  Mr.  Sanford  maintained, 
througliout  his  entire  course  at  college,  a  high  character  lor 
sound  and  ardent  piety.  He  was  greatly  respected  by  the 
members  of  the  faculty  of  that  college,  and  beloved  by  his 
fellow  students ;  and  although  his  studies  were  pursued  un- 
der some  disadvantages  arising  from  the  want  of  continued 
health,  yet  his  standing  in  his  class  was  very  respectable. 

After  leaving  college,  Mr.  S.  addressed  the  following  letter 
to  his  friend,  Mr.  H.  D.,  of  Ballston,  N.  Y. 


TO  MR.  ir.  D.  OF  BALLSTON,  JV.  Y. 

"iYeu'  York,  Sept.  2Sth,  162(). 

"  I  was  unable  to  obtain  a  seat  at  Schenectady  on  Tuesday, 
and  so  could  not  leave  until  Wednesday  morning  at  five — 
and  this  morning,  at  half  past  six,  arrived  in  this  city- 

"  The  state  of  the  fever  in  Savannah  has  become  less  alarm- 
ing, but  it  is  still  dangerous  to  visit  those  southern  towns. 
The  Rev.  Sylvester  Larned,  of  New  Orleans,  is  no  more ; 
he  fell  a  victim  to  the  fever  about  the  19th  of  September. 
So  pass  away  the  hopes  of  men !  The  remark  is  often  made, 
that  genius  is  almost  always  short  in  its  career. 

"  Where  the  mind  is  ardent,  whatever  may  fire  that  ardour, 
it  will  soon  exhaust  the  body.  Our  bodies  at  best  are  de- 
caying tabernacles,  the  tottering  tenements  of  rebellious  souls. 
But  while  we  can  say  by  one  part  of  our  nature  to  '  cor- 
ruption, thou  art  my  father,'  and  to  the  '  worm,  thou  art  my 
mother,  and  my  sister,'  by  another  part  of  that  nature  we 
are  allied  to  angels,  and  if  born  again,  are  heirs  to  crown.s 
and  kingdoms.  Not  crowns  that  will  fade,  and  kingdoms 
that  some  ambitious  and  successful  rival  may  take  away, 
but  crowns  of  immortal  glory,  kingdoms  of  unfading  gran- 
deur and  beauty,  to  which  our  title  deed  is  the  promise  and 
the  oath  of  the  everlasting  God.  Oh,  how  I  pity  the  thought- 
less worldling,  who  aims  at  no  inheritance  but  his  heaps  of 


16  >iE>roin  OF  the 

shining  dust — dust,  to  be  sure,  of  some  relative  value ;  but 
to  him  with  that  contracted  heart,  and  with  that  sleepless, 
grinding  avarice,  mere  contemptible  trash.  Verily,  a  '  soul 
immortal,'  spending  all  her  '  fires'  about  the  paltry  busi- 
ness of  the  world,  resembles 

'  ocean  into  tempest  tost, 


To  waft  a  feather  or  to  drown  a  fly.' 

"  I  had  no  design  of  giving  yoii  useful  hints  on  the  subject 
of  loving  the  world.  I  well  know  your  ideas  on  that  sub- 
ject, and  I  highly  approve  them,  and  sincerely  hope,  that  you 
will  not  only  practise  upon  such  correct  opinions,  but  endea- 
vour to  disseminate  them,  since  there  are  so  many  excellent 
men,  who  seem  to  think  that  '  to  be  rich'  is  the  chief  end 
of  man. 

"  But,  blessed  be  God,  we  have  higher  and  nobler  aims. 
We  ho])C  tliat  we  have  tasted  too  often  of  the  love  of  God, 
to  relish  the  husks  of  time  and  sense.  In  the  course  of  the 
last  winter  we  often  found  ourselves  in  the  banqueting-house 
of  the  King  of  kings,  while  '  his  banner  over  us  was  love.' 
Have  we  not,  my  brother,  been  often  fed  with  children's 
food,  while  we  were  unworthy  of  the  falling  crumbs !  Verily, 
the  grace  of  God  is  so  rich  and  so  free,  the  love  of  God  is  so 
deep  and  so  broad,  the  arm  of  the  Lord  is  so  mighty,  and 
his  favour  so  immutable,  that  when  wc  are  satisfied  that  he, 
with  all  his  fulness,  has  become  ours,  and  that  we,  in  spite 
of  our  unworthincss,  have  been  made  his,  we  may  bid  a  bold 
defiance  to  all  the  attacks  of  Satan,  and  the  world  without 
and  around  us,  and  Satan  and  the  flesh  within  us.  Jesus 
Christ  is  indeed  a  '  strong  tower,  to  which  the  righteous  flee 
and  are  safe,'  whatever  may  befall  them.  Satan  may  vent 
his  rage,  the  malice  of  men  may  seize  and  confine  my  body, 
they  cannot  confine  my  soul  from  communion  with  God. 
They  may  break  my  body  on  the  wheel,  susi)cnd  it  on  the 


REV.  JOSKPH  SANFORl).  17 

gibbet,  burn  it  in  the  fire,  and  scatter  my  ashes  to  the  winds 
end  the  waves,  I  am  safe,  blessed  Jesus,  and  my  sleeping 
dust  is  under  the  notice  of  thine  eye,  and  its  scattered  par- 
ticles arc  safe  under  thy  protecting  care ;  and  whether  it 
flies  in  the  air,  floats  in  the  ocean,  or  vegetates  on  the  earth, 
the  voice,  that  voice  that  wakes  the  dead,  will  start  it  from 
its  slumbers,  and,  refined  and  purified  by  the  resurrection,  it 
will  bloom  in  immortal  youth  and  beauty,  a  fit  tenement  for 
a  blood-washed  spirit,  and  a  fit  inhabitant  for  the  city  of  Zion. 
Oh,  my  brother,  let  thoughts  of  God  and  glory  fill  our  minds, 
and  animate  us  on  our  journey.  Let  the  past  time  of  our 
lives  more  than  suffice  us  to  have  lived  in  stupidity,  for  our 
veriest  zeal  has  been  little  less  than  stupidity.  And  while 
here  in  this  world,  let  us  animate  and  provoke  each  other  to 
love  and  good  works ;  and  if  we  are  so  happy  as  to  meet 
before  the  throne,  we  will  emulate  each  other  in  swelling  the 
immortal  anthems  of  eternity. 

"  Make  my  best  and  warmest  wishes  to  my  dear  friends. 
Since  1  tegan  to  write,  the  morning  paper  has  been  put  in 
my  hands,  and  I  learn  that  the  fever  at  the  south  fs  as  violent 
as  ever.  Mr.  Larned  died  on  the  19th  of  September,  after 
an  illness  of  four  days.  Mrs.  Larned  has  lost  her  mother, 
brother  and  child,  and  now  her  husband,  in  less  than  twelve 
months." 


In  tlic  autumn  of  1820  Mr.  Sanford  entered  the  Theologi- 
cal Seminary  at  Princeton,  N.  J.,  with  the  view  of  prose- 
cuting his  studies  for  the  holy  ministry.  In  that  distinguished 
institution  he  remained  three  years,  under  the  instruction  of 
its  eminent  professors.  During  this  whole  period  he  was 
remarkably  attentive  to  his  duties  as  a  student,  preparing  for 
the  high  office  which  he  had  in  view.  He  was  most  assi- 
duous in  his  efforts  to  acquire  the  knowledge  which  the  sa- 
cred office  demands,  and  which  that  institution  so  richly 

2* 


18  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

furnishes.  His  time  was  most  conscientiously  devoted  to 
his  studies.  Nothing  was  slighted.  The  opinions  and  sug- 
gestions of  his  beloved  and  venerated  teachers  were  always 
listened  to  by  him  with  profound  regard  and  consideration. 
In  this  respect  few  men  have  passed  through  a  theological 
seminary  with  greater,  if  equal,  propriety  of  deportment. 
For  although  he  was  far  from  being  deficient  in  self-respect 
and  independence  of  mind,  yet  he  was  modest,  respectful, 
and  most  dignified,  in  all  his  intercourse  with  his  professors. 
He  went  to  the  institution  to  learn.  He  had  entire  confi- 
dence in  the  qualifications  of  his  instructers ;  and  no  man 
ever  left  that  institution  more  respected  by  those  revered 
teachers.  He  left  it,  giving  abundant  evidence  that  he  had 
well  employed  his  time  and  opportunities.  His  standing  as 
a  scholar  was  highly  respectable.  The  essays  which  he 
wrote,  in  compliance  with  requirements  of  the  institution, 
display  a  vigorous  mind.  On  one  or  two  occasions  he  was 
chosen  by  his  fellow  students  to  perform  the  highest  offices 
which  their  associations  prescribe.  One  of  these  was  the 
delivering  of  the  annual  or  semi-annual  oration  before  the 
Society  of  Inquiry  on  the  subject  of  Missions. 

But,  however  respectable  Mr.  Sanford's  standing  was  as  a 
student  and  a  scholar,  his  ardent  piety  was  far  more  promi- 
nent. He  was,  during  the  whole  period,  distinguished  for 
his  dignified,  consistent,  holy  and  devoted  life.  All  who 
knew  him  were  deeply  impressed  with  his  serious  and  most 
exemplary  deportment.  He  was  a  man  of  much  prayer. 
He  was  solemn,  habitually  serious,  but  not  morose.  There 
was  a  spirituality,  a  holy  unction,  pervading  his  conduct  and 
conversation,  which  made  it  manifest  that  he  was  a  holy  man, 
conversant  with  the  heavenly,  the  hidden  life, — the  life  of  God 
in  the  soul  of  man. 

Respecting  this  portion  of  Mr.  Sanford's  life  the  reader 
will  find  ample  and  interesting  details  in  the  following  ex- 
tracts from  his  letters  and  journal. 


REV.  JOSEPH  S.VNFORD.  19 

Theological  Seminary,  Princeton,  N.  J. 
November,  1820. 
Here  I  desire  to  erect  my  Ebenezer.  The  Lord  has  in- 
deed been  my  helper.  When  dilficulties  and  embarrassments 
lay  across  my  path,  he  has  removed  them.  When  danger 
threatened,  he  has  been  my  deliverer.  When  I  have  been 
wasted  by  sickness,  and  brought  nigh  unto  death,  he  has 
been  my  healer.  When  I  have  been  in  darkness,  he  has 
caused  his  face  to  shine.  He  has  given  me  friends  and  bene- 
factors ;  he  has  fed  and  clothed  me ;  he  has  soothed  my 
sorrows,  and  wiped  away  my  tears ;  he  has  carried  my  bur- 
dens ;  he  has  chosen  the  changes,  regulated  the  events,  and 
managed  the  little  concerns  of  my  hitherto  useless  life.  Oh, 
what  was  I,  that  he  should  watch  over  my  childhood,  when 
my  careless  footsteps  had  not  learned  to  run  in  the  way  of 
his  commandments?  What  was  I  that  he  should  give  me 
pious  parents,  through  whose  tender  care  and  instructions, 
with  the  blessing  of  the  Spirit,  my  mind  was  early  called  to 
the  business  of  preparation  for  death  and  improvement  for 
eternity?  What  was  I  that  he  should  bear  with  the  follies, 
reclaim  the  wanderings,  and  restore  the  backslidings  of  my 
earlier  as  well  as  my  later  years?  What  was  I,  that  he 
should  early  implant  a  desire  in  my  heart  to  be  employed  in 
the  holy  office  of  the  Christian  ministry,  and  that  in  spite  of 
my  indigence  and  obscurity,  he  should  aflbrd  mo  the  means 
of  education,  and  place  me  now  in  this  seat  of  sacred  science, 
thus  granting  one  of  my  most  ardent  wishes?  I  am  his  by 
every  tie  that  can  bind  a  creature  to  the  throne  of  its  Creator, 
that  can  endear  an  unworthy,  a  rebellious  child,  to  the  kind- 
est and  best  of  Parents.  And  oh,  thou  Preserver  of  men,  am 
I  indeed  thine  by  a  living  and  a  life-giving  faith,  though  the 
most  unworthy  of  thy  children?  It  is  all  of  grace,  from  first 
to  last.  And  wilt  thou  enable  me  to  enter  on  a  course  of 
immediate  preparation  for  the  gospel  ministry  ?     Wilt  thou 


20  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

grant  mc  thy  special  blessing  in  all  my  studies  ?  Wilt  thou 
dwell  in  me  as  a  spirit  of  wisdom,  of  humility,  of  illumina- 
tion, of  sanctification,  of  consolation?  Warm  my  heart, 
purify  my  motives,  and,  if  it  might  j)lcase  thee,  spare  my 
life,  continue  my  health,  and  in  thine  own  due  time  permit 
me  to  enter  the  field  clad  in  thy  might,  armed  with  the  whole 
armour  of  God ;  and  permit  me  to  perform  some  humble 
part  in  thy  service  in  the  glorious  cause  that  thou  art  carry- 
ing forward  on  earth  ;  and  finally  grant  mc  grace  that  I  may 
not  disiionour  thy  cause  in  death,  but  may  I  depart  in  peace, 
yea,  in  triumph.  Take  me  in  mercy  under  thy  special  care; 
I  desire  to  commit  my  way  unto  the  Lord,  and  do  thou  direct 
my  paths;  and  whatever  in  thy  providence  may  be  in  reserve 
for  me,  whether  prosperity  or  adversity,  long  life  or  early 
death,  I  desire  to  rejoice  only  and  continually  in  the  assurance 
that  thou  wilt  do  all  things  well. 

TO  MR.  H.  D.,  OF  BALLSTON,  N.  Y. 

''Princeton,  Nov.  IGlJt,  1820. 
"Yours  by  Mr.  G.  came  duly  to  hand  in  this  place,  where 
I  have  already  spent  more  than  a  week.  To  say  that  your 
letter  afil)rded  me  much  pleasure  would  be  useless,  for  you 
know  that  already.  But  were  I  not  selfish,  I  could  not  pos- 
sibly find  time  to  answer  it  so  soon.  My  time  here  will  be 
completely  occupied  in  performing  the  various  duties  that  de- 
volve upon  me  as  a  student  of  theology — a  candidate  for  that 
holy  office,  under  the  weight  of  whose  responsibilities  a  man 
or  an  angel  would  sink,  without  the  supports  of  Ciod's  grace. 
Oh,  I  never  before  had  such  overwhelming  views  of  that 
sacred  office!  For  an  unworthy  sinner  like  me,  who  have 
been  for  more  than  twenty  years  a  transgressor  of  God's 
law;  with  a  heart  so  vile,  affections  so  earthly,  faith  so  weak, 
so  much  fear  of  the  world  and  conformity  to  it,  witli  so  much 
impurity  in  my  best  motives,  and  so  much  imperfection  in 


KEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  21 

my  best  services, — in  a  word,  so  very  a  wretch  in  the  sight 
of  God,  to  think  of  speaking  in  his  name!  Ob,  why  does 
he  not  make  the  confounding  challenge,  '  Who  hath  re- 
quired this  at  your  hands?'  He  is  a  God  of  matchless  con- 
descension, to  suifer  such  rebels  against  his  government  to 
live ;  to  devise  a  plan  of  salvation  ;  to  come  as  the  '  man  of 
sorrows ;'  to  redeem  those  that  were  under  the  law  ;  to  suf- 
fer in  our  name ;  to  pay  the  debt  we  owed  to  that  law  ;  to 
blot  out  the  hand  writing  against  us ;  to  come  as  the  Holy 
Spirit ;  to  raise  us  from  death  to  life,  from  sin  to  grace;  then 
to  give  us  grace  for  grace,  change  our  state  hereafter  from 
grace  to  glory,  and  then  from  glory  to  glory !  Oh,  it  is 
compassion  like  a  God,  it  is  a  theme  too  high  for  angels. 
And  when  the  ransomed  of  the  Lord  are  gathered  in,  it  will 
be  sounded  in  strains  higher  and  nobler  than  ever  rung  from 
a  seraph's  lyre.  Oh,  my  brother,  we  will  weep  together 
for  our  astonishing  coldness  and  apathy ;  but  we  will  rejoice 
together  too,  for  such  great  and  precious  promises.  We 
will  try  in  God's  strength  to  live  more  to  his  glory.  We 
will  think  more  and  more  of  the  scenes  of  Gethsemane  and 
Calvary,  and  clinging  more  closely  to  the  bloody  tree,  will 
cry  to  that  Jesus  who  once  hung  thereon,  but  is  now  en- 
throned on  high,  to  keep  us  from  falling,  and  to  present  us 
at  last  as  redeemed  sinners,  glorified  before  his  Father  and 
our  Father,  his  God  and  our  God." 

TO  Z.  S.,  ESQ. 

''Princeton,  Dec.  1st,  1820. 
"  You  once  told  me  that  I  must  not  pass  debtor  and  cre- 
ditor with  you  on  the  scale  of  correspondence.  I  therefore 
write  as  often  as  I  can  make  it  convenient.  My  letter  from 
Schenectady  in  Septemter  last  must  have  miscarried  ;  but 
my  only  regret  is,  that  I  have  been  deprived  of  the  pleasure 
of  your  answers.     When  I  call  to  mind  the  history  of  our 


22  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

fricndsliip,  I  almost  pant  for  that  state  of  being  wlien  it  will 
be  consumnnatecl. 

"  My  situation  here  is  pccuharly  pleasant,  associated  with 
about  seventy  young  men,  all  preparing  for  that  sacred  office 
under  the  weight  of  whose  responsibilities  a  man  or  an  angel 
would  sink  without  the  support  of  God's  rich  grace.  Oh, 
my  dear  friend,  in  your  happiest  moments,  when  you  are  in 
the  exercise  of  a  lively  faith — when  the  distance  between 
earth  and  heaven  seems  annihilated — when  God  is  sensibly 
near,  and  you  feel  him  yours,  and  tell  him  all  your  wants 
with  the  confidence  and  the  fondness  of  a  child,  and  are  so 
filled  and  melted  with  his  love  that  you  feel  your  heaven  be- 
gun,— oh  then  remember  me,  unworthy  me.  Pray  that 
God  would  enable  me  to  live  to  his  glory ;  that  lie  would 
arm  me  for  the  field  of  battle ;  make  me,  sinner  as  I  am,  a 
herald  of  the  cross  ;  that  I  may  be  enabled  to  consecrate 
every  energy  to  his  service,  and  be  willing  to  sacrifice  and 
suffl'r  all  things,  if  it  be  necessary,  for  him ;  to  give  myself 
exclusively  to  him,  that  I  may  live  in  him,  and  in  death  not 
dishonour  him.  Do  not  think  that  I  have  been  disgusted 
with  the  world;  no,  it  is  God's  world,  and  although  fallen,  it 
is  not  forsaken  ;  though  abased,  it  is  not  abandoned.  I  am 
too  much  attached  to  it ;  yet  I  feel  its  emptiness  when  com- 
pared with  Jesus  Christ.  I  desire  to  live  above  it,  for  other- 
wise it  will  constantly  mar  my  peace  and  interrupt  me  in  a 
divine  life. 

"  God  has  been  pleased  to  grant  me  some  precious  seasons 
lately.  1  confess  that  this  docs  give  me  a  disrelish  for  the 
world  which  I  wish  I  could  always  feel.  But  if  the  world, 
and  the  flesh,  and  the  adversary  were  overcome,  where  were 
the  warfare  ?  It  is  one  of  the  articles  of  the  new  covenant 
'  that  we  walk  by  faith,  not  by  sight ;'  so  that  although  we 
may  enjoy  seasons  when  faith  is  almost  lost  in  vision,  yet  in 
mercy  to  our  frailty  those  seasons  arc  short.     Flesh  would 


HEY.  JOSEPir  SANFORD.  '-I'd 

sink — a  walk  of  faith  is  best  adai)tcd  to  our  circumstances 
and  our  duties." 

Sabbath,  December  'ilst,  \f<2Q.  This  day  brings  with  it 
many  manifestations  of  the  love  and  goodness  of  God.  He 
has  spared  me  almost  through  the  events,  and  changes,  and 
desolations  of  another  year.  Oh,  that  1  could  begin  and  end 
every  year  with  a  sabbath,  and  with  a  sacrament !  To-day 
I  hope  to  meet  Jesus  at  his  own  tabic,  and  there,  while  I  take 
and  taste  the  symbols  of  his  body  and  his  blood,  may  I  have 
such  views  of  his  fitness  and  fulness  as  I  have  never  had 
before.  Jesus,  Master,  grant  me  the  preparation  of  the 
heart.  May  the  world  be  left  behind ;  may  no  thought  Ix; 
suffered  to  wander  to  improper  objects ;  but  do  lliou  jiossess 
my  heart  and  sway  my  affections.' — I  have  taken  another 
oath  to  be  thine  for  ever.  Oh,  maintain  thine  empire  in  my 
heart,  thou  blessed  Spirit,  and  carry  on  the  work  of  sanctifi- 
cation.  Subdue  all  the  corruption  of  my  nature.  Take  of 
the  things  of  Christ,  and  show  them  unto  me.  Set  thy  seal 
upon  my  heart  unto  the  day  of  redemption.  Jesus,  Master, 
let  me  fly  to  thy  bosom  ;  "  hide  me,  oh  my  Saviour,  hide  me 
l)eneath  the  shadow  of  thy  wing."  The  year  is  almost  gone: 
many  who  coninicnccd  it  with  fair  prospects  of  longevity, 
have  been  long  sleeping  beneath  the  clods  of  the  valley.  I 
have  seen  my  friends  sinking  in  the  arms  of  death,  and  so 
read  the  loud  admonition  to  be  also  ready.  Oh,  may  I 
not  forget  the  impressions  made  upon  my  mind  by  death-bed 
scenes.  May  I  never  again  be  attached  to  the  world.  May 
I  keep  the  end  of  my  short  journey  in  sight ;  and  when  I 
face  the  king  of  terrors,  wilt  thou  stand  by  me  to  be  my  sup- 
port ;  and  may  I  pillow  my  liead,  my  sinking  head,  upon 
thy  compassionate  bosom,  and  sweetly  sleep  in  thee ! 

During  the  last  year  I  have  seen  a  glorious  revival  of  re- 
ligion, in  which  liundreds  began  their  immortal  song.     Oh, 


34  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

my  Saviour,  carry  on  thy  cause  in  my  heart  and  throughout 
the  world. 

Conversation  this  afternoon  on  the  best  method  of  closing 
the  year.  Many  good  remarks  were  made  on  the  subject  of 
humility,  penitence,  and  new  resolutions  to  live  to  God's 
glory.  My  Father  in  heaven,  make  me  humble,  penitent; 
and  in  thy  strength  may  I  live  more  to  thy  glory.  May  my 
loins  be  girt  about  with  truth,  and  my  lamp  be  trimmed  and 
burning,  so  that  I  may  always  be  ready  for  the  coming  of 
the  Son  of  Man.  Oh,  wilt  thou  blot  out  the  sins  of  the 
past  year,  before  it  shall  be  numbered  with  the  years  beyond 
the  flood,  before  it  shall  bear  off  in  its  flight  my  uncancelled 
accounts  to  the  day  of  judgment.  Accept  of  my  thanks- 
givings for  the  signal  mercies  of  the  past  year,  which  have 
been  more  than  I  can  name  or  number  ;  and  while  I  adore 
thee  for  the  past,  may  I  trust  thee  for  the  future,  and  thus 
launch  forth  into  the  awful  uncertainties  of  the  time  to  come. 
But  whether  I  live,  may  I  live  to  thee;  or  whether  I  die,  may 
I  die  to  thee ;  so  that  living  or  dying  I  may  be  thine.  Grant 
it.  Lord,  for  Christ's  sake. 

Satin-day  evening,  January  6th,  1821.  This  evening 
almost  comi)Ictcs  one  week  of  the  new  year.  I  have  been 
already  immersed  in  its  cares  and  its  duties.  But  in  what- 
ever circumstances  I  may  be  placed,  oh  my  Saviour,  keep 
me  near  thee.  I  desire  to  live  in  thee  and  for  thee.  This 
is  a  most  tempestuous  night,  and  how  many  poor  travellers 
are  exposed  to  these  wintry  blasts,  to  this  angry  storm  !  Oh 
God,  preserve  them.  Remember  all  the  children  of  indi- 
gence in  this  inclement  season.  Shelter  them  from  the 
storm,  feed  them  and  clothe  them ;  especially  feed  them  with 
the  bread  of  life,  and  clothe  them  with  a  robe  of  righteous- 
ness. How  should  I  praise  the  Lord  for  the  comforts  that 
surround  me.  Comfortable  room  and  fire,  lamp  and  closet. 
May  my  closet  bear  witness  to  my  gratitude,  first  to  God 
who  is  loading  me  with  benefits,  and  next  to  those  kind 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  25 

friends  to  whom,  under  Ilim,  I  am  indebted  for  all  the  com- 
forts that  surround  mo.  Oh,  reward  them  for  their  faith  and 
labour  of  love ;  and  mtiy  my  life  be  such  as  becomes  the  re- 
cipient of  such  distinguished  mercies. 

Sabbath  morning,  January  12th,  1821.  Welcome,  sweet 
day  of  rest;  sweet  pledge  of  rest  on  high.  Oh,  my  soul, 
be  awake  to  improve  the  sacred  hours.  Indulgent  Father, 
thy  goodness  has  been  still  manifested  on  my  account 
during  the  past  week,  and  I  desire  to  praise  thy  name  for 
any  degree  of  deadness  to  the  world  and  engagedness  in 
thy  service.  Oh,  may  I  spend  this  sacred  day  as  becomes 
an  expectant  of  glory.  Grant  me  fervour  in  devotion. 
Tune  my  heart  to  sing  thy  praise.  Enable  me  to  come 
near  thee  in  communion,  to  draw  large  draughts  from 
the  wells  of  salvation ;  to  cat  of  heavenly,  spiritual  manna, 
and  acquire  a  disrelish  for  what  the  men  of  the  world  call 
pleasure.  Oh,  strengthen  my  faith.  Wean  me  from  the 
world.  Grant  me  that  peace,  and  joy,  and  confidence  in 
Jesus,  that  will  enable  me  to  look  on  death  with  a  tranquil 
gaze.  May  I  often  dwell  on  the  closing  scene  of  my  life. 
Some  of  my  dearest  friends  with  whom  I  have  often  knelt 
around  the  domestic  altar,  had  sweet  converse  of  our  com- 
mon hopes  and  fears,  have  often  mingled  hearts  and  voices 
in  songs  of  praise  to  thee,  are  this  day  swelling  the  anthems 
of  eternity  around  thy  throne.  Tliey  are  freed  from  sin, 
they  worship  thee  no  longer  in  temples  made  with  hands, 
they  no  longer  mingle  tears  of  bitterness  with  the  oflerings, 
and  sing  thy  praises  with  a  faltering  tongue.  No,  the  temple 
is  made  without  hands,  tears  are  for  ever  wiped  away,  their 
songs  know  no  discord  and  never  end.  No  darkness  comes 
across  the  soul.  No  intervening  cloud  to  hide  the  face  of 
Jesus.  Oh,  my  Saviour,  draw  thine  image  on  my  heart. 
Make  the  lines  thereof  deep  and  broad,  that  I  may  know  that 
I  am  thine. 

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26  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

Sabbath  morning,  Jan.  26th.  Heard  Dr.  Miller  from 
1  Cor.  XV.  55,  "  Oh  death,  where  is  thy  sting?"  His  object 
was,  first,  to  show  that  death  has  a  sting ;  2d,  that  Christ 
takes  away  the  sting  of  death,  which  is  sin.  Oh,  that  I 
might  habitually  look  upon  death  as  having  lost  its  sting. 
Mr.  Perkins  in  the  evening  spoke  of  spiritual  life  and  spiritual 
death  from  Eph.  ii.  1:  "And  you  hath  he  quickened  who 
were  dead  in  trespasses  and  sins." 

Sabbath  evening,  Feb.  Uh.  Thus  far  the  Lord  has  led 
me  on,  through  dangers  seen  and  unseen,  by  day  and  by 
night,  at  home  and  abroad.  Surely  I  may  say  with  the 
greatest  propriety,  "  Goodness  and  mercy  have  followed  me 
all  the  days  of  my  life."  God  has  led  me  by  a  way  I  knew 
not.  Oh,  what  a  mercy  that  the  veil  which  conceals  futurity 
is  impenetrable.  While  God  sheds  light  upon  my  immediate 
path,  it  is  all  I  have  need  of,  and  even  without  that  I  can 
walk  by  faith.  But  he  does  cast  light  upon  my  goings,  and 
the  luminous  path  in  which  I  now  walk  and  rejoice,  appeared 
once  dark  and  gloomy ;  and  while  1  adore  my  God  for  the 
past  I  will  trust  him  for  the  future.  One  day  only  remains 
to  me  of  twenty-four  years.  All  have  been  crowned  and 
crowded  with  the  mercies  of  my  heavenly  Father.  If  I 
should  or  could  count  them,  they  are  more  in  number  than 
the  sands.  1  do  bless  my  kind,  and  tender,  and  bountiful 
Father,  for  the  signal  mercies  of  the  past  year,  and  especially 
for  the  lessons  he  has  taught  me  of  the  world's  emptiness,  of 
life's  uncertainty.  How  our  brightest  prospects  may  be 
blighted,  our  fondest  hopes  disappointed.  The  scene  of  every 
plan  of  happiness  substantial  must  be  laid  beyond  the  grave. 
Oh,  my  God  and  Father,  there  wilt  thou  enable  me  to  build 
my  hopes  where  all  is  substantial  and  sure.  Grant  me  more 
deadness  to  the  world,  and  may  I  live  in  thee  and  to  thee, 
and  for  thee  alone.  My  heart  is  prone  to  search  for  some 
earthly  idol,  but  do  thou  take  possession  of  my  heart,  and 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  27 

reign  without  a  rival  there,  and  be  the  object  of  my  warmest 
affections  and  my  most  intense  desires. 

"  Come,  Heaven,  and  fill  my  vast  desires. 
My  soul  pui'sues  the  sovereign  good ; 
She  was  all  made  of  heavenly  fires, 
Nor  can  she  live  on  meaner  food." 

TO  MR.  H.  D.,  OF  BALLSTON,  N.  Y. 

^'^  Princeton,  February  6th,  1821. 

"  My  situation  here  is  still  very  pleasant ;  health  was 
never  better,  and  on  the  whole  I  tliink  I  never  enjoyed  myself 
so  well  as  it  respects  situation,  prospects,  employments,  and 
spiritual  exercises,  as  since  I  came  here. 

"  But  truly  my  whole  life  appears  worse  than  a  blank. 
I  know  of  nothing  that  I  have  done  for  God.  Ti^j,  e  is  so 
much  that  is  unholy  in  our  purest  motives,  when  we  are  en- 
gaged in  the  service  of  God,  that  it  must  at  best  be  abomi- 
nable to  a  being  who  sees  and  hates  the  very  least  sin. 

"  And  oh,  how  much  of  our  lives  have  run  to  waste ;  and 
should  we  be  called  suddenly  to  the  bar  of  God,  how  could 
we  expect  to  hear  said  of  us,  '  Well  done,  good  and  faithful 
servant?'  When  I  think  of  this,  I  am  impatient  to  finish  my 
studies,  and  to  be  engaged,  soul  and  body,  in  the  service  of 
the  great  Mead  of  the  church.  But  then  I  think  the  inquiry 
should  rather  be  what  is  my  duty  here,  where  God  has  placed 
me,  and  not  what  would  it  be  in  other  circumstances ;  and 
so  I  feel  convinced,  that  to  apply  my  mind  diligently  to  my 
preparations  for  the  gospel  ministry  is  my  present  duty. 

"  Oh,  what  a  resting  place  is  the  Rock  of  ages  !  What  a 
support  is  the  arm  of  Omnipotence !  What  a  master  is  the 
King  of  kings !  What  a  prize  is  an  immortal,  unfading 
crown !  And  do  we  serve  such  a  master,  rest  on  such  a 
foundation,  expect  such  an  inheritance?  '  What  manner  of 
persons  ought  we  to  be !' 


28  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

"  There  is  a  revival  of  religion  about  ten  miles  from  this 
place,  in  Trenton,  where  thirty  or  forty  are  already  hopeful 
subjects  of  it.  But  Princeton,  highly  favoured  Princeton,  is 
cold  and  stupid ;  the  church  is,  I  may  say,  asleep.  God 
grant  it  may  not  be  the  sleep  of  death.  I  have  just  heard 
from  Cayuga  county,  where  my  father  lives.  There,  God 
is  working  wonders  of  mercy  in  the  salvation  of  sinners. 
My  letter  stated,  that  '  the  whole  town  seemed  to  be  electri- 
fied with  the  Spirit  of  God.  In  some  respects,  the  work  is 
the  most  remarkable  I  have  ever  heard  of  since  the  days  of 
the  apostles.  Sinners  are  made  to  tremble,  and  saints  to 
rejoice.'  " 

February  22d.  A  day  set  apart  for  prayer  and  fasting, 
by  the  leCmbers  of  the  seminary.  Oh,  how  much  need  of 
humiliation  before  God !  on  account  of  the  low  state  of  re- 
ligion in  our  own  souls,  the  hardness  of  our  hearts,  the 
weakness  of  our  faith,  our  earthly  mindedness,  our  conform- 
ity to  the  world.  Oh,  may  we  not  wish  to  appear  unto  men 
to  fast ;  but  wilt  thou  grant  us  what  is  the  object  of  fasting — 
deep  humility  of  heart,  and  a  melting  sense  of  our  sins  and 
short  comings  in  every  duty,  and,  in  some,  of  our  failure 
altogether.  Oh,  Redeemer  of  my  soul,  let  the  remaining 
part  of  my  life  be  spent  more  to  thy  glory.  Accept  of  my 
thanksgiving  for  any  spiritual  enjoyment,  for  any  degree  of 
deadness  to  the  world.  Carry  on  thy  work  in  my  soul,  and 
make  me  a  more  ardent,  fervent.  Christian. 

TO  3IR.  n.  D.  OF  BALLSTON,  N.  T. 

''March  Sth,  1821. 

"  Your  long  and  welcome  letter  came  to  hand  on  the 

morning  of  the  22d  ultimo.     I  shall  not  attempt  to  tell  you 

how  much  pleasure  it  afforded  me.     I  did  not  really  think 

you  had  forgotten  me  ;  but  I  felt  lonely  and  forsaken,  and 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  29 

often  thought  of  other  days  and  distant  friends,  and  sighed  ; 
and  could  not  conjecture  what  could  keep  you  so  long  silent; 
and  so  my  fancy  and  my  apprehensions  put  it  at  the  worst, 
and  my  full  heart,  breathing  out  its  melancholy,  found  par- 
tial relief.  I  look  upon  the  friends  of  my  heart  as  so  many 
gifts  from  God,  as  such  I  love  them,  as  such  I  make  them  a 
subject  of  my  morning  and  my  midnight  prayers.  In  my 
thoughts  by  day,  and  in  my  dreams  by  night,  I  mingle  in 
their  dear  society,  and  feel  their  warm  and  fond  embrace. 
But  when  I  wake,  '  the  vision  is  fled,  mountains  rise,  and 
billows  roll  between  us.'  But  it  is  well  we  have  something 
always  to  remind  us,  what  we  all  acknowledge,  '  that  this  is 
not  our  rest.'  We  are  so  earthly,  so  fettered  to  the  world, 
that  even  with  all  the  providences  and  revelations  of  God, 
and  all  the  hard-earned  lessons  of  sad  experience,  and  all 
the  high  hopes  beyond  the  grave,  we  can  scarce  rise  for  a 
moment  above  this  earth. 

"  But,  dear  brother,  I  hope  your  poor  unworthy  friend  is 
learning,  though  slowly,  to  draw  upon  heaven  and  heavenly 
things,  for  his  substantial  comforts.  Oh,  I  hope,  and  trust, 
I  desire  sincerely  to  bless  and  praise  God,  for  weaning  mc, 
in  some  measure,  from  the  world  ;  that  he  is  enabling  me  to 
lay  the  scene  of  my  plans  of  happiness  beyond  the  swellings 
of  Jordan;  that  every  day  seems  to  strcngthen  my  resolu- 
tions to  live  for  God,  to  God,  and  none  other.  I  mention 
these  things  because  you  were  so  kind  as  to  inquire  about 
my  spiritual  affairs,  and  because  I  know  you  will  rejoice 
with  me  in  the  goodness  of  God. 

"  My  brother,  I  hope  we  know  something  of  the  commu- 
nion of  saints,  and  these  are  certainly  antcpasts  of  hea- 
venly joy.  We  rejoice  and  weep  together;  we  bear  each 
other's  burdens,  share  each  other's  joys;  and  our  prayers 
mingle  around  the  same  throne.  And  what  if  we  meet 
there  next  1    Should  such  a  thought  make  us  sad  ?     Should 

3* 


30  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

it  start  a  solitary  tear  1  No,  no.  There  is  Jesus  waiting  to 
receive  us;  the  mansions  are  prepared,  '  all  things  are 
ready.'  There,  is  the*  church  of  the  first-born  ;  there,  are 
our  dear  friends,  who  have  died  in  the  Lord,  with  whom  we 
have  often  knelt  around  the  domestic  altar ;  with  whom  we 
have  walked  to  the  house  of  God,  and  surrounded  the  table 
of  Christ's  dying  love  ;  with  whom  we  have  often  held  sweet 
converse  about  heavenly  things,  and  wept  over  our  coldness 
in  the  cause  of  Jesus.  There,  are  no  darkness  and  doubts ; 
no  bitter  tears,  no  sins,  no  partings,  no  backslidings,  but  all 
is  perfect  love,  perfect  worship,  perfect  happiness  there! 
Oh,  is  it  possible  ?  There,  we  shall  wear  immortal,  starry 
crowns,  and  triumph  in  our  Saviour's  love  for  ever.  Oh, 
who  would  shun  the  hour  that  cuts  from  earth,  and  fear  to 
press  the  calm  and  peaceful  pillow  of  the  grave  1  Oh,  God, 
make  us  fit  and  willing  to  live,  and  may  we  not  live  in  vain; 
but  may  we  perform  our  humble  part  in  thy  cause,  and  have 
grace  to  live  to  thy  glory. 

"  It  afToi'ds  me  satisfaction  to  think  I  am  remembered 
when  you  make  your  nearest  approaches  to  the  throne  of 
grace.  Oh,  continue  to  pray  that  I  may  have  grace  and 
strength  to  improve  all  the  high  privileges  I  enjoy,  and  that 
I  may  at  last,  in  God's  time,  enter  the  holy  ministry,  armed 
with  the  whole  armour  of  God,  and  that  I  may  be  an  hum- 
ble, but  an  undaunted,  champion  of  the  truth. 

*'  Dear  brother,  I  wish  to  exhort  you,  and  yours,  and  all 
that  love  the  Lord  Jesus  Christ,  to  be  more  engaged.  We 
have  not  yet  the  spirit  of  the  times ;  we  want  that  zeal  and 
devotedness  that  fired  confessors  and  martyrs,  and  mission- 
aries. Oh,  for  the  zeal  and  the  tongue  and  the  wings  of  an 
angel,  to  herald  the  everlasting  gospel  round  the  world. 

"  If  my  health  is  spared,  and  circumstances  unforeseen 
do  not  prevent,  I  hope  to  visit  Ballston  in  October  next.  But 
that  time  is  distant;  thousands  will  sleep  in  death  before  it 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORI).  31 

arrives,  and  we  may  be  among  the  number.  But  let  us  live 
to  God;  and  rest  assured  that  all  the  circumstances  of  our 
lives  and  of  our  deaths  will  be  regulated  in  the  best  possible 
way. 

"  Last  evening  the  Rev.  Mr.  Ward,  missionary  from  Se- 
rampore,  in  India,  preached  here.  You  know  he  is  on  a 
visit  to  this  country  to  collect  funds  for  the  college  at  Se- 
rampore.  He  related  many  interesting  facts  of  the  mission, 
and  of  the  prevailing  superstitions  of  the  Hindoos.  The 
fact  of  his  being  an  eye-witness  gave  his  relations  a  peculiar 
interest,  although  I  had  read  the  statement  before.  To-day 
the  Osage  mission  family  is  to  pass  through  this  village;  so 
that  missionaries  from  the  extremities  of  the  globe  will  meet 
in  Christian  fellowship,  and  sing  and  pray  together." 

March  9th.  To-day  the  Osage  mission  family  passed 
through  Princeton.  We  met  in  the  church,  sang  two  hymns, 
and  had  two  prayers;  the  first  of  which  was  ofiered  by  the 
Rev.  Mr.  Ward,  missionary  of  Serampore.  At  the  close 
of  the  service  the  mission  family  sang  "  Farewell  my  friends, 
we  must  be  gone."  The  whole  service  was  inexpressibly 
solemn.  To  see  a  family  of  nearly  forty  persons,  devoted 
soul  and  body  completely  and  actively  to  God,  and  actually 
on  their  way  to  the  wilderness  of  the  west,  and  to  join  in 
prayer  with  a  dear  missionary  from  the  east,  a  distance  of 
17,000  miles — I  trust  it  made  the  subject  of  missions  seem 
real.  Oh,  God  of  grace,  make  it  the  means  of  exciting  a 
missionary  spirit.  May  the  wretchedness  of  those  that  know 
not  God  lie  continually  upon  our  hearts,  that  we  may  cry 
without  ceasing  to  God  for  the  extension  of  the  Redeemer's 
kingdom.  May  we  all  be  willing  and  wishing  to  devote 
ourselves  exclusively  to  God,  to  be  used  when,  and  how,  and 
where  he  pleases.     Verily,  there  is  nothing  worth  living  for 


82  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

but  to  serve  and  glorify  God.     Oh,  God,  I  do  desire  to  give 
myself  away  renewedly  to  thee.     Use  me  for  thy  glory. 
Sabbath,  18th. 

"  Seasons  and  months  and  weeks  and  days 
Demand  successive  song-s  of  praise." 

I  rejoice  in  the  high  privilege  of  uniting  to-day  with  the 
worshippers  around  the  throne  in  praising  God  on  this  Sab- 
bath of  ours,  and  this  eternal  Sabbath  of  theirs.  We  will 
sing  the  song  of  redeeming  love  in  Christ.  Oh,  God,  may 
my  sinful  heart  not  be  a  discordant  string  to  join  the  grand 
chorus ;  but  attune  my  heart  and  my  voice  for  thy  worship, 
and  may  I  forget  the  world  and  the  things  of  the  world,  and 
spend  the  sacred  day  alone  with  thee. 

March  25th.  During  the  last  week  I  have  been  reading 
the  lives  of  Samuel  J.  Mills  and  Henry  Martyn,  both  emi- 
nently devoted  to  God,  and  who  are  to-day  praising  him 
around  the  throne  in  his  immediate  presence.  Oh,  for  some 
of  that  fervour  that  glowed  so  eminently  in  their  bosoms. 
They  counted  not  their  lives  dear ;  they  acted  nobly,  con- 
sistently. Fondly  hope,  I  do  feel  something  of  the  love 
they  felt,  and  I  pray  God  to  grant  me  more.  I  am  sure 
there  is  nothing  worth  living  for  but  to  serve  God.  That 
man  is  certainly  happiest  who  lives  alone  for  God.  It  is 
my  reasonable  duty  to  devote  myself  a  "  living  sacrifice"  to 
God.  Oh,  what  an  expression — to  live  a  dying  life,  and  to 
die  a  living  death  for  God.  To  deny  myself  and  take  up 
every  cross  and  follow  where  my  master  leads,  through  good 
report  and  bad  report ;  and  by  the  assistance  of  his  grace 
this  I  will  do ;  this  I  am  willing  to  do,  if  I  can  promote  his 
glory  and  the  good  of  souls.  It  is  but  a  little  to  lay  down 
all  I  have,  even  my  life,  for  Christ,  which,  in  this  age  of  the 
world,  is  scarcely  possible.  How  worse  than  criminal  to 
withhold  myself  and  all  my  time  and  power  from  God ! 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  33 

Oh,  grant  mc  grace  to  live  to  some  purpose.  To  live  for 
thee,  to  live  for  eternity.  Come,  Holy  Spirit,  take  posses- 
sion of  my  heart  and  sway  all  my  affections,  and  make  them 
holy. 

■  April  1st,  1821.  Communion  Sabi)ath.  Thanks  ever- 
lasting be  unto  God  for  the  institutions  of  his  word,  and  for 
the  blessed  privileges  which  this  delightful  day  brings  with 
it.  Oh,  to  be  seated  in  the  banqueting  house  of  Zion's 
King,  to  sit  at  his  table,  to  sec  the  King  in  his  beauty,  to  feel 
his  love !  We  commemorate  the  death  of  the  Friend  of 
sinners,  that  death  that  purchased  everlasting  life  for  us. 

**  With  joy  we  tell  the  scoffing-  age. 
He  that  was  dead  has  left  the  tomb  ; 

He  lives  above  their  utmost  rage. 
And  we  are  waiting-  till  he  come." 

We,  yes  I,  even  I,  whose  sins  drove  the  nail,  and  pointed 
the  spear ;  I,  who  have  lived  far  from  God,  who  have  been 
conformed  to  the  world,  a  captive  of  Satan,  and  a  willing 
captive,  brought  nigh  by  the  blood  of  Christ.  "  Oh,  to  grace 
how  great  a  debtor."  Lord  Jesus,  bind  my  heart  to  thy 
throne,  clothe  me  with  thy  righteousness,  be  all  my  salva- 
tion and  desire. 

TO  MISS  A.  J. 

"  April  25tk,  1821. 

*'  Oh,  I  do  love  to  come  near,  even  to  his  seat,  and  call  him 
*  Our  Father,'  yours  and  mine.  He  is  kind,  he  has  been 
always  kind;  he  has  followed  us  with  mercies;  he  has  filled 
our  cup  with  blessings,  and  our  souls  with  hopes  of  immor- 
tal life  and  glory.  And  shall  we  receive  these  good  things 
at  the  hand  of  the  Lord,  and  shall  we  shrink  from  his  chas- 
tising hand  ?  Especially,  when  we  are  sure  that  he  chas- 
tises those  whom  he  loves,  that  the  '  rod  is  a  branch  from 


34  MEMOIK  OF  THE 

the  tree  of  life,'  and  tliat  it  is  in  a  Father's  hand.  Oh,  no, 
let  us  kiss  the  rod  ;  let  us  humble  ourselves  before  God,  im- 
plore his  Spirit  to  sanctify  all  his  dealings,  and  to  assist  us 
to  live  more  to  his  glory  while  we  live,  be  it  longer  or  shorter, 
and  to  prepare  us  for  tliat  blessed  world  '  where  the  inha-- 
bitants  shall  no  more  say  I  am  sick.'  Whither  all  our  dear 
friends,  w'ho  have  died  in  the  Lord,  have  gone ;  there,  where 
sin  and  death  can  never  enter ;  there,  where  the  King  of 
Heaven  holds  his  court;  where  Jesus  intercedes  and  reigns; 
where  our  ransomed  souls  shall  be  unclothed  of  this  cum- 
brous clay,  and  expand  and  expatiate,  amid  all  the  unclouded 
splendours,  and  the  unutterable  glories  of  the  New  Jerusa- 
lem ;  there  to  see  God  without  a  veil,  to  bow  down  before 
him ;  to  adore,  with  cherubim  and  seraphim ;  to  catch  the 
notes  of  Abel,  and  Adam,  and  Enoch,  some  of  the  first  re- 
deemed sinners  that  ever  passed  from  earth  to  heaven,  and 
who  have  been  stretching  onward  and  onward,  in  their  ca- 
reer of  rapture,  for  almost  six  thousand  years  ;  there,  to  re- 
view our  pilgrimage  below',  to  know  that  all  the  storms  are 
past,  that  all  our  tears  are  dried  up  for  ever;  to  be  filled 
with  all  the  fulness  of  God  ;  to  see  eternity  opening  before 
us,  an  endless  range  of  progressive  blessedness,  and  no  pos- 
sibility of  a  change  but  from  glory  to  glory  !  Oh,  God  of 
grace  and  glory,  strengthen  these  desires  after  a  holy  heaven ! 
How  poor  is  human  language  to  express  the  views  which, 
even  here,  we  are  permitted  to  entertain  of  the  society  and 
employments  and  enjoyments  of  heaven. 

"  I  did  not  think  of  saying  half  so  much.  You  will  not 
think  it  ostentation.  I  am  ashamed  that  my  heart  is  so  hard 
and  cold ;  but  when  I  meditate  on  this  heavenly  theme,  I 
seem  to  breathe  another  air.  My  soul  struggles  under  con- 
ceptions altogether  unutterable.  Oh,  to  be  an  angel,  to  have 
the  powers  and  the  harp  of  an  angel,  when  we  dwell  on  this 
theme  of  angels,  this  subject  of  eternal  transport ! 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFOKI).  35 

'When  Gabriel  speaks  these  mig-hty  things, 
lie  lunes  ami  summons  all  his  striiiijs.'  " 

April  8th.  News  from  the  Saiulwicli  Islands.  Blessed 
be  God  for  what  he  has  dune  by  the  might  of  his  own  arm. 
That  at  a  blow  he  has  crushed  the  system  of  their  idolatry 
and  opened  the  way  for  the  gospel  of  God  our  Saviour. 
That  through  the  long,  long  wastes  of  waters  and  of  wilder- 
ness that  lie  between  us  and  our  heathen  brethren  there,  the 
cry  is  heard,  "  come  over  and  help  us."  Oh,  may  it  not 
be  heard  in  vain.  Oh,  Head  of  the  church,  work  wonders 
to-day  in  Zion. 

TO  THE  SAME. 

''April—,  1821. 

"  But  what  a  privilege  to  accompany  the  child  of  God  in 
the  last  day's  journeyings  of  his  earthly  pilgrimage;  to  mark 
the  progress  of  disease ;  to  see  the  tenement  of  clay  dis- 
solve ;  to  mark  the  imprisoned  blood-bought  spirit  struggling 
to  be  free ;  to  see  the  value  of  religion ;  to  learn  the  insigni- 
ficance of  the  world — these  are  some  of  the  privileges  you 
were  permitted  to  enjoy  at  the  bed-side  of  your  much-loved 
uncle. 

"  I  have  often  told  you,  the  most  profitable  scenes  I  have 
ever  beheld,  have  been  death-bed  scenes.  My  soul  would 
ever  hold  them  in  warm  rcmombrance.  They  come  across 
my  mind  with  all  the  power  of  a  charm  ;  and  exert,  1  trust, 
a  holy,  heavenly  influence.  They  do  not  make  me  sad,  but 
they  make  me  solemn.  They  check  the  ardour  of  youthful 
enterprize,  and  assist  me  when  1  wish  to  pause  and  com- 
mune with  my  own  heart,  and  to  think  of  the  closing  scene 
of  life,  of  the  narrow  house,  and  of  heaven  beyond  it. 

"  You  say,  you  read  to  your  uncle,  as  he  is  able  to  bear  it. 
If  you  have  not  read  the  Obituary  of  Mrs.  Poor,  as  contain- 


36  MEMOIR  OF  TUB 

ed  in  the  Missionary  Herald  for  April,  I  wish  you  would 
obtain  it.  It  will  refresh  your  soul ;  and  it  is  peculiarly 
appropriate  to  such  a  case  as  your  uncle's.  '  Oh,  how  she 
lonjTed  to  have  her  passport  sealed  and  be  released.' 

"  My  dear  A.,  what  is  the  world  ?  It  groans  under  its 
Maker's  curse.  It  is  reserved  unto  tire.  It  is  not  our  rest, 
it  is  'polluted.'  It  will  be  burnt  up;  the  decree  has  gone 
forth  from  the  throne  of  God,  '  Let  us  arise  and  depart,' 
quit  our  hold  upon  the  world,  and  lay  hold  on  the  hope  set 
before  us.  Let  us  cling  to  Jesus  ;  there  is  safety  no  where 
else  in  the  whole  universe  of  God.  And  while  we  hope  in 
Christ,  and  feel  our  feet  firmly  placed  upon  the  Rock  of 
Ages,  let  us  strive,  by  our  prayers,  precepts  and  example, 
to  influence  those  whose  feet  stand  on  slippery  places  to  be- 
ware !  In  our  several  spheres,  and  in  various  ways,  we  may 
be  useful  to  the  church  of  Christ,  in  promoting  the  salvation 
of  our  fellow  creatures  ;  and  when  we  come  to  lie  on  a  bed 
of  death,  and  our  career  of  activity  is  ended,  the  recollection 
of  earnest,  honest  endeavours  to  do  good  will  be  sweet  to  our 
minds,  while  we  lie  in  calm  expectation  of  our  departure. 

"  And  in  anticipation  of  that  solemn,  awful  hour,  let  us  be 
more  diligent ;  let  us  give  all  diligence  to  have  our  work 
done,  and  well  done ;  to  be  sure  that  our  peace  is  made  with 
God,  our  heaven  secure ;  for  clouds  and  darkness  will  be 
unutterably  dreadful  in  the  '  swellings  of  Jordan.'  " 

May  Ath,  1821.  Praised  be  God  that  my  life  has  been 
spared  and  my  health  and  comforts  continued  until  now. 
Thanks  be  unto  his  holy  name  for  any  degree  of  deadness 
to  the  world,  and  for  any  sense  of  his  presence,  for  any  in- 
creasing love  to  him,  for  any  deeper  and  more  humbling 
views  of  my  heart's  corruptions,  for  any  greater  sense 
of  my  unworthiness,  weakness,  and  complete,  entire  depen- 
dence.    Oh,  God,  carry  on  thy  work  in  my  soul.     Search 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  37 

me  and  try  me,  cleanse  my  heart  of  all  its  abominations, 
cleanse  it  and  claim  it,  oh.  Holy  Spirit,  and  make  it  thine 
abode.  How  dare  I  ask  it  ?  Pardon  my  presumption ;  I  ask 
it  in  my  Saviour's  name. 

"  Unworthy  dwelling,  glorious  guest. 
Favour  astonishing,  divine." 

May  I  have  an  increasing  love  for  thee,  thou  fairest  among 
ten  thousand.  May  I  obey  thy  precepts,  imitate  thy  illus- 
trious example,  bear  thine  image  on  my  heart,  and  may  I 
remain  in  time  and  through  eternity  a  monument  of  the  effi- 
cacy of  thy  Gospel  and  a  trophy  of  thy  victorious  grace. 
Carry  on  thy  cause  in  every  part  of  the  world.  Employ 
me  to  act  some  humble  part  in  this  cause.  Saviour  of  sin- 
ners, use  me  for  thy  glory. 

May  ISth.  The  last  Sabbath  of  the  session.  It  seems 
scarcely  possible  that  more  than  half  the  year  has  passed 
since  I  became  a  member  of  the  seminary.  Verily,  "  time 
rolls  its  ceaseless  course,"  and  I  am  insensibly,  though  ra- 
pidly, borne  along  upon  its  wave.  How  it  steals  away  the 
moments  of  my  life.     How  death  is  posting  on. 

'•  Oh  let  me  catch  the  transient  hour, 
Improve  each  moment  as  it  flies." 

Every  day  may  I  feel  that  I  am  acting  for  eternity,  and 
every  day  may  I  perform  some  business  for  eternity.  "  So 
teach  me  to  number  my  days,  that  I  may  apply  my  heart 
unto  wisdom."     Grant  me  the  wisdom  that  coiiios  from  thee. 

June  Sd.  Three  weeks  have  passed  since  I  have  made 
any  record  of  thy  goodness.  But  how  strikingly  have  those 
weeks  been  marked  with  thy  goodness.  I  trust  I  have  felt 
gratitude  though  my  pen  has  failed  to  record  it.  1  have 
long  endeavoured  to  commit  my  way  unto  thee,  to  ask  coun- 
sel of  thee,  and  not  to  lean  to  my  own  understanding.     I 

4 


38  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

have  been  enabled  to  trust  in  thee,  and  now,  blessed  be  thy 
name,  thou  hast  fulfilled  thy  promise  and  given  me  the  de- 
sire of  my  heart.  Oh,  grant  me  thy  blessing  in  the  enjoy- 
ment of  thy  gifts ;  may  I  never  forget  the  source  of  all  my 
comforts,  and  may  the  richest,  tenderest  mercies,  instead  of 
weaning  my  affections  from  thee  by  usurping  thy  place  in 
my  heart,  lead  me  constantly  to  love  thee  more  and  serve  thee 
belter.  May  I  feel  the  increasing  obligations  which  thy  re- 
peated and  diversified  favours  involve,  and  henceforth  may  I 
feel  that  I  am  doubly  thine.  Grant  me  more  of  thy  love, 
more  love  for  souls,  more  zeal  for  thy  cause,  more  deadness 
to  the  world,  more  entire,  sincere  devotedness  to  thy  cause 
and  kingdom. 

June  2ith.  Still  thy  mercies  are  repeated  with  every  mo- 
ment of  my  life.  In  my  visit  to  New  York  thy  goodness 
has  followed  me  at  every  step,  and  notwithstanding  one  dis- 
appointment, unpleasant  in  itself,  but  which  already  works 
for  my  good,  every  occurrence  is  calculated  to  fill  me  with 
gratitude  and  humility.  Oh,  God,  grant  me  humility.  Let 
not  the  honest  but  imprudent  remarks  of  my  friends  make 
me  vain,  or  give  me  occasion  to  think  of  myself  more  highly 
than  I  ought  to  think.  May  all  my  strength  and  influence 
be  consecrated  to  thy  cause.  May  I  lie  low  at  the  foot  of 
the  cross.  May  I  never  desire  the  honour  that  comes  from 
men.  Deliver  me  from  a  man-pleasing,  a  man-fearing,  and 
world-adoring  spirit;  but,  oh,  wilt  thou  purify  my  heart  and 
my  motives,  and  enable  me  to  perform  some  humble  part 
in  thy  cause.  May  I  live  nearer  to  thee,  be  more  dead  to 
the  world,  and  be  making  constant  advances  in  a  divine  life, 
bt^coming  more  and  more  devoted  to  thee  and  thy  cause, 
more  heavenly  minded. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  89 

TO  SIR.  H.  D.  OF  BALLSTON,  N.  Y. 

''May  15th,  1821. 

"  To-day  our  long  session  ends,  and  I  can  assure  you  I 
am  glad  of  an  opportunity  of  relaxation.  I  wish  I  could  go 
to  Ballston,  and  then  ride  to  Granville,  to  spend  part  of  my 
time  where  God  is  pouring  out  his  Spirit.  I  heard  of  the  re- 
vival when  I  was  in  New  York  about  three  weeks  ago.  Dr. 
M'Auley  told  me  it  had  commenced  powerfully.  About  ten 
days  since  I  received  a  letter  from  R.  Shepherd,  Esq.  giving 
me  further  particulars. 

"  You  will  learn  all  the  news  from  this  region  from  the 
brethren  whom  you  will  probably  see  in  the  course  of  the 
vacation.  I  expect  to  leave  the  seminary  only  for  a  short 
time,  just  to  recruit  my  strength,  and  then  to  return  to  my 
studies.  There  is  so  much  before  me  to  learn,  and  the  time 
is  so  short,  that  there  is  really  not  a  moment  to  spare. 

I  wish  to  be  remembered  particularly  to  all  my  friends.  I 
should  be  happy  to  see  them  this  vacation  but  cannot.  I 
hope  to  visit  you  in  October.  I  long  since  learned  a  little 
*  ode  to  disappointment,'  wh  ch  has  often  since  been  the  best 
language  in  which  my  feelings  could  be  expressed.  You 
will  see  it  in  the  first  volume  of  Kirk  White's  Remains.  You 
know,  my  brother,  how  to  be  grateful  for  afflictions. 

'  Trials  make  the  promise  sweet. 

Trials  g-ive  new  life  to  prayer; 
Trials  bring'  me  to  his  feet. 

Lay  me  low,  and  keep  me  there.' 

"  Blessed  be  God,  tribulation  is  a  part  of  the  legacy  our 
Saviour  has  left  us.  Oh,  may  we  improve  them,  and  all 
our  numerous  blessings  ;  and  live  more  to  his  glory." 


40  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

TO  MISS  A.  J.  OF  TRENTON,  N.  J.* 

''Philadelphia,  May  l&th,  1821. 
"my  dear  a — , 

"  You  will  doubtless  be  surprised  to  receive  a  letter  from 
me  so  soon,  and  especially  vwhen  I  have  the  pleasing  pros- 
pect of  seeing  you  in  town  in  a  few  days.  But  I  will  not 
attempt  an  apology.  I  regretted  much  that  I  came  so  early 
to  town,  since  there  will  be  nothing  that  I  am  anxious  to 
hear  or  see  in  the  Assembly  until  Monday.  I  presented  the 
letter  your  mother  was  so  kind  to  give  me  to  Mr.  Henry, 
but  I  have  not  yet  become  acquainted  with  the  family." 
***** 

"  True,  genuine  affection,  must  always  be  founded  upon 
merit,  solid  merit,  and  is  therefore  as  immutable  as  the  prin- 
ciple on  which  it  depends.  Circumstances  may  change, 
summer  friends  may  fail,  the  world  may  frown — but  distance 
of  place,  nor  lapse  of  time,  nor  change  of  circumstances,  can 
break  the  tie  that  binds  heart  to  heart,  when  human  friend- 
ships are  sanctified  by  religion. 

"  But  how  important  that  we  should  be  cultivating  more 
and  more  the  spirit  of  the  gospel,  and  be  endeavouring  to 
live  more  and  more  to  God.  Oh,  should  any  earthly  object 
come  between  our  hearts  and  Jesus,  he  would  remove  it  in 
mercy  to  our  souls.  Let  our  high  ambition  be  to  lie  at  the 
feet  of  Jesus.  Let  our  most  ardent  wishes  be  to  promote  his 
glory.  And  let  us  endeavour  to  do  every  thing  with  a  re- 
ference to  eternity." 

•  This  letter,  and  many  of  those  which  follow  in  this  chapter, 
was  addressed  to  Miss  Anna  Jackson,  of  Trenton,  who  afterwards 
became  his  wife. 


EEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  41 


TO  THE  SAME. 

"  Princeton,  June  1st,  1821. 

"  Last  evening  I  went  to  the  office  after  ten  o'clock  for 
your  letter,  just  exactly  in  time  to  be  caught  in  a  tremendous 
shower,  that  already  blackened  all  the  heavens  when  I  left 
the  house.  The  earth  was  shaking  with  its  thunders,  and 
my  path  was  rendered  luminous  by  its  lightning.  You  may 
perhaps  think  me  rather  romantic,  but  I  can  assure  you  it 
was  a  stormy  reality  before  I  reached  Dr.  Alexander's :  I 
had  engaged  to  spend  the  night  there."         *     *     * 

"  How  much  danger  that  our  '  dearest  joys  and  nearest 
friends'  will  usurp  the  place  that  Christ  Jesus  ought  to  hold 
in  our  affections.  Let  us  guard  against  it  and  pray  against  it, 
and  by  cultivating  a  keener  relish  for  spiritual  enjoyments 
become  more  and  more  dead  to  the  world.  Our  happiness 
depends  on  the  presence  and  favour  of  God,  whether  we  wish 
it  or  not.  No  matter  whether  we  soar  in  honour  or  sink  in 
disgrace — no  matter  whether  we  roll  in  affluence  or  beg  our 
morsel  from  doer  to  door,  the  presence  of  God  alone  can 
make  us  happy.  And  were  I  called  on  for  a  choice  of  con- 
trasted miseries,  I  would  much  rather  endure  the  misery  of 
the  peasant  than  that  of  the  prince.  The  wretchedness  of 
the  cottage  is  far  more  tolerable  than  the  wj-ctchedness  of 
courts.  And  so  in  proportion  I  would  say  of  all  the  different 
grades  in  life  and  classes  of  society. 

♦  When  winds  the  mountain  oak  assail, 

And  lay  its  glories  waste. 
Content  may  slumber  in  the  vale, 
Unconscious  of  the  bhist,' 

"  I  do  not  know  when  1  can  see  you,  but  intend  to  before 
I  go  to  New  York.    Thanks  to  your  mother  for  the  interest 

4* 


42  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

she  takes  in  my  health.  I  hope  Miss  B.  is  improving  in 
health,  and  especially  that  she  may  experience  the  tender- 
ness and  skill  of  the  Physician  of  souls.  Let  us  live  nearer 
to  God  and  more  for  his  glory.  Let  us  love  our  Saviour 
more,  and  give  ourselves  no  rest  in  his  absence — no  joy  un- 
til he  return  to  bless  and  cheer  our  hearts  by  the  light  of  his 
countenance.  Into  his  hands  I  commit  you.  May  you  be 
blessed  indeed.     Live  near  to  him  and  be  happy." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"  New  York,  June  lAth,  1821. 
"  Arrived  here  at  ten  o'clock  this  morning;.     Dr. 


Neil,  of  Philadelphia,  one  of  the  passengers. 

"  Oh,  let  us  cultivate  more  intercourse  with  heaven,  and 
endeavour  to  feel  that  our  happiness  depends  on  God's  pre- 
sence alone,  even  when  we  are  surrounded  by  our  dearest 
friends.  By  what  a  '  precarious  tenure'  we  hold  them  !  Let 
us  try  to  have  our  conversation  in  heaven,  even  while  we 
dwell  upon  the  earth,  and  as  much  as  possible  hold  ourselves 
loose  from  the  world.  '  Lean  not  on  earth.'  Oh,  how  im- 
portant the  admonition.  The  freshest  rose  may  wither  on 
its  stem  even  before  our  eyes,  and  always  has  its  thorns ; 
the  brightest  morning  may  conceal  a  thunderbolt ;  and  the 
stateliest  oak  is  most  in  danger  of  being  riven  by  the  light- 
ning. Oh,  let  our  highest,  noblest,  fondest  hopes  be  fixed 
on  God,  and  they  will  never  disappoint  us. 

"I  saw  brother  Chester,  but  he  did  not  engage  to  attend 
the  meeting  on  Friday  evening  at  your  house.  Possibly  some 
other  members  of  the  seminary  may  be  there.  I  expect  to 
hear  Mr.  Somerville  speak  this  afternoon  in  behalf  of  the 
society  for  promoting  the  gospel  among  seamen." 


EEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  43 

TO  THE  SAME. 

'' New  York,  Jvne  IGtJi,  1821. 

"  May  the  present  sabbath  bring  rest,  and  joy, 

and  peace,  and  strength  to  my  soul.  I  expect  to  sit  again 
at  the  table  of  our  dying,  risen,  reigning  Redeemer,  in  Dr. 
Romeyn's  church.  Oh,  that  I  may  see  the  King  in  his 
beauty,  and  be  feasted  with  the  provisions  of  his  house. 
How  much  we  stand  in  need  of  heavenly  food.  We  are 
daily  careful  to  provide  for  the  body,  but  how  our  souls 
famish  for  the  bread  of  life.  What  do  we  more  than 
others?  What  are  we  more  than  others?  And  then  to 
think  what  we  ought  to  be.  We,  upon  whom  God  has 
lavished  so  many  favours ;  we,  whom  his  providence  has 
lately  so  tenderly  affected ;  we,  who  profess  to  link  our 
earthly  career  with  the  cause  of  Christ,  with  the  glory 
of  God ;  we,  who  expect  to  spend  our  lives  and  to  yield 
up  our  breath  in  the  promotion  of  Zion's  interests,  and  for 
the  honour  of  Zion's  King, — oh,  what  manner  of  persons 
ought  we  to  be  ?  Let  us,  in  the  strength  of  Jesus,  break  off 
our  fetters,  and  rise  above  the  world,  and  live  nobly  inde- 
pendent of  its  opinions  and  practices.  Whatever  others  do 
let  us  serve  the  Lord,  with  our  life,  our  health,  our  comforts, 
our  influence,  with  all  our  talents,  and  with  all  our  streno-th. 
Wherever  we  are,  let  the  light  of  our  godly  example  shine. 
Let  us  improve  every  opportunity  of  visiting  the  chamber  of 
sickness,  of  kneeling  around  the  bed  of  the  dying,  of  instruct- 
ing the  ignorant,  of  reclaiming  the  wanderer,  and  of  soothing 
the  sufferer. 

"  While  thus  active  in  the  cause  of  Christ,  and  endeavour- 
ing to  promote  the  everlasting  welfare  of  others,  let  us  not 
neglect  our  own  souls.  Oh,  let  us  dig  deep,  and  be  firmly 
established  on  the  Rock  of  ages.  Let  us  cultivate  more  and 
more  communion  with  God,  and  learn  the  temper  and  dis- 


44  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

position  of  the  heavens.  Then  we  can  enter  with  confidence 
on  the  uncertainties  of  life,  assured  that  God  will  do  all  things 
well.  Then  death  will  only  interrupt  our  songs  for  a  night, 
and  we  shall  resume  them  with  our  immortal  powers  in  a 
bricrhler  world,  on  that  unchanging  morning  that  ushers  in 
an  everlasting  day.  Oh,  to-day  may  we  mingle  our  notes 
with  the  notes  of  cherubim  and  seraphim,  and  with  all  the 
armies  of  light,  and  all  our  friends  who  have  died  in  the 
Lord,  around  God's  throne.  May  we  catch  something  of 
their  ardour,  and  zeal,  and  love,  and  may  we  have  large 
antepasts  of  heavenly  joy,  and  drink  and  refresh  our  souls 
with  the  river  of  life  that  flows  from  the  throne  of  God." 


TO  THE  SAME. 

"  Princeton,  July  2d,  1821. 

"  You  are  aware,  my  dear  A.,  that  I  received  your  letter 
directed  to  New  York  ;  it  came  to  hand  on  Thursday  morn- 
ino-, — We  have  not  really  commenced  business  yet,  as  this 
is  the  first  Monday  of  the  month ;  and  as  Wednesday  will 
be  the  anniversary  of  our  country's  independence,  we  shall 
not  do  much  until  Thursday,  i  should  go  to  Allentown  and 
Trenton,  Tuesday  evening  and  Wednesday,  were  it  not  for 
an  essay  that  calls  imperiously  for  my  attention. 

"  My  health  has  improved  since  my  return.  I  sincerely 
think,  as  far  as  tranquillity  of  mind  is  concerned,  I  have 
never  been  so  well  situated  for  application.  Oh,  to  be  as- 
sured, (nay,  I  trust  you  are  already  assured,)  and  know,  by 
happy  experience,  that  there  is  an  unutterable  sweetness  in 
feeling  that  you  are  in  the  hands  of  God,  an  omnipresent, 
omnipotent  God ;  and  that  although  he  holds  up  the  planets 
and  measures  eternity,  yet  his  arm  never  sinks  down  ex- 
hausted, but  directs  and  guards  the  meanest  insect  that 
crawls  upon  his  footstool.     This  God  is  our  God,  and  we 


REV.  JOSEPH  SAJfPORD.  45 

will  praise  him  ;  we  will  devote  ourselves  to  his  service,  and 
he  will  be  our  guide  even  unto  death. 

"  AV' hat  is  fortune,  and  what  is  fame,  when  placed  in  the 
scale  against  the  Christian's  duties,  hopes,  and  prospects ! 
How  affecting,  to  see  beings  upon  whose  brow  are  drawn 
traces  of  a  mortal  and  an  immortal  nature,  bestowing  all 
their  thoughts  and  wishes  upon  trifles  of  a  day,  and  making 
no  provision  for  eternity  ! 

"  If  we  differ  from  such,  it  is  by  the  grace  of  God  we 
are  what  we  are.  Let  us  manifest  sincere  gratitude  to  God 
for  his  goodness  to  us,  by  endeavouring  to  persuade  others 
to  become  partakers  of  the  same  goodness  and  abounding 
grace. 

"  In  attempting  to  live  more  to  the  glory  of  God,  we  shall 
do  well  to  maintain  an  holy,  hoirrly  watchfulness  over  our 
thoughts  and  afl^ections.  By  thinking  more  of  heaven  and 
heavenly  things,  and  by  spending  more  time  in  self-exami- 
nation and  prayer,  we  shall,  by  the  blessing  of  God  our  Fa- 
ther, cultivate  more  of  a  holy,  heavenly  frame.  Earth  and 
earthly  things  will  sink  in  our  estimation,  and  communica- 
tions of  heavenly  joy  and  peace,  frequent  and  abundant,  will 
flow  into  our  souls,  that  will  nourish  them  and  invigorate 
them  for  enduring  all  the  trials  of  life,  and  at  last  for  endur- 
ing and  enjoying  the  unveiled  face  of  Him  whom  mortal  eye 
hath  not  seen. 

"  I  shall  not  finish  my  sheet  until  after  the  Missionary 
Society  meets  this  afternoon,  as  there  may  bo  some  interest- 
ing intelligence  of  battles  fought  and  victories  won  for  King 
Immanuel. 

"  P.  M.,  4  o'clock. — There  has  been  less  intelligence  than 
I  expected,  and  the  most  of  it  you  have  heard.  One  circum- 
stance of  a  revival  that  commenced  at  a  wedding,  in  a  Bap- 
tist church,  and  resulted  in  the  conversion  of  several  of  the 
guests.     Brother  H.  Pratt  returned  while  we  were  in  the 


46  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

Society,  and  gave  a  few  interesting  facts  respecting  his  mis- 
sionary labours  this  past  vacation;  and  his  brother  gave  me 
some  good  news  respecting  Connecticut. 

"  The  United  Foreign  Missionary  Society  has  lately  been 
requested  to  find  two  missionaries,  to  go  out  with  a  colony 
of  two  hundred  or  three  hundred  persons,  at  the  expense  and 
under  the  protection  of  government,  to  settle  at  the  mouth  of 
Columbia  river,  that  empties  into  the  Pacific,  in  latitude  about 
46°  north ;  and  to  be  sent  out  in  the  course  of  next  year. 
And  the  Society  itself  wishes  to  send  a  missionary  to  take 
charge  of  the  mission  among  the  Seneca  Indians,  near 
Buffalo  village.  New  York.  Oh,  this  missionary  cause  is 
a  glorious  cause,  it  is  the  cause  of  Christ,  it  will  prevail. 
The  earth  shall  be  filled  with  the  knowledge  of  the  Lord,  for 
his  mouth  hath  spoken  it.  Let  us  think,  and  pray,  and  then 
we  shall  feel  more  on  the  subject ;  and  wherever  in  the  church 
of  Christ  we  may  spend  our  days,  let  us  be  missionaries  in 
earnest,  determined  to  fight  and  to  fall  in  our  Master's  cause. 

"  You  said  in  one  of  your  letters  that  I  appear  to  have  no 
inward  conflicts.  You  are  mistaken.  I  only  have  not  spoken 
of  them.  1  may  tell  you  hereafter  some,  to  convince  you 
that  your  trials  are  by  no  means  peculiar." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

''July  12th,  1821. 
'f  I  wished  to  spend  an  hour  with  you  last  Sab- 


bath evening.  I  had  a  delightful  day,  and  no  doubt  my  en- 
joyment was  heightened  by  the  thought  that  you  were  seated 
at  the  table  of  the  Lord,  even  admitted  into  the  banqueting- 
housc  of  the  King  of  kings.  My  wicked  heart,  hardened  by 
more  than  twenty  years'  transgression,  was  in  some  measure 
softened  ;  and,  with  an  eye  of  faith,  I  trust  I  beheld  our  Sa- 
viour, looking  down  in  all  the  tenderness  of  suffering  sym- 
pathy, and  in  all  the  ardour  of  his  unchanging  love,  pitying 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  47 

our  weakness,  healing  our  backslidings,  and  in  his  own  name 
presenting  our  petitions  at  the  throne  of  his  Father  and  our 
Father,  his  God  and  our  God.     The  language  of  my  heart 

was, 

*  Beg-one  for  ever  mortal  thing's, 
Thou  mighty  molehill  earth,  farewell.' 

Oh,  the  bliss  of  that  moment,  when  we  are  enabled  to  rise 
above  the  things  of  time,  and  mounting  upward  in  commu- 
nion, can  leave  the  mists,  clouds,  and  storms  below,  and 
breathe  the  atmosphere  of  heaven  !  But  alas,  one  short  hour 
will  often  plunge  us  in  gloom  again.  Yet  notwithstandincr 
my  unfaithfulness,  the  week  thus  far  his  been  a  pleasant 
one.  Oh,  to  love  God  more  and  serve  him  better  !  I  hope 
you  are  walking  in  the  light  of  his  countenance,  and  that  in 
the  multitude  of  your  thoughts  his  comforts  are  the  delight 
of  your  soul. 

"  I  do  not  know  when  it  will  be  in  my  power  to  see  you» 
My  health  is  not  good  ;  that  is  to  say,  I  feel  an  un[)Ieasant 
weakness  when  the  days  arc  warm  and  duties  arduous ;  but 
you  need  not  apprehend  illness  when  I  am  silent.  I  shall 
always  indulge  the  melancholy,  painful  pleasure,  of  tcllinor 
you  all  my  sorrows  and  my  joys;  and  let  our  intercourse  be 
such  that  the  review  of  it  will  be  sweet,  and  will  mingle  with 
the  anguish  that  kneels  at  the  grave  the  glorious  hope  that 
triumphs  in  the  resurrection.  My  warmest,  highest  esteem 
for  Mrs.  II.  I  am  glad  you  can  beguile  for  her  many  a 
lonely  hour.  Never  indulge  a  melancholy  that  cankers  every 
comfort,  but  exhort  her  also  to  stay  herself  on  God." 

July  22d.  Still  the  goodness  of  God  is  continued  as  the 
moments  of  my  life ;  how  many  blessings  he  crowds  into 
my  cup  !  \Yhat  do  I  deserve,  and  what  do  I  want  ?  Surely 
I  deserve  nothing  but  his  displeasure  and  his  unmingled 
wrath ;  and  as  for  my  wants,  I  can  almost  say  I  want  no- 


48  MEMOin  OF  THE 

thing  but  gratitude  for  his  unnumbered  mercies.  I  long  for 
more  love,  more  zeal,  more  entire  devotedness  of  heart  to  God. 
With  temporal  comforts  my  cup  runneth  over,  but  oh  how 
much  leanness  in  my  soul.  How  little  of  my  time  do  I  en- 
joy the  sensible  presence  of  God,  and  that  burning  zeal  for 
his  honour  and  his  cause  which  I  so  much  desire.  And  I 
will  praise  him,  that  he  ever  permits  me  to  call  him  mine. 
I  will  rejoice,  that  he  affords  me  any  evidence  that  I  have 
been  born  again,  and  grants  me  so  many  kind  expressions  of 
his  everlasting  love.  Oh,  my  soul,  in  his  strength  march 
humbly  but  boldly  on.  I  must  walk  by  faith  ;  it  is  my  hea- 
venly Father's  will.  And  if  he  is  pleased  to  afford  me  some 
occasional,  transient  glimpses  of  his  face,  I  should  not  mur- 
mur, but  adore.  Oh,  blessed  Jesus,  throw  around  me  thine 
everlasting  arms,  and  they  will  secure  me  from  all  the  ills  of 
life  and  fears  of  death.  Oh,  Holy  Spirit,  be  pleased  to  take 
up  thine  abode  in  my  heart,  and  sway  all  my  affections,  and 
wean  them  from  the  world.  I  do  feel  grateful  for  diseases, 
and  infirmities,  and  providences,  which  admonish  me  to  set 
my  house  in  order,  for  death  may  be  near,  and  for  faith 
which  points  to  a  better,  brighter  world. 

TO- MR.  II.  D.,  OF  BALLSTON,  N.  Y. 

r*  "  Aii^^iist  17th,  1821. 

"  I  received  yours  by  Mr.  G.,  and  should  have  written 
before  this  time,  had  I  not  supposed  you  were  on  your  visit 
to  Beverly.  I  could  not  suppress  the  sympathetic  tear,  when 
I  learned  the  cause  of  your  journey.  Hut  the  fii-st  thought, 
'  it  is  the  Lord,  let  him  do  what  seemeth  him  good,'  silenced 
every  murmur.  Oh,  our  heavenly  Father  is  so  kind,  he 
mingles  so  much  mercy  with  the  cup  of  sorrow,  that  we  can 
scarce  taste  its  bitterness.  • 

"  I  did  hope  you  might  be  induced  to  write  me  while  on 
your  journey,  but  I  am  aware  that  the  fatigue  and  necessary 


RF.V.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  49 

confusion  of  travelling  unfits  one  for  writing.  I  hope  by 
this  time  you  have  returned,  with  rich  experience  of  the  good- 
ness and  the  sparing,  healing  mercy  of  God.  We  have  a 
safe  retreat  and  a  quiet  resting  place  beneath  the  spreadings 
of  the  covenant  of  grace,  to  lean  on  the  bosom  of  our  Saviour, 
to  cast  all  our  cares  upon  him,  to  commit  our  dearest,  mortal 
and  immortal  concerns  to  his  management.  Oh,  what  a 
blessed  privilege!  And  then  to  call  him  our  Saviour,  in  all 
his  fulness  !  To  feel  the  eternal  Spirit  influencing  o>ir  lives 
and  sanctifying  our  natures,  dwelling  in  our  sinful  hearts — 
to  call  God  our  Father,  with  the  confidence,  and  affection, 
and  humihty  of  a  child,-^h,  these  are  some  of  the  richest 
blessings  of  the  new  covenant,  earnests  of  coming  glory. 

"  I  know  I  am  addressing  one  who  can  understand  me,  one 
who  is  by  no  means  a  stranger  to  these  exercises ;  whose 
heart  still  holds  in  warm  remembranco  many  blessed  seasons 
when  the  rock  within  seemed  to  be  completely  melted,  and 
to  pour  itself  out  like  water;  when  the  sweet  tears  of  peni- 
tence could  flow ;  when  the  soul  seemed  to  rise  above  the 
fogs,  and  clouds,  and  storms  of  life,  and  to  breathe  the  air  of 
paradise.  Surely  such  a  one  will  not,  cannot  murmur  at  the 
afflictive  hand  of  God.  It  is  a  blessed  thing  that  we  are  ad- 
monished of  our  frailty ;  to  feel  the  body,  a  frail  tenement 
of  a  rebellious  soul,  tottering  to  fall;  to  feel  pains,  and  dis- 
eases, and  infirmities,  pointing  us  to  a  better  world,  and 
warning  us  to  'set  our  house  in  order;'  to  be  called  by 
the  death  of  friends  to  quit  our  hold  upon  the  world,  and  to 
be  warned  by  the  disappointment  of  our  expectations  and  the 
prostration  of  our  hopes,  that  this  is  not  our  home,  and  thus 
to  be  induced  to  lay  up  provision  for  passing  over  Jordan ; 
to  cultivate  the  disposition  of  the  heavenly  inhabitants ;  to 
learn  the  song  of  Moses  and  the  Lamb,  and  have  our  hearts 
and  voices  tuned  to  join  that  concert ;  to  plume,  and  spread, 
and  try  our  pinions,  in  preparation  for  our  heavenward  flight 


r>0  MEMOIR   OF  THE 

— these,  these  are  our  blessuigs  and  our  privileges.     Let  us 
listen  to  the  voice  that  invites  us  home  to  glory. 

"  Excuse  me  for  running  on  so  long  at  random ;  I  was 
not  aware  how  much  of  my  sheet  I  had  occupied  ;  and  please 
take  a  hint  from  it  to  write  on  at  random  long  enough  to  fill 
your  paper.  I  think  the  excellence  of  letter-writing  is  to 
imagine  we  are  in  the  society  of  our  friends,  and  addressing 
them  orally.  And  now  and  then  I  am  so  fortunate  as  to 
forget  for  some  time  to  mail  a  letter,  feeling  that  I  have  com- 
municated all  I  have  to  say  to  my  friend. 

"^The  weather  is  extremely  warm ;  the  thermometer  at  92^ 
and  94°  for  several  days.  My  health  fails  during  the  warm 
season,  as  usual.  Were  it  near  the  end  of  our  session,  I 
would  visit  Ballston  Spa  for  a  few  weeks.  But  our  studies 
are  very  important,  and  besides,  fortunately,  there  is  one 
other  impediment  of  a  serious  nature.  However,  I  hope  to 
sec  you  all  in  health  and  happiness  by  the  first  of  October, 
or  before ;  and  though  1  may  be  utterly  unable  to  liquidate 
any  debt,  yet  I  will  endeavour  to  increase  none  but  that  of 
gratitude.  My  kindest  love  to  Mrs.  D.  and  all  friends,  as 
though  named.  May  all  the  blessings  of  the  new  covenant 
be  yours ;  and  may  Jesus,  Jehovah,  encircle  you  both  and 
all  in  his  everlasting  arms." 

TO  MISS  A.  J.,  OF  TRENTON,  N.  J. 

''At/gust  ISth,  1821. 
"  May  I  never  think  so  much  of  the  creature  that 


(lod  will  see  fit  to  remove  it,  to  bring  my  affections  to  him- 
self. Oh,  that  our  esteem  for  each  other,  as  it  rises  and 
strengthens,  may  become  more  and  more  sanctified.  That 
we  may  keep  constantly  in  view  the  object  of  our  being,  not 
to  live,  and  love,  and  enjoy  domestic  bliss,  but  to  glorify  God, 
to  live  for  God  and  to  him,  to  devote  ourselves  to  the  gospel 
of  Christ  Jesus,  and  through  all  the  toils,  hardships,  poverty 


BEV.  JOSKTII  SAXFOKn.  51 

and  persecutions  we  may  meet  in  our  course,  \vc  must  press 
onward,  fighting  to  fall,  and  falling  to  conquer.  Study  your 
own  heart  in  the  light  of  God's  word;  cultivate  more  and 
more  intercourse  with  heaven  ;  study  the  precepts,  promises, 
doctrines  of  the  Bible,  and  by  all  the  means  in  your  power 
endeavour  to  prepare  yourself  to  become  the  wife  of  one  who 
hopes  and  determines  to  know  nothing  but  Jesus  Christ  and 
him  crucified ;  who  hopes  to  follow  Jesus  through  good  and 
bad  report;  and  who,  drawing  the  sword  to  fight  the  battles 
of  the  Lord,  must  throw  away  the  scabbard  and  die  on  the 
field.  I  trust  you  will  be  the  means  of  strengthening  my 
hands,  of  encouraging  my  heart,  of  trimming  the  lamp  of 
domestic  piety,  of  dividing  the  sorrows  and  increasing  the 
joys  of  life.     See  1  Thess.  v.  16 — 23." 

September.  The  same  unvaried  course  of  blessings  attend 
me  every  step.  God  is  good  to  me,  who  deserve  no  good  at 
his  hand.  Oh,  were  he  as  unmindful  of  me  as  I  often  am 
of  him,  how  soon  should  I  fall  and  die !  The  throbbing 
heart,  the  heaving  lungs,  would  cease  to  move ;  the  crimson 
fluid  would  freeze  in  my  veins ;  all  the  functions  of  life  would 
at  once  be  suspended,  and  this  curious,  complicated,  frail 
machine  fall  to  ruin.  And  on  a  large  scale  of  observation, 
were  the  nice  adjustment  of  all  the  elements  of  the  atmosphere 
to  be  neglected,  how  fatal  to  animal  life !  Were  the  degi*ees 
of  heat  in  summer  or  cold  in  winter  less  nicely  arranged  and 
apportioned,  how  miserable  would  they  render  the  inhabitants 
of  the  earth.  Should  he  neglect,  suspend,  or  abrogate  the 
laws  by  which  the  universe  is  governed,  continents  would  bo 
scorched  or  deluged,  systems  would  be  at  once  dismembered. 

"  Earth  would,  unbalanced,  from  her  orbit  fly. 
Planets  and  suns  run  lawless  through  the  sky, 
And  ruling'  ant^els  from  their  seats  be  hiirl'd, 
Being  on  being  wreck'd,  and  world  on  world." 


52  MEMOIK  OF  THE 

But  God  reigns  over  all ;  he  made  all  by  his  power ;  gov- 
erns all  by  his  providence;  inspects  it  at  a  glance,  and  can 
crush  it  at  a  word.  But  he  overlooks  not  the  meanest  crea- 
ture that  crawls  upon  the  earth ;  and  he  upholds  alike,  by 
his  almighty  power,  the  ephemera  of  a  summer's  morning 
and  the  cherubim  around  his  throne.  Oh  God,  how  good 
art  thou !  I  am  not  overlooked  nor  forgotten,  but  all  my 
wants  are  supplied,  my  cup  is  filled  with  blessings,  my  days 
are  crowned  with  loving  kindnesses.  Oh,  add  to  all  thy 
other  gifts  a  grateful  heart :  that  must  come  from  thee. 
Enable  me  to  believe  on  the  Lord  Jesus  Christ,  through 
whom  all  these  blessings  are  conferred  ;  and  may  he  be  in- 
deed my  Saviour.  Oh,  destroy  the  power  of  my  indwelling 
corruptions,  and  sanctify  my  nature,  and  be  my  covenant- 
keeping  God. 

TO  MISS  A.  J.,  OF  TREIS'TOX,  N.  J. 

"  September  3(7,  1821. 

"  It  storms  most  tremendously  ;  the  rain  beats  against  my 
window  so  that  I  can  scarcely  think  of  any  thing. — All  the 
elements  of  nature  are  God's  agents ;  heaven,  earth  and  hell 
are  distinct  provinces  of  his  empire;  and  if  he  is  our  Father 
and  our  Friend,  what  have  we  to  fear? 

"  Yesterday  was  a  profitable  Sabbath  to  my  soul.  I  have 
had  much  calmness  and  peace  in  believing,  and  the  experi- 
ence of  every  day  strengthens  my  conviction,  that  the  more 
we  draw  our  happiness  from  heavenly  fountains,  the  richer 
and  the  more  constant  and  abundant  will  be  our  supply. 
God  can  make  his  creatures  happy,  and  he  alone.  Lodge 
me  in  the  darkest  corner  of  the  earth,  on  the  loneliest  island 
of  the  sea ;  tear  away  every  thing  that  is  dear  to  the  human 
Ijeart,  and  break  off  all  the  lenderest  ligaments  of  the  soul, 
I  can  be  happy  in  God,  '  in  whose  presence  is  Ailness  of  joy, 
and  at  whose  right  hand  are  pleasures  for  ever  more !'   And 


nKV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  ijii 

yet  I  can  relish  the  society  of  those  I  love.  Let  us  lay  the  scene 
of  all  our  schemes  of  happiness  beyond  the  swellings  of  Jor- 
dan, beyond  its  farthest  surge-washed  shore.  In  that  happy 
land  where  storms  never  beat,  chilling  winds  never  blow, 
disease  never  spreads  its  ravages,  distance  never  separates 
beings  closely  entwined,  where  ])rospects  are  never  blasted. 
No  intervening  cloud  hides  the  face  of  Jesus,  but  all  is  peace, 
and  joy,  and  heaven,  and  immortality. 

"  May  we  be  as  peculiarly  pious  as  we  arc  peculiarly  pri- 
vileged ;  and  whether  we  arc  to  live  long  or  short  lives,  fill 
stations  of  eminent  usefulness  or  to  sink  down  into  insignifi- 
cance, let  us  cling  to  the  cross  of  Jesus,  cast  our  anchor 
within  the  vale,  and  we  shall  outride  all  the  storms  of  life 
and  make  the  port  of  peace. 

"  Amid  this  elemental  strife  how  many  miserable  beings 
may  be  struggling  for  life  upon  the  wave,  but  the  struggle 
soon  is  over — the  mountain  billow  dashes  over  them  and 
they  are  seen  no  more.  Oh  God,  have  mercy  on  the  beings 
thou  hast  made,  especially  those  upon  the  mighty  deep.  And 
may  those  '  whose  home  is  on  the  mountain  wave,'  and  who 
see  so  many  of  thy  wonders  in  the  mighty  waters,  become 
thine  in  the  covenant  of  grace. 

"  What  are  you  reading  ?  wish  you  could  commit  Prac- 
tical Piety  to  memory." 

TO  MKS.  J.,  OF  TRENTON,  X.  J. 

"  Princeton,  Sept.  Hth,  1821. 
"  I  take  this  opportunity  of  acknowledging  the  receipt  of 
your  kind,  affectionate  letter  by  Mr.  H.  It  afforded  me  much 
pleasure,  although  at  th:it  time  I  was  expecting  a  line  from 
another  hand. 

"  I  sincerely  thank  you  for  all  the  important  hints  and 
kind  feelings  your  letter  contained.  And  I  hope  I  shall  profit 
by  the  one,  and  never  become  undeserving  of  the  other. 

5* 


54  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

"  Accustomed  as  I  have  boon  to  watch  the  leadings  of  a 
kind  providence  from  my  very  childhood,  and  sometimes 
enabled  to  feel  the  sweet  meltinfis  of  "ratitude  to  the  God  of 
all  my  mercies,  I  cannot  describe  the  sensations  of  my  heart 
when  recollecting  my  first  introduction  to  your  family,  and 
especially  when  I  thought  I  had  found  in  its  bosom  that 
friend  for  whom  I  oft  had  prayed,  and  in  regard  to  whom 
the  confidence  of  my  soul  for  years  has  been  '  Jehovah  Jireh,' 
the  Lord  will  provide. 

"  God  be  praised  for  all  his  goodness,  and  may  the  lives 
that  he  has  made  his  care  be  devoted  entirely  to  him.  We 
are  young  adventurers,  ere  long  to  enter  (should  our  lives  be 
spared)  on  the  uncertain,  tempestuous  sea  of  active  life.  Oh, 
to  begin  aright !  It  is  the  desire  of  my  soul  that  Jesus  Christ 
might  reign  in  us  and  around  us,  over  all  our  feelings  and 
affections,  all  our  plans  and  projects,  over  our  whole  lives ; 
and  that  he  would  enable  us  to  glorify  him  in  death,  and 
finally  receive  us  to  himself,  there  to  recognise  and  consum- 
mate that  friendship  in  the  heavens  which  in  his  providence, 
and  under  his  approbation,  I  trust  we  have  been  permitted  to 
commence  on  earth. 

"  I  received  the  letter  you  mailed  on  Wednesday  about  ten 
o'clock  the  same  evening. 

"  Our  session  is  drawing  to  a  close,  and  we  are  reviewing 
for  examination,  two  weeks  from  Monday  next.  My  health 
is  good,  and  I  never  hailed  the  approach  of  autumn  with 
more  pleasure.  The  flight  of  time  always  associates  melan- 
choly ideas.  Oh,  to  be  always  ready  for  the  close  of  life, 
that  death  may  not  surprise  us. 

"May  God  bless  you  abundantly,  and  all  that  are  dear 
to  you." 


HEV.  JOSEPU  SAXFOKD.  5o 

TO  MISS  A.  J.,  OF  TRENTON,  N.  J. 

''Nciv  York,  Sept.  29th,  1821. 

"  Yon  will  receive  this  on  the  morning  of  the  holy  .Sab- 
bath. Oh,  that  your  sou!  may  have  much  peace  in  God, 
and  may  be  filled  with  the  strong  consolations  of  the  gospel. 
I  expect  to  spend  the  Sabbath  here.  God  grant  it  may  in- 
deed be  a  Sabbath.  Oh,  how  important  to  keep  up  inter- 
course with  heaven. 

.  "  On  Thursday  evening  I  attended  Dr.  Spring's  lecture. 
He  spoke  upon  the  subject  of  death,  from  these  words, '  Death 
hath  passed  upon  all  men,  for  that  all  have  sinned.'  He  had 
just  seen  the  remains  of  a  man  committed  to  the  earth  who 
only  twenty-four  hours  before  was  in  the  vigour  of  life  and 
health.  The  same  evening  two  cases  of  the  yellow  fever 
had  been  reported  ;  and  with  all  these  circumstances  to  affect 
the  mind,  he  asked  the  solemn  question,  '  Are  you  prepared 
to  die  ?'  a  question  that  ought  to  be  settled  before  we  sleep, 
for  our  sleep  may  be  the  sleep  of  death,  the  sleep  of  ages. 

"  Oh,  how  fast  the  population  of  the  earth  is  changing — 
how  fast  the  king  of  terrors  carries  on  the  work  of  desola- 
tion !  How  important  to  be  always  ready,  since  at  such  an 
hour  as  we  think  not  the  Son  of  Man  may  come." 

TO  Z.  S.,  ESQ. 

"  Philadelphia,  Nov.  \th,  1821. 

"  I  am  now  spending  a  few  days  of  relaxation  in  this  city, 
before  the  beginning  of  our  winter  session,  and  it  affords  me 
the  opportunity  of  resuming  iny  correspondence  with  you. 

"  It  is  a  relief  to  suspend  the  routine  of  even  important 
duties,  and  hold  intercourse  with  those  we  love,  and  wlkom 
we  hope,  when  the  changes  of  life  arc  past  and  its  duties 
done,  to  meet  in  heaven  and  spend  an  everlasting  Sabbath. 
It  will  surely  make  our  heaven  the  sweeter  to  enter  upon  its 


56  MEMOIR  OP  THE 

glories  after  having  struggled  with  temptation  and  our  sj)i- 
ritual  foes,  and  with  the  duties  of  a  life  of  active  toil  in  the 
cause  of  our  Redeemer. 

"  You  have  often  mentioned,  in  conversation  and  in  your 
communications,  your  dissatisfaction  with  the  active  duties 
of  your  profession,  even  with  much  of  the  necessary  inter- 
course with  men  of  the  world.  I  am  becoming  more  and 
more  convinced  that  we  can  carry  our  religion  into  every 
situation  in  life,  and  into  all  our  official  duties.  No  doubt 
we  live  far  below  our  privileges,  and  are  ourselves  the  means 
of  beclouding  our  sky  and  darkening  our  path.  Oh,  when 
shall  we  learn  to  live  near  to  God,  and  maintain  a  constant, 
holy  watchftdness,  lest  we  should  grieve  away  the  Holy 
Spirit  by  which  we  are  sanctified  ?  It  seems  almost  a  year 
since  I  heard  from  you  last.  How  is  your  family  ?  Does 
God  continue  to  shed  his  rich  spiritual  blessings  around  you 
with  an  unsparing  hand  1  Is  he  giving  you,  now  and  then, 
a  glimpse  of  the  promised  land,  refreshing  you  by  a  breeze 
of  the  air  of  Paradise?  Does  your  love  to  God  flow  in  a 
deeper,  broader  channel,  and  in  a  more  pure,  rapid  and  con- 
stant stream?  Oh,  do  you  not  long  to  climb  the  everlasting 
hills,  and  there  stand  above  this  atmosphere  of  death,  and 
look  down,  with  gratitude  to  your  Deliverer,  and  with  joy 
for  your  deliverance,  upon  the  world  of  sin  and  suHcring,  of 
darkness  and  storms  you  have  left  behind  you,  and  upward 
to  an  endless  career  of  glory,  of  which,  in  this  narrow  ves- 
tibule of  our  existence,  we  can  form  no  conception  ?  Well, 
the  hour  draws  nigh,  the  journey  shortens,  the  conflict  will  ere 
long  be  over,  the  grave — the  home  of  ages — will  surrender 
up  its  tenantry  of  dust,  and  the  glorified  body  and  the  purified 
ransomed  spirit  will  enter  on  the  bliss  of  heaven.  But,  Oh! 
to  be  found  in  the  attitude  of  faithfid  servants  when  our 
Lord  shall  come.     To  liave  done  something  for  God,  some- 


REV     JOSEPH  SAXFORD.  57 

thing  for  souls,  something  for  the  Redeemer's  kingdom,  and 
then  our  epliemeral  existence  will  not  be  spent  in  vain. 

"  I  hope  to  hear  from  you  soon.  Have  your  sons  given 
up  their  studies  for  the  ministry?  I  wish  F.  was  prepared 
to  come  to  this  seminary." 

November  llth,  1821.  After  an  interval  of  several 
weeks  I  am  again  permitted  to  return  to  this  beloved  institu- 
tion with  some  sweet  sense  of  God's  goodness.  He  has 
made  my  life  his  care.  He  has  lengthened  my  span,  filled 
my  cup  with  blessings,  given  me  kind  friends,  and  profitable 
enemies,  to  confer  favours  which  the  partiality  or  the  tender- 
ness of  my  friends  prevent  them  from  conferring.  Above 
all,  he  has  given  me  a  Bible  which  is  filled  with  the  record 
of  a  Saviour's  love,  and  permitted  me  to  hope  that  that  Sa- 
viour is  mine;  and  all  this  for  what?  That  my  final  con- 
demnation may  be  aggravated,  and  that  I  should  become 
doubly  a  reprobate  by  sinning  against  all  these  mercies  ?  I 
cannot  think  so,  and  yet  it  may  be.  Capernaum  was  exalted 
high  by  privileges  and  cast  down  to  hell  for  abusing  them. 

"  Jesus,  thou  Son  of  David,  have  mercy  on  me."  Make 
me  wise  unto  salvation. 

TO  MR.  H.  n.  OF  BALLSTON,  N.  Y. 

''Princeton,  Nov.  20th,  1821. 

"  I  have  been  unable,  ever  since  my  return  from  Ballston, 
to  find  a  moment  to  devote  to  you.  But  this  afternoon  1 
studied  myself  into  so  violent  a  head-ache,  that  I  feel  it  my 
duty  to  stay  out  of  recitation,  and  shall  have  to  beg  your 
pardon  for  employing  the  exhausted  energies  of  my  mind 
and  body  to  discharge  the  duties  and  the  delights  of  friend- 
ship. 

"  As  for  my  general  health,  it  was  never  better  than  at 
present,  and  my  head-ache  is  only  the  temporary  cftect  of 


58  ME.MOIU  OF  THE 

rather  too  close  application.  Indeed  it  is  a  season  of  unu- 
sual health  in  the  seminary.  Your  acquaintances  and 
friends  are  all  well,  and  all  are  pursuing  the  arduous,  though 
interesting  and  important  studies  which,  by  the  blessing  of 
our  heavenly  Father,  will  qualify  them  to  preach  the  ever- 
lasting Gospel  of  God  our  Saviour.  My  studies  are  more 
pressing,  as  well  as  more  important  than  they  were  last 
year.  But,  '  I  can  do  all  things  through  Christ  strength- 
ening me.'  Oh,  that  every  thought,  and  every  faculty  of 
my  nature,  may  bear  upon  it,  '  Holiness  to  the  Lord.''  It  af- 
fords me  much  comfort  and  encouragement  to  know  I  have 
so  many  praying  friends. 

"  If  my  health  be  spared  I  do  not  now  expect  to  visit  you 
again  until  I  have  finished  my  studies.  And  before  that 
time,  you,  and  all  that  are  dear  to  you,  may  have  entered 
into  rest.  Oh,  what  a  changing,  fleeting,  dying  world.  A 
few  days  ago  we  heard  of  the  death  of  one  of  our  brethren, 
(M.  Searle),  in  Indiana.  This  morning,  by  the  Recorder, 
we  have  heard  of  Mr.  Newell's*  death,  and  also  Mrs.  Poor's, 
both  useful  in  their  different  stations,  and  in  their  proper 
spheres.  But  God  is  on  the  throne.  The  cause  of  missions 
is  his  cause.  It  will  prosper.  Oh,  pray  that  he  would  raise 
up  more  missionaries,  that  he  would  pour  out  the  spirit  of 
missions  upon  our  churches,  and  that  the  full  flood-tide  of 
salvation  might  bear  off  upon  its  waves  the  ignorance,  the 
darkness,  the  corruption,  and  the  misery  of  the  world. 

"  May  you  all  grow  in  grace,  in  usefulness,  and  in  mcet- 
ncss  for  that  world  of  glory.  There,  as  '  sinners  saredby 
grace,''  may  you  meet  your  unworthy  friend,  and  there,  to- 
gether, may  we  sing  the  songs  of  the  redeemed,  and  triumph 
in  the  fulness  of  God." 

•  A  missionarv  at  Rombav. 


nrv.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  59 

TO  Z.  S.,  ESU. 

"  Princeton,  Dec.  2d,  1821, 
"  You  will  pci'ceivc  by  the  date  of  this  letter  that  this  is 
I  lie  Sabbath  of  the  Lord.  How  I  should  like  to  sit  down 
with  you  at  your  fire-side  and  talk  of  the  goodness  of  our 
kind  heavenly  Father.  Such  a  subject  would  befit  the  sa- 
credncss  of  this  day,  and  indeed  it  should  be  the  theme  of 
every  day. 

•  When  all  thy  mercies,  O  my  God, 

My  rising  soul  surveys  ; 
Transported  with  the  view,  I'm  lost 

In  wonder,  love,  and  praise.' 

"The  whole  hymn  expresses  the  feelings  of  my  soul,  and 
I  have  sometimes  thought  it  might  be  one  of  the  songs  of  the 
upper  temple  hereafter. 

"  Tell  me,  my  friend,  if  my  experience  is  peculiar.  Some- 
times, when  no  other  consideration  will  move  me  to  think  ol" 
God's  goodness,  my  base  ingratitude  will  melt  me  down. 
He  has  healed  me  when  I  have  been  sick,  protected  and  de- 
livered me  when  in  danger.  He  has  resolved  my  doubts, 
sanctified  my  affections,  supplied  my  wants,  raised  me  up 
kind  friends,  generous  benefactors,  profitable  enemies.  Af- 
forded me  the  means  of  education  and  the  prospect  of  some 
usefulness.  Oh,  that  1  had  a  heart  to  love  him  more  and 
to  serve  him  better.  Hut  he  will  give  his  Spirit  to  those  who 
desire  it.  Oh,  that  his  renewing  and  transforming  influences 
might  descend  and  rest  upon  me  continually.  I  bless  God 
for  praying  friends.  It  is  not  an  idle,  fashionable  request  I 
make  when  I  desire  to  be  remembered  in  their  sui)[>lications. 
No,  far  fix)m  it.  I  do  feel  the  need  of  their  prayers  now, 
and  shall  need  them,  if  possible,  still  more  if  I  am  spared  to 
complete  my  preparatory  studies. 


60  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

"  We  have  upwards  of  seventy  students  here  from  vari- 
ous parts  of  the  Union.  I  hope  the  spirit  of  missions  is  in- 
creasing here  as  well  as  in  all  our  churches.  Mr.  Ward's 
i-emark  cannot  be  repeated  too  often.  '  That  the  spirit  of 
missions  must  evangelize  the  church  before  the  church  can 
evangelize  the  world.'  If  we  think  and  pray  more  we  shall 
feel  more  on  this  subject. 

"  I  regret  to  hear  that  Mrs.  L.  is  in  poor  health.  I  had 
hoped  her  residence  at  Saratoga  would  have  been  the  means 
of  establishing  her  health.  '  God  seeth  not  as  man  seeth,' 
and  he  will  do  what  he  please  with  his  own,  and  blessed  be 
his  holy  name.  Oh,  for  grace  to  inscribe  '  holiness  to  the 
Lord,'  upon  all  we  have,  friends,  health,  comforts,  privileges. 
A  line  from  your  hand  and  heart  is  always  like  cool  water 
to  a  thirsty  soul.  I  am,  indeed,  happy  to  reciprocate  your 
affection,  and  do  believe  it  will  be  recognized  and  consum- 
mated in  eternity." 

December  2d.  Almost  to  the  close  of  another  year.  How 
is  mercy  written  upon  all  the  dealings  of  my  God  towards 
me.  The  record  of  each  succeeding  day  is  only  a  renewal 
and  recapitulation  of  his  goodness. 

"  Why  is  my  heart  so  far  from  thcc, 

My  God,  my  chief  delight? 
Why  are  my  thoug-hts  no  more  wltli  thee 

By  day,  no  more  by  night  i"' 

Oh,  let  quickening,  sanctifying  grace,  come  into  m}'  soul; 
revive  me  by  thy  sacred  influences.  Strengthen  the  princi- 
ple of  spiritual  life  within  me,  if  it  has  ever  been  planted 
there.  Warm  and  animate  all  that  is  cold;  sanctify  all 
that  is  unholy ;  cleanse  all  that  is  impure.  Give  me  joy 
and  peace  in  believing,  and  keep  me  under  thy  renewing, 
restraining  power.  Condescend  to  take  up  thine  abode  within 


HEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  61 

me.  Take  of  the  things  of  the  Father  and  show  them  unto 
me.  Rest  upon  me  as  a  spirit  of  supplication,  of  illumina- 
tion, of  consolation,  and  may  I  cultivate  more  and  more  of 
the  spirit  of  the  heavens,  hold  more  intercourse  with  heaven, 
have  more  deadness  to  the  world,  and  a  stronger,  keener 
relish  for  heavenly  enjoyments.  May  I  mortify  the  flesh 
with  its  affections  and  lusts,  and  live  soberly,  righteously, 
and  godly  in  this  present  world.  Redeeming  the  time,  know- 
ing that  the  days  are  kw  and  evil. 

December  16tk.  I  desire  this  evening  to  record  my  grati- 
tude, blessed  Saviour,  that  thou  didst  hear  my  prayer  and  hast 
manifested  thyself  to  me,  this  day,  in  the  breaking  of  bread; 
and  that,  notwithstanding  my  unworthiness  and  wandering 
thoughts  and  cold  affections,  thou,  blessed  Spirit,  didst  con- 
descend, in  mercy,  to  touch  my  heart.  Oh,  renew  the  im- 
pression. Cleanse  my  heart,  and  then  claim  it ;  and  may 
it  be  a  temple  for  thee ;  and  may  I  live  with  a  holy  watchful- 
ness lest  1  should  grieve  thee  to  depart.  Oh,  may  rich,  free, 
sovereign,  almighty  grace  keep  me  from  falling,  keep  me  in 
the  path  of  duty;  and  af\er  thus  solemnly  renewing  the  oath 
of  my  allegiance  to  thee,  may  I  ever  feel  that  I  am  wholly 
thine ;  and  may  I  live  for  thee  alone. 

"  Do  tliou  assist  a  feeble  worm, 
The  great  engagement  to  perform  ; 
Thy  grace  can  full  assistance  lend. 
And  on  that  grace  I  dai-e  depend." 

TO  MISS  A.  J.  OF  TRENTON,  N.  J. 

"  Princeton,  Dec.  24<A,  1821. 

'*  I  feel  every  day  more  and  more  that  I  am  not  my  own, 
but  the  Lord's ;  and  every  thing  must  bend  to  his  service 
and  to  the  great  object  before  me.  I  have  been  thinking, 
this  morning,  on  the  shortness  of  life.  How  soon  all  our 
plans  and  projects  will  be  interrupted  by  the  King  of  Ter- 

6 


62  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

rors !  How  insignificant  (comparatively)  is  every  thing  not 
connected  with  the  glory  of  God!  Nothing  here  is  worth 
our  attention  but  religion.  'Tis  but  a  little  while,  and  all 
this  busy,  bustling  race  of  beings  that  now  occupy  the  the- 
atre of  life,  will  be  sleeping  beneath  the  clods  of  the  valley. 
All  our  arduous  preparations  for  the  gospel  ministry,  even 
with  the  ordinary  length  of  human  life,  will  be  only  for  the 
exertions  of  a  few  years.  Then  death  will  end  the  strife, 
close  the  warfare,  and  set  the  seal  of  eternity  to  our  destinies 
and  our  hopes.  These  little,  fle-eting  moments  make  up  the 
time  in  which  heaven  is  to  be  secured ;  in  which  God  is  to 
be  glorified  by  our  activity  and  zeal ;  in  which  sinners  are 
to  be  saved. 

'  Then  let  us  catch  the  transient  hour, 

Improve  each  moment  as  it  flies  ; 
Life's  a  short  summer,  man  a  flower, 

He  dies! — alas!  how  soon  he  dies.' 

"  Present  my  particular  regards  to  Miss  S.  I  regret  that 
I  cannot  avail  myself  of  this  opportunity  of  seeing  her.  How- 
ever, I  will  hope  to  see  her  in  Philadelphia.  Ever  since  you 
informed  me  of  the  late  loss  Mr.  N.  has  sustained,  I  am 
more  anxious  than  ever  to  visit  Philadelphia.  I  know  they 
have  the  strong  consolations  and  supports  of  the  Gospel,  and 
fondly  trust  they  have  a  blood-bought  title  to  an  inheritance 
'  that  never  fades  away'  in  heaven. 

"  Brother  M.  presents  his  best  wishes  to  the  family. 
Please  give  my  kind  regards  to  all.  We  warmly  express 
the  compliments  of  the  season,  though  in  anticipation,  and 
wish  you  all  the  happiness  that  flows  from  the  sweet  inter- 
course of  beloved  Christian  friends,  with  all  the  immortal 
hopes  that  religion  presents  and  secures. 

"  May  God  have  you  always  in  his  holy  keeping,  and 
prepare  you  for  great  usefulness." 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  63 


TO  THE  SAME. 

"  Princeton,  Dec.  21th,  1821. 

"  I  felt  confident  that  you  would  have  a  happy  little  cir- 
cle oa  the  25th. 

"  You  are  aware  that  all  your  good  Trenton  people  are 
rather  anti-Presbyterian  for  celebrating  the  25th  of  Decem- 
ber as  the  birthday  of  our  blessed  Redeemer.  It  is  very 
far  from  being  certain  that  that  is  the  day,  so  far  that  few 
will  speak  with  confidence  on  the  subject.  And,  though  I 
highly  approve  of  religious  services,  on  almost  all  those 
days  that  arc  called  holidays,  yet  I  am  not  prepared  to  say 
I  would  celebrate  the  25th  of  December  any  more  than  I 
would  the  25lh  of  January,  or  the  4th  of  July,  or  the  1st  of 
January,  as  times  pectiliarly  sacred. 

"  Next  Tuesday  will  commence  the  year,  and  the  month 
(of  course) ;  and,  as  it  is  a  day  when  our  society  for  inquiry 
on  the  subject  of  missions  has  a  regular  meeting,  and  as  I 
hold  the  office  of  First  Corresponding  Secretary,  and  have 
fiome  reports  to  make,  it  will  be  my  duty  to  be  present.  I 
should  be  glad  to  begin  the  year  with  you  ;  but  as  that  will 
probably  not  be  practicable,  let  us  regard  it  as  a  day  of  re- 
newed and  special  dedication  of  ourselves  to  God — adoring 
and  thanking  him  for  the  past,  and  solemnly  giving  ourselves 
to  him  for  the  future.  Let  us  thus  enter  upon  another  year, 
big  with  the  eternal  destinies  of  thousands,  and  perhaps  the 
last  year  we  are  to  number  on  the  records  of  the  living. 
Soon  our  accounts  for  the  expiring  year  will  be  closed,  sealed 
up  for  eternity-  Oh,  let  us  see  well  to  it,  that  they  are  all 
cancelled  by  the  blood  of  Jesus,  and  that  they  carry  no  sin 
unrcpented  of  to  the  court  of  heaven  against  us.  And  while 
we  stand  upon  the  '  grave  of  the  year,'  and  weep,  and  adore 
at  the  recollections  of  the  past,  oh,  let  us  remember,  that  in 
that  grave  lie  the  mortal  and  immortal   hopes  of  millions 


64  MEMOIR  OF  TUE 

who  entered  upon  the  year  with  hopes  as  high,  and  pros- 
pects as  bright,  and  as  precious  as  ours.  And  so  let  us 
breathe  a  heart-directed  prayer,  that  God  would  keep  and 
guide  our  feeble  bark,  while  we  launch  it  upon  the  ocean  of 
eternal  scenes.  And  while  we  weep  at  the  wrecks  of  hu- 
man happiness  and  human  hopes,  that  cover  the  ocean  of  the 
past,  let  us  maintain  an  unshaken  trust  in  God,  who  sits  in 
high  authority  over  all  these  desolations,  and  has  brought 
them  about  for  his  own  glory;  and  who  will  be  our  God  for 
ever  and  ever,  and  our  guide  even  unto  death.  Let  Jesus  be 
our  friend,  our  Saviour,  and  all  will  be  well,  all  will  be  safe. 
Then  no  matter  how  short  or  how  tempestuous  the  voyage 
of  life;  Jesus  will  be  our  pilot,  and  our  port  will  be  sure. 
And  though  the  next  year  should  prove  our  last,  though  we 
should  not  see  another  summer's  sun,  nor  the  flowerets 
of  another  spring;  nay,  though  the  blasts  of  the  present 
winter  should  howl  over  the  frozen  clods  that  hide  our  ashes 
from  the  world,  yet  we  will  hope  in  God.  There  is  a  world 
that  opens  bright  and  glorious,  beyond  the  darkness  and  the 
gloom  of  the  sepulchre;  there  is  a  voice  sweeter  than  the 
melody  of  angels  that  proclaims  '  a  rest  for  the  people  of 
God.'  May  God  give  us  grace  to  secure  that  rest,  and  to 
his  name  shall  be  the- glory." 

December  30<A.  The  last  Sabbath  of  the  year.  The  year 
is  almost  gone.  How  have  I  misimproved  every  Sabbath, 
sinned  every  hour,  forgotten  God,  and  loved  and  served  the 
creature;  and  still  I  have  been  spared;  spared  amidst  un- 
numbered wrecks  of  human  hope,  amidst  groans  and  graves, 
and  "  miseries  that  groan  for  the  grave's  shelter."  Lord 
reform  my  spared  life  ;  may  it  be  more  entirely  thine.  May 
I  love  to  commit  all  the  dark,  unknown  of  futurity  to  thee. 
Lord  Jesus,  grant  me  a  stronger  faith. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  65 

TO  THE  SAME. 

''Princeton,  Jan.  3d,  1822. 
"  Your  letter  was  peculiarly  acceptable,  as  well  as  pecu- 
liarly excellent,  on  Tuesday  morning.  Its  length,  though  a 
very  considerable  thing  in  its  favour,  was  not  the  most  en- 
dearing characteristic.  Nothing,  dear  A.,  affords  me  more 
pleasure  than  indications  of  deeper  spirituality,  and  more  de- 
votedness  to  God.  Oh,  that  this  new  year,  upon  which  we 
have  already  entered,  may  be  a  year  of  much  growth  in 
grace,  much  victory  over  sin,  much  increase  in  the  know- 
ledge of  God's  word  and  character,  and  much  knowledge 
of  our  own  hearts  and  characters.  And  may  every  day 
bring  us  nearer  and  nearer  to  God,  raise  us  higher  and 
higher  above  the  world,  give  us  more  and  more  energy  in 
our  spiritual  conflicts,  and  dispose  us  to  sing  from  the  heart, 

•  Oh,  to  grace  how  great  a  debtor,' 

"  We  have  a  missionary  meeting  in  the  afternoon;  some 
cheering  intelligence  of  the  progress  of  the  Redeemer's 
kingdom.  A  letter  was  read  from  brother  H.  P.,  mentioning 
the  storm  encountered  at  sea,  on  his  passage  from  Balti- 
more to  Savannah,  &c. 

"  Brother  L.  reached  Charleston  in  four  days  from  New 
York,  and  is  preaching  to  the  blacks  in  the  city. 

"  It  would  be  grateful  to  my  feelings,  when  the  duties  of 
the  day  are  over,  to  kneel  with  you  before  the  dear  domes- 
tic altar,  and  offer  to  our  kind  and  Heavenly  Father,  the 
effusions  of  our  grateful  hearts. 

"  But  God  is  making  our  lives  his  constant  care,  and 
granting  us  many  blessings,  which  we  forget  to  acknow- 
ledge— our  lives,  health,  reason,  kind  friends,  food  and  rai- 
ment, the  privileges  of  the  Gospel  and  hopes  full  of  immor- 
tality. May  he  give  us  gratitude,  and  sanctify  all  our  en 
joyments  and  hopes,  and  use  us  for  his  service." 

6» 


66  MEMOIR  OF  THE 


TO  THE  SAME. 

'^January  l^th,  1822. 
"  My  health  was  never  better;  and,  without  doubt,  all  the 
better  for  my  walk  yesterday.     I  feel  uneasy  about  Mr. 
Armstrong's  health.     Oh,  may  God  restore  and  long  pre- 
serve it.     Oh,  how  many  things  to  remind  us  that 

*  Our  life  is  ever  on  the  wing, 
And  death  is  ever  nigh.' 

"  And  he  may  now  be  filling  his  quiver  with  arrows  to 
destroy  some  life  we  hold  most  dear.  Oh,  that  our  lamps 
might  be  ever  trimmed,  and  burning,  and  we  always  ready." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

''Princeton,  Feb.  IQth,  1^12. 
"  In  the  review  of  my  last  visit,  the  only  thing  I  have  to 
regret  is  that  wc  did  not  take  more  time  in  the  family,  and 
alone,  to  converse  on  a  subject  that  ought  to  lie  nearest  our 
hearts.  Oh,  it  is  more  important  than  any  thing  else,  that 
the  business  of  our  souls  be  attended  to ;  for  we  know  not 
how  soon,  nor  how  suddenly,  we  may  be  called  to  the  eter- 
nal world.  When  I  arrived  here  on  Saturday,  I  found  Mr. 
T.  extremely  ill.  He  was  taken  on  Friday  with  a  severe 
cholic,  which  continued  for  six  or  seven  hours  with  the  most 
indescribable  severity,  and  was  followed  by  an  inflammation; 
and  now  it  is  thought  that  in  a  few  hours  he  will  be  in  eter- 
nity. While  I  am  writing  these  words  I  can  hear  the  gasp 
of  death,  although  he  is  in  another  story  of  the  building,  as 

his  room  is  directly  over  the  one  that  is  adjoining  to  mine. 

His  convulsive  groans  pierce  my  very  heart. 

"  Oh,  to  be  always  ready.     To  have  our  lamps  trimmed, 

lights  burning,  loins  girt,  work  done !     Oh,  God,  may  I  be 

prepared  for  that  solemn  hour.     Mr.  T.  said,  a  little  while 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFOUD.  67 

ago,  '  No  father,  no  sister  here.'  His  mother  is  not  living; 
and  these  are,  probably,  some  of  his  keenest  recollections, 
that  his  friends  are  absent.  Mr.  Wilson,  of  the  seminary, 
is  distantly  connected  with  him  by  the  marriage  of  some 
of  their  friends. 

"  How  important  it  is  that  such  solemn  warnings  should 
be  improved.  I  have  tried  to  imagine  myself  in  his  place. 
"  Have  we  not  reason  to  be  alarmed  when  our  love  to 
God  is  growing  cold,  while  the  love  of  the  creature  is  in- 
tense and  ardent?  Let  us  humble  ourselves  in  the  dust 
before  him  and  confess  our  sinfulness;  not  that  we  love  the 
creature  so  much,  but  for  loving  him  so  little. 

"  It  is  a  profitable  exercise  to  take  the  holy  law  of  God, 
as  it  is  admirably  exhibited  and  illustrated  in  the  Larger 
Catechism,  read  it  over  with  prayer  to  God  for  the  influ- 
ences of  the  Holy  Spirit,  that  we  may  see  more  and  more  of 
its  extent  and  spirituality,  feel  how  it  condemns  us,  and  let 
it  perform  its  oflice  of  driving  us  to  Jesus  Christ,  who  has 
fulfilled  its  every  precept,  and  suffered  its  heaviest  penalty 
*^for  us;''  yes,  for  us,  if  we  are  Christians.  Oh,  that  his 
willingness  to  save  may  be  a  matter  of  faith,  and  not  a  mere 
matter  of  opinion.  That  we  may  have  a  living,  operating, 
purifying  faith  on  the  blessed  Redeemer,  and  that  we  may 
feel  sensibly  the  influences  of  the  Holy  Comforter  and  Sanc- 
tifier  in  our  souls,  moulding  every  faculty,  and  every  feel- 
ing into  subjection  to  his  sacred  will. 

Wednesday  morning.  Mr.  T.  is  still  alive.  His  desire  is 
for  more  light,  and  more  resignation  to  the  will  of  God. 
And  that  the  '  rod  and  stajf"'  of  the  '  Great  Shepherd^  of 
souls  may  comfort  and  support  him  through  the  '  dark  val- 
ley: 

"  I  shall  not  close  this  letter  until  evening.  Saturday 
next  is  proposed  as  a  day  of  special  humiliation  and  prayer 


68  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

to  God.  It  is  usual  to  observe  such  a  day  about  the  middle 
of  the  winter  session. 

"  I  still  love  to  remember  twelve  o'clock.  Sometimes,  on 
Saturdays  and  Wednesdays,  our  recitations  interrupt ;  but  I 
always  remember  the  hour,  and  love  to  send  up  the  desires 
of  my  soul  towards  the  throne  of  grace. 

"  Wednesday  evening.  There  is  no  change  in  Mr.  T. 
for  the  better ;  but  Dr.  V.  C.  thinks  that  if  he  should  con- 
tinue in  this  state  for  thirty-six  hours  longer,  there  will  be 
some  hopes  of  his  recovery.  He  has  been  in  less  pain  all 
day  than  he  was  last  evening.  Then  his  hiccough  and 
groans  were  enough  to  break  almost  any  heart.  Only  a 
few  are  permitted  to  attend  him,  and  those,  generally,  his 
particular  friends.  You  will,  doubtless,  hear  of  the  issue 
of  his  disease  in  two  or  three  days  without  my  writing." 

February  2^th,  1822.  Almost  two  months  of  another 
year  have  gone.  How  imperceptibly  have  they  fled  ;  but, 
oh,  what  events  have  they  evolved.  Death  has  removed  one 
of  our  number*  to  the  eternal  world !  "  That  conqueror 
of  conquerors"  and  lord  of  desolation  has  made  a  breach  in 
our  ranks.  Nothing  can  divert  his  aim;  youth,  health,  sci- 
ence, and  even  piety  itself  afford  no  security  against  his 
shafts.  Oh,  God,  who  givest  life  and  takcst  it  away,  sanc- 
tify to  us  this  afflictive  providence.  Unless  thou  dost  bless 
it  to  us,  we  shall  sink  into  a  more  awful  stupidity,  and  be- 
come the  readier  and  riper  for  a  severer  blow.  Oh,  may  it 
be  the  means  of  arousing  me  to  more  activity.  May  the 
death  scene  ever  live  in  my  lively  recollection,  and  influence 
all  my  future  life.  May  1  profit  by  the  melting  exhortations 
of  our  departed  brother — by  living  nearer  to  God,  more  in 
constant  preparation  for  death.     I  do  desire  to  bless  thee  for 

•  Mr.  Turner,  from  Kentucky. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  69 

all  that  was  consoling  in  the  departure  of  our  brother :  that 
his  faith  was  firm,  and  although  he  did  not,  at  all  times,  en- 
joy as  much  light  as  he  wished,  yet  that  it  pleased  thee  to 
chase  away  the  clouds,  and  that  we  were  permitted  to  hear 
his  note  of  triumph  and  his  shout  of  victory  before  his  eyes 
closed  in  death.  Oh,  God,  may  the  solemn  lessons  and  ex- 
hortations he  gave  us,  in  his  last  moments,  be  the  means  of 
more  usefulness  than  his  life  could  have  accomplished;  and, 
as  an  individual,  may  I  not  only  be  quickened  in  duty,  and 
be  led  deeper  than  ever  into  my  own  heart,  but  live  always 
with  my  lamp  trimmed  and  burning,  loins  girt,  work  done, 
and  be  ready  for  the  coming  of  the  Lord. 

Friday,  March  1st.  A  day  of  special  humiliation  and 
prayer.  I  have  a  long  catalogue  of  sins  to  confess.  Oh, 
God,  enable  me  to  forsake  them.  Faith  and  repentance  are 
both  thy  gifts  ;  oh,  bestow  them  upon  me.  I  have  reviewed, 
and  endeavoured  to  renew,  my  covenant  engagements  to  be 
tlie  Lord's.  One  of  a  private  nature,  the  other  the  public 
formula,  adopted  by  the  church.  I  have  broken  them  many 
times!  Oh,  God,  if  thou  shouldst  strictly  mark  my  iniquity 
I  must  be  condemned  for  ever.  But,  be  pleased,  through 
Jesus  Christ,  to  accept  of.  my  imperfect  and  impure  service, 
and  own  it  as  a  surrender  of  myself,  renewedly,  to  thee.  I 
desire  to  be  thine  upon  thine  own  terms;  to  accept  of  sal- 
vation just  as  it  is  ofTered,  freely,  "  without  money  and  with- 
out price."  I  desire  to  bless  thy  name  that  I  am  shut  up  to  this 
sweet  necessity,  that  of  myself  "I  have  nothing  to  pay," 
though  "  I  owe  ten  thousand  talents."  Enable  me  to  accept 
thy  salvation  with  all  my  heart,  and  may  I  exercise  a  living 
faith  upon  a  living  Saviour;  and  may  I  find  comfort  in  this 
act  of  self-dedication  while  I  live,  and  when  I  enter  the 
"  swellings  of  Jordan."  Oh,  then  may  I  feel  the  support 
of  thine  everlasting  arms,  and  thy  blessed  presence,  Father, 
Son  and  Holy  Spirit. 


70  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

TO  MISS  A.  J.  OF  TRENTON,  N.  J. 

"  March  Atk,  1822. 

"  We  had  a  solemn  season,  on  Saturday,  in  following  the 
remains  of  our  departed  brother  to  the  grave.  It  was  judged 
advisable  to  defer  the  day  of  fasting  till  Friday  last,  the  first 
day  of  the  month. 

"  You  have,  probably,  heard  the  particulars  of  brother 
T.'s  death.  I  cannot  describe  them  to  you  now,  if  you  have 
not,  as  the  hour  has  come  for  me  to  carry  my  letter  to  the 
office.  I  can  only  say,  he  did  not  enjoy  as  much  light  and 
assurance  of  the  favour  of  Christ  as  he  could  wish,  though 
liis  faith  in  the  promises  and  faithfulness  of  God  remained 
firm  to  the  last.  We  think,  however,  that  the  clouds  cleared 
away,  and  that  he  caught  a  glimpse  of  glory  before  he  ex- 
pired, for  his  countenance  beamed  with  joy,  and  he  exclaim- 
ed, 'Glory,'  and  afterward,  '  My  Jesus,'  quivered  on  his 
dying  lips.  He  gave  us  many  solemn  exhortations,  and 
took  a  most  affectionate  and  affecting  leave  of  Drs.  Alexan- 
der and  Miller,  Mr.  Hodge  and  Dr.  Vancleave.  Dr.  Miller 
has  prepared  an  obituary  notice ;  this  you  will  probably 
see. 

"  I  hope  and  pray  that  this  solemn  providence  may  bo 
blessed  to  us  all.  May  we  learn  to  work  while  the  day 
lasts,  and  to  listen  to  the  voice  from  the  grave,  that  tells  us 
to  set  our  house  in  order.  And  may  our  loins  be  girt,  our 
work  done,  and  we  be  thus  waiting  and  watching  for  the 
coming  of  the  Lord. 

"  Nothing  could  afford  me  sincerer  pleasure  than  to  know 
that  the  candle  of  the  Lord  is  shining  brightly  around  you. 
May  it  continue  to  shine,  and  may  you  become  more  and 
more  dead  to  the  world,  and  more  and  more  devoted  to  that 
Saviour  who,  I  fondly  hope  and  trust,  has  loved  you  and 
given  himself  for  you. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  *71 

"  I  think  I  can  say,  for  one,  I  have  been  for  several  weeks 
learning  new  lessons  on  the  humiliating  subject  of  the  de- 
pravity of  my  heart,  its  hardness  and  its  unbelief;  though  I 
could  humbly  hope,  not  without  some  sense  of  the  greatness 
of  the  love  that  has  provided  a  Redeemer  for  sinful  men. 

•  How  glorious  is  that  rig'hteousness, 
That  hides  and  cancels  all  our  sins.' 

"  Oh,  for  more  love  to  God,  more  faith  in  him,  more  ac- 
tive devotedness  to  him,  and  for  a  more  constant  sense  of  his 
presence. 

"  The  bell  is  this  moment  ringing  for  prayer  meeting.  'Tis 
an  interesting  season.  May  this  be  Zion's  favoured  hour. 
May  God  hear  the  cries  of  a  prostrate  church,  and  have 
mercy  upon  Zion.  May  he  enable  us  to  prefer  Zion  to  our 
chief  joy. 

"  There  is  a  prospect  of  glorious  things  in  New  York. 
If  they  continue  to  become  more  and  more  interesting  I  shall 
hope  to  spend  the  most  of  the  next  vacation  there,  perhaps, 
after  the  General  Assembly. 

TO  THE  SAME. 

''Princeton,  March  19tk,  1822. 

•*  I  already  feel  the  benefits  of  my  ride  to  Trenton,  and 
have  quite  got  over  all  the  unpleasant  sensations  it  occa- 
sioned. 

"  I  presume  you  will  have  a  call  from  Mr.  M'N.  and  Mr. 
C,  two  invalids  of  our  class. 

"  I  was  interrupted  in  my  presumptuous  strain  by  com- 
pany; and  before  my  company  retired,  the  horn  was  blown 
for  recitation.  And  now,  in  about  thirty  minutes,  it  will 
blow  again  for  prayers,  (at  five) ;  then,  in  thirty  minutes 
again,  for  tea ;  and  then,  again,  in  thirty  minutes,  for  the 
Theological  Society  (at  six).   This  is  the  way  our  time  goes 


72  MEMOIR  OF  TME 

here.  But  every  plnce  has  its  peculiar  interruptions.  But 
all,  all  we  have  to  do,  in  any  situation,  is  to  fill  up  present 
time  with  present  duty,  and  in  the  midst  of  all  the  business 
and  the  bustle  of  the  day,  I  can  find  many  sweet  moments 
to  think  of  God.  Oh,  that  I  could  improve  them  as  I  ought. 
How  much  could  I  then  grow  in  grace!  How  near  could  I 
live  to  heaven !  How  sweetly  swift  the  hours  would  fly  ! 
Oh,  to  be  able  to  say,  even  should  I  kneel  in  anguish  over 
the  grave  of  my  last  earthly  hope,  '  My  all  is  not  laid  here.' 

"  It  is  our  glory,  as  well  as  our  duty,  to  live  for  God, 
whom  angels  worship,  and  who  governs  all  worlds. 

"  In  one  week  from  next  Sabbath,  I  expect  to  sit  down 
again  at  the  table  of  the  Lord.  May  it  be  such  a  season  as 
I  have  never  enjoyed  before — an  antepast  of  the  bliss  of 
heaven.  And  yet  I  have  scarcely  a  right  to  pray  for  such 
a  season,  I  live  so  far  below  my  privileges.  God  have  mercy 
upon  me,  and  keep  me  near  himself! 

"  I  can  give  no  interesting  particularsof  the  state  of  things 
here ;  indeed  appearances  are  so  delusive.  But  God  is  able 
to  grant  us  all  a  blessing.  New  Haven  is  again  gloriously 
refreshed  from  on  high. 

"  And  how  is  it  among  you  ?  Oh,  that  I  could  hear  the 
glorious  news  of  sinners  born  of  God  and  for  glory  among 
you.  The  work  in  New  York  is  going  on,  though  I  have 
heard  no  particulars." 

May  5th.  On  such  a  morning,  at  this  season,  it  is  gra- 
tifying to  behold  the  heavens  serene,  and  to  see  the  sun 
shining  in  his  strength,  and  to  hear  the  commingled  melody 
of  all  created  nature — fields,  floods  and  forests,  with  the  notes 
of  birds  of  every  wing,  rising  up  in  a  sinless  concert  to  the 
great  Eternal.  On  the  contrary,  the  heavens  are  black  with 
showers,  and  nature,  though  in  her  greenest  robes,  seems 
drenched  in  sorrow  at  the  mute  ingratitude  of  man.     Oh, 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANPOIID.  73 

how  aptly  does  this  picture  represent  the  state  of  my  heart. 
On  this  blessed  morning,  when  every  bosom  should  be  peace 
and  every  thought  should  be  praise,  I  find  a  load  of  sin  press- 
ing upon  my  conscience  and  drinking  up  my  spirits ;  and  the 
language  of  my  soul  seems  to  be,  "  Oh  that  my  head  were 
waters,  and  my  eyes  a  fountain  of  tears,"  that  I  might  weep 
day  and  night  over  a  sense  of  my  sinfulness  and  my  ingrati* 
tude.  Oh,  may  the  showers  descend,  and  may  they  be  floods 
of  genuine  sorrow  for  sin.  Let  them  wash  away  the  dust  of 
sin  and  death  that  has  settled  upon  my  soul.  Lord,  may  I 
hold  sweet  intercourse  with  thee  to-day ;  let  my  heart  and 
hopes  revive,  let  my  devout  affections  rise  and  soar.  Let 
faith  take  stronger  hold,  let  hope  have  brighter  prospects. 
Let  the  world  recede  from  my  contemplations,  let  earth  sink 
down  into  insignificance,  let  heavenly  views  and  heavenly 
glories  pour  in  upon  my  soul,  let  the  melody  of  angels  and 
of  saints  made  perfect  fall  upon  my  delighted  ear,  and  let  my 
heart  be  tuned  to  join  the  concert.  Glory  be  to  the  Father, 
Son,  and  Holy  Ghost,  for  such  high,  such  blessed  hopes, 
even  in  this  world  of  sin  and  death.  Father  in  heaven,  glo- 
rify thy  name  in  my  salvation,  purchased  by  the  Son,  and 
applied  by  the  Spirit.  Work  great  things  to-day  in  Zion. 
Give  energy  and  efficacy  to  the  preaching  of  thy  word.  Use 
the  earthen  vessels  to-day  so  that  the  excellency  of  the  power 
may  appear  to  be  of  God  and  not  of  men. 

TO  MISS  A.  J.,  OF  TRENTON,  N.  J. 

"  New  York,  June  2d,  1822. 
"  I  arrived  here  on  Saturday  at  11  o'clock,  as  I  expected, 
and  am  happy  to  be  able  to  sit  down  and  fulfil  my  engage- 
ment of  writing.  I  went  in  the  carriage  you  saw  me  enter 
to  Princeton,  and  then  took  a  seat  in  that  which  Dr.  Rice 
and  company  had  left.  Mr.  Bethune  was  one  of  our  com- 
pany, and  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Fitch  joined  us.     It  was  twelve  be- 

7 


74  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

fore  wc  reached  New  Brunswick.  I  was  glad  to  keep  still 
on  Saturday  afternoon,  as  I  was  quite  fatigued. 

"  Yesterday  I  heard  Dr.  Romeyn  twice ;  his  discourses 
were  excellent,  upon  the  second  chapter  of  Acts,  and  on  the 
subject  of  revivals.  I  do  believe  he  longs  for  a  revival,  pure 
and  powerful,  free  from  improper  feeling.  I  never  saw  ap- 
pearances so  flattering  here  in  general,  or  in  our  church*  in 
particular.  Called  to-day  at  Mr.  C.'s — he  was  not  at  home ; 
saw  Mrs.  C.  and  Miss  C. 

"  This  evening  we  shall  be  allowed  again  to  mingle  our 
prayers  with  many  Christians  at  the  throne  of  grace,  for  the 
general  outpouring  of  the  Spirit  for  the  conversion  of  the 
world.  Oh,  may  God  give  us  the  spirit  of  prayer  in  large 
measure. 

"  Tuesday  morning.  I  trust  the  prayers  that  ascended  to 
God  during  the  last  twenty-four  hours,  went  up  like  a  cloud 
of  acceptable  incense,  and  will  be  had  in  remembrance  before 
God.  The  time  will  come  when  Jesus  Christ  shall  reign 
from  sea  to  sea,  and  from  shore  to  shore. 

"  There  is  a  great  want  of  rain  in  this  city  ;  they  had  no 
rain  on  Friday,  when  you  were  refreshed  with  showers. 
But  there  is  greater  need  of  a  rain  of  spiritual  blessings, 
and  for  the  reign  of  righteousness ;  for  though  there  are 
many  children  of  God  here,  and  many  houses  of  public  wor- 
ship, yet  here  verily  Satan  has  fixed  his  throne,  and  holds 
his  court,  and  sways  a  stern  and  cruel  sceptre  over  thousands 
of  willing  subjects.  Oh  God,  break  up  these  strong  holds 
of  sin  and  Satan,  and  abolish  these  abodes  of  corruption  and 
crime. 

"  My  health  is  better  than  it  was  before  the  vacation.  I 
still  spend  the  morning  of  each  day  in  my  study,  and  go  out 
in  the  afternoon  and  evening. 

•  He  was  a  member  of  Dr.  Romcyn's  church. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  lO 

"  I  spent  a  happy  Sabbath.  I  hope  I  enjoy  something  of 
the  presence  of  God,  and  that  I  feel  his  sustaining  and  direct- 
inff  hand  upon  me.  May  he  use  me  in  his  service  here,  and 
admit  me  to  his  blissful  presence  hereafter,  and  there  may  I 
meet  all  that  my  heart  holds  dear." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"  New  York,  June  lOth,  1822. 

"  AVhen  feeling  prompts  you  to  perform  any  ac- 
tion, pause  and  inquire  if  the  motive  is  God's  glory.  Actions 
are  well  to  be  weighed,  by  considering  the  present  effect,  and 
the  ultimate  or  remote  influence.  I  might  pursue  a  course 
of  duty,  or  what  should  seem  to  be  duty  on  a  partial  exami- 
nation, with  a  pure  desire  to  promote  the  kingdom  of  the  Re- 
deemer on  the  earth,  and  at  the  same  time  be  undermining 
my  health  slowly  and  insensibly,  but  certainly  and  fatally, 
and  so  disqualifying  myself  for  that  sphere  of  usefulness  to 
which  I  trust  God  has  called  me,  and  in  preparation  for 
which,  seeking  the  direction  of  my  Master,  I  must  make 
every  principle,  and  every  faculty,  and  every  feeling  bend. 

"  May  God  guide  you  and  preserve  you,  and  enable  you 
to  let  your  light  shine  here  below  in  the  kingdom  of  iiis  grace, 
and  hereafter  may  you  shine  as  a  star  of  the  first  magnitude 
in  the  firmament  of  glory. 

"  Yesterday  was  another  precious  Sabbath  to  my  soul. 
I  heard  Dr.  Spring  in  the  morning  from  these  words ;  '  For 
thy  name's  sake,  oh  Lord,  pardon  my  iniquity,  for  it  is  great.' 
In  the  afternoon  Dr.  Romeyn,  from  *  Behold  the  Lamb  of 
God,  which  taketh  away  the  sin  of  the  world.'  And  in  the 
evening  an  old  gentleman,  from  '  Unto  you,  therefore,  who 
believe,  he  is  precious.'  You  sec  the  subjects  were  well  cal- 
culated to  refresh  the  soul,  and  truly  I  can  say  my  soul  was 
refreshed.  Between  services  we  read  the  obituary  of  Mrs. 
Poor.     It  is  a  precious  morsel.     Oh,  how  religion  shines  in 


76  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

the  *  dark  valley.'  Let  me  live  like  the  righteous  and  die 
like  the  righteous.  My  health  is  very  good.  I  have  caught 
a  slight  cold  in  the  humid  evening  air,  but  shall  know  how 
to  guard  against  it  in  future.  I  am  spending  my  time  plea- 
santly, and  I  hope  profitably,  with  access  to  Mr.  Lyon's 
library,  also  to  Dr.  Romeyn's.  I  know  not  when  I  shall 
leave  the  city," 

TO  TUE  SAME. 

"  New  York,  June  \lth,  1822. 
"  I  have  nothing  new  or  interesting  to  write,  my  dear  A., 
this  morning,  except  to  record  the  continued  mercies  of  God, 
which  are  new  every  morning,  and  fresh  every  evening. 
Every  day  I  find  more  and  more  to  interest  my  feelings  and 
heart  in  regard  to  God's  work  of  grace  in  this  city.  I  do 
believe,  should  Dr.  Romeyn  and  his  elders  go  through  the 
congregation  and  deal  faithfully  with  every  soul,  whether 
professors  or  non-professors,  God  would  own  and  honour 
their  efforts  as  the  means  of  exciting  this  people  to  such  a 
state  of  engagedness  as  they  have  never  seen  or  felt.  Meet- 
ings are  well  attended  and  solemn  ;  ten  or  fifteen  are  known 
to  be  inquiring  the  way  to  Zion,  weeping  as  they  go ;  and  I 
do  believe  many  more  are  unusually  thoughtful.  Oh,  that 
God  would  visit  this  city  in  proportion  to  its  inhabitants.  If 
God  is  angry  with  one  sinner  every  day,  and  hates  every 
sinner,  how,  oh  how  must  his  long-suffering  patience  be  tried 
by  the  ten  thousand  abominations  of  this  city  !  Ilow  must 
he  be  insulted  by  the  black  cloud  of  incense  that  rises  daily 
from  a  thousand  altars  consecrated  to  the  prince  of  darkness ! 
But  he  is  gathering  in  his  chosen  ones,  here  and  there  on 
every  side ;  and  when  they  are  all  gathered  in,  how  soon 
will  the  cloud  of  vengeance,  red  with  uncommon  wrath,  pour 
down  its  horrors  upon  this  guilty  population.     '  The  day  of 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  77 

their  calamity  is  at  hand,  and  the  things  that  shall  come  upon 
them  make  haste.' 

"Oh,  to  feel  more  deeply  and  constantly  the  worth  of 
souls,  and  to  be  more  engaged  for  their  salvation. 

"  I  am  glad  to  hear  that  Mr.  A.  has  been  assisted  in  his 
present  delicate  state  of  health.  I  do  believe  he  has  suffered 
his  anxiety  for  his  people  to  prey  upon  his  health.  Anxiety 
may  rise  to  a  height  that  will  make  it  sinful.  But  oh,  may 
God  gratify  the  desires  of  your  soul,  and  revive  his  work 
among  you. 

"  I  saw  brother  Moore  just  before  he  left  this  for  Albany. 
Brother  Chester  called  on  me ;  he  is  on  his  way  home,  whore 
he  will  spend  the  summer,  and  return  to  Charleston  in  the 
fall. — I  expect  to  leave  this  for  Princeton  on  Wednesday 
next.  I  shall  not  go  to  Somerville  nor  Elizabethtown,  the 
vacation  is  so  nearly  spent.  I  must  be  in  Princeton  a  few 
days  before  our  duties  in  the  seminary  commence." 

June  SOth.  First  Sabbath  of  the  summer  session.  Nearly 
two  months  have  gone  since  I  have  made  any  record  of  thy 
goodness,  oh  my  kind  and  indulgent  Father.  Thou  hast 
followed  me  with  thy  kindness  wherever  I  have  been,  and 
thou  hast  permitted  me  to  hope  and  to  rejoice  in  thy  mercy. 
I  have  seen  the  traces  of  thy  power,  the  influences  of  thy 
spirit,  the  movements  of  thy  mercy.  I  have  seen  the  tro- 
phies of  thy  grace,  and  would  hope  I  have  felt  something  of 
thy  presence  and  of  thy  love  wherever  I  have  been.  Oh,  I 
desire  to  begin  anew  to  serve  thee,  to  love  thee.  Lord, 
make  me  entirely  thine,  for  ever  thine. 

"  Prone  to  wander,  Lord,  I  feel  it. 
Prone  to  leave  the  God  I  love." 

Oh,  restrain  my  wandering  feet,  bind  me  to  thy  throne,  fill 
my  soul  with  longings  after  thy  blessed  presence-— 


78  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

"  Constrain  my  soul  thy  sway  to  own, 
Self-will,  self-righteousness  dethrone." 

Lord,  make  the  prayer  sincere,  and  answer  it  for  the  sake  of 
Jesus,  the  sinner's  hope,  the  sinner's  friend. 


TO  MISS  A.  J.,  OF  TRENTON,  N.  J. 

''Princeton,  July  Isf,  1822. 

"  I  have  just  returned  from  a  meeting  of  the  Missionary 
Society ;  and  at  this  moment  a  fine  shower  is  beginning  to 
fall,  though  like  many  other  promising  clouds,  it  may  pass 
with  but  little  rain. 

"  The  weather  is  intensely  warm,  every  one  seems  ener- 
vated. We  have  now,  however,  some  thunder,  which,  with 
the  attendant  shower,  will  greatly  purify  the  air.  Oh,  that 
we  should  think  so  little  of  the  goodness  of  our  heavenly 
Father,  who  is  so  mindful  of  our  weakness  and  our  wants. 
He  is,  in  a  very  gracious  manner,  sending  showers  of  spi- 
ritual blessings  to  water  the  barren  and  thirsty  parts  of  liis 
vineyard.  We  have  heard  to-day  of  many  revivals  to  the 
north  of  us ;  and  indeed  I  have  never  known  a  time  when 
such  a  spirit  seemed  to  be  diffused,  and  is  diffusing  itself, 
among  those  who  profess  to  love  the  Saviour,  and  also  among 
those  who  are  far  from  righteousness.  Oh,  that  this  encou- 
raging influence  may  extend,  until  every  town  and  hamlet 
shall  be  plentifully  watered  by  showers  from  on  high,  and 
every  abode  of  darkness  and  of  death  shall  be  demolished 
from  under  the  whole  heavens,  and  our  Redeemer  be  exalted 
in  all  the  earth. 

"  I  have  not  time  to  give  you  the  particulars  of  our  mis- 
sionary meeting.  Brother  P.  gave  us  an  interesting  address, 
and  they  have  taken  the  liberty  of  electing  your  humble  ser- 
vant to  deliver  one  at  the  beginning  of  the  next  session. 


EEV.  JOSEPH  SANFOKD.  79 

Brother  S.  has  just  called — says  he  preached  for  Mr.  A.  yes- 
terday. I  hope  you  had  a  precious  season.  Dr.  Alexander 
gave  us  a  very  solemn  discourse  from  these  words,  '  How 
shall  we  escape  if  we  neglect  so  great  salvation  !' 

"  Our  conference  was  solemn  ;  we  talked  about  revivals. 
Mr.  WoodhuU  preached  in  the  evening. 

"  I  would  love  to  be  at  your  tea-table  this  evening,  and 
then  go  with  you  to  the  house  of  prayer,  on  the  evening  of 
this  day  sacred  to  the  cause  of  missions.  I  long  to  feel 
more,  and  to  see  signs  of  more  feeling  in  others,  on  this 
course.  Oh,  may  God  warm  our  hearts  and  hear  our 
prayers." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

''July  Sth,  1822. 

"  I  spent  the  w.hole  day  in  my  room.  In  the  afternoon 
wrote  a  good  long  letter  to  my  dear  aged  parents.  I  have 
received  letters  from  my  brother  and  sister  both,  since  I  saw 
you  :  their  families  arc  in  health.  My  sister,  you  know,  is 
the  only  professor  of  religion  among  them.*  My  parents 
are  as  happy  as  they  can  be  under  the  infirmities  of  age,  and 
in  a  new  country,  where  their  religious  privileges  are  of  ne- 
cessity few.  But  God  can  provide  for  his  people  a  well  in 
the  wilderne^  as  well  as  in  the  land  of  Canaan.  The  pre- 
sence of  God  makes  a  heaven  any  where.  In  the  chamber 
or  on  the  bed  of  sickness — yes,  in  the  chamber  and  on  the 
bed  of  death,  in  the  dungeon  or  on  the  scaffold,  in  society  or 
in  solitude,  at  home  or  abroad,  wherever  we  are  in  the  em- 
pire of  Jehovah,  there  is  heaven  to  us  if  we  are  the  children 
of  God.  Oh,  what  a  father  is  our  heavenly  Father!  What 
a  gift  is  Jesus  Christ !  \\'hat  a  companion  is  the  Holy  Spi- 
rit, who  dwells  in  the  heart  of  believers  I     Let  us  be  mind> 

*  His  brother  lias  since  made  a  profession. 


80  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

fill  of  our  Christian  privilegesj  and  be  grateful  to  the  God  in 
whom  we  live  and  breathe. 

•  May  every  hour  be  bliss  divine. 
And  every  thoug-ht  be  heaven.'  " 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"July  25th,  1822. 

"  It  is  religion  that  gives  stability  to  purpose  and 

perpetuity  to  friendship,  and  stamps  the  seal  of  eternity  upon 
the  bond  that  unites  congenial  souls. 

"  It  gives  me  pleasure  to  know  that  you  enjoy  the  light 
of  God's  countenance.  This  will  make  you  happy. — 
You  may  be  called  to  pass  through  darkness,  but  you  will 
feel  the  kind  hand  of  your  Redeemer  leading  you,  and  his 
voice  saying,  '  this  is  the  way  ;'  and,  '  fear  not,  it  is  I,  be 
not  afraid.'  You  may  be  greatly  tried  in  the  furnace  of 
affliction,  '  but  one  like  unto  the  Son  of  God'  will  walk  with 
you  in  the  midst  of  the  fire,  that  the  flames  shall  not  kindle 
upon  you.  God  is  every  where,  and  he  is  your  Father,  and 
he  will  not  be  weary  of  hearing  your  cries ;  he  will  not  for- 
sake you ;  he  will  guide  you  through  life,  and  up  to  glory. 

•  Oh  then  let  us  praise  him,  let  us  bow  at  his  feet. 
Oh  give  him  the  glory  and  his  praises  repeat.' 

"  We  have  had  an  interesting  day.  Mr.  Goodcll  is  in 
town,  and  this  morning  he  addressed  our  Missionary  Society. 
You  know  he  is  an  accepted  missionary  for  Western  Asia, 
(Palestine.)  He  has  lately  visited  the  missionary  stations 
among  the  Indians  of  the  south-west,  and  he  gave  a  most 
interesting  account  of  them.  After  he  closed  his  remarks. 
Dr.  Rice  made  a  icw  observations,  and  concluded  with 
prayer.  We  expect  Mr.  G.  to  lecture  for  us  this  evening. 
I  hope  to  be  able  to  visit  those  missionary  stations ;  and  while 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFOUI).  81 

I  live,  and  wherever  I  live,  my  best  energies  shall  be  sacix-d 
to  the  cause  of  missions,  the  cause  of  Christ.  Oh,  that  the 
spirit  of  Mills,  and  Martyn,  and  Newell,  and  Parsons,  might 
animate  every  minister  of  the  gospel,  and  every  individual 
that  is  a  friend  to  man  and  the  Redeemer  of  man.  How 
soon  would  the  heralds  of  salvation  be  sent  to  every  land, 
the  Bible  be  read  in  every  language,  and  the  gospel-trumpet 
be  sounded  from  pole  to  pole.  Oh  Lord,  the  work  is  thine ; 
hasten  it  in  its  time.  I  trust  you  and  I  have  much  to  do  in 
this  great  cause.  Let  us  be  watching  and  praying  for  op- 
portunities to  be  useful,  and  for  grace  to  improve  them  when 
ofTered  ;  and  though  we  may  not  live  to  see  the  fulfilment  of 
God's  promises  of  mercy  to  Zion,  and  hear  on  earth  the  full 
chorus  of  praise  from  an  emancipated,  converted  world,  yet 
through  grace  we  will  look  down  from  the  top  of  the  ever- 
lasting hills,  and  rejoice  in  the  full  accomplishment  of  a  work 
in  which  we  were  permitted  to  labour  on  the  earth." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"  Saturday  evening,  August  3d,  1822. 

"  I  have  been  sitting  alone  by  the  light  of  the  moon,  (a 
little  while,)  and  while  I  gazed  I  could  not  avoid  the  thought 
that  perhaps  your's  is  fixed  too  upon  that  bright  orb.  I  was 
not  in  haste  to  check  the  thought,  and  only  wished  I  could 
walk  with  you  and  talk  of  its  brightness,  and  how  it  would 
grow  dim  before  the  rising  sun ;  and  how  the  sun,  and  moon, 
and  all  created  glories,  fade  and  disappear  before  the  Sun  of 
Righteousness. 

*'  It  is  delightful  to  gaze  upon  the  works  of  God  in  all  their 
majesty  and  in  all  their  minuteness — to  see  the  touches  of 
his  finger  upon  the  skirts  of  every  cloud,  his  agency  in  every 
leaf  that  flutters  in  the  wind,  in  every  insect  that  floats  in 
the  air  or  creeps  upon  the  earth,  every  planet  that  rolls  in 
the  heavens,  every  star  that  decorates  our  firmament,  but  that 


82  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

shines  and  radiates  its  effulgence  in  some  far  distant  part  of 
Jehovali's  empire — the  centre  and  the  sun  of  a  retinue  of 
worlds.  And  then  the  littleness  of  man,  with  all  his  imagined 
consequence  and  towering  expectations,  forces  itself  upon 
the  mind,  and  one  can  scarce  repress  the  exclamation  of  the 
psalmist,  '  Lord,  what  is  man,  that  thou  art  mindful  of  him? 
and  the  son  of  man,  that  thou  visitest  him  ?' 

"  The  week  is  almost  gone ;  its  cares  have  passed  away, 
and  some  of  its  duties  done  and  some  undone.  Brothers 
Breckenridge  and  Baird  have  been  licensed — brother  M'Far- 
lane  ordained.  I  feel  thankful  for  any  favourable  symptoms 
in  your  mother's  disease,  and  for  all  the  goodness  God  is 
causing  to  pass  before  you." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

*'  Princeton,  Augvst  1th,  1822. 

"  Your  letter  was  duly  received  this  morning.  I  heard 
last  evening  that  Dr.  Richards  was  in  town,  and  was  at  a 
loss  at  first  to  conjecture  the  cause,  but  presently  concluded 
he  must  be  a  member  of  the  committee  of  examination. 

"  It  is  quite  needless  for  me  to  say  I  deeply  sympathize 
with  you  in  every  sorrow,  and  in  every  painful  apprehension 
of  the  issue  of  your  dear  mother's  disease.  It  is  known 
only  to  God,  and  blessed  be  his  name  that  his  ways  are  often 
hid  by  clouds  and  darkness  from  mortal  vision ;  and  while 
we  lie  still  and  submissive  beneath  the  shadow  of  his  throne, 
we  can  rejoice  in  that  righteousness  that  does  all  things  well, 
and  all  things  in  the  tenderest  manner  for  his  children.  How 
willing  we  should  be  to  resign  those  that  are  dearest  to  us  at 
our  Saviour's  call !  He  is  a  better  friend  to  them  than  we 
can  be.  He  knows  better  what  they  need  than  we  can  know, 
and  will  certainly  do  what  is  best  for  them.  Oh,  I  know  it 
is  nature  that  struggles,  but  let  us  pray  that  God  would  give 
grace  the  victory,  that  he  would  subdue  our  wills  and  enable 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  83 

US  to  submit  cheerfully  to  his  government,  and  to  know  that 
he  is  God. 

"  I  know  that  these  ideas  have  been  revolved  often  in  your 
mind,  and  doubtless  you  feel  that  Jesus  Christ,  the  same  yes- 
terday, to-day  and  for  ever,  is  the  rock  you  must  cling  to  in 
every  storm,  the  great  pole-star  that  will  guide  you  in  the 
darkest  night,  and  the  precious,  heavenly  friend  that  will 
never  fail  you.  No,  death  may  rage  and  spread  its  ravages, 
disease  may  blast  our  dearest  earthly  prospects,  and  bury  in 
one  common  grave  all  that  can  render  life  desirable.  Yet 
our  Redeemer  lives,  and  can  make  up  every  loss,  and  even 
turn  our  mourning  into  joy  that  shall  never  end. 

"  With  such  truths  before  us,  let  us  away  for  ever  with 
such  thoughts  as  '  being  alone  and  friendless  in  the  world,' 
and  pray  God  to  forgive  the  unbelief  that  would  admit  them 
for  a  moment.  I  hope  your  dear  mother  will  be  restored, 
and  be  enabled  to  praise  God  in  the  land  of  the  living — to 
live  for  the  happiness  of  her  family,  and  especially  for  the 
glory  of  God.  But  if  he  is  about  to  send  her  his  final  sum- 
mons, may  the  language  of  her  heart  and  our  hearts  be, 
'  Thy  will  be  done.'  And  whether  God  has  designed  for 
her  a  speedy  departure,  or  a  lingering  disease,  or  a  long  life 
of  usefulness  and  happiness,  this  language  equally  becomes 
us  still." 

TO  MR.  H.  D.,  OF  BALLSTON,  N.  Y. 

"Princeton,  August  17th,  1822. 
"  I  am  really  concerned  when  I  recollect  that  your  last 
kind  letter,  of  the  third  of  June,  remains  unanswered.  But 
my  apology  is  short.  I  wished  to  answer  it  in  a  manner 
suitable  to  the  solemn  intelligence  it  brought  me,  and  there- 
fore laid  it  by  for  time  to  execute  the  intention,  and  though 
on  ten  occasions  I  have  been  as  much  disengaged  as  the 
present,  yet  I  have  not  had  one  hour  suitable  for  answering 


84  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

a  letter  of  so  dear  a  friend.  Be  not  surprised  at  me,  my 
brother,  for  I  have  at  this  moment  more  than  half  a  dozen 
duties  for  the  Seminary  and  for  Presbytery  that  demand  my 
earnest  attention,  and  you  are  aware  how  illy  we  are  pre- 
pared to  do  justice  to  our  friends  when  the  mind  is  jaded  out 
with  incessant  application.  Our  friend  Smith  has  often  told 
me  that  the  duties  in  the  Seminary  were  very  pressing,  but 
the  amount  is  greatly  augmented  since  he  was  a  member  of 
the  institution. 

"  By  this  time  you  have  concluded  how  we  are  all  em- 
ployed, and  that  I  am  making  up  the  length  of  my  silence 
by  the  length  of  my  apology. 

"  But,  my  dear  brother,  your  welfare  for  both  worlds  lies 
as  near  my  heart  as  it  ever  did,  and  in  the  midst  of  all  my 
hurry  I  can  find  time  to  pray  for  my  friends,  to  pray  for 
Zion.  Yes,  for  Zion's  sake  1  will  not  rest,  in  Zion's  cause  I 
will  wear  out  my  energies,  for  Zion's  King  I  will  lay  down 
my  life,  and  in  Zion's  everlasting  triumphs  I  will  hope  to 
string  a  harp  in  heaven.  There  is  nothing  else  worth  living 
for.  What  are  the  kw  fleeting  years  of  mortal  life,  but  as 
they  allow  us  to  work  for  God  and  prepare  for  heaven  ? 
What  is  learning  ?  what  the  dearest  friends,  but  as  they  can 
help  us  to  glorify  God  1  As  an  Immortal  being,  the  salva- 
tion of  my  soul  is  to  me  the  great  concern.  What  is  the 
whole  universe  besides  1  And  if  I  am  allowed  to  hope  that 
my  peace  is  made  with  God  and  my  heaven  secure,  some  of 
the  principles  upon  which  I  build  my  hope  of  salvation  will 
send  forth  an  unexlinguishable  desire  to  promote  God's  glory 
in  the  salvation  of  others. 

"  Away  with  that  religion  that  sends  not  abroad  its  ardent 
wishes  and  vigorous  etlbrts  for  the  extension  of  the  Redeemer's 
kingdom.  Without  the  spirit  of  Christ  I  am  none  of  his. 
And  what  is  the  spirit  of  Christ?  He  came  on  a  mission  of 
mercy  to  this  ruined  world,  and  made  sacrifices,  and  endured 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  85 

suffering,  which  no  human  arithmetic  can  calculate,  to  pur- 
chase my  salvation.  And  what,  what  have  I  done,  what 
can  I  do,  '  for  him  that  died  to  save  my  wretched  soul  ?' 

"  My  brother,  I  know  these  are  old  thoughts  with  you,  but 
let  me  beg  of  you  to  ring  them  in  the  ears  of  God's  people 
wherever  you  find  them.  There  are  multitudes  dying  in 
our  land,  and  mighty  multitudes  in  other  lands,  without  hope 
and  without  heaven ;  and,  with  some  individual  exceptions, 
our  churches  are  asleep.  Death  is  invading  the  missionary 
and  ministerial  ranks,  and  who  shall  supply  their  places? 
Our  frontiers  are  extending  their  hands  and  directing  their 
cries  to  heaven,  almost  in  despair  of  help  from  Christendom. 
While  one  part  of  our  earth  is  illuminated  with  science  and 
salvation,  another  part  is  sunk  in  darkness." 

TO  MISS  A.  J.,  OF  TRENTON,  3V.  J. 

"  Augvst  27 tk,  1822. 

"  All  things  continue  as  they  were  in  Princeton.  I  have 
not  seen  Miss  S. ;  brother  Myers  saw  her  at  Dr.  Miller's 
last  evening,  when  our  singing  brethren  were  invited  to  en- 
tertain the  company. 

"  I  rejoice  that  your  uncle  S.  has  visited  you,  and  that  he 
speaks  so  favourably  of  your  mother's  situation  as  to  think 
that  she  is  in  no  immediate  danger.  May  God  restore  her, 
and  enable  her  at  all  times  to  have  her  house  set  in  order, 
and  her  lamp  trimmed  for  her  final  departure. — Mrs.  A.  is 
very  anxious  to  visit  you  this  week. 

"  Live  near  to  God,  he  is  a  faithful  friend — he  stickeih 
closer  than  a  brother.  May  you  ail  enjoy  much  of  his 
presence."  *  *  «  * 

"  It  rejoices  my  heart  to  know  that  you  are  casting  your- 
self into  the  arms  of  your  heavenly  Father.  There  you  may 
rest  with  confidence  during  every  storm.  There  you  may 
fix  your  hope,  and  the  convulsions  of  the  world  shall  not 

8 


86  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

shake  it.  Your  dear  Redeemer  will  hear  every  prayer,  hush 
every  sigh,  dry  every  tear,  sooth  every  sorrow,  make  up 
every  loss,  support  you  in  every  trying  hour.  Thither  then 
hetake  yourself,  cling  to  his  promises,  trust  in  his  goodness ; 
he  will  not  forsake  you.    Let  the  language  of  your  heart  be, 

'  Dear  Father,  if  thy  lifted  rod 

Resolve  to  scourge  us  here  below. 
Still  will  I  lean  upon  my  God, 

His  arm  will  bear  me  safely  through.' 

"  May  God  bless  you  all,  and  give  you  to  feel  much  of  his 
presence,  support  and  guidance." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"  Princeton,  Sept.  20th,  1822. 

"  I  cannot  resist  the  inclination  to  write  though  I  have 
nothing  new  or  interesting  to  communicate.  My  spirits  sunk 
the  day  after  I  returned  from  Trenton — probably  from  hav- 
ing been  kept  up  so  long  by  exciting  circumstances. 

"  I  cannot  realize  the  mournful  scene  that  passed  before 
our  eyes  while  I  was  at  Trenton. — It  seems  rather  like  the 
recollections  of  a  distressing  dream. — But  it  is  sober,  solemn 
reality.  Your  dear  mother  is  gone  !  She  sleeps  the  sleep 
of  ages,  and  she  sleeps  in  peace.  No  noise,  no  pain,  inter- 
rupts her  slumbers.  She  sleeps  in  Jesus.  But  it  is  only 
her  dust  that  sleeps.  Her  immortal  spirit  lives,  wakes,  wor- 
ships, soars  and  sings,  in  its  Creator's,  its  Redeemer's  pre- 
sence. Yes,  delightful  thought,  she  is  high  in  glory  ;  the 
journey  is  ended,  the  conflict  with  sin  and  death  is  over  ;  the 
victory  is  complete ;  the  ties  of  earth  arc  sund(>red ;  the 
swellings  of  Jordan  are  passed,  and  for  the  last  week  she 
has  been  learning  more  of  happiness,  of  God,  of  glory,  than 
she  could  have  thought  offer  ages  here  bflow.  You  do  not 
wish  lier  back  again.     No ;  you  love  her  better.     Then  let 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  87 

it  be  a  part  of  the  business  of  your  life,  while  you  cherish 
her  memory,  to  recollect  her  pious  counsel,  to  follow  her  ex- 
ample as  she  followed  Christ. 

"  My  heart  has  involuntarily  dictated  these  thoughts  be- 
fore I  was  aware.  You  have  them  for  what  they  are  worth 
to  yourself,  sisters  and  friends. 

"  I  hope  you  have  much  of  God's  presence  that  makes 
heaven  of  any  place.  The  more  you  wish  for  communion 
with  him,  the  more  you  will  enjoy  it. 

"  We  are  half  through  with  our  examination  ;  or  rather  I 
should  say,  I  am.  I  shall  probably  finish  to-morrow  even- 
ing. We  expect  to  be  dismissed,  as  usual,  on  Monday 
evening.  But  as  Mr.  Hodge  is  to  be  inaugurated  on  Tuesday, 
and  Dr.  M'Auley  is  expected  to  preach  on  the  occasion,  I 
intend  remaining  here  until  Wednesday." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"  Trenton,  October  3d,  1822. 

"  It  would  be  needless  to  tell  you  how  lonely  and  desolate 
Trenton*  seems.     I  reached  here  on  Monday  evening. 

"  But  such  is  the  mutability  of  all  things  earthly.  We 
cling  to  one  spot  of  earth  as  though  it  possessed  all  the  om- 
nipotence of  a  charm  that  would  last  for  ever.  The  slightest 
accident  can  dissolve  the  charm,  and  leave  the  spot  as  un- 
lovely as  the  rest  of  creation. 

« Earthly  things 
Are  but  the  transient  pagents  of  an  hour. 
And  earthly  joys  are  but  a  passing  flower.' 

"  We  need  not,  however,  spend  much  time  in  expatiating 
on  the  nature  of  things  beneath  the  skies,  when  wc  have  our 

*  After  the  death  of  Mrs.  Jackson  the  family  went  lo  Philadel- 
phia. 


88  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

inheritance  above  them.     Blessed  be  God  we  were  made  for 
immortality. 

•  And  that  the  good  man's  liope  is  fixed 

Far,  far  beyond  the  surg-e  of  tempests,  and  the  furious 

Sweep  of  mortal  desolation.     He  beholds,  unapprehensive, 

The  gigantic  stride  of  rampant  ruin. 

And  the  unstable  waves  of  dark  vicissitude. 

Even  in  death 
His  hope  forsook  him  not,  for  it  exists 
Beyond  the  narrow  verge  of  the  cold  sepulchre.' 

"  Let  the  moments  fly.  When  I  can  feel  that  Christ  and 
heaven  are  mine  I  will  not  regard  their  flight.  The  days  of 
our  pilgrimage  separate  us  from  our  Father's  house.  Let 
the  days  become  hours,  the  hours  moments,  and  let  the  mo- 
ments be  no  more,  so  that  God's  glory  is  secured  and  my 
work  for  eternity  done." 

Sabbath  evening,  Oct.  6th,  1822.  In  the  hurry  and  ar- 
duous pursuits  of  another  session,  three  months  have  passed 
insensibly  by.  The  mariner,  hurried  on  by  the  gale,  must 
make  his  observations  to  ascertain  the  distance  he  has  run, 
and  we  mortals  are  carried  on  by  a  rapid  current,  but  yet  so 
steady,  that  we  are  often  surprised  when  we  look  back  to 
where  we  were  a  short  time  ago.  But  though  the  summer 
is  passed,  and  part  of  the  autumn  is  already  gone,  they  have 
not  passed  without  making  new  impressions  of  God's  good- 
ness on  my  mind. 

And  they  have  been  replete  with  events  altogether  un- 
looked  for  and  painful  in  the  extreme.  I  have  been  called 
to  attend  the  doath-bcd  of  a  friend.  Mrs.  Rebecca  Jackson 
has  sickened  and  died,  and  gone  home  to  glory.  Ilcr  family 
has  been  broken  up  in  the  short  space  of  a  few  months.  But 
God  does  all  things  well ;  blessed  be  his  name.  Every  con- 
solation, that  religion  can  administer,  has  mingled  with  the 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANPORD.  89 

cup  of  sorrow  and  allayed  its  bitterness.  Though  to  live 
was  Christ,  yet  for  her  it  was  pre-eminently  gain  to  die. 
Oh,  God,  prepare  her  children  to  follow  her  when  the  duties 
of  life  shall  be  done.  They  are  orphans  indeed  ;  but  happy 
are  those  orphans  whose  God  is  the  Lord.  Wilt  thou  ma- 
nage all  the  circumstances  of  their  lives  ?  May  they  live 
near  to  thee,  and  so  be  happy.  Sanctify  this  dispensation, 
in  all  its  bearings,  to  me.  Oh,  may  I  feel,  more  and  more, 
the  shortness  of  life;  and  what  I  find  to  do,  may  I  do  quickly. 

"  Father,  whate'er  of  earthly  bliss, 

Thy  sovereig-n  will  denies; 
Accepted  at  thy  throne  of  grace, 

Let  this  petition  rise. 

"  Give  me  a  calm,  a  thankful  heart, 

From  every  murmur  free; 
The  blessing's  of  thy  grace  impart. 

And  let  me  live  to  thee. 

"  Let  the  sweet  hope,  that  thou  art  mine. 

My  life  and  death  attend; 
Thy  presence  throug'h  my  journey  shine. 

And  crown  my  journey's  end." 

TO  MISS  A.  J.,  OF  PHILADELPHIA. 

''New  York,  Oct.  Uth,  182-2. 

"  I  did  not  intend  to  address  you  from  this  city,  but  I  could 
not  be  released  from  Presbytery  until  yesterday,  unless  I 
went  without  accomplishing  all  my  business.  I  was  not  at 
liberty  early  enough  to  take  the  evening  boat. 

"  This  day  is  set  apart  for  those  who  fear  God,  as  a  day 
of  special  humiliation  and  prayer,  that  lie  would  restore 
health  to  this  alllicted  city,  and  sanctify  all  his  frowning  dis- 
pensations, and  pour  out  spiritual  blessings.  The  day,  how- 
ever, will  be  but  little  regarded.  The  hum  of  business  tills  the 
air  as  on  other  days ;  the  loud  laugh  of  thoughtless  mirth, 

8* 


90  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

the  deep  toned  curses  of  infamy  and  crime  are  still  heard  in 
this  city,  that  should  be  clad  in  sackcloth  and  repentance. 
There  is  much  theoretical  and  practical  infidelity  that  walks 
the  earth  and  defies  the  heavens,  but  still  Jehovah  reigns, 
and  has  prepared  a  bottomless,  eternal  prison,  for  the  de- 
spisers  of  his  power  and  the  rejecters  of  his  mercy.  '  Oh, 
that  they  were  wise,  that  they  understood  this,  that  they 
would  consider  their  latter  end.'  " 

TO  THE  SAME. 

(About  the  same  date.) 

"  It  is  right  for  you  to  realize  that  you  are  an  orphan. 
But  you  will  not  forget  that  God  is  the  orphan's  Father.  It 
is  right  for  you  to  realize  that  your  dear  parents  ai-e  gone! 
But  you  will  remember  they  arc  gone  to  glory.  I  must  cau- 
tion you,  however,  from  indulging  painful  thoughts  respect- 
ing your  dear  mother's  illness.  Rest  assured,  my  dear  A., 
every  circumstance  was  ordered  by  the  Lord.  All  second 
causes  depend,  both  for  their  existence  and  their  effect,  upon 
his  most  righteous  will ;  and,  for  any  thing  you  can  tell, 
those  very  circumstances  which  you  regret,  were  ordered  in 
mercy,  in  the  place  of  others  far  more  distressing.  God 
knows  what  he  has  done.  He  loved  your  mother  better  than 
you  could  possibly  love  her.  His  was  an  everlasting  love, 
and  was  capable  of  seeing  just  what  was  best  for  the  object 
on  which  it  was  placed  ;  and  then,  of  bringing  it  about.  Be 
not  too  anxious  to  desert  this  field  of  toil  and  conflict.  Re- 
member, the  purest  gold  comes  from  the  hottest  furnace. 
The  battle  must  be  fought  before  the  prize  is  awarded  ;  and 
while  you  desire  patiently  to  wait  until  your  change  come, 
let  it  be  your  constant  aim  to  glorify  God,  and  to  tune  your 
heart  for  those  everlasting  anthems  which  your  father  and 
mother  are  singing  with  all  the  redeemed  from  among  men 
around  God's  throne." 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  91 


TO  THE  SAME. 

''November  18th,  1822. 

"  Yesterday  was  a  delightful,  and,  I  trust,  profitable  day 
for  me.  How  sweet,  in  this  wilderness  of  sin,  to  catch  a 
ray  of  light  from  heaven ;  amid  these  clouds,  and  storms, 
and  frosts,  to  be  warmed,  and  melted  down,  by  the  bright 
sunbeams  of  a  Saviour's  love.  These  are  some  of  the 
'  angel  visits'  of  his  mercy,  that  sweeten  human  life,  re- 
lieve the  toils  of  our  journey,  and  strengthen  us  to  renew 
the  conflict  with  our  spiritual  foes. 

"  We  might  enjoy  such  seasons  oftener,  were  we  more 
faithful.  But  we  are  too  content  to  live  at  a  great  distance 
from  God.  And  yet  he  is  pleased,  sometimes,  in  matchless 
condescension,  to  surprise  us  by  a  refreshing  breeze  from  the 
air  of  Paradise. 

"  Next  Lord's  day  the  Lord's  supper  will  be  administered 
in  this  place.  Oh,  for  a  heart  prepared  to  meet  the  Master 
of  the  feast ;  to  apprehend,  and  feed  upon,  Christ  by  faith. 

"  I  rejoice  that  you  enjoy  the  light  of  God's  countenance; 
and  find  delight  in  meditating  upon  his  holy  word.  By  the 
assistance  of  the  Holy  Spirit,  you  may  make  your  present 
sickness  one  of  the  most  profitable  periods  of  your  life. 
While  the  ordinary  business  of  life  is  suspended  you  may  be 
employed  in  transacting  business  for  eternity. 

"  It  would  be  an  old  story  to  tell  you  I  have  much  busi- 
ness on  hand ;  but  yet  it  is  as  true  as  ever.  I  should  feci 
grateful  to  the  preserver  of  my  life,  that  I  enjoy  such  excel- 
lent health.  Oh,  that  it  may  be  improved  to  some  good 
purpose. 

"  No  news  to  communicate. — I  am  very  anxious  to  hear 
from  my  father  and  mother.  It  is  now  two  years  and  two 
months  since  I  saw  them.     They  are  aged  and  have  consti- 


92  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

tutions  shattered  by  disease  and  misfortunes,  but  I  trust  their 
iniieritance  is  in  heaven. 

"  To-morrow  is  the  day  appointed  for  the  Sandwich  mis- 
sionaries to  sail  from  New  Haven.  Oh,  that  the  Lord  of 
missions  would  give  the  winds  and  the  waves  charge  con- 
cerning them.  Make  their  voyage  prosperous,  and  their 
hves  useful." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

«  November  2lst,  1822. 

"  May  you  have  grace  to  be  reconciled  to  a  protracted  ill- 
ness, if  God,  in  his  righteous  providence,  should  so  order  it. 
We  should  always  remember  that  God's  providence  is  but 
the  execution  of  his  most  holy  purposes;  and,  as  we  hope 
that  our  salvation  and  eternal  life  are  comprehended  in  those 
purposes,  and  the  truth  is  revealed  in  God's  word,  that  all 
things  work  for  the  good  of  those  who  love  God,  '  who  are 
the  called  according  to  his  purpose,'  let  us  not  shrink  at  any 
of  the  providences  of  God,  however  they  may  destroy  the 
picture  which  our  fancy  may  have  sketched  in  its  youthful 
visions,  or  cut  down  some  nursling  of  our  fond  expectations. 
The  more  we  look  to  God  for  patience  and  resignation  the 
lighter  will  be  the  crosses  we  have  to  bear  in  our  pilgrimage. 

"  May  the  presence  of  your  Saviour  be  better  than  even 
vigorous  health  could  be  to  you.  May  he  mitigate  every 
pain,  relieve  every  anxiety,  by  occupying  every  thought. 

"  One  of  our  brethren,  Wm.  G.  K.,  from  the  city  of  Phi- 
ladelphia, is  quite  ill  with  the  bilious  fever.  His  friends  are 
expected  to-day.  His  attack  has  been  very  severe.  The 
disease  is  not  yet  at  its  height,  so  that  he  must  probably  be 
worse  before  he  can  be  better,  in  the  ordinary  course  of  fe- 
vers. Oh,  may  God  interpose  in  his  behalf,  and  restore 
him  to  health  and  usefulness,  and  prevent  death  from  making 
any  breach  among  us. 


^*' 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFOKD.  93 

"  How  important  to  be  always  ready.  '  In  the  midst  of 
life  we  are  in  death.'  May  he  prepare  us  for  all  his  will  and 
service  here,  and  for  the  joys  of  his  kingdom  hereafter." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

''November  —,  1822. 

"  This  day  is  very  cold  and  stormy  ;  we  scarcely  go  out 
at  all.  Already  the  fields  are  covered  with  snow,  which  so 
lately  we  saw  covered  with  the  beauty  and  verdure  of  sum- 
mer. Oh,  how  rapid  is  the  flow  of  time,  and  how  it  bears 
upon  its  resistless  tide  the  members  of  human  society  and 
the  monuments  of  human  glory.  How  many  wrecks  of  hu- 
man hopes,  and  fragments  of  demolished  grandeur,  have 
floated  down  the  stream  of  time  during  the  year  that  lias 
almost  elapsed.  Oh,  what  agitated  wanderers  should  we  be, 
were  it  not  for  the  Rock  of  Ages.  There  let  us  cling;  then 
let  the  thunders  roll,  the  tempest  beat,  the  seasons  revolve, 
the  world  be  convulsed,  society  be  deprived  of  all  its  orna- 
ments, and  the  grave  be  peopled  with  all  that  we  hold  dear. 
Still,  while  we  kneel  at  the  grave  of  the  last  friend,  and  drop 
our  bitter  tears  alone,  we  will  lean  upon  the  arm  of  Jesus, 
and  rejoice  that  our  Redeemer  lives. 

"  Let  us  live  nearer  to  God,  strive  more  against  the  wick- 
edness of  our  own  hearts,  endeavour  to  be  more  dead  to  the 
world,  more  conformed  to  the  image  of  our  blessed  Saviour, 
so  shall  we  be  happy  in  sickness  or  health,  life  or  death. 

TO  THE  SAME. 

''November  25th,  1822. 
"  Yesterday  was  really,  to  me,  a  precious  day.  Dr. 
Alexander  spoke  at  the  table  with  freedom  and  effect.  Ge- 
nerally, I  do  not  approve  of  much  speaking  on  such  occa- 
sions. But  the  remarks  of  Dr.  A.  fell  in  with  my  train  of 
thinking  and  tone  of  feeling,  and  so  were  the  more  profit- 


94  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

able.  Oh,  what  a  privilege  to  be  again  at  the  table  of  the 
Lord.  It  is  several  months  since  I  enjoyed  the  privilege 
last.  It  was  then  in  Dr.  Ely's  church,  in  May.  To  re- 
new one's  oath  of  allegiance  to  the  Lord ;  to  take  and  taste 
the  symbols  of  a  Saviour's  blood  and  body;  to  feel  him  pre- 
sent to  melt  and  warm  our  hearts;  to  refresh  our  souls;  to 
make  us  humble  by  showing  us  our  sins,  and  the  fulness  of 
his  salvation  ;  oh,  it  is  an  unspeakable  privilege. 

"  Saturday  had  been  observed  as  a  day  of  special  humi- 
liation and  prayer;  partly  on  account  of  the  dangerous  ill- 
ness of  our  dear  brother,  who  still  lingers  on  the  very  bor- 
ders of  the  grave,  and  partly  as  a  day  of  preparation  for  the 
services  of  the  Sabbath.  In  the  evening  of  the  Sabbath, 
Dr.  Alexander  preached  most  inimitably  from  these  words 
of  our  Saviour  to  the  penitent  thief  on  the  cross,  '  Verily 
I  say  unto  thee,  this  day  shalt  thou  be  with  me  in  Paradise.' 

"  Indeed,  I  must  say  I  do  feel  as  if  I  had  really  begun  again 
in  the  Christian  course ;  and  with  more  vigour  than  I  ever 
felt  before.  But,  oh,  how  impotent  is  man  I  How  unable 
to  do  anything  aright !  In  fact,  all  that  is  done  aright,  God 
does  for  us.  We  need  the  aid  and  agency  of  the  Holy  Spirit 
to  make  any  of  our  attempts  either  profitable  or  acceptable. 
May  we  have  that  Spirit  for  a  constant  resident  in  our  hearts. 
Then,  and  not  till  then,  shall  we  be  consistent  Christians. 

"  Brother  K.  is  but  just  alive.  Ilis  fever,  though  highly 
bilious  in  its  first  attack,  seems  now  to  be  quite  typhus  in 
its  character.  Three  physicians  are  in  constant  attendance, 
and  still  have  hope,  because  there  is  life,  and  for  no  other 
reason.  How  it  will  terminate  God  only  knows.  At  any 
rate,  it  is  a  most  solemn  call  of  providence  '  to  be  ready.' 
It  is  not  a  year  since  brother  Turner  died.  God  seems  to 
have  a  controversy  with  us.  Oh,  may  he  teach  us  the 
meaning  of  his  providences,  and  quicken  us  all  in  duty,  and 
make  us  more  diligent  to  do  his  will,  and  to  prepare  to  meet 
him  than  we  have  ever  been  before. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  95 

"I  had  a  letter  on  the  19th,  from  brother  Bishop  ;  they 
had  just  embarked  amid  the  sympathies  and  prayers  of  as- 
sembled thousands,  on  board  the  Thames.  He  has  promised 
to  write  me  again  soon;  probably  from  the  Cape  de  Verd 
Islands." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

'' November  26th,  1822. 

"  I  received  your  letter  last  evening,  and  as  brother  Myers 
will  accompany  the  body  of  our  departed  brother  to  the  city, 
I  send  you  a  line  by  him.  I  was  requested  to  stand  as  one 
of  the  committee  of  the  brethren,  to  go  down,  but  it  was  not 
in  my  power  to  leave  the  seminary,  as  1  have  an  exercise  to 
perform  in  the  missionary  society,  on  Monday  next,  if  my 
life  and  health  be  spared. 

"  I  know  you  are  in  God's  hands,  and  under  his  kind 
care.  Oh,  for  more  faith  to  live  near  him  under  a  constant 
sense  of  his  presence,  and  agency,  and  parental  care. 

"  Let  us  look  to  him  that  he  would  sanctify  all  his  deal- 
ings, and  wean  us  from  the  world.  I  met  with  the  remark 
lately,  in  Cecil's  Remains,  *  That  we  should  always  record 
our  thoughts  in  alHiction,  set  up  our  marks,  set  up  our  Beth- 
els, set  up  our  Ebenezers,  that  we  may  recur  to  them  in 
health ;  for  then  we  are  in  other  circumstances,  and  can 
never  recover  our  sick»bcd  views.' 

"  May  you  be  able  to  do  so,  and  may  this  season  of  af- 
fliction be  rendered  one  of  the  most  profitable  seasons  of 
your  life." 

Dec.  1st,  1822.  Last  Sabbath  I  solemnly  renewed  my 
covenant  obligations  to  be  the  Lord's,  and  again  received 
the  sacred  symbols  of  his  body  and  blood.  I  then,  at  his 
table,  resolved  to  live  nearer  to  him  all  my  days,  and  by  his 
grace  assisting  mc,  never  to  consider  any  of  my  powers  and 


96  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

faculties  my  own,  or  to  use  them,  but  for  his  glory.  But, 
alas!  my  resolutions  are  broken  as  soon  as  he  leaves  me. 
I  can  do  nothing,  absolutely  nothing,  without  divine  aid. 
Judgments  will  but  harden  me,  ordinances  will  be  barren ; 
every  service  will  be  cold  and  frigid  if  God  do  not  bless 
them. 

Again  the  seminary  has  had  a  solemn  call  from  eternity 
to  prepare  to  die ;  to  work  while  the  day  lasts,  is  the  import 
of  the  summons  to  us  all.  One  of  our  beloved  brethren, 
Wm.  G.  Krebs,  in  the  very  morning  of  life,  and  in  the 
bloom  and  vigour  of  health,  was  cut  down  in  eight  days. 
Deprived  of  his  reason,  most  of  the  time  of  his  illness,  he 
said  scarcely  a  word  to  inform  us  of  the  state  of  his  mind. 
Turner  exhorted  us,  in  a  most  solemn  and  affecting  manner, 
to  live  near  to  God,  and  to  be  active  in  our  master's  cause. 
His  words  were  full  of  meaning,  and  he  had  his  reason  and 
speech  till  the  last.  But  in  the  late  visitation  not  a  word  was 
spoken;  but  the  mute  eloquence  of  a  solemn  death-bed  scene 
seemed  designed  to  enforce  the  same  important  lesson.  Oh, 
how  loud  the  call  to  be  also  ready;  to  work  while  the  day 
lasts.  May  God  impress  every  heart,  and  cause  this  afflic- 
tion to  work  out  fruits  of  righteousness.  Lord,  my  spiritual 
enemies  are  stronger  than  I;  undertake  for  me.  Subdue 
my  corruptions.  Sanctify  my  heart,  and  enable  me  to  fol- 
low hard  after  thee,  and  to  enjoy  much  of  thy  presence, 
which  is  life  ;  and  thy  loving-kindness,  which  is  better  than 
life. 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"December  2d,  1822. 

"  It  is  now  nearly  time  for  the  monthly  concert.  The 
missionary  society,  in  the  seminary,  has  just  adjourned. 
We  have  had  some  interesting  intelligence,  to-day,  on  the 
state  of  religion.     Oh.  that  we  could  feel  more  anxious  for 


RKV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  97 

the  spread  of  the  gospel ;  for  the  salvation  of  sinners.  This 
evening,  I  trust,  (hough  confined  to  a  sick  chamber,  your 
soul  will  delight  in  God,  and  rise  in  ardent  prayer  for  the 
spread  of  the  gospel.  Oh,  may  God  pour  out  upon  his  sup- 
plicating Zion  the  spirit  of  prayer,  and  answer  her  cries  for 
the  coming  of  the  set  time  to  favour  her." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

''Princeton,  N.J.  Dec.  12th,  1822. 
"  This  has  been  a  day  of  public  prayer  and  thanksgiving, 
appointed  by  the  governor  of  New  Jersey.  The  day  has 
been  peculiarly  solemn  to  me.  It  is  just  about  a  year  since 
brother  Myers  and  myself  rode  to  Trenton,  to  attend  the 
service  on  thanksgiving-day.  Many  changes  we  have  seen 
since  that  day.  But  God  has  ordered  them  all.  No  event 
takes  place  without  his  permission.  Oh,  to  feel  it  more  and 
more,  and  to  feel  also  that  we  are  his,  soul  and  body  ;  and  to 
rejoice  to  have  him  do  with  us  and  by  us  as  seemeth  good 
in  his  sight." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

''  December  20t.h,  1822. 

"  I  have  deferred  writing  until  qiiite  the  last  of  the  week, 
and  even  now  I  have  nothing  of  special  interest  to  communi- 
cate. The  days  of  our  lives  which  are  least  eventful  are 
always  marked  by  an  uninterrupted  series  of  mercies  which 
gives  opportunity  to  admire  and  adore.  Though,  alas,  we 
too  frequently  become  accustomed  to  our  blessings,  and  then 
forget  that  they  are  the  gifts  of  our  heavenly  Father.  Hence 
the  necessity  of  quickening  our  apprehensions  by  providences 
that  seem  atHictive  and  corrective,  for  none  of  the  trials  of 
God's  people  are  of  a  penal  nature. 

"  I  rejoice  that  you  view  your  present  sickness  as  a  salu- 
tary dispensation  of  your  best,  your  almighty  friend,  design- 

9 


98  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

ed  to  di-aw  you  nearer  to  himself,  to  facilitate  the  work  of 
sanctification.  If  this  is  the  effect,  you  will  say  of  it,  Happy 
sickness,  sent  in  mercy,  sanctified  by  grace,  overruled  for 
God's  glory  and  my  soul's  good. 

"  The  truths  contained  in  the  sacred  Scriptures  are  well 
adapted  to  hush  every  thought  that  would  rebel  against  his 
righteous  government.  Oh,  to  feel,  in  the  midst  of  the  most 
terrific  storm,  'My  Father  is  at  the  helm;'  to  feel,  whilst 
smarting  under  the  rod,  '  My  Father  deals  the  blow ;'  to 
feel,  when  clouds  and  darkness  are  round  about  him,  that 
righteousness  and  judgment  are  the  habitation  of  his  throne; 
to  feel,  while  on  the  rough  sea  of  life,  as  we  are  dashed  from 
billow  to  billow,  '  Jesus  is  my  pilot.' 

"  Heaven  is  the  port  where  every  believing  voyager  lands, 
and  in  the  strength  of  Jesus  I  will  mingle  my  praises  with 
the  tempest  that  ends  my  toils. 

"  I  know  not,  my  dear  A.,  what  God  has  in  store  for  you 
in  this  world.  Perhaps  these  trials  are  only  preparatory  to 
greater  and  more  trying  ones.  Bui  I  do  trust  he  has  some- 
thing in  reserve  for  you,  that  will  in  heaven  show  you  cause 
to  raise  higher  and  higher  your  notes  of  thanksgiving  and 
praise  for  eternity." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

'' December  25th,  1822. 

"  May  God  perfect  his  begun  goodness  and  restore  you  to 
perfect  health,  and  enable  you  to  come  forth  from  this  furnace 
like  gold  well  refined,  and  hereafter  to  shine  and  reflect  much 
of  the  loveliness  of  the  Christian  religion  on  earth  ;  and  when 
all  the  will  of  your  kind  heavenly  Father  is  done  below,  that 
you  may  shine  in  the  kingdom  of  his  glory,  like  the  bright- 
ness of  the  firmament,  or  like  a  star  for  ever  and  ever ! 

"  I  have  felt  for  some  time  that  my  proud  heart  must  be 
softened  and  bowed  by  afflictions,  and  I   have  sometimes 


RP;v.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  99 

thought  that  the  illness  of ,  and  the  temporary  inter- 
ruption of  my  own  studies,  are  perhaps  the  commencement  of 
a  series  of  chastisements  designed  by  my  heavenly  Father 
to  bring  me  to  a  deeper  sense  of  my  dependence  upon  him, 
to  make  me  more  spiritual,  more  dead  to  the  world,  more 
entirely  devoted  to  him,  and  tlius  the  better  prepared  to  glo- 
rify his  name  among  men,  and  to  preach  the  richness  of  his 
salvation  to  others,  when  I  am  cut  off  from  every  other  source 
of  hope  and  consolation  myself.  I  am  well  aware,  however, 
that  the  book  of  providence  is  a  mysterious  volume,  and  is 
most  legible  when  read  backwards,  and  I  would  by  no  means 
wish  to  read  my  history  were  it  in  my  power.     Only 

•  Let  the  sweet  hope  that  Christ  is  mine, 
Through  all  my  life  attend, 
His  presence  through  my  journey  shine. 
And  crown  my  journey's  end' — 

and  I  shall  be  happy,  whatever  may  befall  me  in  this  '  vale 
of  tears.'  It  is  important  for  me  to  learn  effectually  the  les- 
son, '  Lean  not  on  earth.'  Let  God  be  the  portion  of  my 
soul,  '  my  all-sufficient  good,'  Euid  then  I  shall  never  be  dis- 
appointed." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"■December  31s<,  1822. 
*'  There  is  something  in  the  solemnity  of  the  last  day  of 
any  yjarticular  period  of  time,  especially  of  a  year,  that  in- 
vites to  contemplation,  and  brings  to  our  thoughts  the  memory 
of  joys  that  are  past,  of  friends  that  are  now  no  more,  and 
that  disposes  us  to  hold  converse  with  those  whom  our  hearts 
hold  dear.  There  is  much,  doubtless,  in  the  associations  of 
our  ideas  that  gives  interest  to  the  close  and  the  commence-^ 
ment  of  a  year.  In  the  days  of  our  childhood,  '  when  all 
was  new  and  life  was  in  its  spring,'  the  thoughtless  gaiety. 


100  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

the  festivities  unalloyed  by  bitter  disappointment,  the  youth- 
ful pleasures  which  marked  the  flight  of  time,  all  combine  to 
throw  a  charm  around  the  '  grave  of  the  year,'  which  the 
experience  of  a  kw  more  years,  and  all  the  sad  reality  of 
wo's  wide  empire,  have  now  conspired  to  dissipate. 

"  We  now  associate  the  lapse  of  time  with  the  career  of 
our  immortal  being,  with  the  progress  of  our  preparation  for 
the  eternal  world ;  and  we  find  much  cause  for  deep  repent- 
ance in  the  review  of  our  departed  hours,  and  much  cause 
for  thankfulness  to  God  for  the  patience  that  has  spared  us, 
and  the  goodness  that  has  followed  us,  in  the  midst  of  our 
ingratitude  and  sinfulness. 

"  We  have  been  led  in  a  way  that  we  knew  not,  a  way 
scattered  over  with  thorns,  overhung  with  darkness,  but  led 
by  a  Father's  hand ;  and  may  we  not  humbly  hope  in  the 
way  to  glory?  Stripes  have  been  administered,  but  they 
were  the  stripes  of  a  Father,  wlio  corrects  his  wayward  chil- 
dren for  their  good,  and  sanctifies  the  smart.  Whatever 
view  we  take  of  the  past,  whether  of  the  mercies  we  have 
received  or  of  God's  forbearance,  of  our  temporal  or  spiritual 
blessings,  of  our  sorrows  and  afflictions,  or  of  our  joys,  and 
hopes,  and  consolations,  we  find  cause  for  fresh  gratitude 
and  new  dedication  of  ourselves  to  God.  Is  it  not  interesting 
to  stand  on  this  seeming  boundary  between  what  was  and 
what  is  to  be,  and  devote  all  to  God,  soul  and  body,  time, 
talents  and  influence,  for  both  worlds?  Adoring  him  for  the 
supply  of  our  wants,  trusting  him  confidently  for  all  that  is 
to  come,  imploring  his  pardoning  mercy  for  the  misspent 
past  of  our  lives,  relying  on  his  grace  for  the  unknown  future 
of  our  being.  Oh,  it  is  but  a  little  while  and  every  change 
will  be  over,  every  tear  will  be  dry  ;  time  will  be  exchanged 
for  eternity,  earth  for  heaven,  if  we  are  so  happy  as  to  be 
the  children  of  God. 

"  Ere  this  reaches  you  we  will  be  in  another  year.     And 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  101 

suppose  we  should  not  live  to  sec  its  close  ;  su|)pose,  before 
half  its  months  are  numbered,  we  should  either*  or  both  of 
us  be  summoned  away  from  these  revolutions  of  time,  and 
have  tuned  our  voices  to  the  melody  of  angels,  strung  our 
golden  harps  to  the  symphonies  of  heaven,  and  tried  our 
unshackled  energies  in  our  Redeemer's  praise,  among  higher 
intelligences  who  have  never  sinned.  Oh  yes,  and  suppose 
we  shall  have  been  greeted  by  some  kindred  spirits  who  were 
dear  to  us  on  earth,  who  were  called  before  us  to  heaven, 
and  who  have  been  often  sent  on  errands  of  love  to  suard 
our  steps,  to  prevent  our  falling,  to  watch  our  repose,  to  warn 
us  of  danger, — who  have  watched  with  holy  solicitude  all 
the  windings  of  our  pilgrimage,  and  who  now  rejoice  at  our 
safe  arrival,  when  our  journey  is  ended  and  our  victory  com- 
plete. Oh,  should  we  wish  us  back  to  earth  again  ?  When 
we  look  back  upon  the  valley  of  death,  and  see  it  all  lumin- 
ous with  glory,  we  shall  wonder  at  the  clouds  and  darkness 
that  awed  us  as  we  entered  it. 

'  'Tis  but  a  path  that  must  be  trod. 
If  ever  we  would  go  to  God.' 

"  Accept  the  compliments  of  the  season,  and  may  the  grace 
and  the  presence  of  God  make  it  to  you  emphatically  a  happy 
new  year.'''' 

TO  MISS  M.  J.,  OF  PHILADELPHIA. 

"  Princeton,  Dec.  20th,  1822. 

"  I  hope  that  the  cares  that  devolve  upon  you  this  winter 
will  not  prevent  your  attending,  more  earnestly  than  ever, 
to  that  solemn  work  of  preparation  for  a  sick  and  dying  bed, 
and  an  approaching  day  of  judgment,  which  we  all  have  in 
near  prospect,  whether  now  in  sickness  or  health.     I  have 

•  To  her  it  proved  the  last. 
9* 


102  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

little  expectation  that  your  sister  will  be  able  to  leave  her 
room  this  winter.  But  God  will  do  all  things  in  the  best 
manner — to  him  let  us  commit  her  and  ourselves. 

"  Death  is  always  near,  my  dear  M.,  and  you  have  within- 
a  (ew  months  seen  much  to  remind  you  of  the  importance  of 
thorough  preparation.  Our  friends  contribute  to  our  com- 
fort while  we  are  in  this  world,  but  when  the  dying  hour 
arrives,  they  can  only  stand  helpless  and  agonized  spectators 
of  our  departing  struggles.  You  have  many  dear  friends, 
who  long  for  your  present  and  future  happiness,  but  you  are 
sufficiently  sensible  of  the  desirableness  of  having  God  for 
your  friend.  Other  friends  may  fail  us,  death  chills  the 
hearts  that  were  warm  with  affection,  paralyzes  the  hands 
that  were  often  stretched  out  for  our  comfort,  closes  the  eyes 
that  beamed  with  tenderness  for  us,  and  consigns  to  the  dark- 
ness, and  dust,  and  putrefaction  of  the  grave,  the  forms  of 
those  we  fondly  love.  But,  blessed  be  the  God  of  the  Bible, 
he  is  a  friend  that  never  fails.  Oh,  may  he  be  yours,  my 
dearest  M.,  and  then  whatever  catastrophe  may  dismember 
human  society  and  convulse  the  world,  you  will  be  safe, 
safe  amid  groans  and  graves,  safe  amid  the  conflagration  of 
all  things,  and  certain  of  enjoying  the  society  of  all  that  was 
dearest  to  you  on  earth  around  God's  throne  of  glory. 

"  I  hope  you  will  believe  these  wishes  sincere,  for  1  can 
assure  you,  my  dear  friend,  they  arc  dictated  by  a  tender 
regard  for  your  best  interests,  and  the  sincerest  friendship." 

January  1st,  1823.  Already  I  have  entered  upon  a  new 
year.  It  is  profitable  to  pause  here  and  look  back  upon  the 
past. 

"  'Tis  greatly  wise  to  talk  with  our  past  hours, 
And  ask  them  what  report  they  bore  to  heaven." 

There  is  much  to  be  grateful  for  and  much  to  mourn  over 


REV.  JOSEPH  SAXFORD.  103 

in  reviewing  the  past.  Oh,  to  be  deeply  penitent  for  past 
transgressions  and  shortcomings,  and  to  have  more  grace, 
and  spirituality,  and  humility,  and  zeal,  for  the  future.  God 
knows  the  history  of  my  immortal  spirit,  and  the  influence 
these  passing  periods  exert  upon  my  future  prospects  and 
eternal  destiny.  Oh,  thou  author  of  my  mortal  and  immor- 
tal nature,  enable  me  here,  on  this  solemn  boundary  between 
the  misspent  past  and  all  the  unknown  future  of  my  being, 
to  dedicate  myself  to  thee.  Thou  art  still  the  same,  amid 
all  the  vicissitudes  of  time  and  the  circling  ages  of  eternity. 
Thou  hast  made  me  capable  of  loving,  serving,  and  enjoying 
thee,  and  hast  implanted  in  my  soul  a  desire  for  this  high 
and  holy  exercise,  and  wilt  thou  not  by  thy  grace  satisfy  that 
desire?  Use  me  in  thy  service  here,  and  admit  me  to  the 
enjoyment  of  thy  presence  hereafter,  only  for  Christ's  sake. 
Thy  goodness  I  will  record  upon  a  review  of  the  events  of 
the  past  year,  "  amid  changing  scenes  and  dying  friends." 
Thou  hast  followed  me  with  thy  tender  mercies  ;  and  oh,  my 
God,  whatever  may  be  in  reserve  for  me  during  the  year  to 
come,  let  me  have  a  firm  faith  on  thee  and  a  sense  of  thy 
favour,  and  all  will  be  eternally  well. 

TO  MISS  A.  J.,  OF  PHILADELPHIA. 

"  Princeton,  Jan.  6th,  1823. 

"  I  trust  I  can  reciprocate,  and  respond  to  your  expres- 
sions of  gratitude  to  God  for  all  his  goodness,  and  hope  I 
feel,  and  may  always  feel,  the  glow  of  ardent  love  and  de- 
vout acknowledgment  which  your  letter  expresses  (in  view 
of  returning  health.)  But  you  have  learnt  enough  of  your 
own  heart  to  be  certain  that  you  will  lose  all  these  delightful 
exercises,  and  relapse  again  into  lukewarmness  and  love  of 
the  world,  without  the  special  aid  of  the  Holy  Spirit.  May 
he  take  up  his  abode  in  your  soul,  and  then  all  will  be  well. 


104  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

"  I  hope  you  are  thinking  and  praying  for  the  heathen 
to-day.  This  is  a  high  day  in  Zion.  May  her  King  hear 
her  cries,  extend  her  borders,  and  give  efficacy  to  every 

means  adopted  for  the  spreading  of  the  gospel.    Mr.  T , 

of  the  Mariner's  church  in  New  York,  preached  here  last 
evening,  and  took  up  a  collection  for  the  benefit  of  seamen. 
He  mentioned  some  affecting  truths  respecting  the  deplorable 
condition  of  that  class  of  men — their  profanity,  profligacy, 
impiety,  ignorance,  intemperance,  and  these  in  connexion 
with  the  fact,  which  was  his  text,  that  the  sea  is  to  give  up 
the  dead  that  are  in  it,  and  they  are  to  be  judged  every  man 
according  to  their  works.  Christians  should  pray  for  them. 

"  I  received  a  letter  from  Dr.  M'Auley  a  few  days  since, 
in  answer  to  one  I  had  written  him,  inquiring  whether  1  could 
have  a  mission  for  next  vacation.  He  thinks  it  highly  probable, 
though  somewhat  uncertain,  as  the  society  complains  much 
for  want  of  funds  just  now.  '  But,'  says  he,  '  get  your 
license,  and  there  is  a  glorious  field  for  you  somewhere.  If 
I  know  you  at  all,  you  have  no  need  to  take  any  thought 
for  the  morrow.  God  will  give  you  ground,  and  seed,  and 
wages'  (many  souls.)  He  has  just  commenced  his  labours 
in  New  York." 

February  23(Z.  "  My  soul  cleaveth  unto  the  dust ;  quicken 
thou  me  according  to  thy  word."  This  is  my  sad  complaint, 
and  this  my  constant  prayer.  Lord,  hear  me,  and  quicken 
me,  and  give  me  strength  to  rise.  I  have  every  day  new 
mercies  to  acknowledge,  new  sins  to  confess.  I  have  lately 
completed  the  twenty-sixth  year  of  my  life.     Alas, 

"  Much  of  my  time  has  run  to  waste, 
And  I,  pei-haps,  am  near  my  home." 

Oh  God,  may  the  work  of  sanctification  advance  with  t'le 
progressive  periods  of  my  being,  and  every  day  may  I  grow 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  105 

in  grace,  and  have  some  success  in  the  warfare  with  my  in- 
ward foes.  Oh,  do  thou,  my  dear  Saviour,  undertake  for  me 
and  perform  tlie  work,  and  take  the  g'ory  which  is  thine  for 
ever.  As  the  time  draws  near  for  me  to  enter  upon  the  sa- 
cred and  awful  work  of  the  gospel  ministry,  cause  earth  and 
men,  and  the  things  of  eartli  and  all  temporal  things  to  sink 
down  in  my  estimation  to  their  proper  insignificance ;  and 
may  eternity,  and  God,  and  heaven,  and  the  worth  of  souls, 
and  all  the  importance  which  three  wurlds  can  attach  to  hu- 
man character  and  conduct,  occupy  my  thoughts  continually. 
Oh,  may  I  be  sincerely  desirous  to  be  disposed  of  in  the  way, 
whatever  it  may  be,  that  shall  best  subserve  the  interests  of 
the  Redeemer's  kingdom.  May  I  be  willing  to  sacrifice  my 
private  wishes  and  plans,  the  love  of  ease  and  retirement, 
and  every  study,  and  whatever  else  the  cause  of  the  Lord 
Jesus  Christ  may  require.  May  the  path  of  duty  be  plain, 
and  no  matter  how  difficult,  or  dangerous,  or  disgraceful, 
only  grant  me  thy  grace,  the  guidance  of  thy  spirit,  the  light 
of  thy  countenance,  the  supports  of  thine  almighty  arm,  and 
all  will  be  well.  Oh,  bring  down  every  high  thought,  every 
lofty  imagination.  Deliver  me  from  the  ensnaring  influence 
of  pride  and  popular  opinion.  Enable  me  to  preach  Christ 
crucified  in  simplicity  and  godly  sincerity,  as  one  who  feels 
the  worth  of  souls,  and  must  give  account  to  God  for  all  the 
motives  with  which  he  acts  in  his  service. 

Sabboth  morning,  March  9th.  This  is  a  delightful 
morning — it  looks  like  spring;  and,  blessed  be  God,  it  seems 
something  like  spring-time  with  my  soul.  Oh  God,  may 
the  event  prove  that  my  long,  long  winter  is  past  and  gone. 

"  Great  Sun  of  Rig^hteoiisness,  arise — 
Bless  my  dark  soul  witli  licavenly  light." 

Oh,  grant  me  to-day  something  of  the  ardour,  and  the  love, 
and  the  purity,  that  animate  the  angels,  and  living  creatures, 


106  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

and  the  elders  who  worship  around  thy  throne.  What  con- 
descension it  is  in  thee  to  notice  the  worship  of  sinners  upon 
the  earth  ;  yet  so  it  is,  and  glory  be  to  thy  name  for  ever. 

TO  MISS  A.  J.,  OF  PHILADELPHIA. 

"Princeton,  March  12th,  1823. 

"  I  am  pleased,  my  dear  A.,  to  find  you  distrusting  your 
own  heart,  and  disposed  to  be  watchful  lest  the  creature  gain 
the  supremacy  over  your  heart's  affections.  It  should  make 
us  humble,  and  alarm  us,  when  we  find  any  thing  occupy- 
ing more  of  our  thoughts  than  God,  who  preserves  us,  and 
who  is  jealous  of  his  honour.  He  will  not  share  our  hearts 
with  idols.  If  he  has  taken  up  his  abode  in  our  hearts,  he 
will  crush  the  idols  down,  or  he  will  blast  it  with  his  breath, 
or  remove  it  in  mercy. 

"  It  is  all-important  that  we  settle  the  question  you  pro- 
pose on  the  subject  of^  evidences  of  our  adoption.  I  presume 
you  do  not  expect  me  to  go  over  them  for  you,  as  you  can 
find  them  in  God's  word,  whence  I  should  draw  them  were 
I  to  mention  them.  1  John  iii.  3,  7 — 14:  Matt.  v.  3:  xvi.  24, 
&c.  &c. 

"  May  God  direct  your  inquiries,  and  grant  you  clcir  evi- 
dences that  you  are  his,  and  that  he  is  yours,  the  beloved  of 
your  soul,  all  your  salvation  and  all  your  desire — Jehovah, 
your  justifying  righteousness,  and  Jehovah,  your  Redeemer." 

April  ISth,  1823.  I  have  been  endeavouring  to  dedicate 
myself  to  God,  and  to  examine  again  my  motives  in  seeking 
the  holy  ministry.  I  am  sure  there  is  much  that  is  impure 
in  every  thing  I  do,  but  I  do  humbly  hope  the  ruling  desire 
of  my  soul  to  be  the  glory  of  God,  though  I  feel  conscious 
of  other  things  mingled  in  my  mind  and  with  my  motives. 
But  oh,  thou  searcher  of  hearts,  thou  knowest  me  altogether, 
and  if  thou  hast  not  called  me  to  serve  thee  in  the  gospel 


KEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  107 

ministry,  I  pray  thee  to  set  me  aside.  Suffer  me  not  to  run 
unsent.  Carry  me  not  up  hence  unless  thou  go  with  me. 
Oh,  leave  me  not  to  myself,  to  my  own  strength  and  wis- 
dom, and  to  my  own  wicked  heart  and  sinful  inclinations. 
Leave  me  not  to  the  influence  of  worldly  principles  and 
worldly  motives,  but  sanctify  my  heart  and  purify  my  mo- 
tives, and  guide  me  by  thy  counsel  in  every  path  of  duty. 
I  desire  now  to  commit  my  way  to  the  Lord.  I  desire  to 
commit  myself,  soul  and  body,  to  the  Lord.  O,  God  the 
Father,  for  the  sake  of  God  the  Son,  do  thou  accept  of  me, 
and  sanctify  and  save  me  by  the  powerful  agency  of  God 
the  Holy  Spirit.  Take  me  under  thy  peculiar  care;  lead 
me  wherever  I  should  go,  and  be  on  my  right  and  left  hand ; 
defend  me  from  every  danger  by  land  and  by  water.  Assist 
me  in  every  duty,  and  enable  me  to  glorify  thy  most  holy 
name,  to  recommend  religion  and  to  do  good  to  souls.  If  it 
should  please  thee  to  arrest  me  by  sickness  and  sudden 
death,  let  the  covenant  of  grace  be  my  security,  and  let  me 
have  a  sweet  sense  of  thy  presence.  And  finally  admit  me, 
through  Jesus  Christ,  my  dear  Saviour,  into  thy  heavenly 
kingdom. 

TO  MR.  H.  D.  OF  BALLSTON,  N.  Y. 

"  New  York,  April  22d,  1823. 

"  I  have  waited  to  hear  from  you  until  I  am  discouraged. 
And  have  concluded  to  remind  you  that  I  have  the  inclina- 
tion and  the  strength  to  urge  my  claim,  not  upon  your  purse, 
nor  patience,  but  upon  your  time  and  attention.  My  health 
has  been  much  as  usual,  for  the  last  few  months. 

"  I  expect  to  leave  this  city  this  week,  or  the  first  of  next, 
for  the  north.  I  hope  to  pass  through  Ballston  on  my  re- 
turn from  the  west  in  June.  I  expect  to  s|X'nd  two  or  tliree 
weeks  in  Montreal,  U.  C.  And  from  thence  proceed  up  the 
St.  Lawrence  and  the  lake,  as  far  as  Gennesee  river  and 


108  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

Rochester,  to  visit  my  parents  once  more,  and  return  to 
Princeton  to  spend  the  summer.  It  is  possible  I  may  find  a 
field  for  usefijlness  in  Montreal  that  may  induce  me  to  re- 
turn there  in  October  next.  I  have  been  here  about  one 
week.  I  was  licensed  to  preach  the  gospel  on  Friday  last. 
I  should  like  to  have  a  long  interview  with  you,  and  speak  of 
the  duties  and  the  dangers  of  the  gospel  ministry.  But  I 
have  only  time  to  say,  at  present,  I  have  had  many  misgiv- 
ings. My  heart  has  often  sunk  within  me ;  but,  '  through 
Christ  strengthening,  I  can  do  all  things.'  " 

"  Steamboat  Phenix,  Lake  Champlain, 
"  April  2dth,  1823. 

"  You  will  perceive  by  the  date  of  this  what  progress  I 
am  making  in  my  journey.  I  have  been  disappointed  seve- 
ral times,  and  misinformed,  which  has  occasioned  me  some 
delay  ;  but  to  detail  it  all  would  be  uninteresting,  and  not 
worth  using  time  or  paper  for. 

"  My  health  is  quite  good.  I  have  just  recovered  from  a 
severe  cold,  caught  in  New  York,  as  usual.  I  spent  the 
Sabbath  in  Watcrford,  where  I  only  preached  once,  thinking 
it  would  not  be  prudent,  on  account  of  my  cold.  For  this 
reason,  also,  I  declined  lecturing  for  Dr.  M'Auley,  on 
Wednesday  last.  This  is  to  let  you  know  that  I  am  careful 
of  my  lungs  when  it  is  necessary. 

"  We  have  but  few  passengers,  as  the  season  for  travelling 
has  not  commenced.  The  boat  is  a  very  pleasant  one,  and 
captain  S.  much  of  a  gentleman.  This  lake  seems  like  a 
kind  of  inactive  or  sluggish  river,  between  the  hills,  or  ra- 
ther mountains,  which  present  their  steep  and  rugged,  frown- 
ing and  rocky  bulwarks  on  each  side,  leaving  often  scarcely 
room  for  the  management  of  the  boat. 

"  I  am  now  going  on  deck  to  see  the  remains  of  the  cele- 
brated fort  Ticonderoga. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  109 

"The  ruins  of  the  old  fortification  are  very  interesting; 
and  the  grounds  around  them,  which  have  so  often  swarmed 
with  embattled  hosts,  who  have  long  since  mingled  with 
the  dust,  even  yet  inspire  sentiments  of  awe  and  melan- 
choly. 

"  Montreal,  May  1st.  I  have  at  last  arrived  at  this  place 
after  a  pleasant  passage  to  St.  Johns,  and  then  rather  a 
rough  one  to  La  Prairie ;  from  thence  we  came  last  evening, 
in  an  open  boat,  to  this  place.  I  had  the  pleasure  of  hear- 
ing the  Canadian  Boat  Song  in  reality.  It  was  interesting 
and  beguiled  much  of  the  time  in  crossing  the  St.  Lawrence. 

"  I  had  scarcely  seated  myself  in  the  City  Tavern,  before 
several  gentlemen  called  upon  me,  giving  me  a  most  cordial 
welcome.  This  morning  others.  They  are  much  engaged. 
I  do  hope  God  will  send  them  one  to  lead  them  and  guide 
them,  and  to  dispense  to  them  his  holy  word  and  ordinances. 

Of  course  I  can  say  nothing  of  my  feelings  or  prospects. 
My  mind  is  perfectly  at  ease  on  the  subject. 

"  I  am  now  at  Mr.  B.'s.  I  shall  probably  remain  with 
him.  Montreal  is  rather  more  pleasant  than  I  expected  to 
find  it;  and  the  field  that  is  open  here  for  ministerial  activity 
and  usefulness  is  very  wide,  and  seems  to  be  ripe,  judging 
from  what  I  have  heard. 

"  My  cold  is  better.  It  is  possible  I  may  spend  the  whole 
of  this  month  here,  though  at  present  I  do  not  intend  it." 


In  April,  of  this  year,  Mr.  Sanford  was  licensed  to  preach 
the  everlasting  gospel,  by  the  Presbytery  of  New  York. 
Immediately  after  that  important  event,  he  went  to  Montreal 
in  Lower  Canada,  and  spent  several  weeks  in  preaching  to 
the  American  Presbyterian  Church  in  that  city.  In  this 
first  scene  of  his  ministerial  labours  he  won,  to  an  uncom- 

10 


110  MKMOIR  OF  THE 

mon  degree,  the  affections  of  the  interesting  band  of  Chris- 
tians who  fornfied  that  church.  They  were  then  destitute  of 
a  pastor,  and,  ahhough  Mr.  Sanford  spent  but  a  few  Sab- 
baths with  them,  they  gave  him  a  unanimous  call  to  become 
their  spiritual  teacher.  It  will  be  seen,  from  the  following 
letters  and  extracts  from  his  journal,  that  after  having  deli- 
berated much  on  that  call,  and  seeking,  by  consultation  with 
judicious  friends,  and,  above  all,  by  prayer,  for  direction,  he 
came  to  the  conclusion  that  it  was  his  duty  to  decline  the  ac- 
ceptance of  that  call.  But  although  he  did  not  feel  it  to  be 
his  duly  to  settle  in  Montreal,  he  never  ceased  to  feel  a  very 
deep  interest  in  that  important  city,  as  well  as  the  important 
country  in  which  it  is  situated.  He  correctly  appreciated 
the  natural  advantages  of  the  Canadas,  and  deeply  felt  that 
they  constitute  a  great  field  for  the  labours  of  faithful  minis- 
ters of  the  gospel. 


Montreal,  May  llth,  1823.  I  have  preached  seven  times 
since  I  was  licensed,  and  I  know  not  that  any  one  is  the 
better  for  it.  Oh,  how  impotent  is  man.  Paul  or  Apollos 
may  labour  in  vain  unless  God  give  the  blessing.  How 
should  this  reconcile  me,  unworthy,  sinful  me,  to  labour  in 
faith  and  then  to  leave  the  event  entirely  with  God.  O  God, 
warm  my  heart  and  enkindle  in  my  soul  more  love  for  sin- 
ners ;  more  love  for  souls ;  more  love  for  the  kingdom  of 
the  Redeemer.  Wilt  thou  use  me  for  thy  glory  in  any  way 
and  at  any  time.  My  life,  my  attainments,  the  talents  thou 
hast  given  me ;  all,  all  I  would  devote  to  ihcc. 

TO  MISS  A.  J.,  OF  PHILADELrHIA. 

"  Ogdcnsburg,  May  2M,  1823. 
"I  left  Montreal,  as  I  expected,  on  the  19th  inst.     I  ar- 
rived here  this  morning,  after  various  fatigues  and  perils, 
which  I  have  no  time  to  recount.     There  is  not  a  man  here 


REV.  JOSEPU  SANFORD.  Ill 

that  I  ever  saw  before;  and  not  only  am  I  a  stranger  in  a 
strange  land,  but  there  is  scarcely  a  possibility  of  my  leav- 
ing the  place  unless  I  go  back  to  Montreal.  There  are  no 
stages  from  this  village  to  any  place.  The  roads,  too,  are 
very  bad. 

"  I  begin  this  letter  calculating  to  continue  it  as  I  have 
time  and  inclination.  And  to  send  it,  or  deliver  it  myself, 
when  convenient.  I  expect  to  preach  here  this  evening,  and 
to  ride  near  seventy  miles  to-morrow. 

"  Auburn,  May  2dth.  I  have  just  arrived  here ;  and,  hav- 
ing taken  tea,  will  proceed  to  give  you  some  account  of  my 
journey  since  I  wrote  last,  as  you  see  above. 

"  I  left  Ogdensburg  on  Saturday  last,  and  rode  fifty  miles, 
roads  very  bad.  Staid  all  night  at  a  place  called  the  Great 
Bend.  It  is  ten  miles  from  Watertown.  Found  a  fine,  hos- 
pitable family.  We  had  prayers  in  the  evening,  and  I  gave 
them  some  tracts.  Rose  at  five  and  rode  to  Watertown.  It 
was  wet — I  was  completely  drenched.  Preached  at  Water- 
town  twice.  Rode  to  Brownville  and  attended  a  conference 
in  the  evening.  Rode  to  Utica  in  two  days  (Monday  and 
Tuesday.)  Rode  from  Utica  to  Skeneatelas  yesterday. 
Went  to  see  my  sister  last  evening.  Returned  from  Skene- 
atelas to-day  in  time  to  take  the  stage  for  this  place,  (eight 
miles.)  I  leave  this  in  the  morning,  at  3  o'clock,  for  Canan- 
daigua  (forty  miles)  where  I  expect  to  dine. 

"  3[anlitis,  June  llth,  I  am  nearly  150  miles  on  my 
way  to  New  York.  It  is  almost  two  months  since  I  have 
heard  a  word  from  you.     At  Rochester  I  expected  a  letter. 

"  Princeton,  June  2Gth.  I  have  arrived  here  at  last,  and 
have  just  put  my  hand  to  this  old  sheet  again ;  have  con- 
cluded to  fill  it  up  and  send  it  on,  for  I  think  it  is  yours  by 
right. 

"  My  health  is  good,  and  I  am  rejoiced  to  find  myself  in 
my  own  dear  room  again,  enjoying  something  of  that  tran- 


112  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

quillify  and  retirement  for  which  the  seminary  is  so  cele- 
brated. 

I  have  conversed  with  both  of  the  professors,  and  they 
are  at  present  of  different  opinions  on  the  subject  of  my  go- 
ing to  the  north.  However,  I  hope  to  see  them  again  in  the 
course  of  the  day,  and  to  find  them  agreed  to  advise  me  to 
go.  Yes — to  go  to  Montreal.  But  I  am  not  yet  decided  in 
my  own  mind.  My  heart  must  bleed  in  any  decision.  I 
cannot  give  the  call  from  Montreal  a  negative  without  the 
keenest  regret.  I  remember  their  anxiety.  I  remember  the 
tears  that  glistened  in  so  many  eyes,  when  I  told  them  I  must 
go.  I  remember  their  entreaties  that  I  would  not  forget 
them.  And  all  this  has  been  in  a  measure  acted  over  in 
Brooklyn.  I  did  hope  to  write  this  evening,  and  give  a  de- 
cided answer,  but  I  cannot.  I  shall  write,  however,  and  tell 
them  I  am  undecided.  Let  our  united  prayers  ascend  to  God 
for  his  guidance  and  direction." 

TO  THE  SA3IE. 

''Princeton,  June  28th,  182.3. 

"  The  remarks  you  may  hear  of  Montreal  or  Brooklyn 
I  hope  you  will  not  regard. 

"  Whatever  people  may  say  upon  the  subject,  my  mind 
has  been  most  completely  balanced.     It  is  still  so. 

"  The  professors  still  have  different  opinions  on  the  sub- 
ject, and  say  '  they  can  well  imagine  my  mind  should  be  in 
great  doubt  and  uncertainty,  as  to  the  path  of  duty,'  and 
this  is  actually  the  case.  And  I  can  assure  you,  this  moment, 
I  think  it  quite  as  likely  that  I  shall  decide  to  go  to  Brook- 
lyn as  to  Montreal." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

''Jiihj  2d,  182.3. 
"  You  may  be  a  little  disappointed  when  I  tell  you  I  have 
concluded  to  go  to  Brooklyn.     After  considering  tlie  subject 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  113 

as  deliberately  and  as  solemnly  as  I  am  able;  and  after 
seeking  divine  guidance,  and  committing  my  way  unto  the 
Lord,  I  have  come  to  the  conclusion  that,  according  to  pre- 
sent circumstances  and  appearances,  1  may  hope  to  do  more, 
by  God's  blessing,  for  the  church  and  the  world  by  settling 
at  Brooklyn,  than  by  going  to  Montreal.  Still,  however,  at 
this  moment  I  would  gladly  go  to  Montreal,  if  there  was  any 
man  who  would  exactly  suit  the  people  at  Brooklyn. 

"  Should  my  hopes  be  disappointed,  of  being  useful,  I 
trust  I  shall  have  the  confidence  and  comfort  of  feeling  that 
it  has  all  been  ordered  by  the  Lord. 

"  I  do  not  expect  to  be  ordained  until  October,  probably 
about  the  middle  of  the  month." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"  Princeton, 


"  To-day  have  I  been  seated  at  the  table  of  our  dying, 
risen  Redeemer ;  and  feeling  disposed  to  speak  of  his  good- 
ness, to  whom  would  1  so  gladly  enter  upon  the  interesting 
theme  as  to  you  ? 

"  My  mind  was  peculiarly  exercised  this  morning  with 
desires  stronger  than  usual,  to  meet  the  Master  of  the  feast 
at  his  own  table :  to  see  the  King  in  his  beauty :  to  have 
Jesus  Christ  make  himself  known  to  me  in  the  breaking  of 
bread.  And  I  humbly  trust,  he  heard  and  answered  my 
prayer.  I  can  surely  say  that  I  have  never  had  so  precious 
a  communion-season  in  Princeton  before. 

"  To  go  to  the  table  of  the  Lord  is  the  most  solemn  trans- 
action a  creature  can  perform  this  side  eternity. 

"  The  Lord's  Supper  commemorates  an  event,  to  the  ac- 
complishment of  which  all  the  providences  of  God  for  four 
thousand  years  had  almost  an  exclusive  reference ;  an  event 
the  most  awful  and  stupendous  that  any  world  can  ever  wit- 
ness. The  God  of  nature  sullering  on  a  cross  by  the  hands 
10" 


114  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

of  his  sinful  creatures!  And  it  exhibits  an  assembly  of 
those  creatures,  sitting  at  a  feast  of  their  risen  Lord,  ransom- 
ed from  eternal  misery  by  the  very  blood  they  spilled,  and 
professing  their  faith  upon  that  once  crucified,  but  now  as- 
cended Saviour,  who  is  now  seated  upon  his  eternal  throne 
of  glory,  which  he  had  left,  for  a  while,  to  become  the  man 
of  sorrows,  and  redeem  a  race  of  rebels  from  the  conse- 
quences'^f  their  rebellion.  And,  oh,  the  amazing  love  of 
Christ !  the  Babe  of  Bethlehem — the  neglected  carpenter's 
son — the  houseless  wanderer,  who  had  not  where  to  lay  his 
head — the  agonizing,  supplicating  sufferer  of  Gethsemane — 
the  bleeding,  dying  victim  of  Calvary — the  tenant  of  the 
rock  of  Joseph — the  rising,  conquering,  and  now  reigning, 
inierceding  Redeemer.  Oh,  these  are  subjects  for  the  an- 
thems of  eternity!  These  are  themes  for  an  everlasting 
song  !  The  everlasting  song  of  blood-bought  sinners  saved 
by  grace  divine ! 

"  And  the  consideration  that  increases  our  wonder  is,  that 
with  all  our  hopes  of  salvation,  thus  purchased,  we  can  be- 
come so  insensible  and  indifferent  to  a  Saviour's  love.  That 
we  can  continue  in  sin !  Oh,  what  a  time  to  mourn  over 
our  sins,  when  we  stand  in  sight  of  Calvary.  Oiu"  love  of 
sin,  of  the  world,  of  self;  our  apathy,  and  coldness,  and 
formality  in  the  duties  of  religion ;  our  conformity  to  the 
irreligious  opinions  and  pi'actices  of  society;  our  forgetful- 
ness  of  God  ;  our  neglect  of  duty  ;  our  mockery  in  prayer; 
our  idolatrous  love  of  the  creature ;  our  want  of  zeal  for 
the  s{)read  of  the  Gospel ;  our  indifference  to  the  misery  of 
perishing  millions — alas,  for  us,  the  long,  humiliating  cata- 
logue  rises,  black  and  awful,  before  us  !  Oh,  God  of  mercy, 
may  it  drive  us  to  the  Saviour,  '  whose  blood  cleanseth  from 
all  sin.'  Blessed,  for  ever  blessed,  be  the  name  of  our  co- 
venant-keeping God,  '  that  he  so  loved  the  world  as  to  give 
his  only  begotten  Son,  that  whosoever    believeth  on  him 


REV.  JOSEPH  SAXFORD.  115 

should  not  perish,  but  have  everlasting  life'  Oh,  let  us  go 
to  him  anew,  if  we  have  ever  done  it.  And  in  a  manner 
more  solemn  and  unreserved  dedicate  ourselves  to  God.  It 
is  a  work  to  be  done  in  time,  but  it  is  for  eternity.  Oh,  may 
God  have  mercy  upon  us,  and  establish  us  upon  the  Rock 
of  ages." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"  Pijinceton,  July  l%th,  1823. 

"  I  would  have  written  to  you  yesterday,  but  a  gentleman 
from  Montreal  called  to  see  me,  and  spent  the  afternoon  and 
evening,  until  near  10  o'clock,  when  he  took  the  mail  for 
New  York. 

"  Before  I  gave  the  Montreal  congregation  a  final  answer, 
and  while  my  mind  was  labouring,  and  distressed,  and 
doubtful  on  the  subject,  I  wrote  to  my  friend,  Jacob  De  W., 
Esq.  As  I  had  expressed  myself  doubtfully  on  the  subject 
of  coming  among  them  they  concluded  it  very  improbable. 
Mr.  De  W.  was  selected  by  the  congregation,  and  prevailed 
on  to  come  immediately  to  the  United  States  and  see  me, 
before  I  should  decide,  hoping  that  his  efforts  would  secure 
a  favourable  decision.  He  was  detained,  however,  nearly 
a  week.  Before  he  left,  the  final  decision  was  received. 
However,  as  he  had  some  other  business  in  the  United  States, 
he  came  to  New  York  on  Tuesday  last,  and  arrived  here  in 
the  evening.  He  came,  as  he  expressed  himself,  '  not  to 
unsettle  my  mind,  or  to  distress  me,  but  to  see  me  as  a  dear 
friend,  whom  he  tenderly  loved,  and  who,  he  had  fondly, 
humbly,  hoped,  would  be  the  means  of  leading  him,  and  all 
that  are  dear  to  him,  to  Christ  and  to  glory.'  I  can  assure 
you,  when  he  described  the  effect  of  my  first  letter  upon  the 
people,  though  it  was  by  no  means  decided  in  its  character, 
I  felt  as  if  my  own  heart  would  burst,  and  that  I  would  give 


•« 


116  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

all  the  world,  were  it  mine,  could  I  see  the  path  of  duty  lead- 
ing me  to  Montreal. 

"  But  for  the  present,  I  feel  it  my  duty  to  go  to  Brooklyn. 
I  say,  for  the  present,  because  I  feel  satisfied  as  to  present 
duty  ;  and  that  is  all  one  should  be  anxious  about.  A  long 
career  in  the  gospel  ministry  has  never  entered  into  my  fond- 
est anticipations.  The  length  of  the  race  is  a  trifle,  com- 
pared with  the  manner  in  which  it  is  run.  Oh,  may  God 
enable  me,  while  I  live,  to  live  to  his  glory,  and  to  be  active 
in  his  service.  And  when  (through  strength  derived  from 
God)  his  work  is  done,  whether  it  be  done  pooner  or  later, 
may  I  be  prepared  to  enter  into  his  heavenly  kingdom. 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"  My  prayer  is,  that  you  may  be  useful  in  the  church  of 
Christ.  There  are  many  females  (I  mean  wives  of  clergy- 
men) who  seem  to  content  themselves  with  making  their 
husbands  happy.  Now  this  is  well,  as  far  as  it  goes.  But 
I  could  not  be  contented  to  have  a  wife  a  mere  satellite.  I 
would  have  her  shine  with  her  own  light,  in  all  the  mild 
glory  of  female  excellence,  and  with  the  reflected  rays  of 
the  Sun  of  righteousness. 

"  The  relation  a  female  stands  in  to  her  husband,  changes 
not  her  relation  to  the  head  of  the  church,  and  she  is  still  to 
feel  it  her  duty,  as  far  as  may  be  consistent  with  duties  which 
arise  out  of  the  social  relation,  to  exert  herself  for  God  and 
his  cause;  and  indeed  the  glory  of  God  should  be  the  mo- 
tive of  evBry  action. 

"  Let  us  keep  it  constantly  before  our  minds  that  our  steps 
are  ordered  by  the  Lord.  He  will  dispose  of  us  in  his  own 
time  and  for  his  own  glory.  Besides,  it  may  be  possible 
that  he  may  never  design  us  to  enjoy  much  of  each  other's 
society.*     We  hold  all  our  comforts  at  his  pleasure.     And 

*  How  very  prophetic ! 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  117 

he  often  frustrates  the  fondest  schemes  of  his  dearest  chil- 
dren.    We  know  not  what  is  best  for  us." 

Princeton,  August  \lth,  1823.  By  the  absorbing  tide 
of  business,  though  sustained  every  moment  by  the  hand  of 
God,  I  have  been  hurried  through  several  months  to  the  pre- 
sent time.  I  have  been  led  through  various  exercises  and 
anxieties.  My  Hfe  has  been  preserved  when  it  was  in  dan- 
ger. My  wants  have  been  suppHed.  Every  cup  has  been 
filled- with  blessing.  Every  hour  has  been  marked  by  some 
kind  token  of  the  Almighty's  care.  "  Blessed  be  the  Lord 
God,  the  God  of  Israel,  who  only  doeth  wondrous  things ; 
and  blessed  be  his  glorious  name  for  ever  and  ever ;  and  let 
the  whole  earth  be  filled  with  his  glory."  I  desire,  with  my 
own  hand,  to  subscribe  to  the  goodness  of  God.  I  am  un- 
grateful and  sinful,  prone  to  wander  from  him.  Unworthy 
of  the  least  mercy,  deserving  of  every  frown  and  the  fiercest 
displeasure,  ruined  and  helpless,  but  still  rebellious.  Oh 
God,  why  am  I  spared,  spared  in  the  midst  of  so  many  pro- 
vocations ;  spared  in  the  enjoyment  of  so  many  blessings, 
and  privileges,  and  hopes  !  I  desire  to  be  thine.  I  desire  to 
accept  of  the  offers  of  mercy,  through  Jesus  Christ,  and  to 
know,  by  a  more  distinct  and  satisfactory  experience,  the 
richness  and  the  suitableness  of  that  salvation  which  it  is 
my  business  to  preach  to  others.  I  desire  to  be  united  to 
Jesus  Christ  by  a  living  faith ;  to  be  really  in  him,  and  thus 
free  from  condemnation.  To  feel  the  purifying  influences  of 
that  spirit  of  adoption  which  dwells  in  the  believer's  soul ; 
to  feel  the  power  of  sin  growing  weaker,  and  love  to  God 
and  holiness  growing  stronger  every  day ;  to  be  convinced 
more  and  more  deeply  of  my  native  sinfulness  and  misery, 
and  to  cast  myself  upon  Jesus  Christ  for  wisdom,  righteous- 
ness, sanctification  and  redemption. 

This  work,  O  God,  thou  alone  canst  perform.     O  wilt 


118  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

thou  work  mig;htily  in  me  and  for  me,  and  show  me  thy 
salvation  and  thy  glory. 

Avgxist  21st.  This  day  to  be  observed  as  a  day  of  spe- 
cial humiliation  and  prayer.  I  have  been  endeavouring  to 
confess  my  sins,  and  humble  myself  before  God;  but,  alas, 
there  is  so  little  sensibility,  so  little  deep  repentance,  so  much 
languor  and  coldness,  so  hard  a  heart,  such  vagrant  feelings 
and  thoughts,  and  such  barrenness  of  soul  as  to  make  me 
apprehensive  that  I  have  never  tasted  the  love  of  God.  I 
have  endeavoured,  however,  to  feel  my  sinfulness  and  help- 
lessness, and  to  give  myself  away  to  God  my  Saviour,  to 
be  saved  in  his  way  and  upon  the  ground  of  his  finished 
work  and  perfect  righteousness.  My  only  hope  is  in  the 
friend  of  sinners.  If  I  fail  here  I  fail  for  ever.  O  Jesus 
Jehovah,  I  am  resolved  to  rely  upon  thee  alone.  It  is  a 
faithful  saying,  that  thou  didst  come  into  the  world  to  save 
sinners.  O  make  me  a  subject  of  mercy  and  a  trophy  of 
thy  rich  grace. 

Sabbath  morning,  Sept.  7th.  To-day  I  expect  to  go 
again  to  the  Lord's  table.  Oh  Saviour  of  sinners,  soften 
and  sanctify  my  heart.  May  I  feel  more  humble,  and  come 
to  thy  throne  of  grace  sensible  that  all  my  help  must  come 
from  thee.  I  would  spread  all  my  wants  before  thee.  I 
would  dedicate  myself  to  thee.  I  would  be  thine,  and  thine 
for  ever;  draw  me  to  thyself;  bind  me  to  thy  throne;  take 
possession  of  this  soul  of  mine,  oh  Holy  Spirit,  and  make 
it  thy  temple. 


With  the  month  of  September  Mr.  Sanford  ended  his  happy 
residence  in  the  Theological  Seminary  at  Princeton,  and  bid 
adieu  to  that  beloved  institution  and  its  many  privileges. 
On  the  25th  of  that  month  he  was  married  to  Miss  Anna 
Jackson,  then  of  Philadelphia,  but  formerly  of  Trenton,  N.J. 
Immediately  after  his  marriage  he  went  to  Brooklyn,  to  take 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  119 

charge  of  the  First  Presbyterian  Church  in  that  city,  to  which 
he  had  received  a  call  in  the  early  part  of  the  preceding 
summer.  In  that  important  and  rapidly  growing  cily  he 
laboured  with  great  faithfulness  during  more  than  five  years. 
In  this  sphere  his  labours  were  eminently  useful.  His  let- 
ters and  journal  will  inform  the  reader  through  what  over- 
whelming trials  he  was  speedily  called  to  pass.  They  will 
also  show  the  progress  which  his  own  soul  made  in  holiness, 
as  well  the  success  which  attended  his  labours.  It  may 
not  be  improper  to  remark,  that  the  mournful  and  almost 
instantaneous  death  of  his  wife  was  occasioned  by  a  surgical 
operation.  That  her  death  produced  a  very  deep,  and  last- 
ing, and  sanctified  effect  upon  the  heart  of  her  bereaved  hus- 
band, is  evident  from  what  he  lias  written.  She  was  a 
woman  of  eminent  piety  and  loveliness,  and  possessed  un- 
common qualifications  for  the  sphere  into  which  she  had  but 
just  entered  when  she  was  called  away  by  death. 

In  the  death  of  his  excellent  wife  Mr.  Sanford  found  great 
and  merited  sympathy  in  many  Christian  hearts,  which  hast- 
ened to  offer  their  consoling  tribute.  Among  the  many  let- 
ters which  were  addressed  to  him  at  this  afllictive  crisis,  that 
of  the  Board  of  Trustees  of  his  church,  and  those  of  the 
Rev.  Drs.  Romeyn,  Miller,  and  Richards;  that  of  Alexan- 
der Henry,  Esq.,  as  well  as  those  of  the  Rev.  Messrs.  Ham- 
ner,  Hall,  Myers  and  Bishop,  who  had  been  his  fellow  stu- 
dents at  the  Theological  Seminary  at  Princeton,  may  be 
mentioned  as  remarkably  excellent.  The  last  named  of 
these  young  brethren  and  his  wife,  addressed  to  him  a  very 
dear  letter  from  the  Sandwich  Islands,  where  they  were 
labouring  as  missionaries.  A  Pow  of  these  letters  are  here 
submitted  to  the  reader. 


120  MEMOIR  OF  THE 


"Brooklyn,  Dec.  l6th,lS2S. 
"dear  sir, 

"  The  Board  of  Trustees,  under  a  deep  sense  of  the 
afflictive  providence  which  has  deprived  their  beloved  pastor 
of  a  partner,  and  feeling  as  they  do  that  the  ties  which  sub- 
sist between  man  and  wife  are  the  most  tender  and  the 
strongest  that  bind  the  human  family  together,  the  severance 
of  them  therefore  cannot  but  be  the  most  distressing.  We 
will  not  presume  to  say  what  our  feelings  were  at  the  heart- 
rending distress  which  you  must  have  felt  at  so  unexpected 
a  disappointment  of  your  temporal  bliss.  But,  dear  sir,  per- 
mit us  to  say,  we  felt  and  do  feel  sincerely  the  distress  which 
has  fallen  on  our  teacher,  who,  we  trust,  under  providence, 
has  come  amongst  us  for  our  spiritual  benefit. 

"  We  beg  leave  to  tender  to  you  our  warmest  sympathies, 
and  the  assurance  of  our  affection  and  condolence  as  indi- 
viduals ;  and  we  are  assured  we  are  correct  when  we  say, 
the  aifection  the  whole  congregation  feel  towards  you  is 
almost  unbounded. 

"  We  have  been  directed  by  the  Board  of  Trustees  to  ex- 
press to  you  their  desire,  in  their  official  capacity,  to  do  all 
that  is  in  their  power  for  the  advancement  of  your  personal 
comfort  and  happiness ;  and  if  there  be  any  thing  in  which 
they  can  give  effect  to  this  desire  at  the  present  time,  they 
would  be  glad  to  receive  an  intimation  of  your  wishes  on 
the  subject. 

"In  behalf  of  the  Board  of  Trustees,  we  remain  your  sin- 
cere friends, 

"  Elkanah  Doolittle,  Pres. 

"  Silas  Butler,  Clerk.''^ 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  121 

*•  MY  DEAR  BROTHER, 

"  Permit  me  to  mingle  my  tears  with  yours.  You  have 
indeed  been  called,  at  an  early  period,  to  suffering  of  the 
most  acute  kind  and  its  consequence  deep  and  prostrating 
sorrow.  May  your  covenant  God  support  you  with  the 
consolations  of  that  covenant,  and  cause  you  Xo  feel  that  he 
is  your  God  and  Father  in  Christ  Jesus  his  Son.  I  com- 
mend you  to  him  and  to  his  blessing  on  this  occasion,  know- 
ing full  well  that  if  you  are  his,  as  I  am  persuaded,  he  will 
support  and  comfort  you  in  this  the  hour  of  your  affliction. 
The  Lord  God  of  his  church  be  with  you  and  bless  you — 
enable  you  to  carry  out  in  your  ministerial  deportment  the 
evidences  of  mediatorial  fidelity  to  Ms  own  promises,  who  is 
our  Jehovah,  in  righteousness  and  sanctification. 

"  Your  sympathizing  brother  in  the  common  salvation, 

"  J.  B.  ROMEYN." 


'■'Princeton,  Dec,  19th,  1823. 

"  MY  DEAR  SIR, 

"  I  received,  ten  days  ago,  with  unfeigned  sympathy,  the 
intelligence  of  the  heavy  bereavement  with  which  it  has 
pleased  an  infinitely  wise  and  sovereign  God  to  visit  you. 
Be  assured  you  have  not  been  forgotten  in  those  approaches 
to  the  throne  of  grace  which  my  companion  and  myself  are 
in  the  habit  of  jointly  making ;  and  I  should  have  taken  an 
opportunity  of  expressing  to  you  our  kind  remembrance,  had 
not  a  variety  of  circumstances,  and  among  the  rest  a  tem- 
porary interruption  of  health,  prevented  my  enjoying  a  mo- 
ment's leisure  until  this  time. 

"  We  little  thought,  eight  weeks  ago,  when  we  saw  you 
and  your  excellent  companion  going  to  New  York  together, 
that  she  would  so  soon  take  her  flight  to  a  better  world. 
But  it  is  all  well — infinitely  for  the  best.     God  has  been 

11 


122  HEMOIR  OF  THE 

pleased,  indeed,  in  your  case,  to  sever  the  tenderest  ties  that 
human  nature  knows — and,  of  course,  to  lay  upon  you  one 
of  the  heaviest  earthly  calamities.  But,  oh  how  much  mercy 
is  mingled  with  the  affliction  !  How  seldom  is  it  that  sur- 
viving friends  have  so  much  evidence  of  the  safe  and  happy 
departure  of  any  one,  as  in  the  case  of  your  beloved,  and 
now,  we  doubt  not,  glorified  partner !  For  this  you  have 
reason  evermore  to  bless  God,  and  to  have  his  praise  conti- 
nually in  your  mouth.  The  Lord  grant  that  while  your 
heart  is  wrung  with  that  anguish  which  such  an  event  ovght, 
in  some  respects,  to  produce,  you  may  be  enabled  more  than 
ever  to  rejoice  in  God  your  Saviour,  and  to  praise  him  for 
the  great  mercies  attending  this  dispensation  !  May  He  who 
has  inflicted  the  stroke  send  the  balm  of  consolation,  and  en- 
able you  to  say.  It  is  good  for  me  to  be  afflicted  ! 

"  My  dear  young  brother,  perhaps  the  Lord,  by  thus  early 
trying  you  in  the  furnace  of  affliction,  intends  to  prepare  you 
for  a  course  of  peculiar  devotedness  to  his  cause,  and  of 
peculiar  usefulness.  If  so,  will  you  not  have  reason  for 
ever  to  praise  him  for  it?  If  so,  will  not  one  of  the  most 
mysterious  dispensations  that  has  lately  come  to  my  know- 
ledge, prove  to  be  full  of  light,  and  mercy,  and  joy,  in  the 
end? 

"  I  am  unexpectedly  cut  short  in  my  letter  by  an  inter- 
ruption, and  have  only  time  to  add,  again,  the  assurance  of 
afiectionate  remembrance  in  our  prayers,  that  the  God  of  all 
grace  may  bless  and  comfort  you. 

"  I  am,  my  dear  sir,  with  cordial  sympathy,  your  friend 
and  brother,  v'" 

"  Samuel  Miller. 

"  Rev.  Mr.  Sanford." 


BEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  123 

"  Auburn,  Dec.  19<A,  1823. 

"  MY  DEAli  VOUNG  FRIEND, 

"  Your  letter,  conveying  the  mournful  tidings  of  the  sud- 
den departure  of  your  dear  wife  and  our  very  dear  friend, 
our  beloved  child  I  may  say,  has  filled  us  with  astonishment 
and  grief.  How  marvellous  are  trod's  ways,  even  towards 
his  own  children,  and  often  how  dark  and  distressing.  My 
dear  sir,  our  hearts  bleed  with  your  heart  under  this  sudden 
stroke,  and  with  the  hearts  of  the  dear  sisters.  Poor  things! 
how  desolate  ai-e  they  made  by  this  unexpected  change,  as 
well  as  you.  Anna  was  mother,  sister,  all  to  them ;  they 
looked  to  her  and  depended  upon  her  for  every  thing.  I 
never  saw  such  maternal  care  and  tenderness  on  one  part, 
and  such  affectionate  confidence  on  the  other,  among  sisters 
But  the  tenderest  relations,  and  the  most  distinguished  vir 
tues,  present  no  barrier  to  the  unwelcome  tread  of  death 
He  marches  through  the  thickest  ranks,  and  lays  our  proud 
est  hopes  in  the  dust,  just  where  and  when  he  receives  com 
mand.  God  however  is  upon  the  throne,  and  nothing,  blessed 
be  his  name,  falls  out  beyond  or  aside  from  his  counsels. 
The  darkest  dispensations  of  his  providence  are  all  light  to  him, 
and  to  us  they  will  one  day  appear  as  bright  as  the  noontide 
sun.  But  what  shall  we  do  in  the  meantime,  while  clouds 
and  darkness  are  round  about  him,  and  his  paths  are  in  the 
mighty  deep?  We  can  only  bow  at  his  feet,  and  say, 
Righteous  art  thou,  O  Lord,  when  thou  speakest,  and  clear 
when  thov  judgest.  This  we  know  to  be  our  duty,  and  that 
our  happiness  is  connected  with  it ;  but  often  it  is  not  easy  to 
take  this  position,  and  to  bring  our  hearts  to  this  state  of 
humble  and  cheerful  acquiescence.  Passion  rebels,  while 
reason  says,  be  still.  I  have  found,  my  dear  brother,  that  in 
very  trying  conjunctures  it  was  in  vain  to  reason  ;  that  the 
tempest  was  too  strong  to  be  resisted  by  such  feeble  means ; 
that  Almighty  grace  alone  could  be  resorted  to  as  furnishing 


124  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

the  adequate  relief.  Thanks  to  the  God  of  all  the  earth  that 
a  way  has  been  opened  to  his  throne,  and  that  there,  in  the 
name  of  our  great  advocate,  we  may  come  with  all  our  wants 
and  woes,  with  the  kind  assurance  that  we  shall  not  be  sent 
empty  away.  I  need  not  tell  you  that  in  prayer  you  will 
find  the  truest  support,  and  the  only  satisfactory  pledge  of  a 
happy  issue  to  this  trial.  You  must  not  be  surprised,  if, 
while  it  is  dark  without,  it  is  dark  within  also.  When  God 
hides  his  face  in  the  external  administration  of  his  providence, 
it  is  not  uncommon  for  him  to  withdraw  the  inward  tokens 
of  his  favour.  It  was  so  in  the  case  of  Job,  and  often  so 
with  David,  as  the  history  of  their  trials  clearly  evinces. 
This  indeed  makes  the  cloud  of  affliction  doubly  dark,  but  by 
no  means  less  salutary.  It  is  especially  calculated  to  bring 
sin  to  remembrance,  and  to  lay  us  more  effectually  in  the 
dust. 

Your  situation  has  greatly  affected  me,  and  continues  to 
occupy  my  thoughts.  After  my  feeble  manner,  I  do  not 
cease  to  remember  you  and  the  dear  sisters  in  my  prayers. 
Some  good  thing  no  doubt  God  intends  to  accomplish  by  this 
surprising  visitation.  Perhaps  it  is  to  bring  some  of  the  ac- 
quaintance and  the  relatives  of  the  dear  departed  saint  to  the 
knowledge  of  the  truth  ;  perhaps  to  make  you  a  more  holy 
man  and  a  better  minister.  I  pray  God  to  sanctify  it  to 
us  all,  by  keeping  us  more  awake  to  our  frailty,  more  active 
in  his  cause,  and  more  perfectly  ready  for  our  last  sum- 
mons. 

"  We  had  anticipated  much  pleasure  in  seeing  you  and 
your  dear  friend  next  summer  at  Auburn  ;  but  how  little  do 
we  know  what  a  day  may  bring  forth.  Where  any  of  us 
shall  be  then  is  known  only  to  him  who  holds  our  destiny  in 
his  hand.  Still  let  me  hope  that  I  shall  see  you  here  before 
many  months  shall  have  past.  *         *         * 

"  Mrs.  R.  and  my  sons  desire  an  affectionate  remembrance 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  125 

to  you.  They  all  tenderly  sympathize  with  you  in  this  great 
trial,  and  feel  with  myself  that  we  have  sustained  a  great 
loss. 

"  Very  sincerely  and  affectionately  yours, 

"  James  Richards. 
"  Rev.  J.  Sanford." 

"  Philadelphia,  Dec.  8th,  1823. 

"  REVEREND  A]VD  DEAR  SIR, 

"  It  is  with  a  trembling  hand  and  sympathizing  heart  I 
take  up  my  pen.  Nothing  in  nature  could  be  more  unex- 
pected to  me  than  the  doleful  intelligence  your  letter  conveys. 
May  the  Lord  grant  his  blessing  to  this  heavy  affliction. 
Often,  my  dear  friend,  I  have  thought  of  you  and  your  dear 
companion.  Every  view  I  took  of  your  prospects  cheered 
my  heart.  Our  beloved  friend  had  a  large  share  of  my 
affections,  indeed  more  like  a  parental  than  any  other  cha- 
racter, and  I  rejoiced  in  her  prospects ;  moreover,  I  had  be- 
lieved that  she  had  been  effectually  relieved  from  the  painful 
local  complaint.  Think,  then,  my  astonishment,  when  I 
learned  the  cause  of  her  death  was  a  surgical  operation. 
The  will  of  the  Lord  be  done.  I  have,  my  dear  friend,  con- 
veyed the  dreadful  intelligence  to  poor  M.,  her  sister,  and 
the  family  in  which  they  reside,  with  all  the  care  and  ten- 
derness in  my  power ;  but  cannot  say  that  it  has  been  re- 
ceived even  with  tolerable  resignation.  Indeed,  poor  M.  is 
overwhelmed  ;  till  this  moment  she  will  hear  nothing  that  is 
said.  I  trust,  however,  she  will  soon  become  more  calm, 
and  then  it  will  be  both  the  duty  and  the  pleasure  of  Chris- 
tian friends  to  endeavour  to  promote  a  sanctified  use  of  the 
affliction. 

"  Heart-breaking  as  it  must  have  been  to  you  to  communi- 
cate the  facts,  I  am  rejoiced  to  have  them  from  yourself,  and 
still  more  for  the  mercy  that  is  extended  to  you.     It  does, 

11* 


126  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

my  dear  friend,  rejoice  my  heart  that  you  still  trust  in  the 
Lord.  May  his  right  hand  sustain  you  ;  may  he  open  to  you 
the  riches  of  his  grace ;  may  you  be  made  ever  to  rejoice. 
And  why  not,  my  dear  sir,  rejoice  ?  Your  Anna,  much  as 
she  loved  you,  is  infinitely  more  happy  than  she  ever  could 
be  with  you.  Dark  and  mysterious  as  this  dispensation  is, 
ere  long  you  will  see  infinite  wisdom  and  mercy  in  it.  I  am 
unwilling  to  let  a  mail  return  without  a  line  from  me,  but 
really  I  am  not  in  a  situation  to  write.  You  shall  not  be 
forgotten,  my  dear  friend,  nor  will  my  attention  to  my  dear 
children  here  be  omitted.  I  wish,  however,  for  your  own 
sake,  and  their  sake,  you  would  come  on  as  soon  as  you 
can. 

"  Very  aifectionately  yours, 

"  Alexander  Henry.'' 


Brooklyn,  Dec.  7th,  182S.  Alas!  how  short-sighted  is 
man !  How  little  did  I  suspect  what  God  had  in  reserve  for 
me  when  I  wrote  last  in  this  journal.  How  little  did  I  ap- 
prehend that  while  this  book  was  mislaid  and  no  other  re- 
cord made  for  three  months,  events  of  such  deep,  everlast- 
ing and  mournful  consequences  would  take  place.  My  mar- 
riage, ordination,  and  the  death  of  my  beloved  wife ! 

Oh  God,  thou  art  on  the  throne.  Thou  turnest  man  to 
destruction.  My  dearest  comforts  are  thy  gifts,  and  thou 
hast  a  right  to  recall  them.  Thy  will  be  done,  O  righteous 
God.  Though  my  heart  bleeds,  it  is  thine  holy  hand  that 
has  inflicted  the  blow.  O  pour  in  the  balm  of  Gilead.  O 
sanctify  me,  pardon  and  support  me  till  I  have  done  and 
suffered  all  thy  will,  and  then  receive  me  to  thy  kingdom  to 
behold  thy  glory,  and  there  to  meet  my  dear,  dear  Anna,  from 
whom  I  have  been  so  unexpectedly,  so  mournfully  separated 
on  earth.     May  we  meet  to  praise  thee  together. 


BEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  127 

Oh  God,  my  God,  let  me  fly  to  thee  for  strength  and 
comfort  under  this  severe  stroke  which  thou  hast  inflicted. 
Oh,  how  little  did  I  think,  when  I  made  the  last  record  of 
thy  goodness,  that  such  a  furnace  of  afliiction  was  preparing 
for  me.  But  why  should  I  weep?  She  is  high  in  glory  to- 
day, and  is  engaged  in  a  nobler  worship  than  she  ever  Con- 
ceived below.  Yet  while  I  do  weep  and  mourn  I  would  not 
murmur.  Oh  God,  I  thank  thee  that  I  loved  her  and  en- 
joyed her  society  so  long.  I  thank  thee  for  all  the  assurances 
her  life  has  given  that  she  was  united  by  faith  to  the  Saviour 
of  sinners.  I  feel  that  I  needed  such  a  blow.  However  in- 
sensibly, I  do  feel  that  she  was  the  idol  of  my  heart ;  that  in 
the  enjoyment  of  one  of  thy  best  gifts  I  had,  in  a  degree, 
forgotten  the  giver.  I  am  sure  there  was  a  silent,  secret 
alienation  of  heart  from  thee.  Oh  Gocl,  draw  me  to  thy- 
self. Show  me  thyself  May  I  feel  the  joys  of  thy  salva- 
tion. I  feel  an  alarming  coldness  and  barrenness.  My 
heart  does  not  melt  although  it  bleeds ;  and  even  while  it 
bleeds  1  cannot  realize  that  my  dear,  dear  Anna  is  gone  for 
ever.  She  is  not  here,  but  she  seems  to  be  absent  but  a  little 
while,  and  that  she  will  soon  return.  Oh  God,  may  I  feel 
that  she  is  sleeping  the  sleep  of  ages  beneath  the  cold  clods 
of  the  valley.  May  I  have  that  heartfelt  reconciliation  to 
the  high  decisions  of  thy  will  that  shall  enable  me  to  say, 
"  Sleep  on,  dear  dust ;  the  spirit  that  once  animated  thee  is 
now  in  glory:  I  would  not  call  it  away  from  its  glorious  em- 
ployment and  the  glories  that  surround  it,  if  it  were  even  in 
my  power  to  do  so." 

Oh  God,  sanctify  this  tremendous  blow  to  me,  and  make 
it  the  means  of  preparing  me  more  efli'ctually  for  the  work 
to  which  thou  hast  called  me,  than  her  life,  and  company, 
and  assistance  could  have  done.  I  do  believe  it  is  for  her 
good,  and  I  pray  that  it  may  be  for  my  good.  She  was  in 
danger  of  loving  me  too  much,  and  of  making  me  her  idol. 


128  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

Besides,  she  had  the  seeds  of  a  disorder  that,  in  all  probabi- 
lity, would  have  caused  her  great  bodily  suffering,  and  on 
these  accounts  it  was  good  for  her  to  go ;  and,  as  much  as 
she  loved  me,  much  as  her  heart  would  have  bled,  had  she 
anticipated  such  a  separation,  I  believe  that  though  now, 
from  the  heights  of  Zion,  she  may  remenjber  me  on  earth, 
and  the  painful  circumstances  in  which  she  left  me,  it  will 
give  her  no  pain,  it  will  not  alloy  the  bliss  of  heaven,  and 
that  she  would  not  for  the  world  return  to  earth.  Her  work 
is  done,  her  course  is  ended,  her  conflict  is  over,  her  victory 
over  sin  and  death  is  complete,  her  harp  is  strung  in  glory, 
and  she  has  already  engaged  in  the  everlasting  songs  of 
eternity. 

Oh  God,  forbid  that  this  providence  should  be  in  vain ; 
may  it  be  the  mearls  of  bringing  me  more  humbly  to  thy 
feet,  and  enabling  me  to  serve  thee  with  my  whole  heart.  I 
have  often  prayed  that 

"  The  dearest  idol  I  have  known, 
"Whate'er  that  idol  be," 

might  be  torn  from  thy  throne,  that  I  might  worship  only 
thee.  But  how  little  did  I  suppose  that  my  wife  was  that 
idol !  How  little  did  I  think  that  the  dear  partner  of  my 
joys  and  sorrows,  the  dear  friend  I  looked  upon  as  one  of 
God's  most  distinguished  gifts,  as  one  of  the  tokens  of  his 
love  to  me,  was,  in  any  way,  a  hinderanceto  me,  or  that  she 
was  occupying  the  place  in  my  affections  which  belonged  to 
her  Saviour.  It  would  have  made  her  heart  bleed  to  think 
so.  I  believe  she  would  rather  have  died.  But  she  was  not 
called  upon  to  make  the  painful  decision.  She  was  not  made 
acquainted  with  the  painful  truth.  I  do  not  think  she  was  at 
all  conscious  of  the  approach  of  death.  I  do  believe  she 
found  herself  in  eternity,  welcomed  by  the  Saviour  she  loved. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  129 

to  the  joys  of  Paradise,  before  she  was  conscious  of  having 
left  her  body,  and  pain,  and  disease,  and  sin  behind. 

I  do  beHeve,  O  my  God,  that  this  providence  is  what  I 
should  rejoice  in,  could  I  see  the  whole  case  in  all  its  causes 
and  consequences.  I  know  that  it  is  right.  I  desire  to  feel 
more  heart-submission ;  not  the  mere  submission  of  neces- 
sity to  a  thing  which  I  cannot  control,  or  to  a  decision  which 
I  cannot  reverse,  but  the  submission  of  filial  affection  that 
rejoices  to  know  a  father's  will,  and  feels  that  it  is  best.  Oh 
God,  grant  me  this  filial  submission.  O  let  not  this  affect- 
ing call  of  thy  providence  be  unheard  or  unheeded.  But 
may  I  learn  what  it  is  designed  to  teach  me.  May  I  repent 
of  the  sins  of  heart  and  life,  for  which  it  is  a  severe  but 
righteous  chastisement.  May  I  arise,  and  in  the  strength  of 
the  Lord,  go  about  the  work  in  which  it  admonishes  me  to 
be  up  and  doing  and  to  be  faithful.  Oh  may  I  give  all  dili- 
gence to  prepare  for  that  eternity  which  is  so  near.  May 
her  dear  orphan  sisters  be  supported  and  directed  to  the  or- 
phan's father.  O  may  they  now  at  last  lean  upon  thine 
arm,  when  their  last  earthly  prop  is  broken  down.  God  of 
mercy  pity  them,  pardon  them,  sanctify  them,  and  prepare 
them,  when  their  race  is  run,  to  follow  her  to  glory. 

May  this  church  and  congregation  hear  the  voice  from  the 
grave  and  from  eternity,  that  calls  most  affectingly  to  them 
to  improve  the  time,  to  prepare  to  die,  to  be  reconciled  to 
God. 

December  9.  And,  oh  my  God,  from  the  very  grave  of 
my  dear  departed  wife,  may  I  set  out  to  serve  thee.  Oh 
forgive  my  past  unfaithfulness,  unbelief  and  sluggishness : 
forgive  my  inordinate  love  of  the  creature  and  my  forgetful- 
ness  of  thee.  O  heal  the  aching,  bleeding  wound  in  my  heart 
by  the  comforts  of  thy  salvation.  I  desire  to  bid  earthly 
things  a  last  farewell.  1  desire  to  live  alone  for  God.  I  de- 
sire to  choose  thee  for  the  portion  of  my  soul.     To  draw  my 


130  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

joys  and  consolations  from  the  heavens.  To  serve  the  Lord 
with  all  my  powers,  and  love  him  with  all  my  soul.  May 
this  be  the  business  of  my  days.  Oh  God,  may  I  have  a 
livelier  sense  of  tby  presence.  May  I  not  be  disappointed 
of  thy  favour.  I  desire  to  rely  upon  thy  mercy,  and  to  live 
by  faith  upon  the  Son  of  God  in  the  faithful  performance  of 
every  duty. 


Towards  the  close  of  this  year  Mr.  Sanford  received  a 
second  call  to  the  American  Presbyterian  Church  and  So- 
ciety in  Montreal.  This  call  was  accompanied  with  many 
pressing  letters  from  some  of  the  most  influential  men  in  that 
congregation,  earnestly  entreating  his  acceptance  of  it. 
Among  the  gentlemen  who  wrote  to  him  on  this  occasion, 
were  Messrs.  De  Witt,  Bigelow,  H.  Gates  and  the  Rev.  Mr. 
Purkis.  These  letters  attest  the  very  deep  affection  which 
was  cherished  for  Mr.  Sanford,  in  that  city,  and  the  high 
opinion  which  was  entertained  of  his  qualifications  as  a  mi- 
nister of  Jesus  Christ.  But  after  mature  and  prayerful  de- 
liberation, he  felt  it  to  be  his  duty  to  continue  in  the  field  of 
labour  upon  which  he  had  just  entered. 


January  Ath,  1824.  Sabbath  evening.  After  a  day  of 
laborious  exertion,  O  my  God,  my  supporter,  I  would  com- 
mit all  my  duties,  my  preaching,  prayers,  with  my  soul  and 
body  to  thy  mercy  and  grace,  to  be  purified  by  the  blood  of 
Jesus,  and  to  be  blest.  O  God,  sanctify  me,  forgive  me  for 
dwelling  so  much  upon  the  dying  scenes  and  mouldering 
dust  of  my  dear,  departed,  glorified  wife.  O  God,  sanctify 
me ;  may  I  be  ready  to  follow  her,  but  not  be  impatient. 
May  I  serve  thee  faithfully  and  successfully  while  I  live. 
Oh  bless  the  people  of  my  charge.  Though  I  speak  to  them 
in  great  simplicity,  that  all  may  understand,  yet  they  will 
not  without  thy  blessing.     Bless  the  word  and  ordinances. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  131 

Awaken  sinners  to  a  sense  of  their  awful  danger  while  out 
of  Christ;  and  may  they  be  converted  unto  God.  Prosper 
thy  cause  every  where.  Much  good  seed  has  been  sown 
to-day. 

January  25th.  Once  more  I  have  been  allowed  to  speak 
in  thy  name,  O  God.  Wilt  thou  own  thy  word,  however 
feebly  spoken.  I  have  been  dwelling  on  the  glorious  truth, 
that  there  is  "  no  condemnation  to  those  who  are  in  Christ 
Jesus."  May  thy  people  learn  to  appreciate  their  spiritual 
privileges,  and  to  honour  him  with  soul  and  body,  who  ha* 
freed  them  from  the  curse  of  the  law. 

May  sinners  seek  such  a  union  to  Jesus  Christ  as  shall 
entitle  them  to  the  strong  consolations  of  those  who  have 
fled  for  refuge  to  lay  hold  on  the  hope  set  before  them  in  the 
gospel.  Oh  God,  may  I  have  more  of  that  faith  in  the  Sa- 
viour which  I  recommend  to  others.  May  I  understand  the 
plan  of  salvation  better,  and  love  it  more  and  more.  May 
I  be  more  weaned  from  the  world,  and  never  again  place 
my  affections  upon  it.  May  I  be  excited  by  the  sudden 
death  of  my  dear,  dear  wife,  to  be  always  at  work,  and  to 
be  always  ready  for  the  summons  that  shall  soon  call  me 
home. 

February  6,  1824.  This  day  I  enter  upon  the  twenty- 
eighth  year  of  my  life.  God  only  knows  when,  or  in  what 
circumstances,  I  shall  end  it.  The  last  year  of  my  life  has 
been  more  eventful  than  all  the  rest.  It  is  to-day  two  months 
since  my  dear,  dear  Anna,  my  life's  loved  companion, 
breathed  her  last.  Oh  death,  thou  art  indeed  a  conqueror 
commissioned  to  destroy.  Oh  my  God,  support  me  under 
the  heavy  hand  of  thy  righteous  chastisements.  Be  pleased 
to  sanctify  the  stroke  that  has  cloven  down  my  earthly  stay 
and  comforter;  and  left  me  in  desolate  grief  to  toil  through 
life's  pilgrimage.  May  I  lean  upon  thine  arm.  May  thy 
presence  more  than  make  amends  for  the  absence  of  my 


132  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

dearest  earthly  friend  ;  and  by  the  application  of  the  blood 
of  Jesus,  may  I  be  prepared  to  follow  her  to  that  world  of 
unmingled  peace,  and  purity,  and  holiness,  and  joy,  where, 
I  trust,  she  is  now  celebrating  the  wisdom  of  thy  providence, 
the  wonders  of  thy  love,  and  the  riches  of  thy  grace. 

Sabbath,  March  6th.  Three  months,  to-day,  since  the 
dear  wife  of  my  bosom  fell  asleep  in  Jesus.  Her  dear  dust 
is  mingling  with  its  kindred  dust,  but  it  shall  rise  again.  It 
shall  be  raised  incorruptible  ;  it  shall  be  fashioned  into  a 
glorious  body  to  lodge  and  accommodate  the  spirit  that  once 
inhabited  it,  and,  together,  freed  from  every  imperfection, 
they  shall  dwell  for  ever  in  the  house  not  made  with  hands. 

Oh  happy  Anna !  I  can  sometimes  rejoice  that  you  are  at 
rest  in  glory.  When  I  think  of  my  loss  my  heart  bleeds 
afresh;  but  when  I  recollect  what  your  gain  is,  what  your 
blessedness  is,  I  am  satisfied  to  spend  my  days  on  earth  in 
sadness,  deprived  of  your  dear  enlivening  society,  and  to 
toil  on  alone  in  the  narrow,  rugged,  thorny  path  that  leads  to 
the  hill  of  Zion.  What  tribulations  and  conflicts  you  have 
been  spared;  how  much  sorrow  would  have  agitated  that 
dear  bosom;  how  many  tejirs  would  have  gushed  from  those 
eyes  of  tenderness  and  aflfection  ;  how  many  nights  of  sleep- 
less anguish  and  pain ;  how  many  struggles  with  sin  and 
Satan  have  you  been  spared !  How  much  your  "  dear, 
dear  husband"  might  have  hindered  you  in  your  heaven- 
ward course  by  engrossing  so  much  of  your  time  and  your 
affections ;  and  how  much  he  might  have  suffered  in  spirit 
by  continuing  to  love  you  too,  too  fondly,  by  allowing  you 
to  occupy  a  place  in  his  heart's  affections  which  no  creature 
ought  to  fill.  O  my  God  and  Father,  sanctify  me  wholly, 
and  guide  me  in  every  duty,  and  sustain  me  in  every  con- 
flict, and  finally  receive  me  to  thyself. 

Sabbath  evening,  March  l^th.     Another  sacred  day  is 
gone.     Another  week  of  my  life  is  gone.     I  am  nearer  to 


KEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  133 

eternity  by  so  many  days.  My  dear  Anna  has  been  ano- 
llier  week  n  glory.  O  God,  my  heart  and  my  thoughts 
continue  to  follow  her  thither.  May  I  be  growing  in  grace 
and  ripening  for  glory.  Guide  me,  O  thou  groat  Jehovah. 
Assist  me  in  deciding  the  question  now  before  me,  in  such  a 
way  as  will  be  for  thy  glory.  O  God,  I  desire  to  know 
thy  will,  and  I  think  I  desire  and  feel  ready  and  willing  to 
do  it.  O  guide  me ;  suffer  me  not  to  wander  from  the  path 
of  duty.  Bless  both  congregations ;  may  they  be  supplied 
with  the  faithful  preaching  of  the  gospel. 

April  11th.  Last  Sabbath  we  had  a  precious  season,  and 
much  to  encourage  us,  at  the  Lord's  table ;  but  how  soon  do 
we  lose  good  impressions.  On  Wednesday  evening,  the 
service  was  unusually  solemn;  but  to-day  the  weather  has 
been  so  unfavourable  that  very  few  have  attended  the  courts 
of  the  Lord,  and  I  know  not  whether  any  seriousness  re- 
mains after  all  our  recent  solemnities.  But,  O  God,  the 
cause  is  thine  ;  the  work_  is  thine,  the  subjects  and  instru- 
ments are  all  thine.  Thy  people  shall  be  willing  in  a  day 
of  thy  power.  Come,  and  let  sinners  be  awakened  in  the 
midst  of  us.  Lord,  revive  thy  work.  May  I  be  more  en- 
gaged. May  I  feel  more  for  souls.  O  forgive  all  my  feel- 
ings which  are  still  so  prone  to  murmur  at  the  mysterious 
dispensations  of  thy  providence.  I  would  not,  for  the  world, 
forget  my  dear,  departed  Anna,  but  I  desire  to  cherish  the 
warm  remembrance  of  her  love  and  her  piety,  with  com- 
plete resignation  as  to  the  time  and  the  manner  of  her  re- 
moval. It  was  arranged  by  thy  wisdom,  and  I  desire  to  be 
still  and  submissive. 

Sabbath  evening,  May  2Sd.  Had  it  bc«n  for  thy  glory, 
O  my  God,  I  had  still  enjoyed  the  society  of  my  dear  de- 
parted wife,  and  had  it  in  my  power  to  review,  v  ith  her,  the 
duties  and  enjoyments  of  the  day  that  is  just  closed,  and 
converse  on  the  subject  of  our  common  salvation,  and  sing 
12 


1 34  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

thy  praises,  and  bow  the  knee  in  prayer.  But  it  has  pleased 
thee  to  remove  her.  O  sanctify  the  loss.  May  I  turn  away 
from  earthly  things  and  think  more  of  heavenly  things,  of 
communion  with  God  ;  and  hold  more  converse  with  myself. 
O  Lord,  make  me  a  better  Christian  and  a  better  minister  of 
Jesus  Christ,  by  this  awful  stroke  of  thy  providence.  I  de- 
sire to  finish  my  work,  to  do  and  suffer  all  thy  will  con- 
cerning me,  to  be  made  holy,  and  then  to  be  away  to  thine 
own  heavenly  kingdom,  and  there,  among  the  ranks  of  blood- 
washed  sinners,  and  with  my  much  loved  Anna,  to  adore 
and  praise  thee  even  for  this  severe  stroke  of  thy  providence, 
which  I  think  I  can  never  cease  to  mourn  over  while  I  live. 

0  God  forgive  and  sanctify  me,  support  me,  and  finally 
bring  me  home.  Be  pleased  to  follow  with  thy  blessing  my 
humble  efforts  to  dispense  thy  truth  to-day.  O  suffer  not  my 
unworthiness,  and  weakness,  and  ignorance  to  prevent  a 
blessing  on  saints  and  sinners. 

TO  MR.  H.  D.  OF  BALLSTON,  N.  Y. 

''Steamboat,  Aug.  27th,  1824. 
/  "  I  left  Ballston  last  evening,  not  without  great  regret  that 

1  could  not  see  you.  Since  last  I  met  you  the  hand  of  the 
Lord  has  been  heavy  upon  me,  and  my  heart  still  bleeds 
with  the  wound,  and  mourns  over  the  desolation  it  has  lefl 
behind  it.  The  revolution  of  eight  months,  and  almost  nine, 
has  left  me  if  possible  more  awfully  sensible  of  the  nature 
and  the  sad  reality  of  my  loss,  than  I  have  ever  been  before. 
But  I  know  who  hath  done  it.  I  do  wish  to  bow  to  his  mys- 
terious, righteous  will,  to  do  and  suffer  all  he  assigns  me ; 
by  it  to  be  prepared  for  meeting  my  departed  wife,  and  saints, 
and  angels,  and  then  to  be  away." 

Saturday,  Sept.  25th.     This  is  the  anniversary  of  my 
marriage.     It  is  one  year  since  I  was  permitted  to  consum- 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  135 

mate  one  of  the  purest,  fondest  of  earthly  friendships,  and  to 
become  the  happy  husband  of  my  beloved  Anna.  Ah,  on 
that  day  that  joined  our  hands,  how  little  did  I  think  of  being 
so  soon  called  to  close  her  eyes.  That  within  not  more  than 
three-fourths  of  the  first  year  after  our  union,  my  dear  wife 
would  be  sleeping  the  sleep  of  ages !  It  was  a  righteous 
providence  that  dashed  my  earthly  hopes  to  the  dust,  and  I 
desire  to  be  very  humble  under  the  hand  of  the  Lord.  But, 
oh  God,  let  light,  peace,  and  heavenly  joy  be  poured  into  my 
desolated  heart.  I  do  not  pray  to  have  the  vvound  immedi- 
ately healed :  no,  let  it  bleed,  let  my  heart  break  and  melt ; 
but  let  the  love  of  Jesus  warm  it ;  let  the  love  of  God  fill 
it ;  let  heavenly  joys  and  glories  attract  it ;  let  spiritual 
duties  occupy  my  attention  and  my  best  energies ;  let  me 
do  something  to  glorify  God  while  I  remain  on  earth; 
let  me  have  bright  evidence  of  adoption  into  the  family  of 
God ;  more  clear  and  convincing  evidence  of  an  interest  in 
Jesus;  an  unshaken  confidence  in  the  promises  of  God, 
deeper  hatred  of  sin  in  all  its  forms,  and  sweeter  tokens  of 
the  indwelling  of  the  Holy  Ghost,  an  earnest  of  the  joys 
above.  Grant  it,  O  Lord  of  my  salvation,  for  the  sake  of 
Jesus  Christ. 


TO  MR.  H.  D.,  OF  BALLSTON,  N.  Y. 

«  Brooklyn,  Oct.  Utk,  1824. 

"  I  received  your  kind  letter  in  the  regular  course  of  the 
mail,  and  was  glad  to  hear  of  your  safe  return.  I  hope  you 
were  all  benefited  by  the  journey,  and  that  you  found  your 
excursion  (what  I  seldom  find  one  to  be)  spiritually  profit- 
able, and  that  you  arc  now  endeavouring,  with  new  resolu- 
tions §nd  deeper  sense  of  your  weakness,  to  live  for  God  and 
to  God.  Oh,  press  toward  the  mark,  for  the  prize  of  your 
high  calling  in  Christ  Jesus. 


136  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

"It  might,  my  dear  brother,  have  afforded  me  a  momen- 
tary though  melancholy  satisfaction,  to  have  recounted  God's 
dealings  with  me  since  I  had  the  pleasure  of  bowing  with 
you  before  the  throne  of  grace,  God  has  bestowed  many 
rich  blessings  upon  me.  But  such  is  the  greatness  of  my 
ingratitude,  that  I  am  continually  forgetting  God's  mercies, 
under  the  absorbing,  withering,  tremendous  stroke  that  has 
desolated  my  heart  of  all  that  gave  life  its  charms.  I  feel 
at  this  moment  as  if  my  earthly  prospects  and  hopes  were 
dashed  for  ever.  Time  wears  away  the  first  transports  of 
grief,  and  of  convulsive,  sleepless,  and  almost  tearless  agony 
— but  it  heals  not  the  wound,  it  calls  not  the  affections  home 
that  love  to  cling  around  the  grave,  where  the  fond  com- 
panion of  one's  bosom  sleeps  the  sleep  of  ages ;  it  repairs 
not  the  awful  desolations  which  the  hand  of  death  has  made. 

"  It  is  one  of  my  heart's  warmest  and  most  constant  wishes, 
that  seems  to  gain  strength  with  every  passing  month,  to  do 
the  work  my  Master  has  assigned  me — to  prepare  for  his 
kingdom,  and  then  to  be  away. 

"  Excuse  me  for  saying  so  much  of  myself  and  my  feel- 
ings.    I  have  felt  that  I  was  writing  to  a  friend. 

"  I  have  nothing  in  particular  to  communicate  respecting 
the  state  of  religion  in  my  congregation.  Indeed,  I  dare  not 
tell  what  I  hope  for ;  but  this  I  may  say,  I  believe  we  have 
some  who  are  '  waiting  for  the  consolation  of  Israel.'  There 
is  more  attention  than  usual  in  several  congregations  in  the 
city.     '  Oh  Lord,  revive  thy  work.'  " 

Sabbath  evening,  Oct.  llth.  This  day  completes  one 
year  of  my  ministry.  Alas,  how  unfaithful !  That  God 
has  been  so  near  to  me  by  his  afflicting  providence,  and  that 
I  have  had  so  little  of  his  gracious  presence !  Lord,  forgive 
all  my  unfaithfulness,  prevent  the  injury  of  all  my  errors. 
Bless  the  word  of  life  that  I  have  preached.  Suffer  not  my 
imperfections  to  prevent  thy  blessing ;  but.  Lord,  bless  thy 


BEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  137 

word  and  ordinances,  the  means  of  thine  own  appointment. 
May  I  feel  more  for  souls,  more  for  God's  glory.  Enable 
me  at  all  times  to  address  sinners  of  every  class  as  those  who 
are  soon  to  be  in  eternity,  and  for  whom  I  have  to  render  an 
awful  account  if  they  perish  through  my  neglect.  Grant 
me  wisdom  from  above,  which  is  profitable  to  direct  both 
how  to  understand  and  how  to  divide  to  others  the  word  of 
God.  May  I  not  shrink  nor  be  disheartened  at  difficulties 
and  discouragements,  but  committing  my  way  to  the  Lord, 
and  relying  on  his  guidance  and  his  blessing,  may  I  go  for- 
ward in  every  duty.  Oh,  may  I  live  near  to  thee  by  medita- 
tion, and  constant,  fervent  prayer,  and  enjoy  more  of  the  light 
of  thy  countenance  and  the  joys  of  thy  salvation. 

November  28th.  Oh,  God  of  providence,  it  is  not  quite 
one  year  since  thy  righteous  hand  dashed  my  earthly  pros- 
pects. Twelve  months  ago  this  evening,  my  dear  Anna  sat  by 
my  side,  and  we  reviewed  the  duties,  the  delights,  the  imper- 
fections of  the  day.  She  had  been  detained  by  indisposition 
from  the  sanctuary,  but  her  last  exhortation  to  me  as  I  went 
out  to  perform  my  duties  was,  "  Be  faithful"  Oh  God, 
bless  her  exhortations  and  her  example,  and  may  I  profit  by 
her  fall.  Sanctify,  "  Oh  thou  who  driest  the  mourner's 
tear,"  sanctify  the  severe  providence. 

Sabbath,  February  6th,  1825.  Another  anniversary  of 
my  birth.  Another  year  of  my  life  gone  for  ever,  a  year  of 
sorrow  it  has  indeed  been  to  me.  I  pursue  my  solitary  path, 
thinking  perhaps  too  much  "  of  joys  departed  never  to  re- 
turn," and  too  little,  much  too  little,  of  joys  in  future  pros- 
pect, bright  and  glorious,  never  to  expire.  Oh,  my  unbe- 
lieving, rebellious  heart,  how  much  it  rejects  the  consolations 
which  the  gospel  offers.  Saviour  of  sinners,  apply  thy  blood, 
cleanse  me  from  all  sin,  assist  me  in  every  duty,  support  me 
under  every  trial,  prepare  me  for  heaven.  May  my  future 
life  be  spent  more  for  thy  glory. 
12* 


188  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

Tuesday  evening,  22d.  Have  just  heard  of  the  death  of 
my  former  pastor,  the  Rev.  Dr.  Romeyn,  who  died  suddenly 
this  morning,  after  a  short  illness.  Oh  how  loud  and  af- 
fecting the  call,  "  Whatsoever  thy  hand  findeth  to  do,  do  it 
with  all  thy  might." 

Thursday,  2^th.  Attended  Dr.  Romeyn's  funeral.  Oh 
that  I  may  profit  by  the  warning,  and  be  also  ready.  May 
I  work  while  it  is  day,  as  the  night  cometh  when  no  man 
can  work. 

Sabbath,  27th.  Day  stormy  and  unfavourable,  church 
thin — all  things  looked  cold  and  dreary. 

28th.  As  usual,  visited  the  sick.  Met  a  kw  inquirers 
in  the  evening. 

March  1st.  Spent  the  day  in  parochial  visiting ;  found 
some  things  interesting,  especially  this  afternoon.  This 
evening,  at  ten  o'clock,  visited  a  sick  woman  in  a  very  happy 
state  of  mind.  Oh  that  on  my  death  bed  I  may  be  as  calm 
and  confident,  upon  clear,  scriptural  grounds. 

Saturday,  5th.  An  unpleasant  day ;  heart  cold,  mind 
melancholy  and  bewildered ;  little  comfort  in  prayer,  and 
little  success  in  study. 

6th.  Felt  unfit  and  unworthy  to  stand  as  God's  ambas- 
sador to  a  congregation  of  sinners.  Preached  with  a  degree 
of  feeling  and  tenderness  from  Balaam's  wish,  "  Let  me  die," 
&c. — P.M.  Brother  Nettleton  from  Rev.  xxii.  17:  "And 
whosoever  will,  let,"  &c. — In  the  evening,  from  "  The  Son 
of  Man  came  to  seek  and  save  that  which  was  lost."  May 
the  Lord  bless  his  word  and  revive  his  work. 

7th.  Visited  the  sick  this  morning.  Bible  class  at  two 
P.  M.  Prayer  meeting  of  the  Board  of  Missions  at  four. 
Missionary  Society  of  Brooklyn  at  seven.  Lord,  hear  the 
prayers  of  thy  Zion  for  her  prosperity  and  the  extension  of 
her  borders.  May  thy  kingdom  come,  O  King  of  kings. 
Wednesday,  9th.  Visited  a  careless  sinner,  who  is  draw- 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANPORD.  139 

ing  near  to  eternity.  Oh  the  hardening,  blinding,  stnplfy- 
ing  nature  of  sin  !  Unable  to  lecture  in  the  evening  on  ac- 
count of  a  severe  cold ;  spoke  a  little  on  the  supreme  love 
which  Christ  requires,  and  the  earnestness  with  which  sin- 
ners should  seek  his  mercy. 

April  3cl.  Disappointed  to-day  in  my  expectation  of 
commemorating  the  Lord's  Supper.  Morning  very  stormy 
— postponed  the  service.  Had  a  good  time  in  preaching  to 
a  thin  house,  on  seeking  first  the  kingdom  of  God,  &c.  But 
not  so  much  freedom  this  afternoon  :  Rom.  iii.  28,  "  For  all 
have  sinned,"  &c. 

April  10th.  Lord's  Supper  celebrated  ;  a  precious  season, 
solemn  and  silent.  Oh  that  good  may  be  done — that  sin- 
ners may  be  awakened,  saints  encouraged  and  strengthened. 

June  30th.  Have  felt  very  feeble  and  languid  for  several 
weeks,  so  as  to  have  little  comfort  in  any  duty.  But  the 
Lord  has  been  gracious  ;  some  few  sinners  have  been  added, 
I  hope,  to  the  Lord,  and  some  others  are  anxious  for  their 
souls.  Some  are  about  to  name  Christ  before  the  world. 
Lord,  search  and  try  them.  Felt  much  freedom  last  night 
m  prayer  for  a  revival,  and  in  addressing  the  people  from 
Ps.  Ixxx.  14,  "  Return,  we  beseech  thee,  O  God  of  Hosts : 
look  down  from  heaven,  and  behold  and  visit  this  vine." 
May  the  Lord  revive  us,  and  grant  us  all  the  blessings  of 
his  grace. 

Friday  evening.  Preached  a  preparatory  lecture  on 
hungering  and  thirsting  after  righteousness,  and  the  blessings 
of  it. 

Sabbath,  July  Sd.  Though  very  weak,  and  scarcely  able 
to  go  through  with  the  exercises,  preached  from  Solomon's 
Song  ii.  10 — 13 :  "  Rise,  my  love,  my  fair  one  come  away." 
Urged  Christians  to  the  duty  of  activity  and  faithfulness  in 
God's  service,  from  their  particularly  favourable  circum- 
stances and  blessings.     Was  assisted  at  the  table  by  Dr. 


140  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

M'Auley,  very  opportunely  and  ably.  May  the  Lord  reward 
him,  and  bless  the  whole  solemnity.  Oh  to  feel  more  spi- 
ritual life — to  work  as  for  eternity,  now  so  near ! 

August  \Qth.  Returned  after  an  absence  of  several  weeks. 
My  health  but  little  improved.  Lord,  strengthen  me  for  thy 
service.  May  I  live  and  labour  like  a  dying  man  commis- 
sioned to  publish  salvation  to  dying  men.  Oh  Lord,  revive 
thy  work. 

August  21st.  Preached  this  afternoon  from  2  Cor.  iv.  3: 
"  But  if  our  gospel  be  hid,"  &c.,  with  much  feeling  and  com- 
fort. In  the  morning,  from  2  Cor.  iv.  1 3:  "  We  also  be- 
lieve, and  therefore  speak."  Had  but  little  freedom.  Felt 
very  deeply  the  importance  of  the  subject  before  service,  but 
as  on  similar  occasions  before,  my  thoughts  and  utterance 
confined  and  inadequate.  The  Lord  bless  his  own  word, 
however  feebly  delivered. 

28th.  To-day  resumed  the  consideration  of  the  moral 
law :  preached  all  day  from  the  third  commandment,  with 
tolerable  freedom  and  comfort.  But  more  in  some  desultory 
remarks  in  the  evening  on  Christ  as  an  advocate,  and  the 
importance  of  the  cause  we  have  to  commit  to  him. 

Wednesday  evening.  Lectured  with  some  degree  of  feel- 
ing on  Ps.  ciii.  11,12.  O  Lord,  teach  me  the  greatness  of 
thy  mercy,  and  may  I  know  by  sweet  experience  that  it  is 
great,  and  high,  and  glorious,  as  the  arch'  of  heaven. 

Sept.  4th.  Preached  to-day  on  the  fourth  commandment, 
on  the  subject  of  its  permanent  authority,  as  appears  from 
the  situation  and  authority  of  the  text.  The  general  tenour 
of  sacred  scripture  in  relation  to  it.  The  circumstances  of 
the  original  institution,  Gen.  ii.  3.  From  its  indispensable 
importance  to  human  society,  and  families,  and  individuals. 

25th.  This  day  1  have  completed  the  discourses  on  thd 
fourth  commandment,  by  attempting  to  show  how  the  Sab- 
bath is  to  be  improved  in  God's  service. 


UEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  141 

This  day  completes  two  years  since  I  was  married.  My 
heart  still  bleeds.  O  God,  bind  it  up.  I  am  not  so  much 
in  danger  of  forgetting  this  desolating  stroke,  as  of  misim- 
proving  it.  Oh  may  it  be  the  means  of  weaning  me  more 
completely  from  this  world,  and  of  quickening  me  in  prepa- 
ration for  eternity.  Oh  that  the  language  of  my  heart  might 
be,  "  Whom  have  I  in  heaven  but  thee,  and  there  is  none 
that  I  desire  on  earth  but  thee."  May  I  be  more  faithful  in 
my  duties,  more  engaged  in  prayer  for  myself  and  my  dear 
congregation,  and  may  thy  Spirit  be  sent  down  upon  us  to 
revive  us.  Follow  the  services  of  this  day  with  thy  special 
blessing. 

October  2d,  1825.  This  has  been  another  day  of  high 
spiritual  privileges — a  sacramental  sabbath.  I  attempted 
this  morning  to  show  the  meaning  of  Rom.  x.  10.  Re- 
marked at  the  table  on  the  erecting  a  spiritual  monument  in 
honour  of  Jesus  Christ,  and  on  the  use  of  the  sacramental 
supper  to  the  faith  of  Christians.  Presented  subjects  of  the 
best  kind  for  contemplation — God,  eternity,  heaven,  hell — 
to  teach  the  insignificance  of  the  world,  and  that  this  is  not 
our  rest;  and  that  our  Lord  will  come  again  in  grandeur 
and  great  glory.  This  evening  presented  the  subject  of 
Simeon's  embracing  the  infant  Redeemer,  as  the  foundation 
of  some  practical  remarks  on  the  importance,  the  nature,  and 
the  effects  of  looking  to  Christ.  Oh  God,  accept  of  all  my 
feeble  and  polluted  services ;  forgive  all  my  coldness,  igno- 
rance and  unfaithfulness ;  accept  also  of  my  sinful  self, 
cleanse  me  with  the  blood  of  sprinkling,  and  fit  me  for  nobler 
services  above. 

October  9th.  To-day  endeavoured  to  present  the  duty  of 
children  to  obey  and  honour  their  parents,  and  of  all  who 
have  living  parents  to  honour  and  comfort  them,  and  be 
grateful  for  their  kindnesses.  Oh  that  for  myself  I  could 
do  more  to  repay  my  dear  mother  and  father  for  their  days 


142  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

and  nights  of  anxiety  and  toil  for  me.  My  God,  bless  them 
with  the  richest  of  thy  blessings,  even  life  for  evermore. 
The  congregation  really  appears  solemn  and  very  attentive. 
Oh,  may  they  be  doers  of  the  word,  and  not  hearers  only, 
deceiving  themselves.  In  the  evening  a  peculiar  stillness 
seemed  to  mark  the  whole  assembly,  when  I  was  discoursing 
on  the  importance  of  the  present  moment  of  time  as  the  start- 
ing point  in  a  career  of  glory  or  of  wo !  Oh  God,  come  and 
revive  us,  and  bless  thy  word — make  thy  truth  effectual. 

Monday,  lOth.  I  feel  an  indescribable  languor  upon  my 
frame,  and  depression  of  spirit.  Oh  how  little  have  I  done 
for  God — how  much  of  my  time  has  run  to  waste.  How 
little  do  I  feel  for  the  condition  of  sinners,  compared  with 
what  I  ought  to  feel.  How  low  my  attainments  in  holiness. 
God  of  mercy  and  grace,  quicken  me  in  every  duty,  and 
suffer  not  my  unworthiness  to  prevent  thy  blessing.  Oh 
Lord,  revive  thy  work  in  the  congregation,  and  especially 
in  my  own  soul. 

October  \Qth.  This  day  completes  the  second  year  of 
my  ministry  in  this  place.  Here  have  I  laboured  two  years 
for  the  glory  of  God,  the  good  of  souls — with  what  fidelity, 
and  zeal,  and  prayer,  and  singleness  of  heart,  oh  God,  thou 
knowest.  I  have  reason  to  blush  and  be  humbled  before 
thee,  that  I  have  been  so  unfaithful — that  I  have  done  so 
little  of  what  I  should  do,  and  so  little  as  I  should  do  it.  The 
world,  and  probably  my  congregation,  do,  on  the  whole,  ap- 
prove my  ministry,  yet  I  have  reason  to  fear  that  the  church 
will  give  me  credit  for  more,  much  more  than  I  deserve. 
The  success  with  which  thou  hast  blessed  my  labours  is  not 
owing  to  my  faithfulness  or  purity  of  motive,  but  it  is  to  be 
ascribed  to  thee  alone.  Thou  dost  employ  the  most  unwor- 
thy instruments  to  perform  thy  work,  and  I  would  fly  to  thee, 
oh  my  Saviour,  for  forgiveness  for  all  my  sins,  and  for  the 
purification  of  all  my  services.     I  do  delight  in  thy  service ; 


REV.  JOSEPH  SAXFOKD.  143 

I  do  rejoice  to  tell  sinners  of  the  grace  and  glory  of  the  gos- 
pel, and  to  see  them  repent  and  turn  to  thee.  Oh  may  I 
have  more  zeal,  and  love,  and  faith,  and  he  enabled  to  be 
more  diligent  in  business  and  fervent  in  spirit  in  all  that  re- 
mains of  my  mortal  career,  and  at  last  be  called  liome  to 
glory.. 

Janvary  \st,  1826.  A  new  year  has  already  commenced 
and  the  last  has  fled  for  ever,  and  borne  with  it  the  record 
of  my  life.  What  awaits  me  in  the  present  year  I  know 
not — but  one  thing  I  desire  to  know,  that  the  Lord  Jesus 
Christ  is  mine — O  let  me  but  be  sure  of  this  and  I  will  smile 
at  the  rapidity  of  the  flight  of  time. 

Sabbath  evening,  8th.  The  Lord's  supper,  which  was 
postponed  last  Sabbath,  has  been  celebrated  to-day,  and  I 
hope  it  has  been  a  profitable  season  to  many  souls.  I  preach- 
ed a  second  sermon  on  Luke,  xxiv.  26,  but  felt  astonishingly 
cold  in  meditating  on  the  sufferings  of  Christ.  I  ascribe  it, 
in  part,  to  indisposition,  but  more  to  an  alarming  and  dis- 
tressing degree  of  spiritual  barrenness  and  deadness.  O 
God,  revive  thy  work  in  my  soul.  Forbid  that  after  preach- 
ing to  others  I  should  myself  be  cast  away.  Create  within 
me  a  clean  heart,  O  God,  and  renew  a  right  spirit  within  me. 

"  The  rocks  can  rend,  the  earth  can  quake. 
The  sea  can  roar,  the  mountains  shake; 
Of  fcelinp  all  thinps  show  some  sig^n, 
But  this  unfeeling  heart  of  mine. 

"  To  hear  the  sorrow  tliou  hast  felt, 
Dear  Lord,  an  adamant  would  melt? 
But  I  can  read  each  moving  line. 
And  nothing  melt  tliis  heart  of  mine." 

Felt  more  animated,  this  afternoon,  in  administering  the 
holy  supper;  received  fourteen  persons  on  examination,  and 
eleven  by  certificate.     O  that  they  may  all  walk  worthy  of 


144  MEMOIK  OP  THE 

the  vocation  wherewith  they  are  called,  and  belong  to  the 
invisible  family  of  the  Redeemer.  Lord,  watch  over  the 
sheep  of  thy  pasture  and  the  lambs  of  thy  flock. 
■  February  5th.  To-day  I  have  been  once  more  permitted 
to  publish  God's  message  from  Mai.  iii.  10,  and  John,  vi.  44, 
and  to  apply  them  both  in  an  exhortation  with  some  degree 
of  freedom  this  evening  ;  but  oh  how  little  feeling  I  Alas, 
my  barrenness.  I  tell  others  of  their  danger,  and  duty,  and 
unfaithfulness,  when  1  only  describe,  in  the  latter,  my  own 
history !  Oh  God,  if  I  have  ever  been  convicted  by  the 
Spirit  of  God  and  drawn  to  Jesus  Christ,  may  I  have  more 
sensible  tokens  of  his  love.  But  this  I  cannot  expect  while 
I  am  so  unfaithful  and  cold  in  my  religious  duties.  If  I  am 
yet  unregenerate,  oh  God,  may  I  become  trul}^  and  alarm- 
ingly sensible  of  my  state  and  danger,  lest  after  preaching 
to  others  I  be  cast  off  for  ever  myself. 

I  think  my  own  unfaithfulness  is  a  sufficient  reason  why 
God  does  not  bless  my  congregation  with  a  revival. 

Monday,  Feb.  6fh.  This  day  is  the  twenty-ninth  anni- 
versary of  my  birth.  Retired  last  night  exhausted  by  the 
services  of  the  day,  and  was  very  restless  in  the  night,  though 
I  feel  mercifully  refreshed  this  morning,  and  have,  as  usual, 
been  visiting  some  of  the  sick  in  the  congregation.  But, 
beside  my  usual  pastoral  duties,  I  have  to  begin  a  new  year 
to-day.  Oh  how  the  past  has  fled  I  How  little  done  for 
God;  how  little  for  eternity!  How  little  have  I  lived  and 
laboured  like  a  dying  man.  How  little  have  I  ever  done  for 
the  years  of  my  life  that  have  gone  by.  The  half  of  a  long 
life — and  my  life  may  not  be  long — and  then  it  is  almost 
spent.  Oh  that  I  may  begin  to  redeem  time,  as  the  be- 
nighted traveller  mends  his  pace  as  evening  advances.  Lord 
I  would  devote  myself  to  thee.  I  would  feel  more  spiritual 
life.  I  do  not  enjoy  the  world,  but  I  fear  my  disrelish  is 
ever  occasioned  by  the  stroke  of  God's  providence  that  has 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  145 

cloven  down  my  comforts  and  withered  the  tenderest  sensi- 
bilities of  my  heart,  and  carried  them  down  into  the  very 
grave. 

Sabbath  evening,  12th.  This  day  I  have  been  preaching 
of  the  rich,  worldling,  both  parts  of  the  day,  with  some  de- 
gree of  feeling.  Feel  somewhat  tender  in  prayer  this  even- 
ing,, in  view  of  the  awful  duties  of  my  sacred  office.  Oh  to 
have  the  spirit  of  it,  and  to  be  faithful  in  it.  May  the  Lord 
bless  the  message  of  his  truth.  O  may  every  worldling  in 
the  congregation  be  brought  to  feel  his  danger  and  fear  his 
doom  ;  and  do  thou  speak  to  them  this  night,  not  to  summon 
them  to  eternity,  but  to  call  them  to  repentance,  convince 
them  of  sin,  and  lead  them  to  Jesus  Christ. 

February  26/A.  I  wish  to  have  enough  of  the  gospel  in 
every  sermon  to  lead  the  sinner  to  the  Saviour.  Last  Sab- 
bath preached  on  the  incompatibility  of  the  love  of  the 
world  and  the  love  of  God.  1  John,  ii.  15.  "  If  any  man," 
&c.  In  the  afternoon,  from  Zech.  xiii.  1.  O  precious 
truth  !  The  day  has  dawned,  the  prediction  is  fulfilled,  the 
fountain  is  opened  "  for  sin"  to  take  away  its  guilt,  "  for  un- 
cleanness"  to  remove  its  pollution. 

To-day  I  have  been  showing  the  case  of  the  young  ruler, 
Matt.  xix. — as  an  example  of  the  influence  of  the  love  of 
the  world  and  the  consequence  of  wanting  love  to  God.  O 
fearful  price  he  pays  for  the  enjoyments  of  the  world.  This 
afternoon  spoke  of  the  cities  of  refuge  and  the  law  that  re- 
lates to  them  as  illustrating  the  guilt,  danger  and  remedy  of 
sinners.  This  evening  have  been  speaking  of  the  suitable- 
ness of  the  law  to  prepare  man  for  the  gospel ;  and  that  if 
so  amiable  and  moral  a  man  as  the  young  ruler  was  lost, 
because  he  had  no  love  to  God,  what  should  those  think  who 
are,  perhaps,  less  moral,  &c.  Oh  God,  do  thou  own  thine 
own  truth  and  bless  it  as  dispensed  to-day.     May  my  whole 

13 


146  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

soul  be  bathed  in  the  blood  of  Jesus,  and  may  much  more  of 
his  Spirit  rest  upon  me  at  all  tinr>es  and  in  all  duties. 

Tuesday,  28th.  Heard  to-day  of  the  death  of  the  Rev. 
Dr.  WoodhuU.  This  is  a  season  of  unusual  mortality.  I 
am  conversant  every  day  with  sickness  and  death.  Now 
the  infirm  old  man,  whose  existence  was  a  burden  to  himself 
and  to  those  around  him,  on  account  of  the  loathsomeness 
of  his  disease.  Now  a  wife  and  mother,  in  the  morning  of 
life.  Now  an  infant  whose  eyes  have  just  opened  upon  the 
world.  And  now  the  minister  of  Jesus,  in  the  vigour  of  his 
days — all  this  within  one  week.  Such,  O  death,  are  thy 
ravages  !  O  God,  give  me  a  just  sense  of  the  solemnity  of 
my  circumstances,  and  the  importance  of  my  duties  as  a 
man  and  as  a  minister. 

March  1th.  This  evening  attended  Mr.  S.  in  his  last 
moments.  He  expressed  a  firm  hope  in  the  divine  mercy, 
through  Jesus  Christ,  and  has,  during  the  day,  been  anxious 
to  depart.  Has  given  some  comfortable  evidence,  during 
the  last  week,  that  his  heart  has  been  renewed.  Has  spoken 
repeatedly  of  the  preciousness  of  Jesus,  and  of  loathing 
himself  on  account  of  his  sins.  But,  alas,  how  little,  how 
little  dependence  should  we  place  on  such  appearances  in  a 
man  of  health,  unless  attended  by  a  holy  life.  All  things 
are  in  God's  hands,  and  it  is  righteous  and  wise  in  him  to 
allow  those  who  have  not  served  him  in  health  to  leave  the 
world  without  those  triumphant  evidences  and  assurances 
with  which  he  sometimes  blesses  his  tried  and  experienced 
followers.  May  none  take  occasion,  from  this  providence, 
to  delay  the  work  of  preparation  for  eternity  till  the  hour  of 
death. 


EEV.  JOSEPH  SANFOED.  147 

TO  MR.  H.  D.,  OF  BALLSTON,  N.  Y. 

"  Brooklyn,  March  9th,  1826. 
"  Yours  of  the  13th  ult.  was  duly  received.  I  had  long 
looked  for  a  line  from  you.  I  have  heard,  in  general,  of  the 
course  of  events  in  B.,  but  nothing  of  my  friend  D.  I  had 
hoped,  however,  that  you  were  pursuing  the  march  of  your 
pilgrimage  to  glory,  with  a  firm,  and  more  accelerated  speed, 
feeling  the  attraction  that  binds  body  and  soul  to  the  earth 
sensibly  diminishing,  and  the  flame  of  the  love  of  Jesus 
rising  higher,  and  brighter,  and  purer,  to  waft  your  soul 
upward  towards  his  throne.  May  the  Lord  speed  you  on 
your  way,  and  fit  you  and  all  that  are  most  dear  to  you,  for 
the  society  and  the  songs  of  heaven.  *  *  » 

***** 

"  I  have  nothing  to  say  of  the  state  of  religion  here  that 
is  interesting.  My  congregation  is  becoming  quite  large 
enough,  and  the  demands  upon  my  time  quite  oppressive. 
My  health  is  good  at  present,  though  it  has  been  a  season  of 
much  sickness  and  mortality,  in  the  midst  of  us,  and,  indeed, 
throughout  the  country." 

March  26th.  To-day  have  been  reviewing  the  subject  of 
the  creation,  to  show  that  it  is  very  good,  and  this  afternoon 
from  Rom.  i.  18,  have  been  striving  to  impress  upon  the 
minds  of  the  people,  and  my  own,  that  God  hates  sin,  and 
hats  given  many  expressions  of  his  hatred  of  it.  Visited  a 
djHng  woman  in  the  interval  of  public  worship,  who  has 
since  expired.  Thus  the  work  of  Grod  goes  on.  I  have 
reason  to  bless  him  that  I  felt  somewhat  tender  in  my  ser- 
vices to-day,  and  strong  desires  to  have  the  message  of  God 
blessed.  Send  thy  blessing,  O  God,  and  then  the  word  will 
be  effectual. 


148  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

"When  thy  g-ood  Spirit  deigns  to  breathe, 
Life  spreads  through  all  these  realms  of  death; 
Dry  bones  attend  thy  powerful  voice, 
They  move,  they  waken,  they  rejoice." 

Sabbath  evening,  April  — ,  1826,  11  o'clock,  P.  M. 
Auburn,  N.  Y.  I  have  thought,  as  the  stage  is  to  go  at 
12,  it  is  not  best  to  retire,  but  to  wait  and  be  in  readiness  for 
the  summons. 

Now,  O  my  soul,  learn  a  lesson  of  the  greatest  impor- 
tance. Did  I  expect  the  coming  of  the  Son  of  Man  at  "  mid- 
night," am  I  ready?  Should  the  cry  be  made  to  me  at 
midnight,  "  Behold,  the  Bridegroom  cometh,  go  ye  out  to 
meet  him,^^  is  my  lamp  lighted,  furnished,  trimmed  ?  Oh 
God,  may  I  henceforth  make  it  my  great  concern  to  be  pre- 
pared for  the  hour  of  my  final  "  departure,"  that  so,  when 
the  period  arrives,  I  may  feel  no  more  alarm  than  I  now 
feel,  when  I  am  called  to  pursue  my  journey  ;  but  that  I  may 
have  the  humble,  holy  hope  and  joy  of  a  sinner  saved  by 
grace,  who  is  just  entering  through  the  gates  into  the  celes- 
tial city. 

April  20th.  This  is  the  second  Sabbath  since  my  return 
from  a  journey.  I  came  home  with  desires  to  be  more  faith- 
ful in  my  private  and  official  duties;  but,  alas,  a  great  de- 
gree of  deadness  prevails;  and  I  have  reason  to  fear  that  I 
have  none  of  the  right  spirit  of  preaching.  I  am  sure  that 
God  sometimes  makes  use  of  wicked  men  to  accomplish  his 
work ;  but  none  can  calculate  upon  his  blessing  here  or 
hereafter,  but  those  who  are  full  of  the  Holy  Ghost  and  of 
faith  ;  and  I  am  sure  this  is  not  my  condition.  I  think, 
sometimes,  that  I  do  truly  and  ardently  desire  the  salvation 
of  sinners,  and  the  prosperity  of  the  cause  of  Christ ;  not 
for  the  credit  and  reputation  of  being  a  successful  minister, 
but  that  his  name  may  be  glorified.  But  these  desires  are 
too  cold  and  transient. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  149 

I  have  been  preaching  this  morning  on  the  history  of  the 
fall  of  man.  This  afternoon  on  the  subject  contained  in 
Luke,  xiv.  31,  32;  and  this  evening,  in  the  lecture  room, 
on  the  grand  test  of  Christian  character,  which  consists  in 
loving  Christ  more  than  any  thing  else.  Have  felt  some  de- 
gree of  freedom  and  solemnity.  Oh  God,  search  and  try  me 
and  thy  people,  and  revive  us. 

May  l^th.  Our  interesting  anniversaries  have  just  been 
celebrated,  and  to-day  three  of  my  brethren,  from  different 
sections  of  the  country,  have  supplied  my  pulpit.  It  is  truly 
gratifying  to  see  the  union  of  so  many  hands  and  hearts  in 
the  benevolent  enterprises  of  the  day,  and  to  exchange  feel- 
ings and  sentiments  and  sympathies  veith  the  ministers  of 
Jesus  Christ  of  different  denominations.  Oh  may  this  union 
of  hearts  be  more  complete,  and  this  system  of  Christian 
exertion  be  more  extended  and  more  efficient. 

2lst.  To-day  have  completed  my  discourses  on  the  fall 
of  man,  by  considering  its  effects  upon  the  human  family. 
Alas,  how  sad  is  the  condition,  and  how  dreadful  is  the  cha- 
racter of  human  nature !  Soul  and  body  under  sentence  of 
death ;  and  both  destined  to  an  eternity  of  misery,  unless 
rescued  in  time  by  the  sovereign  grace  of  God ! 

"  My  God,  I  feel  this  dreadful  scene, 
My  bowels  yearn  o'er  dying-  men, 
And  fain  my  pity  would  reclaim 
And  snatch  the  firebrand  from  the  flame. 
But  feeble  my  compassion  proves, 
And  can  but  weep,  where  most  it  loves." 

May  22d.  To-day  I  have  heard  of  the  sudden  death  of 
my  dear  father.  I  cannot  realize  it.  Only  a  few  weeks 
ago  I  lefl  him  in  health,  and  with  the  big  tear  in  his  eye, 
while  I  wished  him,  for  the  future,  to  be  free  from  the  op- 
pressive weight  of  worldly  cares,  and  to  spend  the  evening 
13* 


150  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

of  his  life  in  religious  duties  and  enjoyments.  But  he  is 
gone,  and  I  was  not  with  him  to  make  any  suggestion  from 
the  word  of  God,  that  might  refresh  and  strengthen  him  for 
the  last  conflict,  and  to  remind  him  of  the  precious  promises 
of  Jesus,  suited  to  a  dying  hour.  But  I  do  believe  that  he 
loved  the  Saviour,  and  conscientiously  endeavoured  to  per- 
form his  duties  to  God  and  man ;  and  that  his  hopes  for  eter- 
nity have  long  been  fixed  on  the  "  Rock  of  Ages  ;"  and  so 
I  am  confident  that  Christ  was  near  him.  He  might  not 
have  been  aware  of  his  approaching  dissolution,  but  I  be- 
lieve he  was  safe  in  the  hands  of  a  covenant-keeping  God, 
and  that  he  is  now  in  glory.  The  storms  of  life  have  often 
beat  upon  him,  but  they  are  over.  His  aged  frame,  so  often 
w^earied  by  the  hardest  toil  of  husbandry,  is  now  at  rest. 
He  had  a  treasure  in  heaven,  and  is  now  enjoying  it.  O  may 
God,  the  widow's  God,  support,  and  bless,  and  sanctify  my 
aged  mother  under  this  most  desolating  stroke ;  and  may 
brothers  and  sister,  and  their  companions  and  children,  be 
everlastingly  benefited  by  this  solemn  providence. 

June  Sth.  I  have  just  returned  from  visiting  my  mother. 
I  left  her  very  feeble,  though,  probably,  convalescent.  The 
shock  was  almost  too  much  for  her  feeble  frame  to  bear ; 
but  I  hope  that  the  God  of  the  widow  will  sustain  her.  She 
bears  the  stroke  like  a  Christian,  though  her  grief  is  most 
deep,  and  awful,  and  heart  rending.  O  God,  compose  her 
mind  by  thine  own,  power  and  grace,  and  let  her  find  the 
promises  of  thy  word,  and  the  blessedness  of  thy  presence 
able  to  console  and  comfort  her.  When  those  who  have 
walked  on  so  many  years,  and  who  have  reached  the  even- 
ing of  life  together,  are  suddenly  separated,  it  seems  to  be 
attended  by  more  than  ordinary  sorrow.  May  he  who  can 
dry  the  mourner's  tear,  and  who  understands  the  wido>v's 
woes,  be  ever  with  her. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  151 

I  left  the  following  inscription  for  the  small,  neat  stone 
that  is  to  mark  the  spot  where  my  father's  ashes  repose. 

"In  memory  of  Mr.  Joseph  Sanford,  who  '  fell  asleep'  on 
the  14th  of  May,  1826,  aged  63  years,  10  months,  5  days. 

•  The  trump  shall  sound,  the  dead  shall  rise, 
From  the  cold  grave  the  slumb'rers  spring-, 
The  saints,  with  joy,  shall  mount  the  skies, 
To  hail  the  coming  Judge — their  King.'  " 

June  Wth.  Preached  to-day  from  the  21st  verse  of 
Rom.  V.  Oh  that  the  glorious  subject  of  the  reign  of  grace 
might  warm  my  heart,  and  may  I  be  one  of  its  certain  tro- 
phies. 

P.  M.  Mr.  Waterbury,  from  Hebrews.  "  How  shall  we 
escape,"  &c.  We  both  addressed  the  people  in  the  evening, 
when  the  audience  appeared  to  be  particularly  solemn.  Lord 
may  there  be  a  great  shaking  in  this  valley  of  dry  bones. 

SEAMEN. 

"  To  give  them  the  gospel  is  like  giving  it  to  the  winds  of 
heaven,  to  carry  round  the  world. 

"Ah,  they  are  indeed  like  the  winds  of  heaven  ;  and  as 
they  fly  round  the  world,  under  God,  it  depends  upon 
you  to  say,  whether  they  shall  resemble  a  moral  pestilence, 
that  shall  spread  contagion  and  death  in  its  course  ;  or  like 
the  breezes  of  Paradise,  to  revive,  and  cheer,  and  bless  the 
nations. 

"The  sailor  is  eminently  the  son  of  song;  amidst  whistling 
winds,  and  pelting  storms,  and  yawning  waves,  he  pours 
forth  his  wild  notes  in  defiance  of  the  tempest.  But  teach 
him  the  songs  of  Zion,  and  while  he  yokes  the  winds  to  his 
car,  and  rides  upon  the  mountain  waves,  his  notes  shall  be 
heard  and  approved,  amid  the  thunders  of  the  ocean,  by  him 
who  directs  the  storm  and  makes  the  clouds  his  chariot." 


152  ME3I0IR  OF  THE 

June  25th.  To-day  had  the  assistance  of  a  dear  brother 
who  gave  us  an  interesting  discourse  on  letting  our  light 
shine.  O  may  God  reward  him,  and  make  his  superior  ta- 
lents eminently  useful  to  the  church  of  Christ.  Save  him 
from  his  own  sinful  heart,  and  from  the  idolatry  and  ap- 
plauses of  his  friends.  May  all  ministers  of  Jesus  keep 
behind  the  cross ;  and  while  they  glory  in  the  cross,  may 
they  be  able  to  add,  "  by  whom  the  world  is  crucified  unto 
me  and  I  unto  the  world."  I  preached  this  afternoon,  though 
oppressed  with  severe  indisposition,  from  Gen.  v.  24,  on  the 
history  of  Enoch;  but  was  too  unwell  to  enter  into  it  and 
enjoy  it  myself,  and  of  course  did  not  make  it  very  interest- 
ing to  others.  O  God,  give  me  Enoch's  faith  that  embraced 
the  distant  promise,  and  enable  me  to  walk  with  God,  and  to 
obtain  some  comfortable  evidence  that  God  has  accepted  me 
and  will  accept  my  poor,  meagre  services,  on  account  of 
Christ  alone. 

July  2d.  Unable  to  preach — sacramental  service  post- 
poned— 

"  Lord,  what  a  feeble  piece 
Is  this  our  mortal  frame." 

May  I  learn  to  improve  health  better  when  I  enjoy  it. 

RELIGIOUS  INSTRUCTION. 

"  One  of  the  solemn  considerations  which  give  so  much 
importance  to  religious  instruction  is,  that  it  exerts  an  influ- 
ence for  eternity.  The  influence  will  be  felt  while  being 
lasts.  The  principles  of  truth,  which  are  implanted  in  the 
mind,  can  never  die,  can  never  be  annihilated.  The  good 
seed  will  remain.  It  will  be  warmed  into  life  and  useful- 
ness by  the  Spirit  of  God,  and  grow  into  an  immortal  tree 
of  righteousness,  the  planting  of  the  Lord." 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  153 

Jrily  9th.  Communion  service.  Morning,  preached  on 
the  jubilee.  Sacrament  in  the  afternoon.  I  felt  too  feeble 
to  enjoy  it,  and  the  exercise  rather  too  much  for  my  strength. 

0  God,  prepare  me  for  that  service  where  the  worshippers 
shall  never  grow  weary. 

July  SOth.  History  of  Noah  the  subject  of  one  discourse, 
and  Heb.  xii.  14,  the  other;  the  latter  in  the  morning.  Oh 
Saviour  of  sinners,  own  thine  own  word  and  bless  it.  Felt 
in  somewhat  of  a  comfortable  frame  to-day,  but  desire  more 
light,  love,  faith  and  every  grace. 

August  ISth.  This  day  presented  the  solemn  truth  that 
none  of  us  liveth  to  himself.  O  God,  may  I  live  indeed  to 
thee.  Much  of  my  time  has  run  to  waste.  Enable  me  to 
redeem  the  time.  To  improve  it  more  diligently  for  God 
and  for  eternity.  May  the  influence  of  Christians  be  holy 
and  heavenly. 

21th.  To-day  considered  the  calling  of  Abraham.     May 

1  really  forsake  all  for  God.     Believe  and  obey  him,  how- 
ever trying  the  circumstances. 

September  Sd.  Preached  this  morning  from  Ps.  Ixxiii. 
14,  and  this  afternoon  on  the  character  of  Melchisedec. 
This  evening  spoke  on  the  subject  of  the  17th  Ps.  "  What 
sinners  value,  I  resign,"  &c.,  in  connexion  with  the  morning 
subject.     O  God,  revive  thy  work. 

17th.  To-day  have  been  considering  the  destruction  of 
Sodom.  Lord,  may  all  who  heard,  learn  the  awful  lesson, 
and  take  warning  and  not  venture,  like  Lot,  to  sacrifice  spi- 
ritual for  temporal  advantages  ;  nor,  like  his  wife,  dare  to 
disobey  his  commandments ;  nor,  like  the  guilty  inhabitants 
of  Sodom,  reject  the  last  message  of  mercy,  and  sufier  the 
vengeance  of  eternal  fire. 

This  evening  urged  the  sentiment,  that  we  are  on  a  steady 
march  to  the  grave.  O  God,  in  whom  all  our  hope  is  to  be 
fixed,  be  pleased  to  awaken  sinners  here ;  and  may  they 


154  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

live  like  those  who  expect  to  die,  and  who  really  believe  that 
after  death  comes  the  day  of  judtrment. 

October  1st.  To-day  preached  from  Luke,  xxiv.  26,  last 
clause.  Considered  two  particulars  of  Christ's  exaltation, 
his  resurrection  and  ascension ;  and  administered  the  sacra- 
ment in  the  afternoon,  half  past  three  o'clock.  Had  but 
little  comfort,  but  felt  really  desirous  to  serve  Christ  better 
and  to  love  him  more.  O  Lord,  revive  thy  work ;  revive 
my  own  soul.  May  Christ  be  more  precious  to  my  own 
soul,  so  that  I  may  have  better  evidence  of  being  really  a 
disciple,  and  of  growing  in  grace  and  holiness.  Addressed 
communicants,  previously  to  the  celebration  of  the  supper, 
on  the  importance  of  inquiring  "  Lord,  is  it  /?" 

November  5th.  Concluded  the  subject  of  the  command- 
ed offering  of  Isaac,  as  a  burnt  sacrifice,  and  preached  this 
afternoon  from  Mai.  iv.  2.  "  But  unto  you  that  fear  my 
name  shall  the  Sun  of  Righteousness  arise,"  &c.  Improved 
and  applied  this  subject  this  evening  in  an  exhortation.  Some 
may  suppose  I  perform  an  excess  of  public  duty;  and  it  is 
indeed  a  heavy  draft  on  my  strength.  But  I  do  feel  anxious 
for  the  souls  of  my  congregation.  O  to  feel  more  so,  and 
continually  1  To  be  more  faithful,  not  only  in  preaching  to 
them,  but  in  praying  for  them. 

December  6th,  1826.  The  third  anniversary  of  the  death 
of  my  beloved  Anna.  Another  year  has  she  been  in  the 
presence  of  Jesus,  and  like  him,  in  some  humble  measure. 
I  do  not  wish  her  back  again,  though  I  seem  to  need  her  as 
the  companion  of  my  pilgrimage.  But  God,  my  Father, 
knows  bestj  and  he  has  given  his  unalterable  decision.  He 
took  her  from  me  when  I  just  began  to  appreciate  her  worth, 
and  to  realize  her  usefulness  as  the  wife  of  a  minister  of 
Jesus.  But  I  am  conscious  that  my  heart  loved  her  too 
fondly.  It  had  already  begun  to  lose  sight  of  God.  The 
creature  was  engrossing  and  absorbing  its  affections.     The 


REV.  JOSEPH  SAXFORD.  155 

Lord  saw  it,  and  in  dreadful,  mysterious  mercy  to  us  both, 
called  her  home  to  heaven.  Father,  not  my  will,  but  thine 
be  done. 

December  1th.  The  day  appointed  for  public  prayer  and 
thanksgiving.  Have  been  preaching  from  Ps.  xcvii.  1. 
"  The  Lord  reigneth,  let  the  earth  rejoice." 

This  doctrine  certainly  affords  a  ground  of  joy  to  the 
earth  and  its  inhabitants,  as  all  the  mercies  we  receive  flow 
to  us  as  specimens  of  the  goodness  with  which  he  is  supply- 
ing the  wants  of  the  subjects  of  his  government.  It  affords 
refuge  for  the  mind  under  the  ills  of  life.  And  even  my 
bleeding  heart  may  find  a  balm  of  consolation  in  this  inter- 
esting truth.  It  was  a  sovereign  God  who  dashed  my  hopes; 
and  on  this  day,  which  commemorates  the  wreck  and  ruin 
of  all  that  gave  life  its  loveliness,  I  will  bow  in  silent  sub- 
mission at  his  awful  throne.  And  may  I  feel  what  the 
psalmist  expresses,  and  to  which  my  understanding  responds: 
"  Righteousness  and  judgment  are  the  habitation  of  his 
throne." 

Sabbath  evening,  Dec,  10th.  To-day  have  resumed  the 
subject,  Ps.  xcvii.  1.  And  have  applied  the  expression  to 
Jesus  Christ  in  his  mediatorial  character.  Have  considered 
the  nature  and  extent  of  his  kingdom.  Its  subjects  ;  reve- 
nue ;  blessings.  Its  prime  minister,  the  Holy  Ghost.  The 
retinue  of  the  Prince.  His  laws.  The  privileges  of  his 
subjects.  And  this  may  justify  the  joy  of  earth  and  its  in- 
habitants. 

Evening,  in  lecture  room,  spoke  of  the  "  chief  end  of 
man."  Follow  with  thy  blessing,  O  God,  the  services  of 
the  day.  Bless  thine  own  word,  and  accomplish  thine  own 
work,  in  thine  own  way  and  time. 

January,  1827.  We  are  already  in  another  year.  The 
past  is  indeed  gone  for  ever.  How  many  of  its  hours  have 
passed  without  improvement.     How  many  sins  committed. 


156  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

How  many  duties  neglected  or  carelessly  perforated.  Lord, 
with  the  new  year,  may  I  begin  anew  for  God.  Renewing 
the  act  by  which  I  have  professed  to  surrender  myself  to 
God,  may  I  regard  soul  and  body  as  consecrated  to  the 
Lord  ;  as  not  my  own,  and  not  to  be  used  or  employed  but 
for  his  glory. 

February  6th.  This  is  the  first  day  of  my  thirtieth  year. 

0  God,  I  am  a  monument  of  thy  rich  mercy.  Why  am  I 
not  a  monument  of  thy  righteous  wrath  ?  I  have  completed 
twenty-nine  years  of  my  mortal  pilgrimage.  Alas,  they 
have  been  so  many  years  of  "  wanderings."     Oh  how  far 

1  have  strayed  from  God.  O  God,  I  would  thank  thee  for 
any  evidence  that  when  my  wanderings  are  ended  I  shall  be 
safely  conducted  through  Jordan  and  enter  the  promised 
land — that  land,  of  which  Canaan  was  such  a  lively  em- 
blem. 

May  I,  in  imitation  of  my  divine  master,  who  entered 
upon  his  public  work,  when  "  he  began  to  be  about  thirty 
years  of  age,"  feel  that  I  have  a  work  to  perform,  and  feel 
straitened  till  it  be  accomplished  j  and  may  I  enter  with  such 
holy  zeal  upon  the  duties  of  my  sacred  office,  that  it  shall 
seem  Uke  the  beginning  of  my  course. 

"Teach  me  the  measure  of  my  days, 
Thou  Maker  of  my  frame," 

so  that  I  may  apply  my  heart  unto  wisdom.  That  I  may 
work  while  the  day  lasts,  and  prepare  for  the  night  that  is 
approaching,  and  the  day  that  is  to  follow  it.  "  Great  day, 
for  which  all  other  days  were  made." 

March  25th.  To-day  finished  a  series  of  sermons  on  the 
divine  origin  and  authority  of  sacred  Scriptures,  by  summing 
up  the  several  subjects  of  discussion.  This  evening  made 
an  appeal  (to  myself  solemn)  on  the  subject  of  the  insensi- 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  157 

bllity  of  sinners ;  their  danger  and  duty  requiring  theni  to 
awake  and  call  upon  God. 

April  nth.  The  fourth  anniversary  of  my  licensure  to 
preach  the  gospel.  For  four  whole  years,  with  very  little 
interruptions,  I  have  been  engaged  in  this  interesting  work; 
with  what  faithfulness,  and  with  what  success,  the  judgment 
day  will  disclose  !  May  the  Lord  prepare  me  for  that  day, 
and  cleanse  me  with  the  blood  of  Jesus  Christ. 

TO  MR.  H.  D.,  OF  BALLSTON,  N.  Y. 

''Brooklyn,  July  2d,  1827. 

"  Mr.  S.  gave  me  reason  to  expect  a  call  from  him  this 
morning,  previous  to  his  leaving  the  village,  and  I  take  this 
opportunity  to  send  you  a  line,  though  I  have  nothing  of 
special  interest  to  communicate,  except  the  goodness  and 
mercy  of  God,  which  are  exercised  continually. 

"  Our  religious  assemblies  are  well  attended  ;  but  that  is 
all,  and  is  to  be  connected  with  the  tremendous  fact,  that 
the  word  of  God  is  always  '  a  savour  of  life  unto  life,  or  of 
death  unto  death.' 

"  Our  house  of  worship  is  so  nearly  full  that  unless  we 
can  lake  measures  for  enlarging  it,  I  shall  consider  my 
sphere  of  usefulness  too  narrow  to  be  satisfactory.  I  saw 
your  brother  in  Philadelphia,  at  the  General  Assembly, 
though  I  had  no  opportunity  of  conversing  with  him. 

"  I  am  expecting  to  spend  a  few  weeks  at  the  springs,  in 
the  course  of  this  month,  and  will  try  to  give  you  a  caH. 
My  health  suffered  a  little  this  summer  from  a  slight  attack 
of  pleurisy  in  Philadelphia,  but  my  general  health,  through 
the  last  winter  and  spring,  has  been  good. 

"  I  have  heard  that  Mr.  Henry  was  expected  to  go  to  Og- 
densburg,  but  Mr.  S.  said,  yesterday,  he  thought  not.  I 
hope  you  will  not  be  led  again  without  a  pastor.  Make  my 
best  regard  to  P.,  and  I  should  add.  Christian  regards  to  all 

14 


158  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

who  inquire.  I  am  informed  that  many  of  my  acquaintances 
have  died.  Death  is  doing  his  work,  and  is  on  his  way* 
Oh  to  live  continually  with  our  lamps  trimmed,  and  burn- 
ing, and  ready  to  obey  the  summons  of  the  Son  of  Man." 

October  \Qth.  The  fourth  anniversary  of  my  ordination 
and  installation  as  the  pastor  of  this  church  and  congrega- 
tion. Alas,  that  the  visible  success  of  my  ministry  has  been 
so  small.  The  congregation  has  increased,  and  are  under 
the  necessity  of  providing  more  extensive  accommodations. 
But  how  little  life  and  spirituality  among  us,  in  proportion  to 
our  duties  and  hopes !  I  am  sure  my  own  soul  is  deplorably 
barren.  My  spirits  flag — heart  fails — hands  fail.  Eternal 
Spirit,  improve  my  animal  and  moral  vigour,  and  fill  my 
soul  with  the  love  of  God. 

December  6th.  Ah,  this  is  also  an  anniversary,  sad  in- 
deed to  me.  And  why  cannot  I  hail  the  return  of  the  day 
which  emancipated  my  life's  loved  companion  from  earth 
and  sin,  and  introduced  her  to  the  perfection  and  bliss  of 
heaven  ?  I  will  enter  it  as  a  day  of  thanksgiving  on  the 
calendar  of  time.     A  wife  in  glory ! 

TO  MR.  H.  D.  OF  BALLSTON,  N.  Y. 

"  Brooklyn,  Dec.  26th,  1827. 

"  I  have  been  long  intending  to  write  you,  to  say  I  do 
wish  you  would  come  to  Brooklyn  ;  I  mean,  to  live  and  do 
good,  to  serve  your  generation,  and  to  finish  your  course. 

"  This  is  a  place  of  much  importance,  and  it  is  rapidly 
increasing;  and  there  is  much  for  active,  intelligent  Chris- 
tians to  do,  and  but  few  to  do  it.  You  need  not  embark  in 
business,  which  will  exhaust  your  time  or  strength,  nor  con- 
sume or  risk  your  capital.  My  object  is  not  to  invite  you 
into  the  whirlpool  of  mercantile  speculation,  to  make  a  for- 
tune, but  in!o  the  very  centre  of  religious  influence  in  our 


REV.  JOSEPH  SAMFORD.  159 

land,  to  promote  the  Master's  glory.  Every  man  has  influ- 
ence, and  every  good  man  should  endeavour  to  make  his 
precious  time  and  his  influence  bear  upon  the  greatest  amount 
of  human  minds.  We  should  try  to  do  good  on  the  largest 
possible  scale.  I  have  much  to  say  on  this  subject,  but  have 
not  time  to-day  to  write  it.  But  I  do  sincerely  wish  you 
would  come  and  see,  and  ask,  '  Lord,  what  wilt  thou  have 
me  to  do  V 

"  ft  is  months  since  1  began  to  think  on  this  subject,  and 
to  pray  over  it.  I  would  not  write  to  you  at  first,  for  I  was 
afraid  to  trust  my  first  feelings  and  impressions.  But  at 
last  I  have  felt  it  my  duty  to  write,  and  leave  the  event  with 
God. 

"  I  wish  you  could  spend  the  first  Sabbath  in  January 
with  us.  It  will,  by  the  leave  of  divine  providence,  be  our 
communion  Sabbath  ;  and  there  is  no  friend  on  earth  whose 
presence  I  think  would  gratify  me  more." 

"  A  gleam  of  light  breaks  through  the  darkness,  and  re- 
vives  the  guilty  soul  of  man.  Let  me  stand  a  monument  of 
thy  grace  on  earth,  and  bring  me  a  trophy  of  thy  victory  in 
heaven.  When  this  clog  of  earth  that  weighs  down  my  soul 
shall  be  shook  off  in  the  dust,  and  my  imprisoned  spirit  dis- 
entangled from  its  clay,  let  the  wings  of  love  direct  my  flight 
to  the  heaven  where  thou  art. 

"  Whilst  I  spend  the  moments  of  existence  allotted  me  in 
this  world,  though  distant  from  earthly  friends,  may  I  not  be 
distant  from  thee ;  but  with  thee  ever  find  my  joy  and  hope. 
From  the  never-failing  fountain  of  divine  consolation  may  all 
my  wants  be  supplied.  May  I  find  consolation  at  all  times 
in  the  word  '  Jesus,'  the  dearest,  greatest,  and  sweetest  name 
that  heaven  and  earth  afford.  Join  me  in  mystic  union  to 
thyself,  that  I  may  be  separated  from  the  pollutions  of  the 
world,  and  follow  the  Lamb  of  God  whithersoever  he  may 


160  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

lead  me.  From  the  tabernacles  of  thy  grace  on  earth,  may 
my  soul  mount  up.  to  the  tabernacles  of  glory  in  heaven. 
Oh  that  with  tears  I  might  bedew  those  deadly  nail-prints, 
that  tell  at  once  my  crime  and  my  forgiveness.  Lord,  help 
me  to  enter  into  the  ark  of  safety  ;  let  pardoning  love  fasten 
the  door  against  an  accusing  conscience  and  a  condemning 
law ;  let  thy  faithfulness  and  truth  be  as  a  brazen  wall  around 
me,  that  none  of  my  fears  may  break  through,  none  of  my 
sins  destroy  me." 

MAN    IS    A    SINNER. 

"  Look  upon  the  being  God  has  made  in  his  own  image 
and  for  his  own  glory.  He  walks  erect,  his  face  is  set  to- 
wards the  heavens ;  he  is  capable  of  knowing  God,  he  is 
capable  of  endless  progression  in  knowledge.  He  can  ex- 
plain the  laws  which  bind  the  world  and  elements  together ; 
he  can  measure,  and  number,  and  name  the  orbs  of  heaven. 
He  is  the  lord  of  this  world,  and  made  to  be  heir  to  a  crown 
and  a  kingdom  on  high.  Is  he  not  worthy  of  the  Being  from 
whose  hands  he  came,  worthy  of  the  heaven  for  which  his 
Creator  made  him  ? 

"  But  look  again. — In  all  the  rounds  of  life  he  never  thinks 
of  God,  he  never  thinks  of  heaven.  Earth,  earth  is  his  home 
and  portion — mammon,  mammon  is  the  idol  to  which  he 
bows;  to  gratify  the  appetites  of  the  body  is  his  aim;  and 
he  walks  abroad  as  seemingly  unconscious  of  the  immortal 
principle  in  his  bosom  as  though  he  was  kindred,  in  every 
part  of  his  nature,  to  the  brutal  tribes  around  him. 

"  His  heaven-directed  visage  bends  to  the  earth  ;  the  as- 
pirings of  his  immortal  spirit  are  checked,  degraded,  extin- 
guished. Is  he  not  fallen  ?  '  Has  not  the  gold  become  dim?' 
Has  he  not  suffered  some  awful  shipwreck  in  the  voyage  of 
his  being?" 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  161 

THINGS  WHICH  ARE  SEEN  ARE  TEMPORAL. 

"  I  may  refer  you  to  your  own  experience,  to  your  obser- 
vation, to  your  most  vivid  and  painful  recollections,  for  the 
evidence  of  this.  Have  you  not  heard,  and  seen,  and  felt, 
that  all  below  is  transient.  Is  there  nothing  within  you  that 
responds  to  this  affecting  sentiment?  Did  you  never  feel,  in 
the  midst  of  all  your  worldly  possessions  and  prosperity, 
that  it  was  all  vanity,  all  fading  and  unsubstantial  ?  Or,  if 
so  just  a  conviction  was  never  forced  upon  your  mind  in  the 
day  of  prosperity,  have  you  felt  it  in  the  day  of  adversity? 
Has  some  worldly  loss  or  disappointment  taught  you  these 
interesting  lessons  ?  When  you  saw  your  darling  child  upon 
a  dying  bed,  tossing  in  agonies  which  it  was  not  in  the  power 
of  man  to  mitigate  or  relieve,  and  perhaps  crying  in  vain  to 
you  for  help,  did  you  not  then  feel  the  nothingness  of  earth? 
When  you  saw  the  husband  or  the  wife  of  your  bosom  torn 
away  by  the  strong  and  resistless  hand  of  death,  and  saw 
the  grave  close  upon  your  mutual  hopes,  and  returned  to 
your  desolated  dwelling,  and  had  time  to  feel  the  anguish  of 
an  aching  and  bleeding  heart,  did  you  not  conclude  that  the 
world  was  incapable  of  blessing  you  ?  Have  you  never  seri- 
ously considered  how  short  is  the  longest  probable  term  of 
your  earthly  existence,  and  how  much  shorter  than  this  your 
life  may  possibly  be?  How  certain  is  the  event  of  your  dis- 
solution, and  how  solemn  the  consequences  of  that  event ! 
How  Httle  the  whole  world  will  avail  you  in  your  final  con- 
flict with  the  king  of  terrors !  How  your  soul,  with  all  its 
capacities  for  suffering  or  enjoyment,  is  to  outlive  all  the  ob- 
jects upon  which  it  is  accustomed  to  depend  for  its  happiness  ! 
You  have  surely  seen  the  circumstances  of  those  around  you 
changed  by  sickness  and  misfortunes — you  have  seen  one 
calamity  follow  another  in  a  most  fearful  succession.  Some- 
times a  circle  of  friends  gives  life  its  principal  attraction, 
14* 


162  'memoir  of  the 

and  every  blessing  of  nature  and  of  providence  is  more  than 
doubled  in  their  participation  and  in  their  society.  But  death 
invades  this  circle  of  kindred  spirits,  and  its  first  and  loveliest 
members  fall  beneath  his  stroke,  and  break  the  charm  that 
bound  the  survivors  to  the  vi'orld. 

'  For  who  would  not  follow  when  friendships  decay, 
And  from  life's  shining'  circle  the  gems  drop  away; 
When  true  hearts  lie  withered  and  fond  ones  have  flown, 
O  who  would  inhabit  this  bleak  world  alone?' 

Earthly  possessions  are  as  uncertain  and  as  transient  as 
earthly  friendships.  You  may  be  in  affluence  to-day,  and 
surrounded  by  every  comfort  and  luxury  that  wealth  can 
procure  or  heart  desire,  but  to-morrow  a  revolution  of  the 
wheel  of  providence  may  bring  you  down  while  it  exalts 
another.  Nay,  events  may  be  already  in  train,  without 
your  knowledge  or  agency,  which  shall  reduce  you  to  poverty 
and  to  want.  The  imprudence  or  dishonesty  of  another,  or 
some  of  the  elements  of  destruction,  may  entirely  sweep 
away  your  possessions  and  your  hopes.  You  may  boast 
perhaps  of  an  unsullied  reputation,  but  what  security  have 
you  that  you  shall  escape  the  blasting  breath  of  slander? 
But  yours  may  be  a  character  that  can  defy  the  shafts  of 
calumny ;  and  you  may  occupy,  what  few  attain,  the  envied 
eminence  where  superior  talents,  and  tried  and  acknowledged 
patriotism  and  philanthropy,  and  even  popular  applause,  can 
place  you,  and  fame  may  blow  her  trumpet,  and  swell  her 
loudest,  longest  blast ;  but  alas,  how  soon  she  wreathes  the 
melancholy  cypress  for  the  brow  of  her  favourite  sons ! 

"  You  have  seen  the  beloved  and  revered  chief  magistrate 
of  this  most  important  section  of  the  Union,  from  the  very 
summit  of  his  greatness,  and  in  the  very  noon  of  his  useful- 
ness and  his  fame,  cut  down  by  the  stroke  of  death,  without 
the  warning  of  a  moment !     The  statesman  of  unrivalled 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  163 

talents,  the  best  representation  of  his  country's  greatness,  the 
pride  and  boast  of  his  native  state,  the  acknowledged  patriot 
and  philanthropist,  the  efficient  patron  of  science  and  benevo- 
lence, the  public  benefactor,  the  high  minded  and  virtuous 
citizen,  the  exemplary  husband  and  father,  has  fallen  before 
the  universal  conqueror,  and  is  in  the  dust !  One  week  ago, 
who  that  had  not  learned  a  noble  ambition  from  the  Bible 
would  not  have  coveted  the  talents  and  the  fame  of  Clin- 
ton? But  this  bright  western  star  has  set.  His  fame  may 
live  in  the  recollections  of  ages,  and  will  be  even  identified 
with  the  glory  of  his  noble  state.  But  what  is  this  to  Clin- 
ton now — and  what  are  the  splendours  of  his  public  career? 
What  the  success  of  his  projects  of  internal  improvement  ? 
What  the  merited  tribute  which  his  political  friends  and  foes 
are  eager  to  pay  to  his  memory  ?  What  a  proof  of  the  va- 
nity of  earth ! 

"  If  the  fall  of  such  a  man,  which  is  an  awful  public  ca- 
lamity, and  which  clothes  a  whole  community  in  mourning, 
might  be  the  means  of  leading  men  of  all  classes  to  improve 
life,  his  death  would  produce  effects  more  valuable  than  all 
his  public  services." 

January  ls<,  1828.  This  day  we  enter  on  a  new  year. 
I  would  begin  anew  for  God,  adoring  him  for  the  past,  and 
trusting  him  for  the  future.  Oh  that  I  may  feel  more  and 
more  deeply  that  important  sentiment  which  I  have  endea- 
voured to  impress  upon  the  minds  of  the  Sabbath-school 
children  this  morning,  "  That  the  way  to  be  happy  is  to  be 
holy,"  and  that  with  more  zeal  for  God  and  more  love  for 
holiness,  I  may  enter  upon  the  duties  of  the  new  year.  The 
mercies  of  God  have  been  still  abundantly  continued.  Oh 
that  they  may  not  be  lost  upon  me,  so  as  to  leave  me  only  a 
"  cumberer  of  the  ground."  I  have  been  prevented  by  in- 
disposition from  entering  my  pulpit  one  Sabbath  only  in  the 


164  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

year,  though  I  have  been  absent  three  other  Sabbaths  on 
business.  But  of  the  other  forty-eight  Sabbaths  what  have 
been  the  benefits?  The  last  great  day  will  disclose.  I 
would  labour  for  God  more  faithfully  and  prayerfully.  My 
church  and  congregation  are  both  increasing — the  attend- 
ance upon  the  means  of  grace  encouraging  ;  but  why  are  the 
special  influences  of  the  Holy  Spirit  withheld  ?  Lord,  thou 
knowest. 

February  6th.  This  day  I  enter  upon  my  thirty-first 
year.  I  can  scarcely  realize  that  so  many  years  are  num- 
bered and  gone  for  ever.  They  are  indeed  gone,  and  yet  I 
have  a  solemn  relation  to  them.  They  are  not  gone  as  the 
clouds  that  curtained  my  infant  sky,  or  the  flowers  that 
strewed  my  infant  path.  Oh  it  is  a  solemn  truth,  that  upon 
every  moment  of  my  existence  God  has  enstamped  account- 
ability. May  I  ever  feel  it  and  act  under  its  influence,  and 
thus  act  for  eternity.  I  cannot  expect  to  see  thirty  years 
more  this  side  of  the  grave.  It  is  more  than  probable  that 
within  that  period  I  shall  be  in  my  eternal  state  of  bliss  or 
wo !  I  would  daily  review  life  in  reference  to  the  great  end 
for  which  it  is  given,  and  inquire  to  what  purpose  have  I 
lived  ?  What  good  have  1  been  the  means  or  the  instrument 
of  accomplishing  ?  How  have  I  glorified  God  in  heart  and 
life?  And  should  I  pass  suddenly  to  my  last  account,  what 
could  I  expect  at  the  hands  of  tiie  righteous  sovereign  of  the 
world  ?  My  only  hope  is  in  Christ  Jesus,  the  friend  of  sin- 
ners— he  is  precious  to  my  soul.  Oh  may  he  become  more 
and  more  so,  and  may  I  serve  him  more  faithfully. 

March  2d.  A  sudden  death  of  one  of  the  members  of 
the  church,  and  one  who  I  believe  received  her  first  religious 
impressions  under  my  ministry.  Her  illness  was  very  short 
and  distressing,  unable  to  collect  her  thoughts  until  about 
two  hours  before  her  departure.  But  during  that  season,  as 
far  as  the  severity  of  her  disease  would  permit,  she  express- 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD. 


165 


ed  a  most  gratifying  sense  of  the  presence  and  the  prccious- 
ness  of  Jesus,  and  desired  him  to  hasten  the  wheels  of  his 
chariot  to  come  and  take  her.  "  She  thought  she  was  will- 
ino-  and  ready  to  die."  Endeavoured  to  improve  this  solemn 
providence  this  morning,  by  considering  the  exhortation  and 
the  argument  of  our  Lord,  Matt.  xxiv.  44:  "Be  ye  also 
ready,"  &c.  O  God,  may  this  afflictive  event  be  improved  by 
us.  May  the  church  feel  it  and  awake.  May  this  call  from 
eternity  be  heard  and  never  forgotten.  Three  weeks  ago  our 
dear  sister  joined  with  us  in  the  songs  and  services  of  the 
sanctuary — to-day  we  trust  she  worships  in  the  upper  temple, 
and  mingles  her  voice  in  a  nobler  choir  and  in  sweeter  melo- 
dies !  Jesus,  Master,  come  and  comfort  us  with  thy  pre- 
sence and  spirit. 

TO  HIS  MOTHER. 

"  Brooklyn,  Feb.  19th,  1828. 

"  I  have  postponed  writing  to  you  much  longer  than  I  in- 
tended. But  I  hope  you  have  been  satisfied  that  I  have  had 
nothing  special  to  communicate,  and  that  my  official  duties 
have  occupied  my  whole  time.  Indeed,  a  clergyman  who 
will  faithfully  perform  his  duties,  can  have  no  time  to  spare. 
I  have  usually  three  services  on  the  Lord's  day,  two  Bible 
classes  on  Monday,  a  lecture  in  the  church  on  Wednesday 
evening,  and  a  church  prayer  meeting  on  Friday  evening, 
which  I  am  always  to  attend.  Besides,  the  sick  are  to  be 
visited,  and  all  the  congregation  as  often  as  practicable,  and 
all  the  members  of  the  church  according  to  their  circum- 
stances and  wants.  And  then  every  minister,  more  than 
any  other  person,  requires  time  to  attend  to  his  own  soul's 
interests  and  to  the  improvement  of  his  mind.  Thus  you 
see,  my  dear  mother,  how  my  time  is  disposed  of,  though  I 
have  been  so  long  silent. 


166  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

"  I  hope  you  receive  the  New  York  Observer  regularly, 
and  from  that  you  will  learn  all  the  religious  intelligence  of 
the  day — and  much  of  it  will  rejoice  your  heart.  The  king- 
dom of  our  Lord  is  advancing,  and  you,  my  dear  mother,  by 
your  prayers  may  do  much  to  speed  its  progress. 

"  Mr.  H.  was  in  Brooklyn  a  few  weeks  ago ;  he  expects 
to  visit  Galway  in  April,  and  says  he  shall  by  all  means  try 
to  see  you.  His  wife  is  in  a  feeble  state  of  health.  His  son, 
that  was  insane,  is  now  restored.  His  eldest  daughter  has  a 
school  in  this  village,  and  1  think  will  make  a  profession  of 
religion  at  our  next  communion." 

April  ISth.  To-day  our  earthly  temple  is  closed  for  the 
purpose  of  an  enlargement ;  while  my  health  is  such  as  to 
render  it  unsafe  for  me  to  go  out  in  the  storm  of  snow  and 
hail  that  has  been  falling  all  day.  Who  would  have  thought 
five  years  ago  that  this  infant  congregation,  which  was  then 
scarcely  organized,  would  so  soon  require  more  extensive 
accommodations.  God  has  indeed  blessed  my  ministry  far 
beyond  what  I  could  have  expected.  Some  I  hope  have  been 
born  from  above,  and  have  become  heirs  of  glory,  through 
my  unworthy  instrumentality  in  dispensing  the  good  seed  of 
the  word.  A  church  of  more  than  three  hundred  members 
has  been  collected,  besides  thirty  or  forty  who  have  been 
called  away  by  providence  and  by  death.  I  have  reason  to 
be  amazed  and  humbled  at  what  God  hath  wrought,  though 
the  special  influences  of  the  Holy  Spirit  have  been  withdrawn. 
May  the  Lord  take  care  of  his  flock  while  they  are  now  to 
be  for  several  weeks  dispersed  ;  may  we  at  length  meet  in 
our  enlarged  sanctuary  ;  and  may  the  windows  of  heaven  be 
opened,  and  may  God  pour  out  blessings  so  that  there  shall 
not  be  room  enough  to  receive  them. 


REVi  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  167 

THE  SAFETY  OF  GOd's  ISRAEL. 

"  *  The  Lord  will  preserve  thee  from  all  evil.'  There  is  but 
one  idea  more  awful  than  the  atheistical  opinion  that  there  is 
no  God,  and  that  is,  to  have  this  God  for  our  enemy!  These 
words  were  addressed  to  a  peculiar  people,  and  this  is  im- 
portant in  the  outset  to  prevent  all  mistake.  The  psalmist 
seems  to  have  had  a  primary  reference  to  the  nation  that 
went  up  to  Jerusalem  to  worship.  '  I  will  lift  up  mine  eyes 
unto  the  hills,'  &c.  The  Israelites  looked  with  much  delight 
to  Mount  Zion,  where  was  the  house  of  God,  and  all  the 
visible  tokens  and  symbols  of  his  presence,  where  he  was 
wont  to  hear  their  prayers.  God  saves  his  people  from  all 
evil,  that  is,  from  every  thing  which  would  not  work  for  their 
good ;  from  every  thing  that  would  destroy  them  ;  from  the 
ruinous  evil  of  sin  into  which  they  have  fallen- 

"  1.  He  saves  them  from  dangerous,  soul-destroying 
errors.  Men  are  in  great  danger  of  this.  Draw  the  line 
between  truth  and  error  where  you  will,  some  errors  are 
damning.  External  advantages  and  cultivated  minds  are 
not  secure  against  this. 

"  2.  He  saves  his  people  from  falling  under  condemna' 
tion.  They  are  justified,  but  Christ  constantly  applies  his 
blood. 

"  3.  He  saves  his  people  from  apostacy.  The  righteous 
are  '  scarcely  saved ;'  they  come  very  near  being  lost ;  they 
are  prone  to  fall,  often  tempted,  often  straying,  but  he  saves 
them.  Think  of  the  safety  and  happiness  of  such.  Think 
of  the  love  of  God  in  Christ  Jesus  towards  sinners.  Unlike 
the  love  of  men,  it  sees  nothing  lovely  in  its  object. 

"  Dismiss  your  fears  then.  Christian — doubting,  trembling 
Christian.  You  are  safe.  All  is  well.  Be  grateful  for 
such  a  mercy." 


IbO  MEMOIR  OP  THE 

June  15th.  This  day  entered  our  house  for  worship, 
with  its  enlarged  accommodations.  Preached  all  day  from 
Ex.  XX.  24.  "  In  all  places  where  I  record  my  name  I  will 
come  unto  thee  and  bless  thee."  Considered  the  presence 
and  the  blessing  promised.  O  God,  grant  them  both  in 
mercy,  and  take  possession  of  our  sacred  edifice. 

"  Enter  with  all  thy  g-lorious  train, 
Thy  Spirit  and  thy  word: 
All  that  the  ark  did  once  contain. 
Could  no  such  grace  afford." 

The  congregation  appears  to  have  enlarged  with  the  build- 
ing. Open  our  eyes  to  behold  wondrous  things  out  of  thy 
law.  Open  our  hearts  to  receive  thy  grace ;  and  open  our 
lips  to  speak  forth  thy  praise. 

TO  HIS  MOTHER. 

«  Brooklyn,  August  7th,  1828. 

"  Ihave  just  received  a  letter  from  Mrs.  Howe,  informing 
me  you  are  in  Brutus.  I  hope  you  received  the  letter  I  wrote 
by  Mr.  K.  I  should  have  visited  you  in  July,  if  you  had 
staid  in  Galway  ;  but  the  opportunity  of  going  with  Mr.  K. 
was  too  good  to  neglect.  I  am  glad  you  embraced  it.  Mrs. 
H.  did  not  mention  how  you  endured  the  journey ;  but  I 
concluded  it  did  not  injure  you,  or  she  would  have  mentioned 
it.  It  is  true,  my  dear  mother,  I  would  feel  better  satisfied 
could  you  feel  contented  to  live  in  Galway,  because  I  could 
see  you  oftener,  and  you  could  have  greater  religious  privi- 
leges. But  if  you  prefer,  on  the  whole,  to  live  in  C.  you 
have  my  entire  approbation.  I  wish  you,  by  all  means,  to 
do  that  which  will  make  you  most  comfortable. 

*'  If  I  can  leave  Brooklyn  this  fall,  I  will  try  to  go  out  to 
C.  to  see  you,  in  the  course  of  September  or  October.     But 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  169 

it  is  extremely  difficult  for  me  to  be  absent  from  my  congre- 
gation long  enough  for  such  a  journey.  I  am  anxious  to 
see  brother  E.,  to  know  what  are  his  prospects,  &c.  My 
health,  this  summer,  has  been  better  than  usual ;  and  my  la- 
bours are  such  as  to  require  all  my  time  and  strength.  Men- 
tion my  respects  to  all  friends.  It  is  doubtful  whether  I  shall 
be  able  to  stop  in  B.,  should  I  go  to  the  west.  It  would  re- 
quire one  whole  day ;  and  my  time  is  precious,  and  not  my 
own.  May  the  blessing  of  the  Lord  descend  upon  you,  and 
his  presence  cheer  and  fill  your  desolated  heart." 

August  24.  Detained  from  the  house  of  God  to-day  by 
indisposition.  Taken  ill  last  evening,  and  too  much  enfee- 
bled to-day  even  to  attend  the  preaching  which,  by  the  kind 
providence  of  God,  my  congregation  are  favoured  with. 
"  Lord,  what  a  feeble  piece,"  &c.  A  few  hours'  sickness 
prostrates  this  frail  tabernacle,  and  bends  it  towards  its  na- 
tive dust.  O  to  live  with  an  assured  confidence  of  a  build- 
ing of  God,  ready  to  receive  me  when  this  earthly  house  is 
dissolved ;  and  to  work  in  the  vineyard  of  the  Lord  every 
day,  as  though  I  expected  to  be  laid  aside  to-morrow. 


In  the  month  of  September,  of  this  year,  Mr.  Sanford  re- 
ceived a  call  from  the  Second  Presbyterian  Church,  in  the 
city  of  Philadelphia,  to  become  their  pastor.  This  call  was 
given  with  almost  entire  unanimity.  This  large  and  impor- 
tant church  had  become  vacant  by  the  resignation  of  the 
Rev.  Dr.  Janeway,  who  had  been  appointed  Professor  of 
Theology  in  the  Western  Theological  Seminary,  which 
was  then  about  to  be  opened,  at  Alleghenytown,  near  Pitts- 
burg. That  a  call  from  such  a  church — one  of  the  most 
respectable  in  the  United  States — which  embraced  a  large 
number  of  men  of  distinguished  usefulness,  and  which  had 
been  blessed  with  a  succession  of  able  pastors — should  be 
15 


170  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

considered  with  great  attention  by  Mr.  San  ford,  is  what  all 
would  be  ready  to  pronounce  an  obvious  and  imperative  duty. 

This  call  was  long  and  prayerfully  considered  by  Mr. 
Sanford.  The  advice  of  the  best  and  most  judicious  friends 
was  sought.  He  consulted  such  men  as  the  Rev.  Drs.  Green, 
Miller,  Alexander  and  M'Auley.  From  them  he  obtained 
most  appropriate  counsel.  All  of  these  excellent  fathers  and 
brethren  in  the  church  expressed  to  him  the  great  happiness 
which  it  would  give  them  to  see  him  settled  in  that  church, 
if  he  should  find  it  to  be  his  duly  to  accept  the  call. 

On  the  other  hand,  his  large  and  beloved  church  in  Brook- 
lyn, was  greatly  opposed  to  his  leaving  them.  And  what 
served  to  increase  the  perplexity  of  his  situation,  was  a  third, 
unanimous  call  from  the  American  Presbyterian  Church 
in  Montreal.  The  unanimity  of  this  call,  after  two  pre- 
vious failures,  the  interesting  state  of  that  church  and  con- 
gregation, and  the  prospect  of  great  usefulness,  not  only 
in  that  important  city,  but  also  in  the  entire  province,  were 
reasons  for  serious  and  just  consideration  of  this  important 
call.  Indeed  it  would  not  be  possible  for  any  one  to  read 
the  letters  which  Mr.  Sanford  received,  on  this  subject,  from 
Messrs.  De  Witt,  Dickinson,  and  Bigelow,  on  the  part  of  the 
church  in  Montreal,  without  being  struck  both  with  the  im- 
portance of  that  post  and  of  the  high  and  long-cherished  opi- 
nion which  that  people  entertained  of  Mr.  Sanford's  eminent 
qualifications  for  that  place.  It  does  not  comport  with  the 
object  of  this  small  work  to  give  that  correspondence,  but  it 
may  not  be  improper  to  insert,  here,  two  letters  which  Mr. 
Sanford  received,  in  relation  to  this  call.  The  first  is  from 
the  Rev.  Mr.  Iloyt ;  and  the  second  is  from  the  Rev.  Dr. 
Nott,  President  of  Union  College. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SAXFOBD.  171 

"  Montreal,  Jan.  19<A,  1829. 

*'  REV.  AND  DEAR  SIR, 

"  Though  a  stranger,  yet  you  will  permit  mc  to  address 
you  on  a  subject  in  which  my  own  feelings  are  deeply  inter- 
ested. I  refer  to  your  anticipated  removal  to  this  city.  I 
have  been  supplying  the  American  Presbyterian  Church,  in 
this  place,  for  a  few  weeks  past ;  and  I  have  had  a  fair  op- 
portunity of  observing,  on  the  spot,  what,  I  have  no  doubt, 
are  facts  relative  to  the  importance  of  this  post.  And,  for 
what  I  have  here  witnessed,  and  for  the  knowledge  I  had 
previously  acquired,  I  have  no  hesitation  in  expressing  my 
firm  belief  that  Montreal  presents  one  of  the  most  prominent 
and  inviting  fields  of  evangelical  labour  in  North  America. 
I  cannot  conceive  how,  by  any  impartial  and  enlightened 
mind,  it  can  be  viewed  otherwise.  Were  this  city  only  to 
be  taken  into  account  such  would  be  the  fact.  But  it  is  not. 
This  whole  district  of  country  is  materially  affected,  and 
will  be  thus  affected,  by  the  moral  atmosphere  inhaled  in 
Montreal.  The  light  of  eternity  only  can  disclose  the  amount 
of  good  which,  under  God,  an  able,  judicious,  humble,  de- 
voted minister  of  the  gospel  may  here  effect. 

"  I  am  i^ersuaded  that  brother  Christmas  will  always  re- 
joice in  view  of  his  connexion  with  this  people  and  region. 
But  I  have  no  doubt  that  Mr.  Bigelow  has  presented  before 
you,  fairly  and  fully,  the  imperious  claims  of  this  part  of  the 
heritage  of  Zion. 

"  What  I  want  to  say,  brother,  is  that  you  are  the  man 
for  Montreal.  Yes,  the  very  man  to  come  and  labour  in 
this  vast  field,  already  ripe  for  the  harvest. 

"  I  know  that  you  have  the  esteem,  and  confidence,  and 
affection,  to  as  great  an  extent  as  any  man  should  have,  of 
those  who  have  invited  you  to  come.  Their  eyes  are  fixed 
upon  you  with  intense  anxiety.  If  they  are  disappointed 
the  shock  will  be  no  ordinary  one.     It  will  be  very  difRcult 


172  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

for  them  to  be  fully  united  in  any  other  man.  And  there  is 
a  fair  prospect  of  the  society  being  at  once,  and  to  a  consi- 
derable extent,  enlarged,  should  you  come. 

"  I  have  no  interest  in  this  subject,  only  what  regards  the 
general  prosperity  of  the  church.  I  leave  here  to-morrow 
morning.  As  I  have  an  opportunity  of  sending  directly  to 
New  York,  I  have  been  constrained  to  drop  you  a  line  on 
this  subject.  I  pray  that  the  Great  Head  of  the  church  will 
be  with  you,  and  guide  you  to  such  a  result  as  shall  be  most 
for  his  glory  and  your  eternal  well  being.  In  haste, 
"  Yours  affectionately, 

«  Otto  S.  Hoyt." 

"  DEAR  SIR, 

"  Nothing  but  a  sense  of  duty  could  induce  me  to  address 
you  on  a  subject  that  seems,  by  a  decision  you  have  already 
made,  to  have  been  put  at  rest.  But  circumstances  have 
come  to  my  knowledge,  that  lead  me  to  apprehend  that  the 
contemplated  church  in  Montreal  will  either  expire  or  go 
into  the  hands  of  dangerous  crrorists,  unless  measures  are 
taken  to  prevent  this.  That  those  measures  involve  your 
removal  to  that  place  ;  and  that  there  has  been  a  change  of 
circumstances  and  a  development  of  facts,  since  you  were 
there,  that  not  only  justify,  but  call  for  your  solemn  and  de- 
liberate review  of  the  whole  case.  And  to  induce  you  to  do 
this  is  the  sole  object  of  this  letter.  The  facts  and  circum- 
stances alluded  to,  will  be  presented  from  another  source.  I 
am  aware  that  you  arc  pleasantly  settled,  and  that  an  ad- 
dress of  this  sort  may  appear  like  an  intrusion  on  your  peace, 
and  on  the  peace  of  your  society.  I  respect  both  ;  but  nei- 
ther are  to  be  put  in  competition  with  the  great  and  extensive 
interests  of  the  Redeemer's  kingdom.  God,  in  his  provi- 
dence,  has  opened  a  door  for  the  Presbyterian  Church  to 
make  a  lodgement  in  that  land,  not  only  of  want  but  of  de- 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  173 

lusion.     If  that  lodgement  is  made,  other  posts  may  soon  be 
taken  possession  of.     A  Presbytery  may  soon  be  formed 
there — from  this,  other  Presbyteries  may  arise — so  that,  in 
a  single  generation,  the  Bible  Society,  the  Missionary  Socie- 
ty, and  the  Sunday  School  Society,  together  with  all  our 
other  moral  machinery,  may  be  extended  over  a  country, 
which  will  not  only  be  redeemed  itself,  but,  in  the  end,  react 
and  pour  its  contributions  into  that  treasury  consecrated  to 
the  conversion  of  the  world.     To  my  mind,  the  object  has 
an  importance  that  would  justify  the  taking  of  any  pastor 
from  any  church  in  the  United  States,  that  might  be  deemed 
peculiarly  fitted  therefor.    And  the  continued  attachment  of 
the  congregation  there — their  continuing  to  hope  against  hope, 
seems  to  be  an  indication  of  Providence,  with  respect  to  the 
individual  so  fitted.    If  the  friends  of  vital  piety  will  not  take 
possession  of  this  field,  the  enemies  will ;  and  agents  of  error 
and  of  evil  will  occupy  the  region,  which,  we  might  have  oc- 
cupied ;  and  generations  pass  away  before  another  oppor- 
tunity, equally  favourable,  will  offer  for  adding  this  province 
to  the  kingdom  of  Jesus  Christ.     I  am  aware  that  you  will 
be  pressed  by  friends,  whom  it  will  be  painful  to  deny,  to  de- 
cline the  reconsideration  of  this  subject.     But  you  will  call 
to  mind  that  you  are  not  the  master  of  your  own  labours ; 
and  that  the  question  is  one  that  respects  the  present  and  the 
future  interests  of  the  Saviour's  kingdom.     It  is  a  question, 
to  be  sure,  on  which,  when  the  whole  circumstances  are  be- 
fore you,  you  must  judge  ;  and  must  not,  and  ought  not,  to 
be  governed  by  the  opinion  of  others.     All  that  I  wish  to 
do,  is,  to  bespeak  your  prayerful  and  solemn  reconsideration 
of  the  whole  case — the  present  situation,  the  future  pros- 
pects of  Canada — and  see  whether  the  prospect  of  useful- 
ness and  range  of  action,  there,  be  not  far,  and  decidedly 
greater  than  that  of  the  place  you  at  present  occupy.     See, 
also,  whether  the  evil  of  refusal  be  not  likely  to  be  lar  greater 
15* 


174  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

in  extent,  and  lasting  in  duration,  to  that  province,  than  any 
probable  evil  that  can  befall  your  present  charge  in  conse- 
quence of  your  resignation  thereof. 

"  It  may  be  that  I  am  in  error — that  the  time  has  not 
come  to  plant  the  gospel  in  that  land,  so  long  overshadowed 
with  darkness.  Be  this  as  it  may,  a  door  is  opened  to  make 
the  attempt.  Success  would  be  glorious  ;  and  it  would  be 
glorious  too,  even  to  fail  in  such  an  undertaking.  I  will  not 
add  more  ;  perhaps  I  have  already  said  too  much.  I  do  not 
wish  to  prejudge  your  judgment ;  but  merely  to  urge  you 
to  reconsider  and  review  the  whole  case,  and  decide  accord- 
mg  to  the  light  which  God,  in  his  providence,  may  afford 
you. 

"  Wishing  you  the  guidance  of  his  Spirit,  I  am,  in  very 
great  haste,  and  with  esteem, 

"  Your's  sincerely, 

"  Eliph.  Nott." 


Notwithstanding  the  powerful  appeal  which  was  made  in 
behalf  of  Montreal,  Mr.  Sanford,  after  long,  and  anxious, 
and  prayerful  deliberation,  decided  in  favour  of  Philadelphia. 
At  first  his  Presbytery  were  opposed  to  his  removal ;  but, 
upon  consideration  of  the  subject,  they  yielded  to  what  he 
believed  to  be  the  call  of  duty,  and  of  the  Great  Head  of 
the  Church. 

The  following  extracts  from  his  journal  and  letters  will 
show  with  what  spirit  he  considered  this  call,  and  finally 
went  to  his  new  field  of  labour,  where  much  usefulness  and 
many  trials  awaited  him;  and  where,  in  less  than  three  years, 
he  ended  his  days  on  earth. 


October  1st.  This  day  received  notice  of  a  call  from  the 
Second  Presbyterian  Church  of  Philadelphia,  to  become 
their  pastor. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFOKD.  176 

May  the  Lord  give  me  wisdom  to  discern,  and  grace  to 
perform,  my  duty.  May  I  be  enabled  to  decide  this  impor- 
tant question  in  the  light  of  eternity.  Lord,  what  wouldst 
thou  have  me  to  do?  Lord,  direct  my  paths  and  make  my 
duty  plain. 

October  l^th.  This  day  completes  five  years  of  my 
ministry.  Preached  this  afternoon  from  Eph.  iii.  8,  and  en- 
deavoured to  call  the  attention  of  my  congregation  to  the 
inquiry,  What  have  been  the  results  of  my  ministry  with 
them,  as  individuals ;  and  whether,  if  they  should  be  called 
to-night,  to  their  final  account,  they  would  bless  or  curse 
God,  through  eternity,  for  the  message  of  his  mercy ! 

Oh  God,  the  future  is  all  unknown  to  me.  "  Guide  me, 
oh  thou  great  Jehovah."  Enable  me  to  take  such  views  of 
the  subject  that  now  occupies  my  mind,  that  I  may  judge 
impartially,  and  in  the  fear  of  God,  and  in  fear  of  nothing 
else.  I  would  acknowledge  thee  in  all  my  ways ;  wilt  thou 
direct  my  paths.  I  would  not  confer  with  flesh  and  blood. 
I  desire  to  know  what  the  will  of  the  Lord  is,  and  what  the 
interests  of  Zion  require. 

November  2d.  Preached  this  morning  from  Heb.  iv.  1, 
and  called  my  congregation  to  consider  the  fact,  "  that  a 
promise  of  entering  into  rest  is  actually  made  to  us  ;"  that 
many  fall  short  of  it.  Christ  has  taught  it,  and  our  own 
observation  justifies  his  teaching  on  this  subject.  Urged  the 
apostle's  exhortation  upon  all.  This  afternoon  spoke  with 
tolerable  freedom  and  comfoi-t,  from  Ps.  xxxiv.  15  :  "  The 
eyes  of  the  Lord,"  &c.  Oh  that  I  may  desire,  more  than 
all  things  else,  to  secure  God's  approbation ;  and  that  X  may 
act  as  in  his  presence,  and  avail  myself  of  the  blessed  pri- 
vilege of  spreading  out  all  my  wants  before  him  whose  ear 
is  ever  open.  Truly  I  need  this  at  this  time  especially.  How 
shall  I  dispose  of  this  call  from  Philadelphia?  "  Lord,  what 
wouldst  thou  have  me  to  do  ?" 


176  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

On  the  6th  of  November,  of  this  year,  Mr.  Sanford  was 
united  in  marriage  with  Miss  Margaret  H.  Boardman,  of  Al- 
bany ;  a  young  lady  of  devoted  piety,  and  of  whom  he  justly 
speaks,  in  his  journal,  as  "  a  friend,  congenial,  sympathiz- 
ing and  suitable  to  be  the  companion  of  a  minister  of  Jesus 
Christ."  After  their  marriage  they  visited  Rochester  and 
several  other  places  in  that  part  of  the  state  of  New  York, 
and  returned  to  Brooklyn  towards  the  end  of  the  month. 


December  ^th.  Reached  Brooklyn,  after  many  delays, 
fatigues  and  perils.  This  is  the  day  of  public  prayer  and 
thanksgiving.  O  who  has  greater  cause  for  thankfulness 
than  I? 

December  25th.  To-day  Presbytery  met  to  consider  the 
call  from  Philadelphia.  Though  the  thought  of  separation 
from  my  dear  congregation  is  painful,  I  do  feel  that  God 
calls  me  to  make  the  sacrifice.  I  gave  this  answer.  The 
business  postponed  until  to-morrow. 

26th.  The  commissioners  have  been  heard.  My  brethren 
all  think  I  ought  not  to  remove.  I  am  sure  they  have  not 
examined  the  subject  as  I  have  done.  They  decide  as  I  ex- 
pected. They  adjourn  till  Tuesday  next,  to  give  me  time  to 
consider  their  advice.  0  may  the  Lord  guide  me  under 
these  accumulating  responsibilities.  May  he  give  me  wis- 
dom from  above.  Lord,  I  would  commit  my  way  unto  thee. 
Do  thou  direct  my  path. 

Tuesday  moridng,  Dec.  ^Oth.  To-day  the  question  must 
be  finally  settled,  and  I  do  feel  that  I  must  Ibllow  my  own 
convictions  of  duty,  though  against  the  opinion  and  advice 
of  my  dear  brethren.  Oh  God,  in  thy  sight,  I  wish  to  act 
for  eternity.  Let  me  have  the  presence  of  thy  Holy  Spirit 
to-day.  Suffer  me  not  to  mistake  my  duty.  I  would  com- 
mit my  way  to  thee.  O  my  God.  direct  my  paths.  May  I 
not  misinterpret  thy  providence  and  mistake  thy  will.     Nor 


KEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  177 

make  a  decision  which  I  shall  hereafter  regret.  Thou  art 
the  King  of  Zion:  rule  then  in  every  heart,  and  in  mine  to- 
day. May  I  perceive  and  perform  my  duty,  and  leave  con- 
sequences in  thy  hands. 

January  Ath,  1829.  To-day  administered  the  Lord's 
supper  to  this  dear  church,  which  I  am  so  soon  to  leave. 
The  day  very  cold,  snowy  and  unfavourable — but  few  of  the 
church  attended.  The  season,  however,  was  solemn.  May 
k  be  profitable.  Never  can  I  expect  to  meet  this  whole 
church,  to  which  I  have  so  often  dispensed  the  word  and  sa- 
craments, till  we  meet  in  judgment.  O  may  we  meet  to 
bless  God  for  the  relation  which  we  have  sustained. 

January  11th.  To-day  have  taken  leave  of  my  congre- 
gation. Preached  this  morning  from  Ps.  Ixxxvii.  3.  "  Glo- 
rious things  are  spoken  of  thee,  O  city  of  God."  Spoke  of 
the  extension,  prosperity,  perpetuity  and  coming  glory  of  the 
church  of  God.  May  we  all  become  citizens  of  Zion,  and 
meet  in  heaven.  Preached  this  afternoon  from  the  words  of 
Paul,  in  his  farewell  address  to  the  Corinthians,  2  Cor.  xiii. 
11.  "Finally,  brethren,"  &c.  Had  difficulty  in  command- 
ing my  feelings  so  far  as  to  be  capable  of  utterance ;  but  the 
Lord  assisted  me.  Oh  may  these  familiar  exhortations  be 
improved  to  the  good  of  many  souls.  Into  thy  hands,  my 
dear  Lord  and  Master,  I  have  resigned  my  charge  of  this 
people.  Many,  many  imperfections  have  marred  my  ser- 
vices ;  and  yet,  I  hope  I  have  laboured  in  sincerity  and  truth. 
I  have  my  unfaithfulness  to  deplore  in  thy  sight ;  but  I  trust 
I  am  clear  of  their  blood.  O  bless  this  people.  Send  them 
a  pastor  whose  ministrations  thou  wilt  own  and  bless ;  and 
build  up  this  people,  and  dwell  among  them  continually. 
And  do  thou  take  me  under  thy  gracious  care  and  guidance. 
I  have  desired  to  act  for  the  love  of  Jesus,  the  good  of  souls, 
the  prosperity  of  Zion,  and  the  glory  of  Zion's  King.  May 
I  now  renew  my  covenant  engagements  to  be  thine ;  and  do 


178  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

thou  employ  nie  in  the  place  and  under  the  circumstances 
where  I  can  do  most  for  the  kingdom  ot'  Jesus,  and  ripen 
most  rapidly  for  the  services  and  the  society  of  the  church 
triumphant.  May  I  have  clearer  evidences  of  my  love  to 
God  and  his  love  to  me.  May  all  my  graces  be  in  pivsross 
and  in  exercise,  and  the  work  of  sanctilication  be  evidently 
advancing.  Prepare  me  for  all  that  awaits  me,  of  joy  or 
sorrow,  prosperity  or  adversity,  sickness  or  health.  And 
may  I  run  with  patience  the  race  set  before  me,  with  my 
faith  and  hope  tLxed  on  Jesus. 


The  following  extracts  are  given  from  the  excellent  vale- 
dictory discourse  which  Mr.  Sanford  delivered  to  his  dear 
people  on  this  aiiecting  occasion.  It  is  replete  with  the  best 
advice,  and  is  worthy  of  a  careful  perusal  by  all. 


'•  My  dear  hearers :  This  day  my  official  labours  among 
you  are  to  close.  After  a  deliberate,  and  prayerful,  and 
certainly  painful  attention  to  all  the  recent  indications  of  the 
providence  of  God,  I  have  judged  that  the  Head  of  the  church 
requires  my  removal  to  another  part  of  his  vineyard. 

"  For  upwaixls  of  five  years  I  have  been  with  you  at  all 
seasons,  in  sickness,  in  health,  in  joy,  and  in  sorrow ;  in 
prosperity  and  iu  adversity.  I  have  wished  to  lie  instant  in 
season  and  out  of  season,  to  declare  the  whole  counsel  of 
Grod  according  to  my  best  judgment  of  your  capacities  and 
wants :  to  keep  back  nothing  that  would  be  profitable  to  you, 
for  fear  of  losing  your  confidence,  or  wounding  your  feelings  ; 
to  teach  you  publicly,  and,  as  far  as  practicable,  from  house 
to  house ;  and  to  present  to  you,  in  a  manner  that  should 
not  offend  the  most  cultivated  mind,  while  it  aimed  to  become 
intelligible  to  the  humblest  capacity,  all  the  fulness  of  the 
blessing  of  the  gospel  of  peace.  And  I  wish  to  take  you  all 
to  record  this  day,  that  while  I  am  conscious  of  great  weak- 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  179 

ness  and  imperfection  in  the  performance  of  my  duties,  I  feel 
pure  from  the  blood  of  your  souls. 

"  Perhaps  I  owe  it  to  you,  as  well  as  to  myself,  to  state 
publicly  to  all,  what  I  have  often  said  privately  to  many, 
that  it  would  have  been  unspeakably  gratifying  to  my  feel- 
ings, and  would  have  been  most  accordant  with  my  sincere 
and  ardent  attachment  to  this  church  and  congregation,  and 
with  my  dehberate  preference  of  this  place  to  any  with 
which  I  am  acquainted,  and  with  my  personal  and  profes- 
sional comfort,  to  have  finished  my  ministerial  course  in  the 
place  where  I  commenced  it.  It  would  have  been  most 
grateful  to  every  affection  of  my  heart,  to  have  led  this  dear 
flock  in  the  way  of  holiness  and  heaven  ;  to  have  been  the 
honoured  instrument  of  training  them  for  glory;  to  have  at- 
tended those  who  might  be  called  home  before  me,  on  the 
bed  of  death,  and  to  the  verge  of  heaven ;  to  have  slept  the 
sleep  of  ages  among  their  sepulchres;  to  have  risen  with 
them  when  the  judgment  trumpet  shall  wake  the  dead;  and  to 
have  entered  with  them  into  the  joys  of  our  comnK)n  Lord ! 
But  such  a  course,  though  it  would  be  agreeable  to  the  wishes 
you  have  so  unanimously  expressed  ;  agreeably  to  the  opi- 
nions and  advice  of  many  of  my  most  valued  brethren  and 
friends ;  and  most  compatible,  as  all  have  acknowledged, 
with  my  personal  ease  and  enjoyment ;  most  gratifying  to 
those  feelings  of  exalted  Christian  friendship,  which  several 
years  of  pastoral  intercourse  are  so  well  calculated  to  form, 
and  fix,  and  strengthen,  and  refine — my  own  solemn  con- 
victions of  duty  have  not  permitted  me  to  pursue.  I  yield, 
therefore,  and  make  the  sacrifice  which  involves  mv  feelings 
as  well  as  your  feelings  and  wishes,  not,  I  trust,  your  friend- 
ship ;  and  I  should  be  unworthy  of  your  confidence  as  a 
minister  of  Jesus  Christ,  if  I  could  refuse  to  make  it. 

"  But  the  sacrifice  is  made,  I  humbly  hope  and  trust,  for  the 
love  of  Jesus,  for  the  good  of  souls,  for  the  prosperity  of 


180  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

Zion,  and  for  the  glory  of  Zion's  King.  It  is  in  the  belief 
that  such  high  considerations  as  these  have  turned  the  scale, 
and  ought  to  turn  it,  that  by  the  blessing  of  God  I  may  hope 
to  be  more  extensively  useful  to  the  church  of  Christ,  that  I 
have  regarded  the  divine  will  as  indicated  by  the  providence 
of  God,  and  that  will,  as  far  as  we  can  satisfactorily  ascer- 
tain it,  ought  to  outweigh  a  world  that  would  oppose  it. 

"  My  bi'ethren  have  permitted  me  to  follow  my  own  views 
of  duty,  and  this  day  concludes  my  ministerial  services. 

"  And  now,  before  we  separate,  could  I  present  the  sub- 
stance of  all  the  truth  which  has  been  here  delivered  in  the 
course  of  my  ministry — all  the  array  of  motives  and  argu- 
ments by  which  I  have  endeavoured  to  show  you  your  condi- 
tion and  your  duty,  and  to  lead  you  to  Jesus  and  to  glory,  in 
a  ^e\v  sentences  that  should  be  lucid  with  the  light  of  eternity, 
and  impressive  as  the  voice  and  authority  of  God,  and  that 
should  fasten  conviction  upon  your  hearts,  and  make  you 
wise  unto  salvation,  how  gladly  would  I  do  it !  But  it  can- 
not be,  and  1  have  only  to  ask  your  attention  to  a  few  familiar 
words  of  affectionate  exhortation,  such  as  the  Apostle  Paul 
addressed  to  the  church  of  Corinth,  when  he  closed  his  last 
epistle  to  them :  '  Be  perfect,  be  of  good  comfort,  be  of  one 
mind,  live  in  peace,  and  the  God  of  love  and  peace  shall  be 
with  you.' 

"  1.  One  of  the  first  objects  of  the  gospel  ministry  is  the 
perfection  of  the  saints.  The  word  signifies  to  compact, 
settle,  mature,  and  complete.  Thus  it  is  used  by  the  apostle: 
*  And  he  gave  some  apostles,  and  prophets,  and  evangelists, 
and  some  pastors  and  teachers,  for  the  perfecting  of  the 
saints,  for  the  work  of  the  ministry,  for  the  edifying  of  the 
body  of  Christ.'  Eph.  iv.  11,  12.  And  again  in  the  epistle 
to  the  Hebrews,  xiii.  20,  21 :  '  Now  the  God  of  peace, 
that  brought  again  from  the  dead  our  Lord  Jesus  Christ, 
make  you  perfect   in  every  good  work  to  do  his  will,' 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  181 

&c.     Many  of  you  have  only  entered  upon  your  Christian 
course,  and  are  only  babes  and  children  in  the  knowledge  of 
God,  and  the  duties  of  religion.    '  I  have  fed  you  with  milk, 
and  not  with  meat,  for  hitherto  ye  were  not  able  to  bear  it ; 
neither  yet  now  are  ye  able.'    You  are  attending  to  the  very 
alphabet  of  the  language  of  Canaan ;  to  the  rudiments  of  the 
science  of  salvation.  And  this  exhortation  is  that  you  should 
grow  in  grace,  and  in  the  knowledge  of  God.     The  know- 
ledge of  God  is  the  foundation  of  all  the  graces,  and  is  to  be 
attained  by  an  attentive  examination  of  the  sacred  Scriptures, 
and  the  teaching  of  the  Holy  Spirit.     Make  yourselves  well 
acquainted  with  the  evidences  of  the  divine  authority  and 
origin  of  the  Bible,  and  then  study  its  contents,  and  become 
familiar  with  its  precepts,  its  promises,  its  history,  its  biogra- 
phy.    Strive  to  learn  well  the  first  principles  of  the  dcxitrines 
of  grace,  and  then  to  pass  on  to  the  more  deep,  and  difficult, 
and  sublime  communications  of  the  will  of  God.    The  simple 
milk  of  the  word  is  suited  to  the  condition  and  wants  of  the 
infant  believer ;  but  the  inspired  volume  contains  aliment  for 
the  disciple  of  greatest  age,  and  largest  attainments  in  the 
school  of  Jesus  Christ.     The  wayfaring  man,  though  com- 
paratively a  fool,  may  here  learn  his  duty ;  and  the  man  of 
the  loftiest  intellect  may  find  room  enough  for  the  exercise 
of  his  most  cultivated  powers.     God's  truth  is  the  appointed 
means  of  your  spiritual  progress  and  prosperity,  and  it  is  to 
furnish  you  with  your  principles,  and  rules,  and  motives  of 
action.     The  more  you  study  the  word  of  God,  under  the 
influence  of  the  Spirit  that  inspired  it,  the  more  you  will  see 
of  your  guilt  and  misery  by  nature  and  by  practice ;  the 
more  you  will  see  of  the  loveliness  and  the  richness  of  the 
grace  of  the  gospel ;  the  more  you  will  learn  of  the  charac- 
ter of  God,  as  it  is  most  completely  and  gloriously  manifested 
in  the  cross  of  Jesus ;  the  more  you  will  crucify  the  flesh 
with  its  affections  and  lusts ;  the  more  you  will  glorify  God 

16 


182  MEMOIR  OP  THE 

by  your  lives  and  conversation ;  the  more  rapidly  will  you 
make  your  preparation  for  the  perfect  and  perpetual  society 
and  services  of  the  upper  world. 

"  And  it  may  well  be  remembered,  as  a  consideration  that 
should  at  once  humble  and  animate  you,  that  after  all  your 
efforts  and  advantages,  it  is  but  a  little  you  ever  learn  of  God 
below.  Though  the  dispensation  of  shadows  has  expired ; 
though  all  its  glory  has  passed  away,  like  the  mists  of  the 
morning  before  the  brightness  of  noon,  yet  even  now,  under 
the  gospel  dispensation,  you  see  but '  through,  a  glass  darkly,'' 
and  under  the  most  favourable  circumstances,  with  your  field 
of  observation  widened,  and  your  vision  strengthened  by 
God's  completed  Revelation,  you  will  '  ktiow  but  in  part.'' 
But  the  brightest  light  you  here  enjoy,  is  only  the  twilight 
of  what  you  may  anticipate.  '  When  that  which  is  in  part 
shall  be  done  away,  and  that  which  is  perfect  is  come ;' 
when  your  faculties  are  completely  emancipated  from  the  in- 
fluence and  the  imperfections  of  sin,  and  you  come  to  take 
your  places  among  the  disciples  of  a  higher  school,  the  perfec- 
tions of  Jehovah's  character,  and  the  operations  of  his  hand, 
shall  spread  out  their  ample  pages,  and  invite  your  inves- 
tigation ;  and  there  shall  be  heights,  and  depths,  and  lengths, 
and  breadths  of  his  wisdom,  and  goodness,  and  righteous- 
ness, and  grace,  and  glory,  that  shall  exercise,  and  elevate, 
and  delight  your  immortal  and  untiring  energies  through 
everlasting  ages. 

"  But  the  apostle's  exhortation  includes  progress  and  per- 
fection in  grace,  as  well  as  knowledge.  The  child  of  God 
is  compared  to  a  tree  of  the  Lord's  planting,  standing  by 
rivers  of  water,  whose  leaf  never  withers,  whose  fruit  never 
fails.  The  Holy  Spirit  dwells  in  his  heart,  and  the  fruits  of 
the  Spirit  are  manifest  in  his  life.  These  are  '  love,  joy, 
peace,  long  suffering,  gentleness,  goodness,  faith,  meekness, 
temperance.'  Gal.  v.  22,  23. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANPORD.  188 

"  Every  disciple  of  Christ  is  required  to  '  abound  in  fruits 
of  righteousness,  which  are  by  Jesus  Christ  unto  the  praise 
and  glory  of  God.'  Christ  is  the  author  and  finisher  of  his 
faith,  and  faith  may  be  regarded  as  the  parent  of  the  graces. 
The  existence  of  these  fruits  of  the  Spirit  will  be  an  unequi- 
vocal evidence  of  the  soundness  of  your  religion,  and  the 
safety  of  your  condition.  By  these  you  will  glorify  God, 
and  by  their  growth  and  prosperity  you  will  evince  your 
progress  towards  the  perfection  of  your  Christian  character, 
and  your  preparation  for  the  world  of  glory. 

"  Your  progress  in  knowledge  and  grace  will  incline  you 
to  persevere  in  every  good  word  and  work,  which  is  the 
other  branch  of  your  Christian  perfection.  This  was  the 
apostle's  prayer  for  the  Hebrews,  that  they  might  be  perfect 
in  every  good  work  to  do  the  will  of  God.  Heb.  xiii.  21. 
You  will  be  anxious  to  learn  how  you  can  most  successfully 
and  efficiently  glorify  God  ;  you  will  make  the  cause  of  God 
your  own,  and  think  nothing  too  good  or  too  dear  to  sacri- 
fice in  promoting  it ;  you  will  regard  yourselves  as  servants, 
and  strive  to  do  the  work  of  your  Master — as  soldiers,  and 
feel  that  earth  is  a  field  of  battle,  and  that  heaven  is  the  home 
of  your  repose ;  and  however  humble  your  circumstances  or 
obscure  your  condition,  while  you  can  cast  a  mite  into  God's 
treasury,  or  ofTer  a  prayer  at  his  mercy  seat,  you  will  not 
cease  to  strive  for  the  coming  of  his  kingdom,  and  the  com- 
plete establishment  of  the  empire  of  truth  and  righteousness 
throughout  the  world. 

"  When  the  members  of  the  church,  in  their  individual 
capacities,  comply  with  the  apostle's  exhortation,  then  will 
the  church  itself,  in  its  organized  capacity,  as  a  branch  of 
the  family  of  God,  (1  Pet.  v.  10.)  be  compacted,  and  settled, 
and  established,  and  thus  matured  and  perfected  in  the  faith 
and  obedience  of  the  gospel. 

"  2.  But  the  Corinthians  were  exhorted  to  'be  of  good 
comfort.^ 


184  3IEM0IR  OF  THE 

"  I  should  do  great  injustice  to  the  very  numerous  and 
gratifying  expressions  of  affection,  I  have  so  long  and  so 
lately  heard,  were  I  to  doubt  that  many  souls  are  sorrowful 
in  the  prospect  of  our  separation.  I  have  anticipated,  my 
hearers,  and  I  have  felt  the  anguish  it  is  to  cost ;  I  have 
already  told  you  that  my  feelings  and  strong  affections  all 
inclined  me  to  '  pray  to  he  excused,^  when  I  began  to  be- 
lieve the  Lord  was  calling  me  away.  I  have  prayed  over 
this  subject,  and  have  wept  over  it,  and  have  tried  to  examine 
it  in  the  light  of  eternity,  in  the  fear  of  God,  and  in  no  other 
fear.  And  I  trust  I  am  not  mistaken,  when  I  say,  the  love 
of  Christ  constrains  me.  That  love,  my  Christian  friends, 
is  the  principle  of  the  exhortation  I  would  now  address  you. 
Comfoi't  yourselves  in  God  your  Saviour.  He  abides  with 
his  church  for  ever,  by  the  person  and  influence  of  the  Holy 
Spirit.  He  manifests  his  presence  and  dispenses  his  grace 
in  the  ordinances  of  his  house  and  service.  Your  souls  are 
the  witnesses  of  his  love  and  mercy.  Let  your  faith  renew 
its  hold  on  the  cross  of  Jesus.  Live  at  the  mercy  seat  of 
God.  Believe  and  obey  the  responses  of  the  sacred  oracle, 
and  the  light  of  God's  countenance  shall  shine  upon  you,  and 
the  spirit  of  consolation  shall  make  your  hearts  his  perpetual 
abode. 

"  3.  ^  Be  of  one  mind,''  or  mind  the  same  thing.  Let  the 
glory  of  God  and  the  good  of  Zion  be  the  object  of  your 
common  anxieties  and  efforts.  This  you  will  all  profess, 
and  I  hope  all  will  strive  to  pursue  it.  A  good  degree  of 
unity  has  hitherto  prevailed.  Strive  to  keep  the  unity  of  the 
spirit  in  the  bond  of  peace,  and  this  will  be  easily  done  if  you 
have  in  view  your  common  interest  and  prosperity. 

"  I  wish  to  urge  this  duty  in  relation  to  the  choice  of  your 
future  pastor,  which  I  most  earnestly  hope  may  be  made  as 
speedily  as  possible.  If  the  church  needs  a  man  of  peculiar 
qualifications,  and  such  a  man  can  be  found,  let  that  be  the 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  185 

man  of  your  choice,  though  your  own  taste  may  not  be  ex- 
actly gratified.  Say  not  in  the  spirit  of  unaccommodating 
partiality,  I  am  for  Paul,  and  I  for  Apollos,  and  I  for  Peter, 
but  he  all  for  Christ,  and  unite  in  sucli  measures  as  pro- 
mise most  for  his  glory,  and  the  prosperity  of  the  church. 

"  4.  '  Live  in  peace.''  This  will  be  the  determination  of 
all  who  really  love  our  Lord  and  Saviour.  There  may  be, 
and  there  always  will  be,  some  diversity  of  opinion  in  this 
world  of  ignorance  and  error.  But  still  you  may  live  in  un- 
interrupted harmony.  Having  the  same  grand  objects  in 
view,  though  you  may  differ  in  opinion  as  to  the  best  methods 
of  attaining  them,  yet  there  will  be  no  unfriendly  interference 
or  opposition  that  will  interrupt  each  other's  peace,  or  retard 
each  other's  progress,  or  check  the  growth  of  the  church  and 
congregation. 

"  When  the  professed  friends  of  Jesus  Christ  evince  a 
Htigious  and  contentious  spirit,  the  very  reverse  of  that  for- 
bearance and  forgiveness  which  the  gospel  teaches,  they  do 
an  injury  to  the  cause  of  religion  which  they  never  can  re- 
pair ;  and  bring  a  stain  upon  it,  which  all  their  tears  of  re- 
pentance can  never  wash  away.  Labour  then,  my  dear 
hearers,  and  pray  for  the  peace  of  Jerusalem,  they  shall 
prosper  that  love  thee.  Peace  be  within  thy  walls,  and  pros- 
perity within  thy  palaces.  For  my  brethren  and  companions' 
sakes,  I  will  now  say,  peace  be  within  thee.  Psalm  cxxii.  6,8. 

"  5.  When  the  preceding  directions  are  complied  with,  you 
may  take  the  encouragement  which  the  promise  or  the  pro- 
phetic declaration  of  the  text  is  so  well  calculated  to  afford, 
'  And  the  God  of  love  and  peace  shall  he  with  yov.''  This 
will  secure  your  happiness  and  best  prosperity.  '  God  is 
love,'  and  it  is  the  amazing  revelation  of  himself  as  such,  to 
a  world  of  sinners,  that  constitutes  the  glory  of  the  gosj)el  j 
and  it  is  his  love  that  caused  the  proclamation  of  peace  to  be 
made  among  a  race  of  rebels,  when  the  prince  of  peace  be- 
16* 


1  86  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

came  incarnate  for  their  salvation.  It  is  his  love  that  carries 
forward  the  plan  of  mercy  in  our  world,  by  which  f)eace  is 
produced  between  man  and  his  Maker,  as  well  as  man  and 
his  fellow  man.  It  is  the  love  of  God  that  subdues  the  sin- 
ner to  the  obedience  of  the  gospel,  and  teaches  him  to  love 
God  with  all  his  heart,  and  his  neighbour  as  himself,  and 
thus  through  Christ  to  fulfil  the  law  of  God.  And  it  is  love 
that  has  promised  the  blessed  comforter  to  continue  with  the 
church  for  ever. 

"  It  is  the  presence  of  the  God  of  love  and  peace  that  you 
now  especially  need,  and  which  I  would  urge  you  most  earn- 
estly to  supplicate. 

"  I  fondly  hope  and  believe  that  the  Head  of  the  church 
has  rich  blessings  in  store  for  you. 

"  For  several  years  the  incorruptible  seed  has  been  sown 
among  you,  and  it  is  according  to  God's  frequent  mode  of 
operation  to  appoint  another  to  come  and  reap  of  the  harvest. 

"  Whoever  is  the  favoured  instrument,  by  whose  agency 
the  harvest  of  souls  is  to  be  gathered  in,  no  one  will  rejoice 
more  sincerely,  my  hearers,  than  your  late  pastor.  If  you 
can  enjoy  a  '  time  of  refreshing  from  the  presence  of  the 
Lord,'  such  as  God  gives  in  answer  to  the  prayers  of  his 
people,  and  such  as  he  is  now  affording  to  many  of  the 
churches,  you  will  see  the  grace  and  the  glory  of  the  gospel, 
as  you  have  never  seen  them  before,  and  regard  it  as  a  new 
and  most  glorious  era  in  the  history  of  this  congregation. 

"  If  the  God  of  love  and  peace  \\ill  come  and  dwell  among 
you,  he  will  guide  you  through  all  the  wanderings  of  the 
wilderness,  and  feed  you  with  the  heavenly  manna,  and 
refresh  you  from  the  river  of  life,  and  conduct  you  on- 
ward from  grace  to  grace,  till  grace  shall  be  exchanged  for 
glory. 

"  I  am  unwilling  to  close  this  discourse,  witiiout  a  few 
suggestions  to  several  classes  of  persons  in  this  assembly. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  187 

*'  My  affections  and  anxieties  are  first  directed  to  the  mem- 
bers of  this  communion.  My  dear  Christian  brethren  and 
sisters,  you  are  aware  of  your  high  character  and  profession, 
and  of  the  duties  incumbent  on  those  who  name  the  name  of 
Jesus.  You  are  here  the  hving  representatives  of  the  church 
of  God.  The  world  will  form  its  opinion  of  religion  from 
your  lives  and  conversation.  If  you  strive  to  exemplify  all 
its  power  and  loveliness  at  all  times,  and  under  all  circum- 
stances, God  will  be  glorified,  and  his  truth  be  honoured. 
You  are  living  epistles,  to  be  known  and  read  of  all  men, 
and  let  me  exhort  you  to  beware  of  misrepresenting  the  gos- 
pel of  God  our  Saviour.  Let  it  be  evident  from  the  whole 
course  of  your  lives,  that  you  verily  believe  the  truth  you 
profess  respecting  the  sinner's  danger,  and  never  allow  your 
friends  who  arc  out  of  Christ,  to  find  in  your  calmness  and 
apathy  and  unconcern  respecting  their  salvation,  an  excuse 
for  their  impenitence,  and  an  argument  for  disbelieving  the 
messengers  and  the  word  of  Jesus  Christ,  which  warn  them 
of  the  impending  wrath  of  heaven,  and  beseech  them,  with- 
out delay,  to  become  reconciled  to  God.  Strive  to  be  blame- 
less and  harmless,  and  to  prove  yourselves  the  sons  of  God, 
without  rebuke,  in  the  midst  of  a  crooked  and  perverse  na- 
tion, among  whom  ye  shine  as  lights  in  the  world ;  holding 
forth  the  word  of  life,  that  I  may  rejoice  in  the  day  of  Christ, 
that  I  have  not  run  in  vain,  neither  laboured  in  vain.  Phil.  ii. 
12,  16. 

"  To  the  young  communicants,  I  may  say  with  the  apostle, 
'  Ye  are  my  joy  and  crown.'  You  have  but  entered  on  your 
Christian  course,  and  have  yet  to  learn  that  the  path  is  often 
rough  and  thorny.  I  would  most  affectionately  exhort  you 
to  settle  it  as  a  principle  of  action,  that  you  must  enjoy  some 
tender  sense  of  the  presence  of  Jesus  every  day,  and  pro- 
gress in  the  knowledge  of  God,  and  in  the  grace  of  the 
gospel. 


188  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

" '  I  have  no  greater  joy  than  to  hear  that  my  children 
walk  in  the  truth.'  '  Only  let  your  conversation  be,  as  it 
becomelh  the  gospel  of  Christ ;  that  whether  I  come  and 
see  you,  or  be  absent,  I  may  hear  of  your  affairs,  that  ye 
stand  fast  in  one  spirit,  with  one  mind,  striving  together  for 
the  faith  of  the  gospel.'  '  Be  thou  faithful  unto  death,  and 
the  Lord,  the  Righteous  Judge,  will  give  thee  a  crown  of 
life.' 

"  To  sinners  in  this  assembly,  who  have  hitherto  refused 
the  calls  and  offers  of  the  gospel,  what  shall  I  say?  How 
can  I  say  farewell  ?  When  I  bid  adieu  to  those  who  love 
the  Saviour,  I  hope  to  meet  them  at  his  right  hand,  in  the 
day  of  judgment,  if  not  before.  But  when  I  take  my  leave 
of  you,  I  tremble.  Oh  my  friends,  you  know  how  gladly  I 
would  have  led  you  to  the  Saviour.  I  have  honestly  be- 
lieved the  truth  I  have  so  often  addressed  to  you,  that  you 
are  all  lost  by  nature,  and  the  children  of  wrath — actually 
under  condemnation ;  that  Jesus  Christ  has  come  into  the 
world  to  save  sinners ;  that  if  you  will  believe  in  him,  and 
accept  of  him,  he  will  save  you  ;  but  that  if  you  refuse  and 
reject  him,  he  will  cast  you  off  for  ever  I 

"  Must  I  appear  as  a  swift  witness  against  you,  when  we 
meet  you  at  the  bar  of  God  ?  Must  a  ministry  of  five  years, 
which  many  have  improved  to  their  everlasting  joy,  be  only 
cast  into  the  scale  of  your  condemnation  ?  Must  the  doc- 
trine of  Christ  crucified,  which  will  swell  on  the  air  of  hea- 
ven in  the  loftiest,  sweetest  songs  of  the  saints  redeemed,  be 
heard  mingled  with  the  eternal  wailiugs  of  your  damnation? 
And  now  I  exhort  you  to  believe  and  obey  the  gospel.  Be- 
hold, now  is  the  accepted  time ;  behold,  now  is  the  day  of 
salvation. 

"  To  those  who  conduct  the  music  of  this  congregation, 
and  who  perform  a  service  so  important  and  acceptable  in 
the  worship  of  God,  I  will  mention  not  only  the  pleasure  I 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  189 

have  felt,  to  observe  your  zeal  and  success  in  this  delightful 
exercise,  but  the  pain  it  has  occasioned  to  see  the  choir  di- 
vided and  broken  up,  when  the  table  of  the  Lord  is  spread, 
and  so  many  of  you  stand  at  a  distance,  when  the  friends  of 
Jesus  approach  to  commemorate  his  dying  love.  Will  any 
of  you  be  satisfied  to  sing  the  songs  of  Zion  here,  and  to 
have  no  part  in  the  anthems  of  eternity  ?  Shall  those  pow- 
ers God  has  given,  and  which  are  so  practised  and  employed 
in  the  melodies  of  earth,  be  lost  and  unattuned  to  the  melo- 
dies of  heaven  1  Will  you  aid  and  edify  the  worshippers  of 
Jesus  here  in  the  sanctuary,  when  they  are  preparing  for 
their  future  joys,  and  then  be  shut  out  at  last  when  the 
Church  of  the  First  Born  shall  assemble,  and  the  everlasting 
song  shall  begin  1  May  God  forbid  it,  and  by  his  grace  pre- 
vent it.  May  you  all  feel  the  love  of  Jesus  inspiring  your 
notes  of  praise,  and  enabling  you  to  sing  with  the  spirit  and 
with  the  understanding,  making  melody  in  your  hearts  as 
well  as  with  your  voices,  unto  the  Lord;  and  then  may  you 
hope  to  see  his  face,  and  to  sing  around  his  throne ;  *  To 
reach  that  blissful  station,  and  to  give  him  nobler  praise.' 

"  I  desire  on  this  occasion,  to  return,  thanks  for  the  uni- 
form courtesy  and  kindness  with  which  I  have  been  received 
among  you.  P'or  the  punctuality  and  the  liberality  with 
which  you  have  fulfilled  your  engagement  for  my  worldly 
maintenance.  For  the  readiness  and  tenderness  with  which 
you  have  rejoiced  with  me  in  my  joys,  and  mourned  with 
me  in  my  sorrows.  For  all  the  indulgence  and  attention 
with  which  you  have  listened  to  my  ministry.  O  that  that 
ministry,  notwithstanding  all  its  imperfections,  may  be  more 
abundantly  blessed  to  you.  May  you  so  remember  it,  and 
so  improve  it,  that  when  it  is  reviewed  in  the  light  of  eter- 
nity, you  may  bless  God  for  ever,  that  you  have  enjoyed  it. 

"  And  now,  my  dear  hearers,  I  must  say,  farewell.  <  Be 
perfect,  be  of  good  comfort,  be  of  one  mind,  live  in  peace  ; 


190  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

and  the  God  of  love  and  peace  be  with  you.'  To  him  I  re- 
sign my  charge.  He  is  able  to  keep  you  from  falling,  and 
to  present  you  faultless  before  the  presence  of  his  glory, 
with  exceeding  joy.  To  his  paternal,  and  providential,  and 
gracious  care  I  commit  you,  while  I  bid  you  all  an  aifection- 
ate — Farewell." 

January  2\st.  Installed  pastor  of  the  Second  Presbyte- 
rian Church  of  Philadelphia.  The  constitution  of  this  new 
relation  involves,  of  course,  new  responsibilities.  It  is  to 
influence  the  immortal  destiny  of  multitudes.  May  the  Lord 
give  me  wisdom,  and  strength,  and'  grace  to  perform  my 
duties  so  as  to  glorify  his  name,  and  to  promote  the  salva- 
tion of  immortal  souls. 

TO  MRS.  s. 
"  Philadelphia,  Jan.  2lst,  1829. 

"  By  the  kind  care  of  our  heavenly  Father,  I  arrived 
here  last  evening,  after  10  o'clock,  in  health  and  safety. 
The  roads  were  bad.     I  came  in  the  steamboat  to  Amboy. 

"  Mr.  H.'s  family  are  well.  They  were  much  disappoint- 
ed that  you  did  not  come  with  me. 

"  The  installation  is  expected  to  take  place  this  evening. 
The  door  appears  to  be  wide  and  open.  May  the  Lord 
come  and  aid  me  in  labouring  for  him. 

"  I  learn  that  the  last  days  of  Dr.  Chester*  were  pecu- 
liarly calm,  peaceful  and  happy.  The  last  night  before  he 
died  he  slept  soundly  and  sweetly.  He  awoke  much  refresh- 
ed, spoke  much  in  words  of  consolation  and  hope ;  and  died 
at  5  o'clock.  His  death  has  been  expected  for  weeks,  and 
every  mind  was  made  up  for  the  event,  to  him  so  joyful  and 
glorious ! 

•  Mrs.  Sanford  was  a  member  of  his  chiu'ch. 


EEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  191 

'  *Tis  clone — and  now  he's  happy, 
And  the  glad  soul  has  not  a  wish  uncrowned.' 

"  Mrs.  Chester  is  quite  well,  and  bears  her  bereavement 
with  great  calmness  and  resignation.  The  Lord  will  sus- 
tain her.  How  loud  the  admonition,  my  dear  wife,  to  live 
for  God  and  for  heaven.  The  night  cometh ;  let  us  work 
while  the  day  lasts,  and  as  if  every  day  might  be  the  last. 

"  It  is  uncertain  on  what  day  I  may  reach  Brooklyn ;  pro- 
bably  Tuesday  next.  As  yet  I  have  not  met  the  session, 
congregation,  nor  the  Presbytery. 

"  Make  your  arrangements  so  as  to  be  ready  to  leave 
Brooklyn  in  a  few  days  after  my  return.  Unless  the  roads 
should  improve,  we  had  better  take  two  days  to  come  here. 
Perhaps  the  boats  may  be  running  on  the  Delaware,  which 
will  make  the  journey  easier. 

"  Love  to  all  friends — and  may  the  light  of  God's  coun- 
tenance rest  upon  your  soul ;  and  the  sweet  sense  of  his  pre- 
sence  make  you  completely  happy." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"  Philadelphia,  Jan.  22d,  1829. 

"  I  wished  to  write  you  by  the  mail,  to-day,  but  could  not, 
with  any  satisfaction,  for  want  of  time ;  and,  as  I  have  no- 
thing very  special  to  communicate,  I  thought  better  to  wait 
for  the  mail  to-morrow. 

"  Last  evening  I  was  installed  pastor  of  the  Second  Pres- 
byterian Church  in  this  city.  The  house  was  quite  crowded. 
Services  solemn  and  interesting.  And  oh,  what  conse- 
quences depend  on  this  connexion  !  The  pastoral  relation 
here  formed,  will  be  remembered  both  in  heaven  and  hell! 
May  God  grant  the  wisdom  and  grace  necessary  for  the 
faithful  and  successful  performance  of  every  duty.  May  we 
both  be  enabled  to  adorn  our  profession  and  our  station. 


193  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

Many  inquiries,  of  the  most  gratifying  character,  are  made 
after  you  every  day.  And  I  believe  we  shall  be  received  by 
the  whole  congregation  with  open  arms.  I  am  persuaded, 
that,  when  you  come  here,  and  see  this  affectionate  people, 
your  fears  and  anxieties  will  be  dissipated  in  a  moment. 
The  causes  of  anxiety  have  appeared  to  you  like  so  many 
mountains ;  but  they  will  become  mere  molehills,  when  you 
come  nearer  and  see  them  as  they  really  are.  I  hope  you 
will  seek  daily,  and  earnestly,  the  qualifications  and  strength 
necessary  for  you.  I  do  believe  you  will  soon  find  yourself 
as  much  at  home,  and  among  as  kind  and  generous  friends 
as  in  Brooklyn. 

"  I  am  much  pleased  with  all  I  hear  and  see  of  this  con- 
gregation ;  and  believe  that  my  prospects  for  usefulness, 
and  comfort  too,  are  flattering.  All  hearts  are  in  the  hands 
of  God." 

January  25th.  Endeavoured  to  exhibit  the  apostle's 
commission,  Matt,  xxviii.  19,  20,  and  to  urge  the  exhorta- 
tion of  the  apostle  to  the  Thessalonians,  2,  iii.  1.  May  the 
Lord  give  us  all  the  spirit  of  prayer,  that  shall  be  prevalent 
for  his  blessing  to  attend  his  word. 

February  15th.  Quite  unwell,  but  preached  all  day  from 
Luke,  xii.  8,  9,  and  attended  a  prayer  meeting  in  the  lecture 
room  in  the  evening. 

19th.  Mrs.  S.  worse — expectorates  blood.  My  prepara- 
tory service  performed  by  Mr.  How.  My  Lord  fulfil  thy 
promise:  "  My  grace  is  sufficient  for  thee." 

21st.  Attended  the  prayer  meeting.  Announced  to  the 
church  the  postponement  of  our  communion,  in  consequence 
of  the  alarming  illness  of  Mrs.  S.     Had  a  solemn  season. 

O  my  God,  teach  me  to  pray  as  my  dear  Redeemer  did 
in  the  night  of  his  agony.     "  Father,  if  it  be  possible,  let 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  193 

this  cvp  pass  from  me;  nevertheless.,  not  my  will,  but  thine 
be  done.^'' 

March  &th.  Lord's  supper  administered.  Congregation 
appeared  solemn.  May  God  add  his  blessing,  and  give  a 
new  impulse  to  his  cause  in  the  midst  of  us.  Lord,  may  I 
commit  my  mortal  and  immortal  all  into  thy  hands  and  be 
at  peace,  and  wait  with  silent  submission  to  the  decisions  of 
thy  most  holy  will. 

25th.  What  claims  to  gratitude  and  love  for  all  the  mer- 
cies of  my  heavenly  Father,  and  especially  for  such  encou- 
raging prospects  of  the  recovery  of  my  dear  wife. 

April,  8th.  This  evening  addressed  my  congregation 
from  John  viii.  36.  "  If  the  Son  shall  make  you  free,"  &c. 
Oh  that  I  may  be  made  free  from  the  condemnation,  pollu- 
tion and  misery  of  sin ;  and  know,  by  sweet  experience,  the 
whole  amount  of  gospel  liberty. 

TO  MRS.  S. 

"  Philadelphia,  April  15th,  1829. 

"  Under  the  care  of  a  kind  providence  I  reached  the  city 
this  evening  before  7  o'clock ;  called  at  Mr.  H.'s,  and  took  a 
cup  of  coffee ;  learned  that  the  Rev.  Mr.  R.  was  engaged  to 
lecture  for  me,  and  feeling  fatigued,  concluded  to  come  home 
instead  of  going  to  the  lecture  room. 

"  I  should  like  to  know  how  you  are  now  situated,  and 
how  you  feel  ;  presume  you  are  on  board  the  Constitution, 
on  your  passage  for  Albany.  May  the  Lord  have  you  in 
his  holy  keeping,  and  comfort  you  with  his  perpetual  pre- 
sence. I  desire  to  commit  you  into  the  hands  of  Jesus,  and 
leave  you  there,  believing,  that  in  his  keeping  you  will  be 
safe." 

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194  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"April  17th,  1829. 
"  Nothing  has  occurred  of  any  special  interest,  but  the 
daily  recurrence  of  the  blessings  of  our  covenant  God  and 
Father,  "  new  every  morning  and  fresh  every  evening." 
Oh  that  they  may  draw  our  hearts  nearer  to  him,  and  fix 
our  thoughts  more  upon  him.  Let  us  aim  at  more  spiritu- 
ality ;  this  will  be  the  safest  way  to  obtain  more  peace  and 

joy- 

"  I  was  interrupted,  while  writing  the  last  sentence,  by 
a  call  from  Mr.  R. ;  his  family  are  well,  I  presume,  as  I  in- 
quired in  general,  and  respecting  Mrs.  C.  in  particular." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

''April  20th,  1829. 

"  The  hour  of  our  appointment*  was  in  some  measure  in- 
terrupted this  morning,  still  I  had  a  few  moments  of  sweet 
communion  with  God,  and  I  hope  we  may  both  enjoy  more 
of  his  presence. 

"  The  services  were,  I  hope,  solemn  and  profitable  yes- 
terday. I  preached,  in  the  morning,  from  the  exhortation  of 
Joshua :  '  Choose  ye  this  day  whom  ye  will  serve ;'  and  in 
the  afternoon  presented  the  resolution,  '  As  for  me  and  my 
house,  we  will  serve  the  Lord.'  Evening  exercises  as  usual 
— may  God  add  his  blessing. 

"  I  have  commenced  visiting ;  and  have  visited,  in  all,  up- 
wards of  forty  families.  Expect  to  attend  the  meeting  of 
Presbytery,  this  week,  at  Frankford." 

May  24:th.    All  the  pleasures,  privileges,  and  distractions 

*  A  prayer-meeting',  composed  of  pastors,  in  Philadelphia, 
which  Mr.  S.  attended. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  195 

of  the  General  Assembly.  May  they  all  be  improved.  Ser- 
mons delivered  to-day  by  three  clergymen  to  the  congrega- 
tion.    O  Lord,  bless  thy  word  and  work. 

June  2lst.  Sacramental  Sabbath.  Once  more  we  have 
been  "  showing"  the  Lord's  death ;  may  we  bear  it  about 
with  us,  and  thus  make  the  life  of  Jesus  manifest  in  our  lives 
continually. 


TO  THE  REV.  J.  M. 

"  September  Wth,  1829. 

"  I  could  not  make  arrangements  to  see  you  this  summer. 
I  wished  to  visit  my  aged  mother,  but  while  on  my  summer 
excursion  I  found  so  much  to  do  in  Montreal,  officially,  for 
a  congregation  which  I  am  deeply  interested  in,  that  I  felt 
constrained  to  relinquish  a  visit  to  my  only  surviving  parent 
in  Clarendon. 

"  On  my  return  through  Lake  Champlain  I  saw  your 
brother  Peter  on  the  wharf,  at  Plattsburg,  for  one  moment. 
He  was  there  on  account  of  the  dangerous  sickness  of  your 
mother.  He  feared  she  would  not  recover:  he  has  doubtless 
written  you,  and  the  result  will  be  arranged  by  a  wisdom 
that  never  errs.  May  we  always  feel  it,  and  learn  to  im- 
prove  all  the  changes  and  sorrows  of  life  to  the  glory  of 
God,  and  to  our  own  spiritual  and  eternal  advantage. 

*'  Mrs.  S.  has  been  greatly  benefited  by  our  journey  to 
Quebec,  and  unites  with  me  in  affectionate  regards.  I  ob- 
serve Henry's  Commentary  is  now  completed.  If  you  are 
not  yet  supplied  with  a  copy  I  can  furnish  you  with  one, 
which  can  be  forwarded  as  you  direct.  Allow  me  to  hear 
from  you  soon,  and  tell  me  your  plans  and  prospects." 


196  MEMOIR  OF  THE 


TO  THE  SAME. 

"  October  ISth,  1829. 

"  I  am  a  little  surprised  that  I  hear  nothing  from  you  re- 
specting Henry's  Commentary,  or  any  thing  else.  1  know 
there  are  many  ways  in  which  you  may  have  been  prevented, 
but  the  length  of  time  since  I  have  heard  a  word  from  you 
gives  me  some  uneasiness ;  and  the  subjects  of  my  letters, 
too,  have  been  such  as  to  make  your  silence  the  more  mys- 
terious. 

"  I  have  just  received  a  line  from  my  brother  Edwin,  in- 
forming me  that  my  mother  is  dangerously  sick.  Will  you 
inquire  of  Dr.  Elliott,  who  probably  attends  her,  how  she 
is,  and  write  me  immediately  ?  My  letters  to  my  brother 
are  always  delayed,  or  lie  long  in  the  office. 

"  I  feel  anxious  to  learn  from  you  if  any  thing  has  been 
done  for  the  Biblical  Repertory.  We  must  sustain  it,  or  we 
may  as  well  give  up  the  Presbyterian  cause  at  once.  There 
is  a  prospect  of  obtaining  Dr.  R.,  eventually,  as  the  sole 
editor  of  the  work,  though  this  is  not  for  the  public  at  pre- 
sent. In  the  mean  time  we  may,  and  ought,  to  do  some- 
thing to  extend,  the  cii-culation  of  it.  *  * 
*              #               *              *              * 

"  I  may  see  you  this  fall.  It  will  depend,  under  God, 
upon  my  mother's  health.  Should  she  not  be  better,  I  shall 
come,  if  the  Lord  will." 

Syracuse,  N.  Y.,  Oct.  25th,  1829.  Arrived  at  a  late 
hour  last  evening,  much  to  my  regret  and  disappointment ; 
but  have  had  some  refreshing  rest,  and  do  hope  to  enjoy  a 
profitable  Sabbath,  far  from  my  ordinary  labours,  and  far 
away  from  all  my  heart  holds  dear,  except  Jesus  the  beloved 
of  my  soul  1  I  do  rejoice  that  he  is  omnipresent.  Blessed 
Saviour,  may  I  feel  thy  presence  to-day.  The  loneliness  of  a 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  197 

Stranger's  feelings  and  circumstances  are  favourable  to  reli- 
gious duties,  and  tend  to  lead  the  mind  to  its  only  source  of 
permanent  enjoyment.  In  the  circle  of  our  friends,  and  our 
ordinary  duties,  there  are  other  things  to  divert  and  distract 
the  mind ;  and,  alas,  how  frequently  do  they  draw  the 
thoughts  from  God.  O  may  this  day  be  rendered  memora- 
ble by  the  manifested  presence  of  the  God  I  love. 

Tuesday,  27th.  Reached  Clarendon  and  found  my  mo- 
ther convalescent.  Blessed  be  God  that  she  is  yet  an  inha- 
bitant of  this  world.  Her  sickness  has  been  very  severe  and 
alarming. 

Wednesday,  28th.  Left  my  brother's.  Lectured  for  Mr. 
M.  at  Brockport,  in  the  evening,  and  urged  a  little  company 
of  sinners  "  to  strive  to  enter  in  at  the  strait  gate,"  &c. 
Meeting  solemn.  May  the  Lord  bless  his  word,  his  cause 
and  his  people. 

29th.  Took  the  boat  for  Rochester.  Friends  well.  Nearly 
one  year  ago  detained  here  several  days,  by  the  illness  of 
my  dear  wife.  Since  then  how  many  mercies  1  O  for  more 
gratitude. 

TO  MRS.  s. 
^'Packet-boat,  near  Utica,  Oct.  2Ath,  1829. 
"  We  are  now  near  Utica,  and  I  take  a  few  moments  to 
tell  you  I  am  well.  I  reached  Schenectady  in  time  for  the 
boat,  and  had  the  pleasure  to  find  a  pious  captain,  and  very 
agreeable  Christian  company.  I  never  had  a  more  pleasant 
passage  on  the  canal.  We  had  worship  last  evening,  and 
the  due  acknowledgment  of  God's  care  and  goodness  at  our 
meals. 

"  It  is  a  sweet  privilege  to  devote  these  moments  to  you 

while  all  the  rest  of  the  pa«sengers  are  on  deck  or  on  shore; 

and  sweeter  still  to  devote  you  anew  to  the  hands  and  the 

care  of  a  covenant-keeping  God,  whose  tender  mercies  are 

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198  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

over  all  his  works,  and  who  exercises  a  paternal  care  over 
the  least  and  humblest  of  his  children." 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"  Syracuse,  Oct.  25th,  1829. 

"  This  holy  morning  finds  me  far  away  from  the  scenes 
and  services,  and  the  friends,  and  the  peculiar  privileges,  and 
joys,  and  sorrows  of  ministerial  life.  But,  blessed  be  God, 
we  live  not  far  from  his  presence  and  his  throne. 

"  We  reached  this  place  at  a  late  hour  in  consequence  of 
some  unexpected  delays.  But  I  have  been  mercifully  re- 
freshed by  sleep,  and  feel  that  it  is  the  Sabbath  of  the  Lord. 
Some  truly  plaintive  and  touching  airs  were  played  by  the 
boatmen,  who  were  getting  under  weigh  at  an  early  hour; 
and,  notwithstanding  my  grief  that  this  day  is  here  so  dread- 
fully violated,  I  did  enjoy  the  thrilling  notes  of  the  bugle,  as 
they  brought  home  to  my  mind  some  of  the  most  tender  and 
impressive  sentiments  which  I  used  to  sing  with  my  sister  in 
the  days  of  other  years,  before  the  providence  of  God  had 
separated  us  from  the  scenes  of  our  childhood  for  ever,  and 
from  the  society  of  each  other. 

"  It  is  now  the  hour  for  public  worship,  and  I  expect  to 
hear  Mr.  A.,  the  brother  of  the  one  who  travelled  with  us 
last  fall.  May  we  both  be  fed  by  the  provisions  of  God's 
house  this  day. 

"  Sabbath  evening.  I  have  heard  Mr.  A.  twice.  In  the 
morning,  on  the  divinity  of  our  Lord ;  and  in  the  afternoon, 
his  object  was  to  show  why  the  church  regards  Christ  as 
the  '  chief  among  ten  thousands,  and  the  one  altogether 
lovely.'" 

November  \st.  Sabbath,  Auburn.  Dr.  P.  preached.  I 
assisted  in  the  administration  of  the  Lord's  supper,  in  the 
afternoon.     How  good  to  be  thus  refreshed  in  one's  pilgrim- 


REV.  JOSEPII  SANFORD.  199 

age.  Occupied  a  room  in  which  I  have  several  times  spent 
a  Sabbath.  How  wise  to  recall  the  events  of  life,  and  look 
back  to  the  past  and  forward  to  the  future.  Strengthen  me, 
Lord,  for  every  duty,  every  trial,  every  change. 

2d.  Left  at  an  early  hour  for  Utica,  where  we  arrived  at 
too  late  an  hour  for  the  monthly  concert.  Hear  the  cries  of 
thy  supplicating  church.  Send  forth  thy  light  and  truth  to 
fill  the  whole  earth. 

3d.  Left  early  in  the  canal-boat  for  Schenectady.  How 
different  the  company  and  conversation  from  what  we  had 
on  the  other  line.  Pamphlets  in  favour  of  Sabbath-mails 
and  amusements  circulated. 

Reached  Schenectady  the  next  morning  and  took  the 
stage  for  Albany,  where  we  arrived  at  12  o'clock.  Found 
my  dear  wife  well,  and  the  family  preparing  for  a  marriage 
service  in  the  evening.  Company  large  and  gay.  Performed 
the  service  at  8  o'clock,  and  soon  after  retired  with  a  clerical 
brother  to  another  room,  and  had  a  pleasant  and  pi'ofitable 
interview. 

5th.  Left  for  New  York. 

6th.  Visited  a  few  Bi'ooklyn  friends.  Dear  is  the  scene 
of  my  first  ministerial  labours  and  trials.  The  scene  of  my 
first  domestic  joys  and  sorrows. 

7th.  Left  for  Philadelphia.  The  day  stormy.  But  the 
Lord  preserved  ns,  and  we  arrived  in  safety. 

January  1st,  1830.  Another  year  is  gone.  May  thy 
grace,  O  God,  be  given  in  measures  and  forms  suited  to  my 
situation.  Much  of  my  life  is  passed,  and,  alas,  I  have  done 
but  little  for  eternity.  Oh  may  I  redeem  the  time  and  im- 
prove it  for  God  and  for  souls. 

4/A.  Monthly  concert  for  prayer.  Send  down  thy  Spirit, 
O  God,  to  bless  thy  word,  to  prosper  thy  cause,  and  to  en- 
lighten the  nations.  May  the  representatives  of  the  great 
republican  family,  in  Congress  assembled,  be  disposed  to 


200  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

legislate  in  the  fear  of  God.  May  wisdom  from  above  guide 
them ;  may  no  sectional  jealousy,  no  political  or  personal 
animosity  prevent  the  enactment  of  such  laws  as  thou  wilt 
approve  and  bless.  May  they  individually  and  officially 
sanctify  thy  holy  Sabbath,  and  instead  of  legalizing  its  pub- 
lic profanation,  may  they  repeal  every  statute  which  is  incon- 
sistent with  the  law  of  God  and  the  dictates  of  every  enlight- 
ened conscience,  and  thus  promote  their  own  and  their  coun- 
try's interests,  by  preserving  the  day  of  sacred  rest  and  the 
institutions  of  religion  from  unhallowed  invasion.  And  in 
legislating  for  the  people  of  these  United  States,  may  they 
remember  that  the  rich  and  the  poor,  the  bond  and  the 
free,  the  wise  and  ignorant,  the  weak  and  powerful,  the  red 
man  and  the  white  man,  are  all  by  nature  free  and  equal, 
and  have  equal  claims  to  the  protection  of  those  who  have 
the  keeping  of  the  nation's  faith  and  the  nation's  fame,  and 
who,  under  God,  have  charge  of  the  nation's  destiny.  May 
all  our  rulers  and  all  our  people  be  guided  in  the  way  of 
righteousness  which  is  the  only  way  of  permanent  national 
prosperity. 


TO  THE  EEV.  J.  M. 

''January  VMh,  1830. 

"  Accept  for  yourself  and  your  dear  companion  the  com- 
pliments of  the  season.  May  the  Lord  afford  you  his  pre- 
sence, and  then  the  new  year  will  be  a  happy  one,  and  you 
will  be  making  evident  preparations  for  a  state  of  happiness 
which  circling  years  and  ages  shall  never  wear  away. 

"  But  while  I  have  daily  occasion,  and,  I  hope,  desire  to 
bless  God  for  his  unspeakable  gift,  I  have  also  reason  to 
thank  him  daily  for  many  other  blessings,  of  a  temporal  na- 
ture, which  that  gift  procures. 

"  I  received  a  letter  a  lew  days  since  from  brother  G. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  201 

Mrs.  G.  is  in  delicate  health.  Brother  G.  is  not  satisfied 
where  he  is,  and  wishes,  as  soon  as  his  engagement  expires, 
to  recede  farther  from  the  North  Pole,  and  to  come  this  side 
of  the  Green  Mountains. 

"  Dr.  M'Auley  has  entered  on  his  official  labours  with  very 
gratifying  prospects.  May  the  Lord  prosper  him,  and  make 
him  a  blessing  to  this  city  of  moral  death  and  dcadncss. 

"  May  the  blessing  of  Abraham,  which  comes  on  the 
Gentiles  through  Jesus  Christ,  be  your  present  and  eternal 
portion." 

2^th.  Sabbath.  Confined  at  home  by  sickness.  O  Lord, 
how  frail  is  man !  Impress  this  lesson  on  my  heart.  Aid 
me  and  direct  me  in  the  way  of  holiness,  and  of  arduous  and 
faithful  duty  ;  and  give  me  such  measures  of  success  as  may 
best  promote  thy  glory  and  the  good  of  Zion  here.  Teach 
me  how  to  preach  and  how  to  live,  so  that  Jesus  may  be 
honoured  and  sinners  saved.  Bless  the  congregation  to 
which  I  am  called  to  minister ;  may  the  message  delivered 
to-day  be  more  abundantly  blessed  than  mine  would  have 
been ;  and  may  I  desire  to  have  thy  cause  prosper,  though  that 
prosperity  should  sink  me  into  insignificance,  and  even  into 
mortal  infamy.  But  if  it  might  please  thee,  bless  thy  word 
as  administered  by  me,  and  let  me  seek  thy  salvation. 

February  6th.  This  day  is  the  anniversary  of  my  birth. 
The  time  flies  as  on  eagles'  wings,  as  the  archer's  arrow,  as 
the  swift  ships,  as  the  weaver's  shuttle ;  and  whither  am  I 
borne  by  these  winged  moments  of  a  brief  and  fugitive  exist- 
ence? Well  may  I  cry  out  at  this  terrific  career  of  mortal 
things.  Read  this  morning  at  family  worship  90th  psalm ; 
Hope  my  heart  responded  to  the  prayer,  "  So  teach  us  to 
number  our  days,  that  we  may  apply  our  hearts  unto  wis- 
dom." May  I  be  brought  now  to  understand  and  answer 
the  interesting  question,  upon  which,  I  have  been  meditating 


202  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

as  the  theme  of  an  address  to  my  congregation  :  "  Lord, 
what  wilt  thou  have  me  to  do  ?" 

March  1th.  Again  under  the  necessity  of  remaining  at 
home  in  consequence  of  a  severe  cold.  I  think  I  feel  an  in- 
creasing solicitude  for  Zion.  O  thou  King  of  Zion,  feed  the 
flame  of  love  in  my  heart,  and  make  it  more  intense  and 
consuming.  O  Lord,  revive  thy  vv^ork  in  the  midst  of  us, 
and  leave  us  not  to  incurable  deadness  and  declension.  Take 
away  all  our  iniquities,  and  receive  us  graciously,  prosper 
thine  own  cause,  and  glorify  thy  name. 

March  18th.  Day  of  special  humiliation  and  prayer.  I 
rejoice  in  the  appointment  of  a  season  for  sorrow  and  sup- 
plication. Oh  grant  me  true  humility  of  heart  and  deep  re- 
pentance. Enable  me  to  look  to  Christ,  and  mourn  over  all 
my  transgressions.  As  a  sinner,  as  a  husband,  as  a  minister 
of  Jesus  Christ ;  aid  me  in  the  exercises  of  this  day,  and 
accept  and  bless  me. 

Accept,  great  Head  of  the  church,  the  services  in  which 
thy  people  have  been  engaged  this  morning.  May  they 
learn  to  esteem  others  better  than  themselves.  Oh  may  we 
be  brought,  by  thy  Spirit,  into  the  place  and  the  state  in  which 
thou  wilt  meet  us  in  mercy.  I  would  dedicate  myself  anew 
to  God.  How  often  have  I  attempted  it — how  often  have  I 
failed — broken  my  most  solemn  engagements !  Lord,  bind 
my  thoughts  and  affections  to  thy  throne,  and  may  all  my 
heart  and  all  my  days  be  thine  alone. 

Preparatory  lecture  this  evening  on  the  examination  of 
those  who  would  worthily  approach  the  Lord's  table,  as  to 
knowledge,  faith  and  life.  Leading  aim  to  honour  Christ. 
Alas,  Lord,  how  deficient  even  while  I  point  out  the  path  of 
duty.  May  I  understand  the  service  which  is  expected  of  me 
as  a  minister  of  Jesus-  Bestow  divine  assistance  in  perform- 
ing it,  so  that  thy  name  may  be  glorified,  thy  people  edified, 
thy  cause  promoted.     But  oh,  may  my  soul  be  refreshed, 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  203 

may  a  holy  impulse  be  felt,  may  I  act  more  in  the  view  of 
eternity.  Saviour  of  sinners,  1  do  desire  to  fly  to  thee  for 
quickening  grace.  Sprinkle  me  with  thy  blood.  Grant  me 
such  divine  teachings  that  I  can  lead  others  in  the  way  of 
holiness.  "  Oh  for  a  closer  walk  with  God."  May  thy 
presence  be  continually  felt.  Oh  take  not  thy  Holy  Spirit 
from  me,  though  I  have  often  grieved  him.  May  there  be 
more  piety  in  my  intercourse  with  my  ministerial  brethren. 
Enable  me  to  be  more  watchful  over  myself  in  this  par- 
ticular. 

21st.  Administered  the  Lord's  supper.  Preached  in  the 
morning  from  Song  of  Solomon  ii.  4 :  "He  brought  me,"  &c. 
Endeavoured  to  show  how  the  sovereign  grace  of  God  is  ex- 
ercised in  bringing  sinners  to  taste  the  delights  of  communion 
with  him  in  his  word  and  ordinances,  and  the  rich  provi- 
sions of  his  house  on  which  he  feasts  them. 

Had  a  solemn  day  at  the  table ;  urged  the  necessity  of 
professing  the  name  of  Christ.  Oh  may  we  renew  our  formal 
and  sincere  dedication  to  God.  May  we  renew  our  strength 
by  waiting  on  him. 

2Ath.  Lectured  this  evening  on  Matt.  iii.  16,  in  hope  of 
enabling  professors  to  ascertain  their  characters.  How  im- 
portant that  we  should  judge  of  the  tree  by  its  fruit,  and  not 
by  its  location,  height,  size,  age,  or  any  other  circumstance. 
Lord,  grant  me  grace  to  do  this  in  my  own  case,  and  may 
I  abound  in  fruits  of  righteousness. 

TO  THE  REV.  J.  M. 

''March  6th,  1830. 
"Yours  of  the  26th  of  January  was  duly  received  on  the 
2d  of  February.  And  I  have  waited  thus  long,  in  the  hope 
of  saying  something  definite  respecting  a  loan  for  your  con- 
gregation. I  do  not  see  any  prospect  of  effecting  it,  unless 
one  of  my  favourite  enterprises  succeeds.    Every  year  there 


204  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

are  thousands  of  dollars  given  for  building  churches,  and 
many  of  the  applications  descend  to  be  turned  civilly  out  of 
doors.  I  wish  the  friends  and  patrons  of  church  building  to 
organize  and  act  upon  the  principle  of  loaning,  giving  only 
at  discretion,  and  in  cases  of  peculiar  urgency.  The  benefits 
of  such  a  systenn  would  be  incalculable  in  general  to  all  the 
parties.  I  have  some  hope  of  succeeding  in  this,  though  like 
others  I  am  often  defeated,  perhaps  mercifully,  in  my  plans 
for  doing  good.  If  we  succeed,  your  loan  can  easily  be 
effected;  if  not,  you  might  perhaps  personally  negotiate  it. 

"  Mrs.  S.  is  in  tolerable  health,  desires  her  affectionate 
remembrance  to  Mrs.  M.,  and  would  be  happy  to  see  her 
with  you  in  May,  should  the  Lord  spare  us.  My  mother 
also  is  well,  and  much  more  contented  than  I  dared  to  ex- 
pect. 

"  This  is  a  desolate  part  of  Zion,  my  dear  brother,  and 
what  God  intends  to  do  with  his  churches  here,  and  with 
ours  in  particular,  I  know  not.  I  cannot  but  hope  he  will 
sift,  and  winnow,  and  otherwise  purify  it,  and  visit  us  in 
mercy.  We  have  the  spiritual  desolations  of  many  genera- 
tions. May  the  Lord  repair  them.  We  have  resolved  on  a 
day  of  special  humiliation  and  prayer.  May  the  Holy  Spirit 
come  in  the  midst  of  us,  and  bring  us  down  to  the  state  and 
in  the  place  in  which  he  will  meet  us  with  a  blessing. 

"  We  have  lately  and  silently  organized  a  '  Presbyterian 
Tract  Society,'  to  furnish  such  Tracts  as  our  churches  need, 
and  as  the  American  Tract  Society  cannot  supply.  The 
measure  will  doubtless  be  censured,  but  I  hope  it  will  be  so 
far  patronised  as  to  secure  a  supply  of  Tracts  on  the  Consti- 
tution and  Discipline  of  the  Church,  Duty  of  Ruling  Elders 
and  Deacons,  &c.,  by  the  meeting  of  the  Assembly  in  May. 

"  March  8th.  My  letter  was  not  finished  in  time  for  the 
mail  on  Saturday.  I  was  unable  to  preach  yesterday  in 
consequence  of  a  cold  and  hoarseness.     Last  night  we  had 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  205 

a  fine  tliunder  shower,  and  the  fog  that  has  hovered  over  us 
is  gone,  and  all  the  snow  with  it. 

'  As  yet  the  trembling'  year  is  unconfirm'd. 
And  winter  oft  at  eve  resumes  the  breeze.' 

"  Love  to  Mrs.  M.  and  Anna."* 

April  1st.  Verily,  the  time  is  short.  Oh  how  swiftly 
time  flies  away.  Divine  Redeemer,  fill  me  with  thy  love ; 
make  me, 

1.  More  attentive  and  devout  in  reading  the  sacred  scrip- 
tures. 

2.  More  constant,  fervent,  and  prevalent  in  prayer. 

3.  More  particular  in  confession  of  sin. 

4.  More  watchful  over  my  thoughts. 

5.  More  circumspect  in  all  my  deportment. 

6.  More  spiritual  in  ministerial  intercourse. 

7.  More  faithful  and  tender  in  official  duties. 

8.  More  economical  of  my  time. 

"  Then  shall  I  love  thy  gospel  more, 
And  ne'er  forget  thy  word; 
When  I  have  felt  its  quickening  power 
To  draw  me  near  the  Lord." 

TO  MR.  L.,  OF  BROOKLYN. 

[An  answer  to  Mr.  L.'s  letter,  which  was  addressed  to  Mr. 
Sanford  immediately  after  his  conversion.] 

"  Philadelphia,  April  SOth,  1830. 
"  Your  favour  of  the  26th  came  duly  to  hand,  and  no  one 
can  understand  the  emotions  of  gratitude  and  joy  it  produced 

•  A  little  daughter  of  tlie  Rev.  Mr.  M.,  who  bore  the  name  of 
Anna  Sanford,  (in  memory  of  Mr.  S.'s  first  wife,)  who  also  is  now 
deceased. 

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206  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

without  knowing  all  the  friendship  and  affection  of  a  brother's 
heart,  and  all  the  intense  solicitude,  the  sleepless  anxiety,  the 
tender  concern,  and  the  solemn  responsibility  of  the  minister 
and  the  pastor.  I  do  rejoice  with  you  and  your  dear  com- 
panion, for  all  the  goodness  and  the  mercy  with  which  the 
Lord  has  visited  your  soul.  I  desire  to  unite  with  you  here, 
and  hereafter,  in  ascribing  to  him  all  the  glory.  My  heart 
responds  an  earnest  '  JLmera'  to  the  prayer  that  you  '  may  be 
a  sincere,  devout,  and  humble  Christian,'  and  that  you  may 
be  enabled  to  testify  your  love  to  Jesus  by  keeping  his  com- 
mandments ;  and  that  you  may  glorify  God,  who  has  called 
you  out  of  darkness  into  his  marvellous  light,  by  exemplify- 
ing the  power  and  loveliness  of  the  gospel  of  Christ,  in  a  life 
of  consistent  and  sincere  obedience. 

"  It  would  be  a  most  grateful  exercise  to  comply  with  your 
request,  by  addressing  you  '  a  long  letter'  on  the  great  duties 
of  the  Christian  life,  which,  I  trust,  you  have  just  commenced. 
Indeed,  my  dear  brother,  I  have  many  things  to  say  to  you, 
but  I  cannot  say  them  now.  I  have  much  fraternal  counsel 
to  give  you,  which  I  could  not  well  communicate  in  one  letter, 
though  it  should  prove  '  a  long  one.'  But  I  will  endeavour 
to  comply  with  the  spirit  of  your  request,  by  sending  you 
often  in  short  letters,  at  such  times  as  my  pressing  official 
duties  will  permit,  and  which  may,  by  the  blessing  of  God, 
afford  you  some  useful  hints  respecting  your  Christian 
course. 

"You  have  already,  I  trust,  learned  something  of  the  duty 
of  '  looking  to  Jesus.'  It  was  in  this  way  you  first  found 
peace  and  comfort  to  your  troubled  spirit.  You  found  him 
a  loving,  fife-giving  Saviour.  And  now  were  I  to  tell  you  on 
my  responsibility  to  God,  and  for  eternity,  what  is  your  first 
duty  as  a  Christian,  I  would  say,  '  look  to  Jesus ;'  what  the 
last  duty,  '  look  to  Jesus ;'  what  the  main  duty,  it  would  be 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  207 

the  same.     '  As  ye  have  received  Christ  Jesus  the  Lord,  so 
walk  ye  in  him,'  is  an  apostle's  direction. 

"  If  the  hope  you  now  cherish  should  grow  dim,  and  dark- 
ness and  doubt  should  surround  you,  '  look  to  Jesus' — ho  is 
the  sun  of  righteousness,  and  all  that  is  cheering  and  illumi- 
nating must  come  from  him.  If  your  faith,  in  this  season 
of  its  infant  exercise,  should  seem  to  fail,  and  your  fears 
should  rush  in  upon  your  soul  again,  and  the  dreadful  appre- 
hension should  arise  that  all  the  past  has  been  but  a  fond 
delusion,  and  that  it  cannot  be  possible  you  are  a  Christian, 
'  look  to  Jesus,'  the  author  and  the  finisher  of  faith,  and  cry 
unto  him,  '  Lord,  I  believe,  help  thou  my  unbelief  And 
sutfer  not  the  adversary  of  souls  to  tempt  you  to  question  the 
veracity  of  God,  or  to  distrust  his  grace. 

"  Your  heart  is  now  tenderly  impressed  with  a  sense  of  the 
goodness  of  God,  so  that  you  want  a  thousand  tongues  to 
praise  him.  It  melts  with  penitence  when  you  think  how 
your  sins  have  pierced  the  Saviour;  and  how  long  you  have 
rejected  his  mercy  and  resisted  his  spirit.  It  overflows  with 
gratitude,  when  you  think  of  the  love  that  would  assume  your 
guilt  and  take  your  chains.  But  should  you  ever  feel  it 
otherwise — should  you  find  your  heart  still  hard  and  insen- 
sible— should  you  have  occasion  to  bewail  your  ingratitude 
and  impenitence — should  you  feel  the  load  of  guilt  again 
upon  your  conscience,  and  enough  to  sink  you  down  for  ever 
— should  you  lose  the  sweet  sense  of  God's  presence  and 
favour,  and  be  tempted  to  give  up  all  for  lost,  *  look  to  Jesus ;' 
look  to  him  for  a  renewed  sense  of  pardon,  for  penitence,  for 
gratitude,  for  peace,  for  all  that  is  necessary  to  enable  you 
to  live  to  him  here,  and  qualify  you  for  his  presence  above. 
Keep  your  eye  steadily  upon  Jesus,  and  your  vision  shall 
improve,  your  grace  flourish,  your  example  shine  to  the 
glory  of  God  and  the  good  of  men,  and  you  shall  rise  at  last 


208  BIEMOIR  OF  THE 

to  see  him  as  he  is,  without  a  cloud,  or  glass,  or  doubt,  for 
ever. 

"  My  dear  wife  unites  with  me  in  an  affectionate  and  grate- 
ful remembrance  to  Mrs.  L.  and  Mrs.  S. ;  indeed,  to  all 
Brooklyn  friends  beloved  in  the  Lord.  It  will  give  me  much 
pleasure  to  hear  from  you  at  your  convenience,  and  to  write 
you  as  often  as  my  other  duties  permit,  and  without  ceasing 
to  mention  you  in  my  prayers." 

May  2d.  Unable  to  attend  the  house  of  God.  Pulpit 
supplied  in  the  morning,  church  closed  in  the  afternoon. 
Oh  how  important  to  have  one's  work  always  done,  or  ready 
to  be  left.  How  little  I  expected  to  be  prevented  from  per- 
forming my  ordinary  services.  But  may  the  Lord  feed  his 
own  flock,  and  carry  on  his  own  cause.  Another  month  has 
passed  away,  and  brought  on  the  season  of  Zion's  festivals. 
May  my  soul  be  filled  with  more  love  t'br  God  and  for  souls. 

Qth.  Lord,  what  wilt  thou  have  me  to  do?  Presented 
this  inquiry  to  my  congregation,  as  a  theme  for  our  mutual 
consideration.  May  I  thus  submit  my  all  to  the  control  and 
direction  of  the  holy  will  and  wise  direction  of  God.  Found 
my  cold  so  oppressive  that  1  could  not  go  on  with  the  sub- 
ject in  the  afternoon. 

TO  MRS.  S. 

"  Princeton,  May  \Uh,  1830. 

"  I  arrived  here  a  little  after  eleven  this  morning.  The 
weather  was  fine,  the  country  delightful.  The  examination 
had  been  in  progress  some  time.  I  dined  to-day  at  Dr.  M.'s, 
and  now  write  according  to  promise,  to  set  your  mind  at 
rest. 

"  May  the  presence  of  Jesus  bless  and  comfort  you.  It  is 
that,  my  dear  wife,  more  than  any  thing  else,  that  can  make 
you  happy.     Let  your  most  ardent  aspirations  rise  to  him. 


KEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  209 

Endeavour  to  make  his  service  more  and  more  the  business 
of  your  life,  and  he  will  provide  for  every  want.  I  feel  con- 
demned that  worldly  cares  are  allowed  to  exert  such  an  in- 
fluence upon  my  mind.  I  wish  it  were  otherwise,  and  that 
I  had  more  firmness  of  faith — that  my  soul  might  be  stayed 
on  God,  and  my  mind  thus  kept  in  perfect  peace.  May  you 
enjoy  such  a  peace,  and  then  you  can  perform  the  work  of 
life  with  comfort  and  success.  Love  to  all,  and  supplications 
for  the  presence  of  God  to  rest  upon  you." 

nth.  Monday.  In  my  address  to  the  students  of  the  Semi- 
nary at  Princeton,  urged  the  importance  of  more  piety.  O 
God,  make  the  schools  of  the  prophets  more  eminently  holy. 

20th.  General  Assembly  opened.  O  thou  King  of  Zion, 
preside  in  the  Assembly,  pervade  it  with  thy  presence,  direct 
all  its  deliberations  and  its  decisions  for  thy  glory  and  Zion's 
prosperity. 

26th.  This  day  observed  as  a  season  of  special  prayer 
by  the  Assembly.  May  the  throne  of  God  be  peculiarly 
accessible,  and  the  cries  of  thy  children  reach  the  ears  of  the 
divine  Majesty,  and  prevail  for  the  best  of  blessings. 

June  21th.  Lord's  supper  having  been  postponed  for  one 
week,  was  this  day  celebrated.  Preparatory  exercises  on 
renewing  covenant  with  God.  Sermon,  Luke  ii.  14,  consi- 
dered the  good  will  of  God  at  the  very  foundation  of  the  plan 
of  mercy.  Had  a  comfortable  season.  God's  presence  was 
felt.     O  Lord,  revive  us  all. 

''May  26th,  1830, 
"  Your  favour  of  the  1 1th  instant  was  duly  received,  and 
relieved  my  mind  from  a  long  suspense,  in  whicli  your 
silence  had  left  me.  I  rejoice  to  hear  that  Mrs.  M.  is  better. 
May  the  Lord  in  mercy  spare  her  to  you,  your  children,  and 
the  church.     My  dear  brother,  I  desire  to  feel  more  and 

18* 


210  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

more  how  feeble  our  hold  is  on  life,  and  all  life's  dearest 
comforts,  and  to  live  daily  for  heaven. 

"  The  Assembly  is  now  in  session.  Little  has  been  done 
yet.  Yesterday  was  the  anniversary  of  the  American  Sun- 
day-School Union.  One  resolution  contemplates  planting  a 
Sunday-school  in  every  district  in  the  valley  of  the  Missis- 
sippi, where  there  is  a  population  willing  to  patronise  it,  with- 
in two  years,  in  reliance  upon  divine  aid.  A.  Tappan,  of 
New  York,  and  S.  Allen,  of  this  city,  have  offered  each  four 
thousand  dollars  towards  the  accomplishment  of  this  object. 

"  To-day  the  Assembly  engages  in  special  devotional  ex- 
ercises; to-morrow  business  will  begin  in  earnest. 

"  We  are  in  usual  health.  I  want  more  gratitude  for  my 
many  mercies,  and  grace  to  be  more  faithful  in  the  service 
of  God.  Mrs.  S.  and  my  mother  unite  in  affectionate  re- 
gards to  Mrs.  M.  and  yourself  May  the  Head  of  the  church 
bless  your  labours,  my  dear  brother." 

J^tly  5th.  Yesterday  presented  the  claims  of  the  Ameri- 
can Colonization  Society  to  my  congregation,  and  made 
some  mention  of  our  duties  in  relation  to  the  coloured 
population  of  our  country.  In  the  afternoon  met  the  chil- 
dren of  the  congregation  for  catechetical  instruction.  O 
God  of  Zion,  look  on  this  lovely  flock,  and  take  these  dear 
immortals  under  thy  immediate  care,  and  train  them  for  thy- 
self To-day  the  sons  of  freedom  celebrate  their  indepen- 
dence. Forbid  that  they  should  remain  the  slaves  of  Satan, 
Avear  his  chains  and  perform  his  drudgery.  To-day  the 
church  of  God  raises  the  voice  of  her  supplications  for  bless- 
ings upon  a  world  lying  in  wickedness.  Oh  may  many 
prayers  rise  unto  God  for  the  preservation  of  our  country's 
liberties.  May  the  influences  of  the  Holy  Spirit  descend 
upon  us  as  a  people  and  a  nation,  and  may  we  become  a 
people  whose  God  is  Jehovah. 


KEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  211 


TO  MRS.  S. 

«  Atsion,  Jvhj  30/A,  1830. 

"  Wc  have  just  arrived,  after  a  vtry  pleasant  ride,  and 
find  this  interesting  family  in  good  health.  My  head  has 
not  suffered  from  the  ride;  and  I  do  hope  my  visit,  which 
must  be  short,  will  be  useful  to  me.  The  driver  returns  this 
afternoon,  and  by  him  I  send  this  line,  simply  to  tell  you  that 
we  have  arrived  in  safety.  Surely  God  is  loading  us  with 
his  benefits,  and  calling  upon  us  to  love  and  serve  him  more. 

"  The  young  ladies,  S.,  E.  and  k.,  send  their  love,  and 
desire  me  to  thank  you  for  your  letter." 

August  1st.  In  the  country,  quite  disabled  by  the  unusu- 
ally oppressive  heat  of  the  summer.  Preached  in  a  small 
house  of  worship.  May  the  Lord  bless  the  exercise,  and 
make  the  day  profitable  to  me  and  to  my  congregation,  at 
home,  who  will  have  one  sermon  in  my  absence.  O  how 
important  to  work  while  the  day  lasts. 

3d.  Returned  and  found  my  dear  wife  and  family  in  com- 
fortable health.  Bless  the  Lord,  O  my  soul.  May  I  begin 
with  new  zeal  to  serve  him.  Holy  Spirit,  take  possession  of 
my  heart. 

22(1.  Preached,  to-day,  from  Ps.  xxvii.  4.  "  One  thing 
have  I  desired  of  the  Lord,"  &c.  Had  been  unable  to  write 
or  even  think  much,  on  the  subject,  in  consequence  of  a 
nervous  affection  of  the  head ;  but  the  Lord  assisted  me. 
Have  been  injured  by  too  close  attention  to  the  Psalms  and 
Hymns,  which  have  been  committed  to  me  to  prepare  for 
the  press.*    I  hope  they  may  aid  the  devotions  and  promote 

•  Mr.  Sanford  was  a  member  of  the  committee  appointed  for 
that  subject. 


212  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

the  sanctification  of  the  people  of  God  long  after  I  shall  have 
joined  the  worshippers  above. 

August  29th.  Urged,  to-day,  the  duty  of  repentance  and 
the  encouragement,  Ez.  xviii.  30.  Why  will  sinners  refuse 
to  forsake  their  sins  and  come  to  Christ?  They  need  not 
die.  Christ  is  willing  to  save  them  ;  and  if  they  will  turn 
unto  God,  and  set  their  hearts  to  seek  him,  as  they  set  them 
on  worldly  enterprises,  they  will  find  him  and  he  will  bless 
them. 

September  5th.  Oppressed  with  a  cold  which  rendered 
preaching  extremely  difficult,  yet  was  enabled  to  preach 
once,  to  carry  on  the  series  of  subjects  on  hand,  from  John 
viii.  21.  "Ye  shall  seek  me,  and  shall  die  in  your  sins." 
This  awful  prediction  has  been  fulfilled  in  relation  to  the 
Hebrews.  God's  curse  is  threatened,  Deut.  xxviii. ;  and  if  we 
change  the  future  tense  to  the  past,  the  chapter  will  give  us 
the  history  of  the  execution  of  it.  It  is  not  less  true  of  the 
hearers  of  the  gospel.  O  may  1  attend  to  this  awful  sub- 
ject, both  as  a  sinner  and  a  minister.  Alas,  how  much  dead- 
ness  in  religion;  how  much  am  I  absorbed  in  worldly  cares. 
"  My  soul  lies  cleaving  to  the  dust."  O  Lord,  revive  me, 
give  me  life  divine.  In  this  season  of  domestic  solicitude 
help  me  to  fix  my  mind  more  on  God,  and  may  my  fondest 
expectations  be  from  him. 

Sept.  Qth.  My  dear  wife  a  joyful,  grateful  mother ;  and 
her  unworthy,  and,  alas,  too  ungrateful  husband,  a  father. 
Will  the  Lord  grant  us  grace  to  praise  and  glorify  him.  O 
to  fulfil  our  new  duties  in  his  fear.  May  our  child  be  spared 
to  be  a  blessing,  and  may  its  spared  life  be  made  a  blessing 
to  us  and  to  the  world.  Lord,  we  would  bring  up  this  child 
for  thee,  and  thee  alone.  The  Lord  lias  dealt  in  great  mercy 
with  us,  and  more  than  realized  our  fondest  hopes. 

8th.  My  dear  wife  and  babe  apparently  doing  well.  Bless 
the  Lord,  O  my  soul.     Rainy  this  evening,  changed  the 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  213 

evening  lecture  to  a  prayer  meeting.  Feel  it  good  to  look 
to  Christ  and  cast  every  care  on  him. 

12th.  Preached  this  morning  on  quenching  the  Spirit,  and 
followed  up  the  subject  in  the  evening.  Rev.  Mr.  S.  kindly 
aided  me  in  the  afternoon.  O  that  we  may  enjoy  the  Spi- 
rit's presence  in  the  church  and  congregation. 

My  dear  M.  is  better.  O  may  the  very  shaking  of  the 
rod  prove  sufficient,  by  thy  grace,  to  bring  us  nearer  to  the 
cross.  Preached  a  preparatory  lecture  this  evening,  1  Pet. 
i.  16.  O  may  we,  as  a  church,  strive  for  more  evident  at- 
tainments in  holiness,  and  may  all  thy  providences  and  or- 
dinances be  blessed  and  improved  to  this  end. 

19^.  Sabbath.  Sacramental  occasion.  Preached  this 
morning  from  Luke  xxiv.  26,  the  last  of  a  series  of  sacra- 
mental discourses,  on  the  necessity  and  nature  of  the  suf- 
ferings of  Christ,  and  on  his  exaltation.  Lord's  supper. 
Had  some  enjoyment.  Felt  Clirist's  nearness  and  precious- 
ness.     O  to  be  more  devoted  to  him  and  his  cause. 

2etk.  Sabbath.  Preached  from  Heb.  ii.  3.  "  How  shall 
we  escape  if  we  neglect  so  great  salvation .'"'  Met  the  chil- 
dren in  the  afternoon,  and  held  the  usual  exercises  in  the 
evening.     Bless  thy  word,  O  God,  and  revive  thy  work. 

October  Sd.  Sick  with  a  cold,  and  detained  from  the 
house  of  God.  The  Rev.  Mr.  How  supplied  the  pulpit. 
Lord  restore  me,  if  thou  hast  work  for  me  to  do.  Revive 
the  drooping  graces  of  my  soul. 

6th.  Still  unable  to  go  out  on  the  evening  of  my  lecture. 
May  the  supply,  providentially  sent,  be  blessed  to  the  people. 
May  the  recollections  of  this  day  of  the  month  warm  my 
heart  with  gratitude. 

10th.  Attended  the  sanctuary;  but  afraid  to  trust  myself 
in  the  public  exercises  of  so  large  a  house  and  congrega- 
tion. Have  high  hopes  of  resuming  my  official  duties  this 
week :  cough  abated,  though  still  troublesome.     Lord,  give 


214  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

me  strength  and  zeal  to  labour  for  thee  and  for  souls.  How- 
much  of  my  life  is  already  gone  !  How  little  have  I  accom- 
plished for  God  and  for  eternity  ! 

13th.  Lecture  this  evening  on  Hab.  iii.  2.  "  O  Lord,  re- 
vive," &c.  Considered  the  import  of  the  prophet's  prayer; 
what  is  involved  in  a  willingness  to  offer  it ;  and  the  result 
that  may  be  expected  from  such  an  exercise.  May  we  all 
desire  it.     O  Lord,  revive  us. 

TO  HIS  BROTHER,  ON  THE  DEATH  OF  HIS  OLDEST  DAUGHTER. 

''Philadelphia,  Oct.  20th,  1830. 

"  The  death  of  a  child,  at  such  an  age,  will  have  a  ten- 
dency to  lead  to  serious  reflection  on  the  course  pursued,  on 
government  and  education. 

"  It  should  lead  you,  the  parents  of  your  children,  to  in- 
quire what  you  are  now  doing  to  bring  up  your  children  for 
eternity  and  heaven. 

"  I  have  often  written  you  on  this  subject ;  and,  perhaps, 
you  may  sometimes  feel  as  if  I  thought  too  much  about  your 
children.  But,  in  the  course  of  my  ofiicial  duties,  I  see  in- 
stances in  which  parents  wholly  neglect  the  souls  of  their 
children,  and  treat  them  like  animals  merely.  And  I  see 
other  instances  where  parents  are  training  up  their  offspring 
in  the  fear  of  the  Lord. 

Oh  that  you  and  your  wife  may  so  improve  the  provi- 
dence that  has  called  you  to  mourn,  that  you  may  be  more 
faithful  to  your  surviving  children.  My  wife  and  child,  as 
well  as  our  dear  mother,  are  now  in  a  comfortable  state  of 
health. 

TO  THE  SAME. 

"  Netv  York,  April  Uth,  1830. 
"  None  can  be  either  comfortable  or  happy,  until  they 
give  their  hearts  to  God,  and  endeavour  to  make  his  ser- 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  215 

vice  and  his  glory  the  great  end  and  object  of  their  lives. 
We  must  make  religion  our  chief  business.  We  must  study 
the  word  of  God,  and  pray  over  it,  for  instruction.  Every 
day  we  must  forsake  all  sin,  and  turn  to  God,  and  he  will 
own  and  bless  us.  It  is  true,  God  is  a  sovereign,  and  he 
gives  grace  to  whom  he  will ;  and  so  he  is  just  as  much  a 
sovereign  in  dispensing  the  bounties  of  providence.  He 
gives  health  and  prosperity  to  one  and  not  another.  But  yet, 
if  the  means  are  neglected,  the  end  will  not  be  realized.  If 
the  farmer  does  not  prepare  the  earth,  and  sow  the  seed,  and 
fence  the  field,  he  cannot  expect  a  harvest.  If  he  does  this, 
he  may  justly  expect  a  crop,  and  he  will  rarely  be  disap- 
pointed. And  so,  if  a  sinner  does  not  read,  believe,  and  obey 
the  word  of  God,  he  cannot  expect  to  be  saved.  If  he  does 
this,  he  will  be  saved,  he  will  not  be  disappointed.  (See 
Isaiah,  Iv. ;  John  iii.  14,  15,  16,  &c.)  And  now,  my  dear 
brother,  seek  first  the  kingdom  of  God,  and  all  its  blessings 
will  be  yours. 

"  May  the  Lord  bless  you  all." 

November  6th.  The  second  anniversary  of -my  second 
marriage ;  my  infant  son  two  months  old.  With  how  many 
benefits  art  thou  loading  us,  O  God  of  my  salvation  !  Every 
day  adds  to  their  number  and  to  their  value.  Former  bless- 
ings continued  ;  new  ones  bestowed.  When  shall  my  soul 
be  all  on  fire  with  love  and  gratitude,  and  my  life  show  forth 
thy  praise  continually? 

November  11th.  A  day  recommended  by  the  General  As- 
sembly to  be  spent  in  fasting,  humiliation  and  prayer,  in 
view  of  the  sin  of  Sabbath  breaking,  which  prevails  through 
the  church  and  nation. 

May  thy  people  truly  humble  themselves  in  thy  sight,  and 
repent  and  find  mercy.    May  my  soul  make  progress  in  her 


216  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

own  work  for  eternity.  Preached  this  morning,  Jer.  xvii.  27, 
and  continued  the  subject  in  the  evening. 

WRITTEN  IN  A  YOUNG  LADy's  ALBUM. 

"  November  2M,  18^0. 

"  My  dear  A. — While  friendship  and  flattery,  piety  and 
genius  bring  their  various  offerings  to  fill  up  the  pages  of 
this  volume,  another  book  is  preparing  which  contains  a 
faithful  history  of  your  life.  The  present  volume  you  may 
peruse  with  various  emotions  when  every  hand  that  has 
written  it  shall  be  in  the  dust ;  but  the  other,  you  shall  exa- 
mine after  you  are  no  longer  numbered  among  the  living. 

"  It  is  preserved,  as  well  as  written,  on  high  ;  and  it  con- 
tains all  the  facts  and  the  evidence  by  which  the  Judge  of  all 
the  earth  will  decide  when  he  fixes  your  abode  and  your 
companions  for  eternity.  In  the  exercise  of  memory  you 
can  now  peruse  its  principal  pages,  though  many  may  have 
become,  to  you,  illegible  from  the  lapse  of  time. 

"  As  I  contemplated  the  book  my  mind  was  arrested  and 
pained  by  such  broken  sentences  as  '  Neglected  the  Sa- 
viour.''    '  Received  the  grace  of  God  in  vain.'' 

"  Another  sentence  met  my  observation  :  '  She  was  often 
warned,  urged,  entreated  to  accept  the  blood-bought  mercies 
of  the  Son  of  God,  but' 

"  It  was  left  unfinished,  and  it  is  for  you  to  make  out  the 
remaining  clause.  How  would  you  wish  to  have  it  stand  ? 
It  is  important  soon  to  decide  ;  for  as  the  recording  angel 
laid  down  the  pen,  another  arose.  The  book  will  soon  be 
completed.  The  record  will  stand  for  ever!  Whatever 
you  desire  to  add  to  the  history,  previous  to  the  day  of  final 
reckoning — add  it  to-day — to-day — to-day  ! 

"  My  young  friend  will  excuse  a  subject  at  once  so  grave 
and  so  personal,  and  which  will  lose  none  of  its  importance 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  217 

when  the  heart  which  has  dictated  this  effusion,  and  the  hand 
that  has  recorded  it  shall  be  cold  and  still. 

"  J.  S." 

December  6th.  Day  never  to  be  forgotten.  What  hold 
is  this  which  the  mind  retains  on  objects  out  of  sight  ?  On 
beings  no  longer  known  among  the  living?  On  friends, 
from  whom  death  has  separated  us?  Owe  shall  meet  again. 
Fond  idea  to  my  fond  and  bleeding  heart.  Those  we  have 
loved  on  earth  shall  be  loved  in  heaven.  There,  they  shall 
shine  in  the  glory  of  God,  and  be  like  the  Saviour,  to  whose 
grace  they  owe  and  ascribe  their  bliss.  And  why  should 
not  our  affection  for  them  be  cherished?  "  Prepare  me.  Lord, 
for  thy  right  hand;  then  come  the  joyful  day."  Lord,  sanc- 
tify my  heart. 

December  31st,  1830.  Here  I  make  my  last  record  for 
the  closing  year.  It  has  been  a  year  of  the  goodness  of  the 
Lord  ;  but  of  the  ingratitude  of  men.  I  am  nearer  eternity 
than  ever.  Much,  very  much,  of  my  time  has  run  to  waste. 
O  Lord,  quicken  me  to  live  and  act  for  thee.  To  feel  that 
the  time  is  short,  and  strive  to  redeem  it.  May  the  view  I 
now  take  of  the  time  past,  influence  me  in  improving  more 
diligently  the  time  that  may  remain  to  me.  May  all  (he 
hours  of  the  coming  year  appear  as  valuable  as  the  remain- 
ing hours  of  this.  And  may  I  wait  the  close  of  life  as  calmly 
as  I  expect  the  striking  of  the  midnight  hour,  that  shall  an- 
nounce that  the  year  1830  is  gone  for  ever,  and  the  year 
18.31  has  commenced. 

January  1,  1831.  Already  I  am  in  another  year.  God 
of  my  life,  thou  art  the  same  for  ever.  "  Teach  me  to  num- 
ber my  days,  so  as  to  apply  my  heart  to  wisdom."  Much 
of  my  life  is  gone.  How  little  may  remain  to  me  is  known 
only  to  him  who  holds  my  time  in  his  hand.  God  of  these 
changing  seasons,  grant  thy  grace  to  aid  me  in  duty,  in  liv- 
19 


218  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

ing  to  thy  glory,  to  improve  every  moment  as  it  flies  to  eter- 
nity, in  preparing  for  my  own  departure. 

January  2d.  "  The  time  is  short,"  was  the  theme  of  my 
discourse,  this  morning,  considered  in  relation  to  the  dura- 
tion of  the  world,  the  whole  term  of  human  life,  and  the 
sinner's  day  of  grace. 

January  28th.  Day  for  special  prayer,  with  humiliation 
and  fasting,  in  the  Presbyterian  churches  in  the  city.  Have 
felt  some  sense  of  the  presence  of  God.  O  Lord,  repeat 
and  prolong  the  gracious  visit.  May  my  soul  be  truly  and 
deeply  humbled,  and  then  raised  up  and  revived. 

"  'Tis  thine  to  cleanse  the  heart,  to  sanctify  the  soul, 
To  pour  fresh  life  in  every  part,  and  new  create  the  whole." 

O  deliver  me  from  this  dreadful  spiritual  deadness ;  grant 
me  a  melting  view  of  the  cross  and  the  love  of  Christ — deeper 
repentance  of  my  sins ;  give  me  faith  to  lay  hold  of  the  hope 
set  before  me  in  the  gospel. 

February.  My  birthday.  How  solemn  the  recollections 
of  this  day.  One  year  nearer  the  end  of  my  mortal  career. 
Thirty-four  years  I  have  already  numbered.  The  mercy  of 
God  has  contumally  attended  me.  How  kindly  has  he  cared 
for  me.  How  condescendingly  has  he  employed  me  in  his 
service.  Oh  Lord,  I  have  been  an  unfaithful  servant.  How 
little  have  I  done  for  God,  the  great  husbandman,  whose 
field  I  have  occupied,  and  whose  bounty  has  sustained  me ! 
May  I  renew  my  soul's  engagements  to  be  the  Lord's.  Alas, 
how  often  have  I  renewed  them,  and  as  often  violated  them. 
Jesus,  my  divine,  dishonoured  master,  bind  my  wandering 
heart  to  thee.  May  I  now  arise  to  new  zeal  and  fidelity  in 
thy  service.  Enable  me  to  live,  henceforth,  with  my  con- 
versation in  heaven. 

February  I2th.  An  eclipse  of  the  sun.  O  how  this  event, 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  219 

which  is  so  intelligible  to  every  cultivated  mind,  but  which 
fills  the  benighted  heathen  with  such  a  superstitious  awe,  is 
calculated  to  remind  us  of  the  time  when  the  sun  shall  be 
darkened  in  the  heavens,  not  because  an  intervening  orb 
sends  a  dark  shadow  on  the  earth,  which  is  quickly  gone, 
but  because  the  God  that  made  it  shall  arrest  it  in  its  course 
and  quench  its  glory.  O  my  soul,  prepare  for  that  dread 
day. 

2Sd.  Special  prayer  and  conference  in  the  church ;  some 
melting  among  God's  people  ;  deepening  impressions  of  past 
unfaithfulness.  May  it  prove  to  be  a  day  long  to  be  remem- 
bered.    O  Lord,  revive  thy  work  in  my  soul. 

Feb.  27th.  Addressed  my  congregation,  all  day,  from 
Ez.  xxxiii.  11.  Strange  that  sinners  should  be  willing  to 
die,  since  it  is  not  desirable,  nor  necessary ;  since  God  does 
not  desire  it,  nor  his  glory  demand  it. 

March  6th.  "  Behold,  now  is  the  accepted  time,"  &c. 
Felt,  in  preaching  to-day,  on  this  subject,  as  if  it  is  an  ac- 
cepted time,  and  a  day  of  salvation  indeed.  Many  things 
concur  to  make  it  a  most  favourable  time  to  seek  the  Lord. 
His  Spirit  is  descending  on  some  parts  of  the  city,  and  on 
many  parts  of  the  land.     Glory  be  to  his  name. 

March  17 th.  Day  of  voluntary  prayer  for  the  revival  of 
God's  work  in  the  city.  Had  some  sense  of  God's  presence. 
My  own  mind  rather  uneasy  on  account  of  the  indisposition 
of  my  child.  Lord,  I  would  commit  him  to  thee  without 
reserve.     Help  me  to  do  so. 

I8th.  This  evening  had  a  narrative  of  the  work  of  grace 
in  Rochester.  O  that  Christians  would  wake  up  to  do  the 
work  of  God  and  plead  for  his  blessing. 

20th.  Preached  this  morning,  on  the  necessity  of  the  ex- 
altation of  Christ. 

P.  M.  Lord's  supper ;  Dr.  Green  assisted.  Had  some- 
thing of  God's  presence.     The  day  profitable  to  some  of 


220  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

God's  people.  May  it  be  tlie  beginning  of  good  things  in 
the  congregation. 

27th.  Addressed  the  church  on  Is.  Ix.  1.  "  Arise,  shine," 
considered  as  a  call  to  prosperity,  and  joy,  and  activity,  and 
duty.  O  that  we  might  arise  to  do  the  work  of  God.  Spirit 
of  light  and  truth,  quicken  and  enlighten  us. 

April  Sd.  Concluded  the  subject  on  Is.  Ix.  1.  Oh  God, 
may  thy  set  time  to  favour  us  come ;  or  is  there  no  time  ? 
Hast  thou  determined  to  leave  this  people  in  their  deadness  ? 
Lord,  my  unbelief  is  enough  to  bring  thy  curse  on  the  flock, 
blasting  on  the  heritage.  The  deadness  has  existed  long 
before  my  unfaithfulness  could  produce  it ;  and  thou  canst 
glorify  thy  name  by  affording,  even  to  me,  more  spiritual 
life,  and  success  in  the  gospel  of  thy  Son.  Paul  might  plant 
and  Apollos  water,  but  it  would  be  in  vain  without  thy  bless- 
ing.    O  Lord,  revive  thy  work. 

April  19th.  Meeting  of  Presbytery.  Alas,  how  little  of 
the  spirit  of  Jesus  Christ !  And  these  the  ministers  of  the 
gospel  of  peace  !  Are  they  animated  by  the  love  of  God  ? 
Actuated  by  unmingled  zeal  for  his  glory,  and  the  prosperity 
of  the  church?  O  thou  Spirit  of  peace,  thou  Spirit  of  truth, 
shed  thy  light  into  all  of  our  hearts,  and  fill  them  with  love, 
that  we  may  glorify  thy  name,  and  strengthen  the  hands, 
and  rejoice  in  the  labours  of  all  who  love  Jesus  Christ  in 
sincerity. 

21st.  Presbytery  still  in  session,  and  no  time  yet  to  attend 
to  the  spiritual  condition  of  the  churches  and  the  state  of 
religion.  O  when  shall  the  power  of  religion  be  deemed 
more  important  than  the  mere,  form  of  it?  When  shall  thy 
people  and  thy  ministers  give  more  evidence  of  spiritual  life, 
and  feel  less  jealous  of  those  who  are  not  contented  with  a 
name  to  labour  ?  May  the  means  suggested  to  raise  the 
tone  of  feeling,  and  rouse  the  professed  friends  of  Christ  to 
activity,  be  blessed  of  God  ? 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  221 

Wednesday,  May  llth.  Special  prayer  for  more  feeling 
and  faith  in  my  own  soul,  and  in  the  church.  My  inmost 
spirit  mourns  in  view  of  the  desolations  of  Zion  !  How  long, 
how  mournful !  When  shall  they  be  built  up  ?  O  that  thy 
people  might  begin  to  take  pleasure  in  the  dust  and  ruins  of 
Jerusalem  here.  O  that  we  might  be  convinced  that  we 
have  wandered  far,  and  fallen  low  ;  and  that  with  one  ac- 
cord we  might  arise  and  return  to  our  Father.  Same  ten- 
derness in  our  evening  exercises. 

Trenton,  N.  J.  May  llth.  How  many  and  how  tender 
the  recollections  fondly  cherished  concerning  scenes  that 
have  passed  in  this  city.  Visited  the  dear  spot  where  Mrs. 
Jackson  lived  and  died;  where  I  found  and  loved  my  A. 
How  precious  to  my  heart  is  the  remembrance  of  these  now 
citizens  of  Zion.  The  house  and  the  garden  remain  as  they 
were ;  but,  O,  how  changed  the  inhabitants  !  How  often 
have  I  entered  that  hall  where  the  arms  of  loved  ones  were 
spread  out  to  embrace  me ;  their  voices  spoke  a  welcome 
which  sent  gladness  to  my  soul.  But  now  all  is  still ;  they 
are  gone ;  those  voices,  attuned  to  the  immortal  melodies  of 
heaven.  I  visited  the  grave  of  Mrs.  J. ;  the  green  sod  co- 
vers it ;  read  the  precious  text  selected  by  my  A.  "  Blessed 
are  the  dead,"  &c.  My  gratitude  arose  that  the  father  and 
mother  of  my  dear  A.  had  welcomed  their  daughter  to  the 
bliss  of  heaven.  May  M.  and  S.  and  myself,  and  all  who 
were  dear  to  them,  prepare  to  follow  and  join  them. 

O  God,  may  I  live  more  for  eternity,  and  may  the  dear 
partner  of  my  joys  and  sorrows,  and  the  dear  babe  thou  hast 
given  us,  rise,  and  shine,  and  sing  in  that  world  where  all 
the  loved  ones,  who  have  died  in  Jesus,  now  Inherit  the  pro- 
mises. 

18^/t.  This  evening  prayer  for  the  blessing  of  God  on  the 
General  Assembly  now  convening,  that  their  visit  to  our  city 
may  be  blessed  to  them  and  to  us.     O  what  an  influence 

19* 


222  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

might  be  exerted  through  the  united  prayers  of  God's  mi- 
nisters and  people,  on  the  city,  on  our  whole  church,  and  on 
the  world.  O  thou  prayer-hearing  God,  listen  to  the  cries 
of  thy  children,  and  visit  us  in  mercy. 

22d.  Dr.  Miller,  Mr.  Proudfit  and  Dr.  Spring,  preached 
for  us.  May  the  Lord  bless  his  word  and  his  servants. 
Evening  exercise  peculiarly  impressive.  Oh  how  wide  is 
the  gate,  how  broad  is  the  way,  and  what  a  multitude  of 
travellers !     Lord,  may  I  be  led  in  the  right  way. 

22d.  Reports  of  the  work  of  God's  grace  in  the  churches. 
O  how  rich  the  grace.  What  hath  God  wrought !  May  the 
divine  Spirit  pervade  the  Assembly,  and  give  character  to 
all  their  proceedings;  and,  through  them,  exert  such  an  in- 
fluence on  the  United  States  as  shall  make  the  reports  pre- 
sented next  year  more  glorious  still.  O  Lord,  revive  thy 
work. 

24<A.  Anniversary  of  the  American  Sunday  School  Union. 
Attempted  to  call  the  attention  of  the  friends  of  Sabbath 
schools  to  the  true  object  of  Sabbath  school  instruction, 
and  urged  the  necessity  of  a  higher  standard  for  the  quali- 
fications of  teachers,  the  importance  of  parental  co-opera- 
tion, of  united  and  unceasing  prayer  to  God  for  his  blessing. 

29th.  Dr.  M'Cartee,  Dr.  Herron  and  Mr.  Kirk  preached. 

''June  13th,  1831. 
"  My  dear  A. — I  hoped  to  see  you  and  your  friend  E.  to- 
day, but  it  has  not  been  in  my  power.  And,  as  I  leave  the 
city  in  the  morning,  I  wish  to  suggest  to  you  both  the  inquiry. 
Why  will  yofi  not  own  and  honour  Christ?  What  more  can 
he  do  to  deserve  your  confidence,  and  to  fix  your  warmest 
affections  upon  himself?  Are  you  making  a  decision  now, 
which  you  will  approve  on  a  dying  bed,  and  review  with 
pleasure  at  the  judgment  bar  ?     You  will  pardon  (and  may 


KEV.  JOSEPH  SAXFOUD.  223 

I  hope,  improve  ?)  this  affectionate  warning  from  your  friend 

and  pastor. 

"  J.  S." 


During  the  preceding  month  Mr.  Sanford  received  a  unani- 
mous invitation  from  the  M'Cord  Church  in  Lexington,  Ken- 
tucky, to  become  their  pastor.  The  following  is  a  copy  of 
a  letter  addressed  to  him  by  many  members  of  that  church 
and  congreo-ation,  on  that  occasion. 


'' Lexington,  May  11th,  1821. 

"  REV.  AND  DEAR  SIR, 

"  We  enclose  you,  under  sanction  of  Presbytery,  which  is 
attached,  the  call  of  the  M'Cord  Church,  a  copy  of  which, 
without  waiting  the  meeting  of  the  Presbytery,  we  took  early 
occasion  to  send  under  cover  of  our  letter  on  30th  April. 

"  In  performing  our  duty  in  transmitting  this  call,  we 
seize  the  occasion  to  renew  briefly  the  expression  of  the 
earnest  desires  we  feel  on  the  subject.  The  more  we  have 
revolved  it  over  in  our  minds,  the  more  anxious  have  we  be- 
come that  success  should  attend  our  application.  The  more, 
dear  sir,  we  have  heard  of  your  personal  character  and 
ministerial  qualifications,  and  of  their  peculiar  importance 
and  suitableness  to  the  present  wants  of  our  church,  town, 
and  state,  the  more  ardent  and  desirous  are  we  to  hear  of 
your  favourable  answer ;  for  the  persuasions  and  convictions 
on  this  subject  are  so  vivid  and  solemn  in  our  minds — with- 
out knowing  what  particular  causes  might  interfere  to  pre- 
vent it — we  are  ready  to  persuade  ourselves  that  our  heavenly 
Father  will  direct  you  to  us  ;  and  in  anticipation  we  see  rising 
already  from  your  early  labours  among  us  the  richest  fruits 
and  most  grateful  returns :  in  your  timely  presence,  and  ac- 
companied by  His  blessing,  without  whose  aid  all  human 


224  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

effort  is  fruitless,  our  little  Zion,  no  longer  in  dust  and  ashes, 
will  be  more  than  renewed  in  its  beauty ;  and  the  moral  wil- 
derness around  us  shall  be  made  glad,  and  our  deserts, 
hitherto  barren  or  growing  with  weeds,  shall  blossom  as  the 
rose. 

"  Not  only  from  our  solemn  conviction  of  your  eminent 
suitableness  to  the  field  of  labour  which  we  deem  invitingly 
open  here,  but  from  the  weekly,  the  constant  experience  of 
our  necessities  and  wants,  and  of  those  which  religion  bewails 
in  our  town  and  country  at  large,  are  we  anxious  and  urgent. 
For  we  are  solemnly  impressed  with  the  opinion,  that  there 
are  few  situations  any  where  in  our  widely  extended  country, 
including  the  most  populous  cities  of  the  seaboard,  where  the 
devout  and  able  minister  of  God  may  plant  himself  with  bet- 
ter hope  of  reaping  a  higher  and  more  enduring  reward. 
Most  of  the  reasons  for  this  opinion  we  have  glanced  at  in 
our  first  letter — we  should  be  glad  they  were  fully  before 
you  as  we  conceive  them — but  the  limits  of  this  letter  forbid 
us  to  enlarge  upon  them.  To  our  friend  Mr.  R.  J.  Breck- 
enridge,  a  member  of  the  General  Assembly,  who  has  pro- 
mised us  to  wait  upon  you,  we  would  respectfully  and  confi- 
dently refer  for  much  information  that  you  might  find  it 
interesting  to  be  possessed  of:  and  Mr.  Abraham  T.  Skill- 
man,  one  of  our  elders,  we  hope  has  made  it  his  business  to 
see  you  ;  he  left  Lexington  a  kw  days  only  before  the  call 
was  made,  but  if  we  mistake  not  was  aware  of  the  intention 
of  the  congregation,  and  has  been  apprised  by  letter  of  their 
united  act  and  effort. 

"  The  fact  of  a  hearty  unanimity  and  desire  on  the  part 
of  the  church  and  congregation,  we  think  a  matter  worth 
repeating  to  you  with  some  emphasis  in  this  letter ;  we  feel 
it  in  this  instance  cause  of  particular  gratification  and  joy. 
And  we  deem  it  proper  in  this  place  to  say,  that  the  subject 
of  your  election  and  call  as  our  pastor  has  been  much  spoken 


KEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  225 

of  in  Lexington  since  the  day  it  was  made,  and  much  desire 
is  felt  and  expressed  on  the  part  of  the  Christian  community, 
as  well  as  by  friends  of  religion,  that  it  might  be  accepted. 
We  feel  it  would  not  be  going  too  far  to  say,  that  an  ex- 
tensive and  general  desire  is  felt  upon  the  subject,  which 
we  rejoice  to  think  would  do  much  to  prepare  the  way  for 
a  prosperous  and  harmonious  career  of  ministerial  duty. 

"  Should  our  solicitations  receive  your  favourable  regard, 
and  our  divine  Master  direct  your  steps  to  labour  here,  we 
offer  you  our  most  affectionate  greetings,  and  shall  joyfully 
welcome  your  approacli.  Wc  give  you  the  assurance  of  our 
willingness  to  co-operate  with  you  to  the  utmost  of  our  abili- 
ties in  the  work  of  the  Lord,  and  that  we  shall  be  happy  to 
see  that  you  want  for  nothing  in  our  power  to  render  your 
situation  easy  and  comfortable  among  us. 

"  We  pray  you  may  be  relieved  from  any  difficulty  in 
this  case,  and  that  you  may  be  permitted  to  see  the  way  clear 
before  you  where  our  adorable  Head  calls  you  to  work— 
and  we  cannot  but  have  a  full  reliance  on  the  issue.  That 
he  may  of  his  infinite  goodness  grant  you  the  long  enjoy- 
ment of  health,  and  abundantly  prosper  your  exertions  in  his 
cause,  in  whatever  part  of  his  vineyard  you  may  labour,  is 
the  devout  wish  of, 

"  Rev.  and  dear  sir,  your  friends." 


To  this  call  Mr.  Sanford  felt  it  to  be  his  duty  to  give  the 
following  reply,  in  which  he  assigned  the  reasons  which  in- 
duced him  to  decline  its  acceptance. 


"  Philadelphia,  June  6tky  1831. 

*'  WM.  A.  LEAVY,  ESQ., 

"  My  dear  sir — Through  5'^ou,  as  the  only  individual  of 
the  congregation  worshipping  in  the  M'Cord  Church  whom 


226  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

I  know,  I  wish  to  reply  to  the  communications  of  the  30th  of 
April  and  11th  of  May,  which  came  duly  to  hand. 

"  On  the  interesting  subject  they  present,  I  have  carefully 
perused  the  representation  of  your  letters,  have  conversed 
with  several  gentlemen  members  of  the  Assembly  and  others, 
who  are  well  acquainted  with  Lexington  and  its  inhabitants, 
its  wants,  and  prospects,  and  its  commanding  situation  in  the 
bosom  of  the  great  valley  of  the  west,  and  especially  have  I 
endeavoured  to  look  up  to  the  great  Head  of  the  church,  to 
ask,  '  Lord,  what  wilt  thou  have  me  to  do  V  and  now  set 
down  to  write  you  the  result  of  my  deliberations  and  prayers. 

"  My  previous  opinions,  formed  on  general  representations 
concerning  Lexington  and  the  M'Cord  Church,  have  been 
more  than  confirmed.  I  am  persuaded  there  are  few  if  any 
situations  west  of  the  mountains,  more  important  and  de- 
sirable ;  and  I  do  not  hesitate  to  say,  that  were  I  disengaged, 
or  could  I  feel  that  the  Head  of  the  church  actually  called 
me  to  disengage  myself  from  all  my  Atlantic  associations,  I 
should  cheerfully  set  my  face  toward  the  setting  sun. 

"  My  heart's  fondest  desires  have  long  been  to  preach  the 
gospel,  either  personally  or  instrumentally,  to  every  creature. 
And  that  post  of  duty,  whatever  be  the  difficulty  or  danger 
attending  it,  which  will  enable  me  to  act  most  efficiently  for 
this  object,  is  the  post  I  choose. 

"  It  was  such  a  prospect  as  this  that  brought  me  to  this 
city,  against  every  dictate  of  worldly  interest  and  personal 
comfort,  and  indeed  when  every  earthly  consideration  urged 
me  to  remain.  I  left  a  people  who  were  to  me  all  that  a 
pastor's  heart  could  desire,  and  a  place,  which,  from  its  pe- 
culiar situation,  and  the  circumstances  attending  my  resi- 
dence in  it,  dearer  to  my  heart  than  any  spot  on  earth. 

"  An  imperious  sense  of  duty  influenced  me  to  the  step, 
and  the  hope  of  doing  more  to  attain  the  favourite  object  of 
my  heart,  and  to  accomplish  which  I  trust  will  ever  be  the 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  227 

ruling  purpose  of  my  life,  animated  me  while  I  took  it,  in  the 
midst  of  many  regrets  and  many  tears. 

"  Until  I  consider  the  experiment  here  as  fairly  tried,  and 
the  Head  of  the  church  as  clearly  directing  me  to  a  field  of 
wider  usefulness  and  higher  promise,  nothing  could  induce 
me  to  remove. 

"  The  situation  of  our  Atlantic  churches  in  general,  and 
of  those  in  this  city  especially,  is  such  at  the  present  time, 
that  in  my  own  opinion,  and  in  the  estimation  of  every  man 
I  have  consulted,  it  would  be  highly  inexpedient  to  disturb 
my  present  connexion.  Your  friends  who  have  been  in  the 
Assembly  will  be  better  able  to  appreciate  this  subject,  than 
those  who  have  not  been  on  the  ground.  They  can  see  the 
relation  which  these  churches  sustain  to  the  cause  of  religion 
in  our  country,  and  the  cause  of  missions  throughout  the 
world. 

"  Long  and  profoundly  have  they  slumbered  over  the  last 
command  of  the  risen  Redeemer,  and  over  the  present  and 
the  prospective  wretchedness  of  millions  of  the  human  race. 
But  here  and  there  a  sentinel  on  the  heights  of  Zion  is  begin- 
ning to  awake,  and  to  sound  the  Master's  signal  to  activity 
and  duty ;  and  some  pastors  and  congregations  do  already 
begin  to  move.  In  this  work  I  shall  be  happy  to  bear  some 
humble  part ;  and  if  this,  or  any  kindred  object,  should  lead 
me  across  the  mountains,  I  shall  feel  a  peculiar  pleasure  in 
visiting  Lexington,  and  shall  hope  to  find  all  the  pulpits  sup- 
plied with  preachers, 

'  Such  as  Paul, 
Were  he  on  earth,  would  hear,  approve,  and  own.' 

"  May  the  Lord  speedily  supply  you,  and  may  the  Shep- 
herd of  Israel  take  charge  of  his  flock,  and  gather  you,  and 
all  of  your  children,  into  the  fold  of  his  mercy." 


228  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

June  15th.  Returned  from  Brooklyn,  where  I  left  my 
dear  wife  and  babe  this  morning.  O  Lord,  may  I  see  him 
and  his  dear  mother  soon  in  health.  Take  them  under  thy 
care,  O  Shepherd  of  Israel,  and  carry  them  in  thine  ever- 
lasting arms. 

O  great  Physician,  restore  and  preserve  the  health  of  our 
child  ;  and  may  he  be  a  rich  blessing  to  thy  church,  and  to 
the  poor,  unworthy  parents  who  have  loved  him  too  well ; 
who  have  loved  the  great  Giver  too  little.  Lord,  I  am  con- 
vinced, and  have  long  felt,  that  this  is  the  case.  Lord,  for- 
give, and  grant  repentance,  and  may  it  not  become  necessary 
in  correcting  us,  to  take  away  our  child. 

18th.  Letter  informs  me,  to-day,  that  my  child  is  really 
sick.  A  physician  has  been  called :  active  medicines  resorted 
to ;  and  appearances  encouraging.  To  whom  can  I  go  but 
unto  thee,  O  God.  Lord,  help  me,  help  me  to  confide  in  thee, 
and  to  commit  all  to  thee.  Lord,  forgive  ;  he  is  thine,  but 
my  faint  and  fearful  heart  would  fondly  cling  to  this  dear, 
alas,  too  dear,  object  of  my  affections  and  hopes.  O  my 
God,  raise  him  up,  if  it  may  consist  with  thy  holy  purposes; 
or  help  me  and  my  dear  companion  to  bear  the  bereaving 
stroke  like  Christians,  supported  by  thy  kind  hand.  Lord, 
spare  him  and  bless  him  for  Jesus'  sake. 

19th.  Lord's  day.  God  of  the  Sabbath,  meet  my  soul 
in  mercy  to-day.  May  I  be  stayed  on  God,  and  be  aided  in 
my  arduous  duties.  May  this  day  be  rendered  memorable 
by  thy  displays  of  mercy.  My  mind  much  distressed  re- 
specting my  child.  Tried  to  cast  him  on  the  arms  of  the 
Lord.  For  life  and  death  may  he  be  thine.  The  day  was 
solemn  and  the  audience  attentive.  Lord,  revive  thy  work 
and  bless  thy  heritage.     Give  it  not  to  a  perpetual  reproach. 

20th.  Left  the  city  at  6,  for  Brooklyn,  to  see  my  dear 
child.  Lord,  give  me  true  submission  to  thy  will.  Arrived 
at  7  o'clock,  and  found  the  child  better.     Bless  the  Lord,  O 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  229 

my  soul,  for  all  his  benefits.  May  I  regard  the  child  as  the 
Lord's  entirely  and  for  ever.  May  he  live  to  praise  thee,  O 
God. 

26th.  Our  little  charge  more  comfortable.  God  of  the 
Sabbath,  receive  the  gratitude  of  our  hearts.  Bless  to  the 
people  of  my  charge  the  message  of  thy  grace  this  day,  and 
make  the  day  thy  Zion's  favoured  hour. 

[In  consequence  of  the  illness  of  our  dear  babe,  Dr. 
Mitchell  desired  our  journeying  with  him.  My  husband 
accompanied  me  as  far  as  Albany,  and  wrote  the  following 
letter  during  his  passage  in  the  steamboat  to  New  York,  re- 
turning to  the  city  of  Philadelphia.] 

TO  MRS.  S. 

"  Steamboat  New  Philadelphia,  June  28M,1831. 

"  The  rain  has  descended  in  torrents  for  some  time,  but 
we  make  good  progress,  '  dragging  at  each  remove  a  length- 
ened chain.'  I  have  left  all  my  earthly  treasures  behind — 
wife  and  only  child.  May  the  Lord  have  you  under  his 
kindest  care.  It  is  trying  to  be  separated  ;  but  I  regard  it  as 
the  will  of  the  master  I  serve,  and  he  is  a  good  master.  He 
gives  us  all  our  friends  and  comforts,  and  has  a  right  to  re- 
quire us  to  leave  them  all  to  serve  him.  Oh  could  we  feel 
more  ready  to  do  this,  how  much  higher  and  purer  would 
our  joys  become !  We  should  enjoy  our  friends  better,  and 
love  them  more ;  and  yet  Christ  would  be  dearer  to  us  than 
all,  and  every  other  friend  would  be  regarded  as  some  faint 
reflection  of  his  love  and  goodness. 

"  Since  I  came  on  board,  I  have  been  reading  a  few  pages 
of  Bickersteth's  Christian  Student.  He  takes  an  interesting 
view  of  the  grounds  on  which  false  hopes  are  built ;  he  speaks 
of  a  dead  faith,  excited  feelings ;  acts  of  obedience,  religious 
services  and  works  of  benevolence;  the  mercy  of  God  icith- 

20 


230  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

out  respect  to  the  merits  of  Christ;  our  own  goodness,  con- 
joined with  the  merits  of  Christ,  as  among  the  most  com- 
mon and  the  most  fatal ;  and  which  will  all  be  swept  away 
by  the  flood  of  divine  wrath.  And  then  proceeds  to  state, 
with  much  sweetness,  that  '  Christ  crucified  is  the  founda- 
tion of  the  sinnerh  hope,  Christ  on  the  mediatorial  throne 
is  the  sovereign  of  the  redeemed.  Christ,  by  his  word  and 
spirit,  in  the  heart,  is  the  believer's  life.  Christ,  in  glory, 
is  the  elevating  object  of  the  saints'  expectation.' 

"  Oh,  my  dear  M.,  may  Christ  be  onr  foundation,  sove- 
reign, life,  our  hope,  and  our  eternal  portion. 

"  I  will  hope  to  finish  this  line  to-morrow,  if  the  Lord 
will,  and  mail  it  at  Princeton — perhaps  send  it  by  the  boat 
in  the  morning.  May  the  God  of  Israel  keep  you  and  your 
dear  little  one,  this  night,  in  safety  and  health." 

29th.  Left  Albany  for  the  field  of  my  official  duties,  leav- 
ing my  wife  and  child,  my  earthly  all,  behind.  Great  Shep- 
herd of  Israel,  carry  him  in  thy  bosom. 

Jult/  5th,  Sabbath.  Let  me  enjoy  thy  presence  this  day, 
O  God  of  my  salvation ;  and  may  my  wife  and  child  be 
kept  in  the  hollow  of  thy  hand.  Preached  from  the  words, 
"  Stand  fast,"  &c.  Gal.  v.  1.  May  I  know  the  liberty  of 
the  gospel,  and  stand  forth  an  example  and  friend  of  it. 

"  Philadelphia,  July  loth,  1831. 
"  My  dear  young  friends, — Mrs.  S.  attempted  to  write 
you  yesterday,  to  express  her  deep  sense  of  the  obligations 
imposed  by  your  constant,  delicate  and  most  gratifying  ex- 
pressions of  kindness ;  but  was  compelled,  in  a  few  moments, 
to  lay  down  the  pen,  which  she  could  no  longer  guide  or  see. 
She  is  better  this  morning,  but  unable  to  write,  and  has  re- 
quested me  to  say,  for  her,  that  she  will  write  when  able ; 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANPORD.  231 

that  she  loves  you,  appreciates  your  kindnesses,  and  tries  to 
remember  you  at  the  mercy-seat  of  God. 

"  Having  now  executed  my  commission,  I  may  take  the 
liberty  of  saying  a  few  words  on  my  own  account ;  or  ra- 
ther, much  rather,  on  the  account  of  that  Saviour  whom  I 
desire  and  endeavour  to  serve ;  but  whom  my  dear  young 
friends  have  never  publicly  acknowledged.  Perhaps  he  re- 
gards you  as  his  friends.  If  so,  how  must  he  estimate  your 
public,  practical  denial  of  him  and  his  salvation  ?  And,  if 
you  indeed  love  him,  how  do  you  estimate  it  ?  If  either  of 
you  had,  in  some  hapless  and  unguarded  moment,  wounded 
the  feelings  and  disobeyed  the  most  reasonable  injunctions  of 
the  best  and  kindest  of  parents,  would  not  the  recollection 
of  it  plant  thorns  in  your  midnight  pillow,  and  bathe  it  with 
your  bitterest  tears?  And  would  you  go  on  satisfied  and 
happy?  Would  not  every  favour,  lavished  upon  you  by 
parental  tenderness,  awaken  a  more  poignant  sense  of  your 
guilt  and  ingratitude  ? 

"  Now,  is  not  God  your  Father?  Is  he  not  loading  you 
with  blessings,  which  you  know  not  how  to  appreciate,  be- 
cause you  have  never  known  the  want  of  them  ?  Is  he 
making  the  most  reasonable  requisitions  on  your  hearts  and 
lives?     And  are  you  refusing  to  comply  ? 

"Pause,  ponder  well,  my  dear  friends,  before  you  answer. 
And  if  you  have  reason  to  believe  that  you  have  been  with- 
holding the  very  offering  God  requires ;  the  only  one  you  are 
capable  of  making,  that  he  will  accept ;  will  you  still  refuse 
to  make  it  ? 

"  Will  you  squander  on  a  creature,  or  on  all  creation,  that 
which  belongs  to  God  ?  Oh  !  if  a  brother's  affection,  and 
a  brother's  importunity  could  lead  you  all,  and  unreservedly, 
to  Jesus,  and  bless  you  with  all  the  hopes  and  joys  of  the 
gospel,  the  duty  should  be  done,  and  the  consolations  should 
be  yours  for  ever. 


232  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

"But  there  is  one  above  all  others,  who  stoops  from  hea- 
ven to  be  your  friend.  May  his  Spirit  incline  and  enable 
you  to  accept  his  proposals. 

"  Remember  me,  most  affectionately,  to  your  parents,  and 
believe  me,  my  dear  young  friends,  most  fraternally,  your 
friend  and  pastor. 

"  J.  S." 

Galway,  N.  Y.  Aug.  1st,  1831.  Here,  as  a  last  resort, 
under  Divine  Providence,  we  have  come  to  try  the  benefit  of 
the  air  of  the  country  for  our  dear  babe.  O  God  of  life,  bless 
these  means  for  his  recovery.  He  appears  somewhat  revived, 
notwithstanding  the  fatigue  of  the  journey.  May  these  en- 
couraging symptoms  continue.  Our  Father  in  heaven,  thou 
art  our  only  hope.     Kindly  interpose  thy  hand. 

Wednesday,  2d.  Yesterday  was  cold  and  rainy.  An 
invisible  hand  can  sustain  and  raise  up  the  little  sufferer ; 
and  without  this  he  evidently  must  sink  soon  into  the  sleep 
of  death,  Jesus,  Saviour,  let  thy  blood  cleanse  his  soul  of 
its  native  defilement  and  fit  it  for  thy  presence  and  glory. 
What  evidence  these  sufferings  give  of  God's  abhorrence  of 
sin !  Were  it  in  my  power,  how  soon  I  should  relieve  them. 
But  it  is  in  God's  power;  he  is  far  more  compassionate 
than  I,  and  yet  he  permits  them. 

Avgust  4:th.  O  God,  teach  me  submission.  I  cannot  un- 
derstand why  an  infant  should  suffer  thus.  It  cannot  atone 
for  sin,  nor  produce  penitence,  nor  exercise  patience.  Is  it 
not  for  the  sake  of  others,  that  they  may  learn  to  hate  sin 
and  forsake  it?  I  am  sure  I  need  thy  correcting  rod  ;  and 
though  I  would  rather  suffer,  personally,  than  see  my  child 
in  agony,  yet  the  Judge  of  all  the  earth  will  do  right, 
and  I  dare  not  prescribe  the  method  nor  the  measure  of  his 
paternal  stripes. 

P.  M.  5  o'clock.    Our  dear  babe  seems  to  be  revived. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  233 

"  Who  can  tell  whether  God  will  be  gracious  to  me,  that  the 
child  may  live?"  2  Sam.  xii.  22.  O  thou  that  hearest  prayer, 
be  entreated  to  say  to  this  disease,  "  Thus  far  and  no  far- 
ther." Thou  canst  glorify  thy  name ;  humble  me  in  the 
dust ;  bring  me  nearer  to  thee ;  quicken  me  in  duty  in  this 
way,  as  well  as  by  removing  him.  But,  Lord,  teach  me  to 
say  thy  will,  not  mine,  be  done. 

Friday,  5th.  Nearer  and  nearer  our  dear  lamb  seems  to 
be  approaching  the  last  scene.  O  how  fondly  his  parents' 
arms  would  cling  to  him  and  detain  him ;  but  other  arms,  I 
trust,  are  open  to  receive,  and  welcome,  and  bless  him. 
Lord,  may  I  have  a  more  vivid  impression  of  thy  presence, 
and  realize  the  assurance  of  the  acceptance  and  bliss  of  my 
dear  babe,  through  Jesus  Christ.  Enable  me  to  give  him  up, 
actually,  at  thy  call,  as  readily  as  I  have  tried  to  give  him 
to  thee  in  acts  of  dedication.  He  is  thine,  O  Lord,  may 
no  rebellious  feeling  dispute  thy  right  or  resist  thy  claim. 

TO  M.  L.  B.,  ESQ.,  OF  PHILADELPHIA. 

^^  Galway,  August  5th,  1831. 
"  I  came  to  this  place,  on  Monday  last,  as  a  last  resort, 
under  God,  for  our  dear  babe.  We  had  intended  to  go  down 
the  river,  to  New  York,  but  learning  of  our  friends  in  Al- 
bany, that  many  instances  had  occurred  here  of  the  reco- 
very of  children,  more  reduced  than  ours,  we  were  induced 
to  try  the  experiment.  We  are  in  the  family  of  a  skilful 
physician,  and  have  the  benefit  of  the  purest  air.  But  all 
will  not  do.  Our  little  one  is  sinking,  I  fear,  to  the  grave. 
He  took  a  relapse  the  very  day  before  I  left  Philadelphia ; 
and,  with  some  days  of  comparative  improvement,  has  been, 
I  now  believe,  regularly  and  rapidly  declining.  He  is  now 
very  low,  and  I  should  not  be  surprised  to  be  summoned,  at 
any  moment,  to  see  him  expire.  Yet  J  know  the  Lord  can 
20* 


234  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

interpose,  and  will  do  it,  if  it  is  best;  and  if  it  is  not  best, 
in  the  view  of  infinite  wisdom,  I  should  not  desire  it. 

"  By  this  time  I  hoped  to  mention  the  time  of  my  return. 
But  I  cannot  leave  my  dying  child.  It  seems  impossible  that 
he  should  continue  longer  in  his  present  state.  A  change, 
yes,  a  decisive  change,  may  now  be  hourly  expected.  Chil- 
dren have  been  raised  after  being  brought  as  low  as  ours. 
But  the  cases  are  rare,  and  though  we  shall  hope  as  long  as 
he  breathes,  yet  all  the  probabilities  are  against  his  recovery. 
Oh !  what  an  act  was  that,  which  has  exposed  all  the  mil- 
lions of  our  race,  to  the  dreadful  consequences  of  sin !  How 
deadly  the  energy  of  that  contagion  which,  after  travelling 
down  the  stream  of  ages,  pollutes,  and  poisons,  and  destroys 
such  multitudes  of  beings,  who  have  never  committed  one 
actual  transgression ! 

"  How  wonderful  and  rich  the  grace  of  God,  and  the 
blood  of  Jesus,  that  can  make  our  children  the  heirs  of  im- 
mortal glory,  when  they  are  incapable  of  faith,  or  penitence, 
or  prayer  for  niercy !  How  high  the  transports  of  those 
who  only  look  out  upon  life's  stormy  ocean,  and  are  then 
embosomed  by  the  good  Shepherd  ;  who  learn  the  history 
of  their  fall  and  their  recovery  together;  and  who  are  taught 
the  causes  of  their  sufferings  and  death  when  every  pang  is 
over,  and  every  tear  wiped  away  !  «  *  * 

"  I  am  sure  I  never  felt  so  keenly  the  depravity  of  my 
nature  as  when  T  have  stooped  in  agony  to  change  the  posi- 
tion of  my  suffering  child ;  and  the  imploring,  despairing 
look  which  he  casts  upon  us,  when  no  mortal  hand  can  re- 
lieve him,  is  enough  to  strike  daggers  through  the  soul. 
Methinks  it  would  afford  consolation,  which  I  could  give  a 
world  to  purchase,  had  I  a  world  at  command,  to  be  able  to 
tell  my  child  why  he  sniffers;  and  to  speak  to  him  of  Jesus, 
who  is  willing  and  ready  to  receive  him  when  these  days  and 
nights  of  anguish  shall  be  ended. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  235 

"  But  these  lessons  he  cannot  learn  fronn  a  father's  lips. 
He  will  know  it  all  in  heaven  ;  and,  probably,  know  it  soon. 
I  will  write  you  soon.  Mrs.  S.  unites  with  me  in  affection- 
ate regards  to  the  family  and  friends. 

"  Truly  yours,  in  the  gospel, 

"  J.  S." 

12th.  Still  we  have  to  sing  of  mercy.  O  that  we  might 
lie  low  at  the  mercy-seat,  and  live  nearer  to  God.  May 
health  be  restored  to  our  babe,  and  a  sweet  sense  of  a  fa- 
ther's love  be  given  back  to  our  souls ;  and  may  he,  and  we 
his  parents,  be  conformed  entirely  to  the  will  of  God,  and 
be  changed  into  his  image  and  brought  into,  his  presence.  O 
to  stand,  and  shine,  and  sing  in  his  kingdom,  monuments  of 
his  glory,  reflecting  his  light  and  proclaiming  his  love  to  a 
wondering  universe. 

Sabbath,  lAth.  Preached  this  day  in  the  church  where  I 
was  baptised  in  childhood;  and  where,  at  the  age  of  thirteen, 
I  made  a  public  profession  of  religion,  from  Phil.  ii.  16. 
"  Holding  forth  the  word  of  life."  Felt  some  tenderness  and 
comfort  in  stirring  up  God's  people  by  way  of  remembrance. 

16th.  Attended  the  meeting  of  the  opening  Presbytery 
of  Albany.  Mr.  Kirk  preached  from  Paul's  theme  to  the 
Corinthians,  "  Now,  then,  we  are  ambassadors  for  Christ," 
&c. 

THE  THINGS  WHICH  ARE  UNSEEN  ARE  ETERNAL. 

"  The  man  who  desires  his  happiness  from  communion 
with  God  has  an  object  worthy  of  his  love,  and  suited  to  his 
spiritual  and  immortal  nature.  The  soul  holds  high  and  de- 
lightful intercourse  with  infinite  mind,  and  with  the  lofty  in- 
telligences of  congenial  purity  and  ardour,  that  throng  the 
Creator's  courts,  and  worship  in  his  presence.  To  discover 
more  and  more  of  his  character  and  perfections,  to  watch 


236  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

the  evolution  of  his  eternal  counsels;  to  be  changed  into  his 
divine  image,  from  glory  to  glory  ;  to  trace  the  wisdom  and 
the  righteousness  of  his  darkest  dispensations;  to  dwell  in 
God's  immediate  presence  ;  to  behold  his  glory  without  a 
glass  or  cloud  to  intervene;  to  make  new  discoveries  of  the 
wonders  of  his  love;  the  depth  of  his  condescension;  the 
riches  of  his  grace ;  to  find  the  river  of  life  for  ever  becom- 
ing deeper  and  broader  as  it  rolls ;  to  stand  in  the  ranks  of 
redeemed  sinners,  and  to  swell  the  everlasting  song ;  to  find 
the  powers  of  the  mind  for  ever  strengthening,  and  room  for 
their  highest  exercises ;  the  capacity  for  enjoyment  for  ever 
enlarging  and  for  ever  full.  These  are  some  of  the  things 
above,  which  claim  the  affections,  and  are  suited  to  the  na- 
ture of  the  soul." 

19th.  Returned  from  the  country,  after  an  absence  of  se- 
veral weeks  of  great  anxiety.  Our  child  has  been  danger- 
ously ill,  but  the  Lord  has  interposed,  and,  for  a  few  days, 
we  have  had  high  hopes  of  his  recovery.  O  may  I  be  ready 
to  resign  him  at  any  moment ;  and  yet  be  enabled  to  bring 
him  up  for  God.  Sustain,  guide  and  sanctify  me,  and  make 
me  more  faithful  to  do  and  suffer  all  thy  will. 

21st.  Preached  from  Phil.  iii.  8.  "Yea,  doubtless;  and  I 
count  all  things  but  loss,"  &c.  May  I  imitate  the  apostle, 
and  become  savingly  acquainted  with  Jesus  Christ.  In  the 
afternoon  from  1  John  ii.  3.  "  Hereby  we  know  that  we 
know  him,"  &c.  Could  only  give  an  analysis  of  the  ser- 
mon, on  account  of  cold  and  hoarseness.  May  I  know  that 
I  know  Jesus  Christ,  and  may  the  word  be  made  quick  and 
powerful  among  us. 

Sabbath,  28th.  Read  two  sermons  to-day,  unwilling  to 
tax,  or  even  trust  my  feelings,  under  the  trying  circumstances 
in  which  I  am  placed. 

Monday,  2dth.  Unfavourable  news  from  my  child  ;  he  is 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  237 

much  worse  again.  I  fondly  hoped  his  health  was  improv- 
ing, but  it  seems  to  be  far  otherwise.  Great  Physician,  un- 
dertake for  him;  heal  him;  and,  especially,  renew  and  sanc- 
tify him.  Teach  me  true  submission  to  thy  holy  will.  "  I 
know  thy  judgments,  Lord,  are  right,  though  they  may 
seem  severe."  Give  me  brighter  evidence  of  thy  covenant 
love,  and  all  will  be  well.  Subdue  and  sanctify  my  heart. 
Sabbath,  Sept.  5th.  Preached  with  some  freedom  to-day, 
from  Rom.  ii.  3,  and  Prov.  xxviii.  13.  O  that  sinners 
might  give  up  their  delusive  expectations  of  happiness  while 
they  neglect  the  gospel,  and  be  induced  to  confess  and  for- 
sake their  sins,  and  then  may  they  find  mercy.  Lord,  may 
I  practise  the  duties  and  embrace  the  offers  I  recommend, 
and  feel  more  of  thy  presence. 

"  DO  THIS  IN  REMEMBRANCE  OP  ME." 

"  We  are  accustomed  to  regard  with  peculiar  sacredness 
the  last  expressions  of  expiring  friendship.  When  the  heart 
has  been  desolated  of  all  that  responded  to  its  throbbings ; 
when  the  sun  of  our  prosperity  has  set,  and  the  bright  bow 
of  hope  and  of  promise  has  faded  from  the  clouds  that  darken 
our  horizon;  when  a  friend  sleeps  in  death,  from  whose  pre- 
sence the  world  borrowed  its  loveliness,  and  the  path  of 
life  its  flowers,  it  is  the  part  and  the  employment  of  busy 
memory  to  recall  the  looks,  the  actions,  the  words  of  ten- 
derness, and  especially  the  farewell  wishes  and  exhortations 
of  the  friend  we  mourn.  Nay,  so  universal,  so  deeply  seated 
is  this  principle  of  human  nature,  so  constant  in  its  opera- 
tions, where  any  thing  like  sensibility  is  found,  that  enlight- 
ened communities,  not  only  bow  to  its  influence,  but  have 
reared  around  it,  the  safeguard  of  civil  law.  It  is  to  this 
principle  of  our  nature  that  these  words  are  directly  ad- 
dressed. 

"  The  disciples  had  left  all  to  follow  Christ :  they  had 


238  MEJIOIR  OF  THE 

been  his  constant  companions  for  several  years ;  they  had 
seen  his  miracles ;  they  had  heard  his  words ;  they  had 
tasted  of  his  love ;  they  had  espoused  his  cause ,-  they  had 
embraced  him  as  their  Lord  and  Master.  He  had  pitied 
their  blindness  and  ignorance ;  he  had  borne  with  their  un- 
belief and  their  erroneous  opinions  respecting  himself,  and 
the  nature  of  his  kingdom.  He  had  adopted  them  into  his 
family,  and  loved  them  as  his  own. 

"  They  were  now  assembled  in  an  upper  room  in  Jeru- 
salem, to  celebrate  the  last  paschal  supper.  He  was  soon  to 
be  parted  from  them,  and  was  desirous  of  leaving  them  some 
dying  token  of  his  love,  some  memento  of  suffering  sym- 
pathy; something  to  cherish  in  their  bosoms  the  warm  re- 
membrance of  the  object  and  the  accomplishment  of  his 
mission  to  our  world. 

"  But  besides  the  fact  of  the  words  being  spoken  under 
such  interesting  circumstances,  which  give  them  the  charm 
of  a  most  tender  and  perpetual  obligation,  they  present 
themselves  to  our  contemplation,  and  our  faith,  and  our  obe- 
dience, in  all  the  majesty  of  God's  authority ;  in  all  the  un- 
compromising righteousness  of  God's  requisitions." 

"  Human  life  is  often  compared  to  the  ocean ;  and  the 
sons  of  men  are  voyagers  to  eternity.  Their  successive  ge- 
nerations, like  the  mountain  billows,  are  driven  onward  by 
the  same  agency,  and  dashed  upon  the  same  shore ;  and  the 
various  characters,  and  circumstances  of  men,  may  find 
some  striking  illustration  in  the  various  states  and  aspects  of 
the  mighty  deep." 

lltk.  Preached  once  to-day;  had  some  tenderness,  and 
was  enabled  to  rise  above  the  circumstances  of  the  congre- 
gation, and  to  speak  in  the  name  and  by  the  authority  of  the 
Mediator.  Numb.  xvi.  48,  the  text. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  239 

Sabbath,  I8th.  Lord's  supper.  Had  some  precious  views 
of  my  Lord  at  his  table  to-day.  Endeavoured,  in  the  morn- 
ing, to  fix  all  minds  on  him  as  the  "  Wonderful.^''  Isa.  ix.  6. 
At  his  table,  in  the  afternoon,  felt  him  near  and  dear  to  my 
soul.  O  for  an  abiding  sense  of  his  love !  How  it  would 
smooth  every  path  and  sweeten  every  cup. 

25th.  Preached  this  morning  from  Ps.  Ixxxvii.  3.  "  Glo- 
rious things,"  &c.  May  the  Lord  perform,  in  his  good  time, 
the  things  he  has  promised  to  Zion.  Was  mercifully  assisted 
in  the  services.  Lord,  stand  by  me,  and  hold  thou  me  up, 
and  I  shall  not  fall.  Give  me  a  forgiving  spirit  towards 
those  who  have  risen  up  against  me.  May  my  mind  be 
stayed  on  thee,  and  all  my  goings  ordered  by  thee. 

Nov.  2d.  Lectured  this  evening  from  1  Sam.  xxx.  6. 
"  But  David  encouraged  himself,"  &c.  O  may  I  be  enabled 
to  imitate  him  in  the  trying  circumstances  in  which  I  am 
placed.  O  God,  be  my  God  in  covenant,  and  grant  me  the 
tokens  of  thy  love. 

Sd.  This  day  I  was  to  have  been  in  Boston,  but  the  pro- 
vidence of  God  has  prevented  me.  He  will  take  care  of  the 
Sabbath  School  cause. 

Dec.  \th.  Almost  all  my  Sabbaths  are  days  of  anxiety 
and  toil,  rather  than  holy  rest  and  enjoyment.  May  I  be 
enabled,  by  a  more  judicious  and  more  successful  attention 
to  my  duties,  to  secure  time  for  my  own  spiritual  improve- 
ment. To-morrow,  the  session  of  Congress  opens ;  and  the 
day  after,  the  Legislature  of  this  state.  O  God,  may  their 
deliberations  promote  thy  glory  and  the  good  of  Zion. 

Friday  evening,  9th.  Had  unusually  tender  and  fervent 
affections  in  the  prayer-meeting  this  evening ;  some  enlarge- 
ment in  prayer.  Lord,  inflame  me  with  a  more  ardent  love 
for  souls  and  thee. 

llth.  Sabbath.  Sick  with  the  influenza,  and  could  not 
preach.     Mr.  R.  preached  for  the  Board  of  Missions  in  the 


240  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

morning;  church  closed  in  the  afternoon;  much  sickness 
prevailing.  Lord,  be  our  physician,  and  keep  us  in  the  hol- 
low of  thy  hand,  and  keep  our  souls  in  health. 

\2th.  Visited  the  sick.  Baptized  a  child  of  Mr.  G.  O 
how  precious  the  hopes  of  the  gospel !  How  rich  the  cove- 
nant of  mercy  which  includes  us  and  our  children !  My 
gracious  Master,  smile  on  the  little  one  I  have  this  day  bap- 
tized in  thy  name,  and  make  her  a  monument  of  thy  sparing 
mercy  and  renewing  grace. 


But  one  more  record  was  made  by  Mr.  San  ford,  in  his 
journal,  and  that  was  a  very  brief  one.  It  is  of  the  date  of 
the  succeeding  day,  December  13th,  and  is  as  follows: 

"  Our  babe  is  quite  sick.  Called  a  physician.  Lord,  bless 
the  prescription.  In  many  trying  hours  thou  hast  spared 
and  upheld  him.  Do  it  now,  if  it  is  best  for  him,  for  us, 
and  for  thy  dear  cause." 

But  now  the  time  was  at  hand  when  it  pleased  his  Lord 
and  Master  to  remove  him  from  his  service  on  earth  to  his 
service  and  enjoyment  in  heaven.  In  the  course  of  a  few 
days  afterwards,  he  caught  a  violent  cold,  which  brought  on 
a  raging  fever.  His  final  illness  was  not  of  long  duration, 
but  was  exceedingly  severe  and  distressing.  The  unremit- 
ted services  of  two  of  the  most  distinguished  physicians  in 
Philadelphia  were  rendered  in  vain.  There  was  no  arrest- 
ins  of  the  disease. 

o 

During  the  last  five  or  six  days  Mr.  Sanford's  mind  was 
greatly  affected  by  the  sufferings  of  his  body.  But,  during 
the  few  lucid  moments  which  intervened,  his  thoughts  were 
evidently  fixed  on  heavenly  things,  and  displayed  what  had 
long  been  the  habitual  state  of  his  soul. 

During  this  time  of  suffering  he  had  the  heart-felt  sympa- 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  241 

thy  of  many  Christians  of  his  own  congregation,  as  well  as 
of  the  other  churches  in  the  city.  Many  prayers  were  of- 
fereH  up  in  his  behalf.  And  many  of  his  dear  flock,  as  well 
as  of  other  congregations,  hastened  to  proffer  any  services 
which  they  could  render. 

But  although  it  was  distressing  to  friends  not  to  be  allowed 
to  converse  with  this  devoted  servant  of  the  Lord,  and  hear 
his  abundant  testimony  to  the  value  of  the  religion  of  Christ, 
in  a  dying  hour,  yet  they  had  enough  to  satisfy  any  mind. 
They  had  the  testimony  of  a  life  of  more  than  twenty  years 
of  consistent,  devoted  piety  to  assure  them  that  he  was  pre- 
pared to  die.  Nor  were  there  wanting  very  sweet  and  cheer- 
ing evidences  of  his  eminent  preparednej-?  for  death,  even  in 
that  tremendous  process  of  dissolution  which  seemed,  within 
a  few  days,  to  prostrate  body  and  mind  in  complete  ruin. 
During  the  Cew  lucid  moments  which  intervened,  Jesus  and 
his  salvation,  were  the  theme  on  which  he  delighted  to  dwell. 
One  morning  he  asked  Mrs.  S.  to  read  to  him  the  thirty- 
fourth  Psalm ;  and  when  she  had  done  so,  he  directed  her 
attention  to  the  following  hymn,  of  which  he  had  been  very 
fond  when  in  health. 

Jerusalem!  my  happy  home! 

Name  ever  dear  to  me ! 
When  shall  my  labours  have  an  end. 

In  joy,  and  peace,  and  thee? 

"When  shall  these  eyes  thy  heaven-built  walls 

And  pearly  gates  behold? 
Thy  bulwarks,  with  salvation  strong". 

And  streets  of  shining  gold? 

O  when,  thou  city  of  my  God, 

Shall  I  thy  courts  ascend, 
Where  congregations  ne'er  break  up. 

And  Sabbaths  have  no  end? 
21 


242  MEMOIR  OP  THE 

There  happier  bowers  than  Eden's  bloom, 

Nor  sin  nor  sorrow  know; 
Blest  seats !  through  rude  and  stormy  scenes, 

I  onward  press  to  you. 

Why  should  I  shrink  at  pain  and  wo? 

Or  feel,  at  death,  dismay  ? 
I've  Canaan's  goodly  land  in  view. 

And  realms  of  endless  day. 

Apostles,  martyrs,  prophets  there, 

Around  my  Saviour  stand; 
And  soon  my  friends  in  Christ  below. 

Will  join  the  glorious  band. 

Jerusalem!  my  happy  home! 

My  soul  still  pants  for  thee; 
Then  shall  my  labours  have  an  end, 

When  I  thy  joys  shall  see. 

When  asked  whether  he  felt  heaven  to  be  his  home,  he 
replied,  with  an  upward  look  of  the  deepest  interest,  "  O 
yes,  I  feel  it  to  be  my  happy  home."  At  another  time,  in 
answer  to  the  inquiry  whether  Christ  was  precious  to  his 
soul,  he  replied,  "  Yes,  he  is  the  chiefest  among  ten  thou- 
sand, and  altogether  lovely ;"  and,  as  well  as  can  be  recol- 
lected, he  added,  "  I  commit  my  all  into  his  hands,  and  he 
will  keep  that  which  I  commit  to  him." 

On  another  occasion  he  was  asked  whether  he  felt  much 
Joy.  He  replied,  "  My  joy  arises  not  so  much  from  a  sense 
of  Christ's  presence,  or  my  personal  union  to  him,  as  from 
a  view  of  the  extension  of  Christ's  kingdom  in  the  world." 
At  one  time  he  was  overheard  repeating  those  words,  so 
precious  to  him  in  health, 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  243 

"  Jesus,  lover  of  my  soul, 
Let  me  to  thy  bosom  fly." 

He  was  very  partial  to  hymns,  and  was  accustomed,  for 
years,  to  spend  the  moments  of  twilight,  after  the  labours  of 
the  day  were  closed,  in  repeating  his  favourite  ones,  when 
it  often  seemed  as  if  his  soul  mounted  upwards  on  the  wings 
of  faith,  and  caught  something  of  that  ardour  and  love 
which  animate  the  happy  worshippers  above. 

During  his  seasons  of  delirium,  which  were  protracted 
and  very  violent,  the  state  of  his  church  and  congregation 
was  the  absorbing  and  painful  theme,  on  which  his  distract- 
ed mind  continually  dwelt;  and  his  exclamations  in  regard 
to  that  subject  were  truly  heart-rending. 

But  why  should  we  dwell  on  this  mournful  point?  Death 
soon  did  his  appointed  work  ;  and  this  devoted  servant  of 
the  Lord  was  released  from  his  sufferings,  and  entered  into 
rest !  The  manner  of  his  death  is  a  matter  of  comparatively 
little  importance.  He  was  prepared  to  die.  What  if  his  dis- 
ease was  painful ;  and  the  mind,  under  its  violent  influence, 
deprived  of  the  use  of  the  faculty  of  reason  ?  The  ever- 
blessed  God  has  no  where,  in  his  word,  assured  us  that  his 
children,  whom  he  most  tenderly  loves,  shall  not  die  of  the 
same  diseases  as  other  men ;  and  of  such  diseases,  too,  as 
their  physical  constitution  and  temperament,  or  their  situation 
in  life,  may  expose  them  to.  Let  it  te  enough  for  us  that 
the  Lord  has  done  it.  What  more  does  the  heart  that  is 
filled  with  faith  and  love  desire? 

Mr.  Sanford  died  on  the  morning  of  the  25th  of  Decem- 
ber, 1831.  On  the  28th,  the  funeral  solemnities  were  per- 
formed. A  numerous  procession  of  ministers  and  other  citi- 
zens moved  from  his  late  residence  to  the  church  of  which 
he  had  been  the  pastor.  The  corpse  was  deposited  in  front 
of  the  pulpit ;  and  the  house  was  filled  with  deeply  solemn 


244  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

auditors.  The  Rev.  Dr.  M'Auley,  after  having  conducted 
the  introductory  services,  delivered  an  appropriate  address 
from  Revelation  xiv.  13 :  "  And  I  heard  a  voice  from  hea- 
ven, saying  unto  me,  Write,  Blessed  are  the  dead  which  die 
in  the  Lord  from  henceforth  :  yea,  saith  the  Spirit,  that  they 
may  rest  from  their  labours ;  and  their  works  do  follow 
them."  After  the  services  had  been  terminated  by  prayer, 
by  tlie  Rev.  John  Breckinridge,  the  corpse  was  deposited  in 
the  family  vault  of  Alexander  Henry,  Esq.,  where  it  remain- 
ed until  it  was  taken  to  Brooklyn,  and  deposited  by  the  side 
of  the  remains  of  his  first  wife.  On  which  occasion  an  ap- 
propriate sermon  was  preached  by  the  Rev.  Mr.  Carroll, 
which  was  afterwards  published. 


Thus  ended  the  mortal  career  of  this  servant  of  God,  be- 
fore he  had  completed  his  thirty-fourth  year.  It  now  re- 
mains that  we  give  some  brief  notices  of  his  character,  his 
attainments,  his  labours,  together  with  some  facts  which 
could  not  well  be  introduced  into  the  foregoing  portion  of  the 
volume. 

1st.  Mr.  Sanforcfs  taleiits  were  of  a  very  respectable 
order.  We  speak  here  of  the  qualities  of  his  mind.  These 
qualities  were  not  so  brilliant  as  substantial.  His  judgment 
was  uncommonly  sound  and  discriminating.  His  perception 
was  sufficiently  ready.  His  memory  was  good ;  and  his 
taste  was  refined.  His  mind  was  well  balanced ;  propor- 
tioned, if  we  may  so  speak,  and  disciplined. 

2d.  His  attainments  in  knowledge  were  highly  credita- 
ble. His  situation,  during  the  greater  portion  of  his  youth, 
was  not  favourable  to  the  acquisition  of  knowledge.  But 
although  he  did  not  begin  his  classical  studies  until  he  had 
nearly  entered  the  period  of  manhood,  yet  by  means  of  such 


HEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  245 

application  to  study  as  a  state  of  health,  never  very  vigor- 
ous, enabled  him  to  make,  he  obtained  a  very  respectable 
standing  in  his  class  at  college,  in  almost  every  branch  of 
study.  The  same  remark  may  also  be  applied  to  his  theo- 
logical education.  He  always  maintained  an  honourable 
standing  among  his  fellow-students  in  the  Theological  Semi- 
nary at  Princeton.  And  many  of  the  themes  which  he  com- 
posed whilst  there,  as  well  as  during  his  college  course,  dis- 
play very  considerable  attainments,  united  with  a  sound 
judgment.  We  are  not  aware  that  he  published,  over  his 
own  name,  any  thmg  more  than  one  sermon,  addressed  to 
his  church  at  Brooklyn,  when  called  to  leave  them  ;  extracts 
from  which  have  been  given  in  another  part  of  this  volume.* 
He  wrote  a  considerable  number  of  anonymous  articles  for 
the  religious  journals  and  reviews.  He  had  made  some  pro- 
gress in  the  preparation  of  a  Catechism  on  the  Evidences  and 
Divine  Authority  of  the  Christian  Religion,  when  death  put 
an  end  to  his  earthly  labours.  This  work  was  intended  to 
embrace  the  substance  of  a  course  of  lectures  which  he  had 
delivered  on  this  subject,  and  was  in  preparation  for  the  be- 
nefit of  Bible  Classes  and  Sunday  Schools.  Indeed,  his  la- 
bours as  a  pastor,  to  which  he  most  assiduously  devoted 
himself,  allowed  him  little  time  for  writing  works  for  publi- 
cation. 

It  was,  at  fiist,  intended  to  give  a  few  of  his  sermons  in 
this  volume ;  but  this  part  of  the  plan  was  found  impracti- 
cable, inasmuch  as  it  would  have  increased  its  size  too  much. 

Sd.  Mr.  Sanford^s  manners  were  eminently  those  of  a 
Christian  gentleman.  No  one  could  have  known  him,  we 
think,  without  being  struck  with  the  dignity  of  his  appear- 
ance, and  his  habitual  freedom  from  every  thing  resembling 
an  unbecoming  levity.  His  whole  demeanour  was  marked 
by  that  seriousness  which  ought  to  characterize  a  minister 
of  Jesus  Christ.  And  yet  it  was  not  studied,  or  acquired  as 
21* 


246  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

a  habit.  He  was  far  from  being  morose.  In  his  intercourse 
with  his  fellow  men  he  was  habitually  calm,  self-possessed, 
cheerful  and  agreeable.  "  His  spirit,"  said  Dr.  M'Auley, 
in  his  address  at  his  funeral,  "  was  eminently  a  spirit  of 
great  meekness.  I  can  freely  say  that  I  never  heard  from 
his  lips  one  unkind  word,  one  harsh  epithet,  one  unbrotherly 
expression,  nor  imputation  of  any  motives  not  avowed  by 
their  authors.  His  meekness,  and  charity,  and  innocence 
were  so  blended  and  triumphant,  that  the  accuser  stood  forth 
the  culprit,  and  the  accused  desired  no  advantage,  and  seem- 
ed unconscious  of  the  generous  feelings  and  graces  which 
he  exercised.  Of  his  brethren  in  the  ministry,  he  always 
l^poke  as  brethren  ;  some  of  them,  indeed,  not  perfect  as  yet, 
but  brethren  still ;  whose  name  and  reputation  were  sacred  ; 
whose  character,  precious ;  whose  influence,  vastly  impor- 
tant, and  not  to  be  diminished.  Of  his  brethren,  in  his  own 
session,  he  always  spoke  with  perfect  respect,  and  generally 
called  them  venerable  fathers.  Of  his  people  he  spoke  as 
his  dear  people;  and  as  a  man  should,  who  knows  he  must 
give  an  account  of  his  flock,  of  which  God  has  made  him 
overseer,  of  which  he  is  a  servant  for  Jesus'  sake,  but  of 
which  he  neither  is  nor  may  be,  hireling,  slave,  or  syco- 
phant." 

In  a  word,  Mr.  Sanford's  whole  deportment  was  pene- 
trated by  a  spirit  of  benevolence,  purity,  and  propriety, 
which  impressed,  in  the  most  favourable  manner,  all  with 
whom  he  came  in  contact.  He  was  an  example  of  that 
"  sober-mindedness"  which  an  apostle  enjoins,  and  which  is 
so  becoming  those  who  profess  godliness,  and  especially 
those  who  minister  at  the  altar. 

Ath.  In  the  various  intimate  relations  of  life,  Mr.  San- 
ford  was  emphatically  exemplary.  Those  pages  bear  wit- 
ness to  the  truth  of  this  assertion.  As  a  son,  how  bright  is 
the  example  which  he  set !     For  his  father,  he  cherished 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  247 

and  manifested,  so  long  as  that  parent  lived,  the  most  pro- 
found and  truly  filial  respect,  which  was  indicated  by  ac- 
tions on  all  proper  occasions.  To  his  venerable  mother, 
who  survives  him,  he  was  all  that  a  dutiful  and  affectionate 
son  could  be.  He  spared  no  pains  to  render  her  situation 
as  comfortable  as  it  was  in  his  power  to  do ;  and  he  was  in- 
deed a  source  of  great  comfort  to  her  in  the  lonely  period  of 
her  widowhood,  so  long  as  God  spared  him  to  her. 

As  a  brother,  he  was  all  that  could  be  desired  in  that  en- 
deared relation  ;  and  his  affection  will  never  be  forgotten  by 
his  brother  and  sister.  He  felt  a  very  deep  interest  in  their 
spiritual  interests,  and  rejoiced  greatly  in  seeing  his  pniyers 
answered  in  regard  to  them. 

As  a  husband,  it  would  hardly  seem  necessary  to  say  a 
word  in  addition  to  what  his  letters  and  his  journal  have  so 
abundantly  uttered.  He  was  one  of  the  most  devoted  and 
excellent  of  husbands.  Such  conduct  as  his  gives  a  dignity 
and  happiness  to  married  life,  which  the  Author  of  marriage 
designed  to  attach  to  that  tender,  affectionate  and  exalted 
union. 

There  is  no  lesson  which  this  volume  is  more  calculated 
to  give  than  that  of  the  beauty,  purity,  affection,  and  happi- 
ness of  married  life,  when  pervaded  and  governed  by  the 
genuine  spirit  of  Christianity. 

As  a  father,  his  letters  and  his  journal  bear  testimony 
to  the  deep  parental  solicitude  which  he  felt  for  his  infant 
son.  Indeed  a  large  portion  of  his  journal,  after  the  birth 
of  that  son,  is  nothing  else  than  a  series  of  recorded  prayers 
on  his  behalf.  And  the  last  sentence  which  he  wrote  was 
the  record  of  an  invocation  of  the  divine  favour  over  its  in- 
fant head.  May  these  earnest  and  heart-felt  prayers  prove 
indeed  to  be  a  richer  legacy  than  all  that  wealth  and  worldly 
greatness  could  bequeath  I 

As  a  friend,  many  among  the  living  can  bear  testimo- 


248  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

ny  to  his  excellence  in  this  respect.  Mr.  Sanford  was  not 
hasty  in  forming  friendships.  He  was  naturally  reserved. 
If  he  had  a  prominent  fault  it  was  that  of  too  great  reserve. 
But  he  was  not  cold-hearted.  He  was  not  a  doubtful  friend. 
Where  his  affections  were  once  enlisted,  they  were  perma- 
nent, ardent,  faithful.  There  was,  with  him,  however,  no 
empty  profession  of  friendship.  His  was  the  silent,  deep, 
lasting  feeling  of  the  heart,  and  was  displayed  in  acts  rather 
than  in  words,  though  there  were  not  wanting  times  in  which 
he  gave  way  to  the  spontaneous  gush  of  ardent  affection  in 
his  letters  to  his  chosen,  his  bosom  friends. 

5th.  Mr.  Sanford  was  a  man  of  eminent  piety.  This 
was  his  crowning  excellence.  His  piety  was  early,  uniformly 
progressive,  enlightened,  consistent,  beautifully  symmetrical, 
and  fruitful.  He  was  a  man  of  far  more  than  ordinary  piety. 
He  was  a  very  holy  man.  His  conversation  and  deport- 
ment invariably  made  this  impression  on  the  minds  of  those 
who  became  acquainted  with  him.  In  all  situations,  and 
under  all  circumstances,  he  was  the  same  holy,  devoted 
man.  His  very  look  mdicated  that  he  was  a  man  conver- 
sant with  eternal  things. 

He  was  a  man  of  much  prayer.  He  evidently  spent 
much  time  in  his  closet.  This  was  the  secret  of  his  remark- 
able gift  of  prayer ;  or,  rather,  of  the  gitl  and  grace  of  it 
united.  His  prayers,  in  public,  possessed  great  fervour, 
propriety  of  expression,  solemnity,  unction.  They  were 
the  prayers  of  a  man  of  a  most  devout  spirit — of  one  who 
was  familiar  with  the  blessed,  the  solemn  work  of  address- 
ing God.  His  life  seemed  to  be  truly  what  archbishop 
Leighton  calls  the  heavenly  life — that  of  ascending  to  hea- 
ven by  prayer,  to  obtain  s|)iritual  blessings,  and  descending 
to  the  earth  to  scatter  them  among  his  fellow  mortals. 

We  have  said  that  Mr.  Sanford's  piety  was  symmetrical. 
It  was  emphatically  so.     His  piety  was  uncommonly  per- 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  249 

feet,  in  this,  the  scriptural  sense  of  the  word  perfect.  It 
shed  its  hallowed  influence  on  all  his  actions.  It  was  a  holy 
principle  which  pervaded  every  thing  which  he  did.  He 
carried  his  religion  with  him,  wherever  he  went.  It  was 
this  which  rendered  him  a  conscientious  man,  and  fearless 
too,  in  the  discharge  of  ascertained  duty.  During  the  last 
two  years  of  his  life,  his  conscientious  adherence  to  princi- 
ple, and  to  what  he  deemed  to  be  duty,  was  often  put  to  a 
severe  test,  especially  in  the  distressing  discussions  and  acts 
of  the  ecclesiastical  bodies  of  which  he  was  a  member.  Act- 
uated, as  he  felt  himself  to  be,  by  principle,  he  was  not 
slow,  however,  to  admit  that  those  who  were  opposed  to  his 
views  of  duty  might  be  influenced  by  just  as  conscientious  a 
regard  for  duty  as  himself. 

Mr.  Sanford's  piety  was  evidently  progressive.  From  the 
outset  in  the  divine  life,  he  seemed  to  advance  steadily,  and 
was  a  striking  illustration  of  the  truth  of  (he  divine  declara- 
tion, that  the  "  path  of  the  just  is  as  the  shining  light,  which 
shineth  more  and  more  unto  the  perfect  day." 

"  During  his  last  illness,"  remarks  Dr.  M'Auley,  in  the 
discourse  to  which  we  have  already  referred,  "  and  as  he 
rapidly.ap{)roached  the  melancholy  catastrophe,  in  all  the 
agonies  and  wanderings  of  a  mind  overwhelmed  with  trou- 
ble, not  a  murmuring,  nor  unkind,  nor  harsh  expression 
escaped  his  lips.  Instead  of  this,  his  prayers  were  constant, 
and  painfully  interesting,  for  grace,  and  mercy,  and  peace 
upon  all  his  congregation;  his  church-members,  especially 
the  lambs  of  his  flock  ;  his  friends,  his  brethren,  and  his 
very  dear  family.  There  was  scarcely  any  wandering  here. 
The  living  oracles  of  God  were  lively  in  his  heart,  and,  in 
every  lucid  moment,  came  with  life  from  his  dying  lips. 
Heaven  seemed  let  down  to  earth,  and  filled  the  privileged 
chamber  where  the  good  man  yielded  up  the  ghost." 

Gth.  Mr,  Sanford  possessed  unco?nmon  advantages  as  a 


250  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

public  speaker.  Few  men  are  capable  of  producing  so 
deep  an  impression  on  the  minds  of  a  public  assembly.  To 
the  possession  of  an  uncommonly  melodious  voice,  were 
united  a  commanding  person,  a  serious  but  agreeable  coun- 
tenance, perfect  self-possession,  and  a  vigorous  but  chastened 
imagination.  He  had  cultivated,  with  considerable  care,  the 
whole  art  of  public  speaking,  and  few  men  of  his  age  were 
his  equals  in  it.  Those  who  sat  under  his  ministry  will 
never  forget  the  powerful  appeals  of  his  eloquence.  Nor 
will  those  who  heard  his  occasional  addresses  at  the  annual 
meetings  of  the  American  Bible  Society,  and  other  religious 
and  benevolent  assemblies  of  New  York;  or  at  those  of  the 
American  Sunday  School  Union,  and  other  societies  of  Phi- 
ladelphia, soon  forget  the  deep  and  holy  impression  of  his 
eloquence  on  those  occasions.  He  spoke  emphatically  with 
the  view  of  doing  good,  of  giving  proper  views  of  duty,  of 
exciting  to  holier  and  higher  resolutions,  and  to  a  determi- 
nation, in  reliance  on  divine  grace,  to  execute  them.  There 
was,  with  him,  no  speaking  for  mere  effect.  It  was  always 
a  conscientious  and  prayerful  effort  to  advance  the  glory  of 
God  and  the  kingdom  of  the  Lord  Jesus  Christ.  And  unless 
he  believed  that  there  was  a  reasonable  prospect  of  accom- 
plishing this  great  end,  he  declined  accepting  the  invitation 
to  make  a  public  address  on  such  occasions.  He  was  also 
very  distinguished  for  his  speeches  in  the  Presbytery  and 
other  ecclesiastical  bodies  of  which  he  was,  from  lime  to 
time,  a  member.  He  did  not  ordinarily  speak  very  oflen  ; 
but  it  was  seldom  that  he  did  speak  without  producing  a  ma- 
nifest effect. 

Ith  The  work  of  the  ministry  u-as  the  sphere  in  which 
3Ir.  Sanford  delighted  to  move.  This  was  his  chosen,  his 
appropriate  field  of  labour.  To  preach  the  gospel  from  the 
pulpit,  and  to  perform  the  work  of  pastoral  visitation,  was 
the  highest  enjoyment  which  earth  could  yield  him.     No 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  251 

Other  employment,  however  interesting,  or  however  useful  it 
might  be,  could  be  compared  with  that  of  directly  labouring 
to  convert  souls,  and  to  assist  them  to  prepare  for  a  holy 
heaven.  To  fit  himself  for  the  work  of  the  ministry,  he 
had  spent  several  years  of  preparation.  And  when,  in  the 
good  providence  of  God,  he  was  allowed  to  be  "  put  in  trust 
of  this  ministry,"  he  entered  upon  his  work  with  a  deep 
sense  of  its  solemn  importance  and  responsibility,  and  also 
with  great  delight.  Even  long  before  the  completion  of  his 
college  studies,  he  had  commenced  labouring,  as  opportunity 
was  afforded,  for  the  salvation  of  men.  Many  of  the  churches 
around  Schenectady  will  long  remember  his  visits  of  love 
during  that  signal  outpouring  of  the  Spirit,  in  the  years  of 
1819  and  1820.  And  when  he  entered  upon  his  office,  as 
an  ambassador  of  the  Lord  Jesus  Christ,  in  Brooklyn,  he 
consecrated  himself  wholly  to  the  work.  This  engrossed 
his  soul.  His  studies  all  had  a  direct  bearing  upon  it.  No- 
thing was  pursued  which  did  not  have  this  great  end  in  view. 
He  "  preached  the  word  in  season,  and  out  of  season."  And 
he  was  among  his  people  as  an  overseer  who  watched  for 
their  souls ;  as  one  who  "  sought  not  theirs,  but  them." 
And  his  ministry  there  was  eminently  successful.  Under  his 
ministrations,  the  church  increased  very  greatly.  Within 
the  period  of  five  years  and  three  months,  during  which  he 
was  pastor  of  their  church,  nearly  four  hundred  persons 
were  added  to  its  communion.  And,  during  the  time  of  his 
pastoral  labours  in  the  Second  Presbyterian  Church,  in  Phi- 
ladelphia, which  was  less  than  three  years,  upwards  of  one 
Ijundred  and  fifty  persons  were  added  to  the  number  of  its 
members.  Thus,  exclusive  of  the  good  which  he  did  by 
occasional  labours  in  other  places,  more  than  five  hundred 
persons  were  brought  to  the  knowledge  of  the  Saviour  in 
the  two  congregations  to  which  he  ministered  as  pastor. 


252  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

during  a  period  of  little  more  than  eight  years.  This  fact 
demonstrates  that  his  ministry  was  a  successful  one. 

Mr.  Sanford  was  an  affectionate,  faithful  pastor.  He  vi- 
sited his  people  much,  and  was  especially  attentive  to  the 
poor  and  the  sick.  To  the  afflicted  he  was  a  most  suitable 
minister.     He  could  truly  say, 

"Haud  ignara  mail  miserls  succurre  disco."* 

The  couch  of  the  afflicted  was  a  spot  which  had  many  at- 
tractions for  his  sympathising  heart.  He  hasted  thither  as 
often  as  his  other  duties  permitted.  To  the  young  of  his 
flock,  and  especially  to  the  young  converts,  he  was  greatly 
attached.  He  watched  over  them  with  more  than  parental 
solicitude,  counselled  them,  shared  their  joys  and  their  sor- 
rows, and  helped  them,  by  every  means  in  his  power,  in  their 
upward  journey  to  the  skies.  Nor  did  he  cease  to  feel  an 
interest  in  a  people  because  he  ceased  to  be  their  pastor. 
He  frequently  revisited  Brooklyn,  after  his  removal  to  Phi- 
ladelphia, and  laboured,  as  he  had  opportunity,  for  the  bene- 
fit of  the  people  of  his  former  charge,  and  witnessed  with 
delight  the  successful  labours  of  his  successor. 

That  such  a  pastor  should  be  loved,  dearly  loved,  by  a 
people  in  whom  he  took  so  lively  an  interest,  and  to  many 
of  whom  he  had  been,  under  God's  blessing,  an  instrument 
of  the  highest  spiritual  blessings,  is  not  wonderful.  This 
affection  he  shared  until  the  day  of  his  death.  We  select 
two  or  three  letters,  from  among  many,  which  he  received 
from  members  of  his  former  charge,  at  Brooklyn,  written  to 
him  at  Philadelphia,  and  which  show  how  highly  that  people 
valued  him.  The  first  is  from  a  gentleman  in  that  congre- 
gation, in  whom  Mr.  Sanford  had  long  felt  a  very  deep  in- 

•  Having'  myself  experienced  misfortune,  I  have  learned  to 
help  the  miserable. 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  253 

terest,  but  who  had  not  become  a  decided  Christian  when  he 
removed  to  Philadelphia.  During  one  of  the  visits  which 
he  made  to  Brooklyn  he  sought  an  interview  with  this  gen- 
tleman, and  had  a  faithful  conversation  with  him,  which, 
with  the  divine  blessing,  was  the  means  of  leading  him  to 
decision  on  the  subject  of  religion,  and  to  the  Saviour.  Soon 
after  he  had  found  peace  in  believing  he  addressed  the  fol- 
lowing letter  to  his  former  pastor,  to  inform  him  of  the 
happy  change  which  he  had  experienced.  The  second  is 
from  a  young  lady  who  had  received  much  benefit  from  his 
instructions.  The  third  is  from  an  excellent  Christian  in 
that  church,  who  has  long  been  a  blessing  to  it,  and  to  the 
church  of  Christ  throughout  our  country,  by  his  beneficence. 

"  Brooklyn,  April  26th,  1830. 

"  REV.  AND  DEAR  SIR, 

"  You  will  be  reminded  by  this,  of  the  request  you  made 
me  to  write  you.  Although  I  felt,  then,  as  though  I  should 
like  to  write,  still  did  not  believe  I  should. 

"  I,  however,  bless  God  that  I  am  now,  not  only  enabled 
to  discharge  a  duty  which  ought  long  since  to  have  been  ac- 
knowledged and  performed,  but  experience  a  pleasure  in 
communicating  the  goodness  and  mercy  of  God  to  my  soul. 
If  you  were  not  well  acquainted  with  my  former  views  and 
feelings  on  religious  subjects,  and  had  not  heard  me  recently 
express  them,  I  should  be  particular  in  the  relation  of  them; 
but  you  have  too  well  and  too  long  known  them  to  make  it 
either  necessary  or  interesting.  Suffice  it  to  say,  that  I  be-» 
lieve  the  interview  at  my  house  was,  under  God,  the  moans 
of  leading  me  to  the  Saviour;  and,  while  I  sincerely  thank 
you  for  that  short  visit,  I  desire  to  render  to  God  all  the  clorv 
of  my  salvation. 

22 


2r)4  MEMOIR  OP  THE 

"  I  shall  never  forget  the  expression  you  then  made  use 
of,  '  Look  to  Jesus,  look  and  live.''  Nor  the  manner  you 
pointed  that  finger  to  him.  I  was  convinced,  by  your  re- 
marks, that  my  then  state  of  mind  was  the  effect  of  the 
strivings  of  the  Holy  Spirit-  And,  as  I  was  convinced  of 
sin,  I  had  but  '  to  look  and  live.''  And  these  thoughts  were 
so  impressed  on  my  mind,  that  the  day  you  left  us,  I 
was  enabled  to  believe,  and  see,  and  feel,  that  although  I 
had  been  a  great  sinner,  yet  the  blood  of  Christ  was  suffi- 
cient to  cleanse  me,  even  me,  and  on  that  alone  I  rested,  and 
desire  to  rest,  my  only  hope  of  salvation. 

"  Oh,  my  dear  sir,  I  know  not  how  to  thank  God  as  I 
ought  for  his  long-suffering  kindness  and  forbearance  to  me. 
You,  too,  well  know  the  many  mercies  and  bounties  of  Di- 
vine Providence,  which  have  literally  been  heaped  upon  me. 
You  know,  too,  how  often,  under  your  ministry,  I  was  con- 
vinced of  sin,  and  yet  how  often  I  grieved  the  Spirit  and 
said,  '  Go  thy  way  for  this  time.' 

"  If  I  am  not  deceiving  myself  (and  I  verily  believe  I 
am  not)  I  pray  that  I  may  be  a  sincere,  devout,  humble 
Christian,  rejoicing  with  trembling,  and  showing  to  the  world, 
by  my  walk  and  conversation,  that  I  love  Jesus  my  Saviour, 
and  desire  the  salvation  of  all  mankind. 

"  As  you  feel  a  lively  interest  in  the  spiritual  concerns  of 
your  late,  and,  I  trust,  still  dearly  beloved  people,  I  will  say 
that  the  day  you  left,  there  was  a  meeting  at  the  house  of 
Mr.  Carroll  for  those  under  conviction  of  sin,  and  who  wei-e 
anxious  about  the  salvation  of  their  souls.  There  were  then 
twenty  present,  under  different  degrees  of  conviction  ;  some 
of  whom  are  now  rejoicing  in  the  hope  of  a  glorious  immor- 
tality, others  halting,  waiting,  perhaps,  for  the  same  reasons 
that  I  did  ;  and  others,  I  fear,  have  lost  their  serious  impres- 
sions. At  the  next  meeting  there  were,  in  addition  to  the 
former  number,  five  others ;  and,  as  far  as  I  can  judge,  from 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  255 

their  solemnity,  and  what  I  learn  of  their  views,  they  have 
set  their  faces  Zionward.  Surely  the  Spirit  of  God  is  in  our 
midst,  and  I  hope  for  a  great  harvest  of  souls  as  the  fruit  of 
your,  and  your  brother  Carroll's  sowing. 

"  I  have  been  enabled  (not  in  my  own  strength)  to  erect 
a  family  altar,  and,  morning  and  evening,  to  call  my  family 
around  it,  and  there  offer  up  my  thanks  to  the  Almighty  for 
the  manifestations  of  his  great  goodness,  and  supplicate  his 
continued  blessings. 

"  I  now  desire  to  thank  you,  in  the  Lord,  for  your  faith- 
fulness and  kindness  to  me  and  my  family,  and  to  request, 
as  a  further  obligation,  on  my  part,  that  you  would  soon 
write  me  a  long  letter,  and  give  me  that  Christian  advice 
which  your  own  experience  so  well  qualifies  you  to  do. 
And  do  not  forget  to  pray  for  me.  I  desire  to  be  affection- 
ately remembered  to  your  wife,  and  then  unite  with  my  wife 
and  sister,  in  testifying  our  love  and  esteem,  both  towards 
you  and  yours. 

"  That  the  Lord  may  prosper  and  bless  you  abundantly, 
in  that  whereunto  he  hath  called  you,  is  my  sincere  prayer." 

"  Brooklyn,  Jan.  Gth,  1830. 

"  The  kind  congratulations  of  my  dear  pastor*  were  re- 
ceived on  the  morning  of  the  new  year,  and  excited  emo- 
tions which  I  know  not  how  to  describe. 

"  I  was  musing  upon  days  and  scenes  for  ever  fled,  and  my 
heart  felt  sad  indeed,  when  your  unexpected  favour  was 
handed  me,  and  in  a  measure  dispelled  the  gloom,  although 
it  brought  the  past  more  vividly  to  remembrance. 

"  How  painful  the  retrospect  of  seasons  misemployed. 
Oh  my  pastor,  the  view  is  an  overwhelming  one  !     What 

*  Thus  she  always  addressed  him. 


256  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

cause  have  I  for  gratitude,  that  I  have  not  been  cut  off  in  the 
midst  of  my  unfaithfulness.  I  am  permitted  to  behold  the 
opening  of  another  year.  May  the  wish  expressed  in  your 
dear  letter  be  answered,  that  '  God  would  make  it  a  happy 
year  by  granting  his  presence  and  the  light  of  his  counte- 
nance.' Will  you  not  frequently  put  up  this  petition  for  me 
at  the  throne  of  grace,  for  my  days  of  darkness  are  many." 

"  Deprived  of  the  privilege  of  attending  the  sanctuary, 
this  evening,  I  will  devote  it  to  answering  the  affectionate  in- 
quiries of  my  much  loved  pastor.  You  express  the  hope 
that  I  am  living  in  the  light  of  God's  countenance,  and  re- 
joicing to  see  his  work  prospering  around  us.  Moments, 
sweet  and  precious,  are  granted,  during  which  I  am  enabled 
to  say,  My  Father,  with  an  unfaltering  tongue.  These 
are  green  spots  in  my  pilgrimage  through  this  wilderness, 
and  demand  my  warmest  gratitude. 

"  I  trust  I  do  rejoice  to  see  those  around  me  enjoying  the 
presence  of  God ;  and  there  is  much  cause  for  rejoicing  at 
present.  Many  are  inquiring  the  way  to  Zion,  and  some 
have  submitted  to  the  Saviour.  The  little  cloud,  we  trust, 
is  increasing  still.  Yes,  my  dear  pastor,  the  seed  you  have 
sown  we  trust  is  now  springing  up,  and  will  yield  an  abun- 
dant harvest.  Our  meetings  are  all  well  attended.  At  the 
prayer-meeting,  on  Friday  evening  last,  every  seat  in  the 
lecture  room  was  occupied,  and  several  around  me  were  in 
tears.  I  had  thought  Mr.  C.  too  sanguine  in  his  expecta- 
tions ;  but  was  now  led  to  exclaim,  '  The  Lord  is  in  the 
midst  of  us,  and  I  knew  it  not.'  Mr.  C.  has  an  inquiry- 
meeting  every  week  :  the  number  present  at  the  last  I  do  not 
recollect. 

"  If  the  professed  followers  of  the  Lamb  will  be  united 
and  unceasing  in  their  petitions  at  a  throne  of  grace,  I  do 


BKV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  257 

think  we  shall  experience  a  season  of  refreshing  from  the 
presence  of  the  Lord. 

"  My  dear  pastor,  I  do  wish  you  could  be  with  us,  that 
both  the  sower  and  the  reaper  may  rejoice  together. 

"  Your  request  shall  certainly  be  complied  with  ;  but  do 
not  imagine  that  you  are  forgotten.  O  no,  there  are  those 
who  oft  present  you  in  the  arms  of  their  affection,  at  a  throne 
of  grace,  and  whose  earnest  prayer  is,  that  your  present  la- 
bours may  be  abundantly  blessed. 

"  When  shall  we  be  permitted  to  welcome  you  at  Brook- 
lyn ?  Do  you  not  intend  coming  this  spring  ?  That  you 
may  have  your  heart  encouraged  and  revived  by  seeing  the 
work  of  the  Lord  prospering  under  your  present  ministra- 
tions, is  the  ardent  prayer  of  your  affectionate  friend." 

"  Brooklyn,  April  lUh,  1831. 

"  REV.  AND  DEAR  SIR, 

"  Knowing  that  you  feel  deeply  interested  in  all  the  con- 
cerns of  our  church,  I  hasten  to  communicate  some  of  the 
particulars  with  which  our  hearts  were  cheered  yesterday. 
It  was  the  communion  Sabbath,  (session  having,  on  a  for- 
mer occasion,  found  it  inexpedient  to  celebrate  that  ordi- 
nance on  the  Jirst  Sabbath,  by  a  permanent  regulation,  have 
substituted  the  second.)  Before  the  appointed  hour,  -3  o'clock, 
the  church  was  filled  to  overflowing ;  benches  and  chairs 
were  placed  in  the  aisles,  and  were  all  occupied.  One  hun- 
dred and  three  names  were  then  called  off;  the  Confession 
of  Faith,  penned  by  yourself,  was  then  read  and  assented  to. 
Thirty-two  individuals  were  baptized;  and  the  covenant,  ac- 
cording to  the  form  you  left  with  us,  was  then  solemnly  en- 
tered into.  The  whole  body  of  the  church,  except  the  part 
immediately  under  the  front  gallery,  had  been  reserved  for 
the  communicants,  and  every  seat  was  crowded.  A  com- 
22* 


258  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

mittee,  consisting  of  three  deacons,  had  been  appointed  to 
superintend  the  seating  and  accommodating  the  various 
classes  of  communicants  and  visiters.  The  galleries,  filled 
beyond  any  former  occasion,  maintained  the  most  profound 
silence ;  and,  although  the  exercises  took  up  more  than  two 
hours,  no  impatience  whatever  was  manifested,  but  every 
thing  was  done  with  decency  and  order.  I  could  delight  in 
describing  this  scene,  but  the  outline  must  suffice.  I  know 
you  can  fill  up  all  that  is  necessary  to  bring  the  spectacle 
before  you.  Your  mind's  eye  will  discern  many  counte- 
nances that  have,  in  times  past,  been  fixed  on  yours,  when 
imparting  the  tidings  of  salvation,  and  inviting  them  to  close 
with  the  offers  of  mercy — at  length  they  have  yielded. 

"  To  God's  rich,  and  free,  and  sovereign  grace,  through 
the  gift  of  his  dear  Son,  and  the  influences  of  his  Holy  Spirit, 
we  would  ascribe  all  the  praise.  The  human  instrumental- 
ity employed  in  this  work,  has  been  the  incessant  labour  of 
our  beloved  pastor,  somewhat  more  engagedness  on  the  part 
of  the  elders  and  deacons,  and  of  individual  Christians  ; 
and  of  the  assembling  together  of  the  congregation  for 
morning  prayer.  This  was  begun  on  Monday,  the  28th  of 
February,  at  6  o'clock,  and  continued  -precisely  one  hour. 
The  experiment  was  tried  for  holding  these  meetings  every 
other  morning,  for  one  week,  but  the  plan  was  abandoned. 
It  was  found  the  best  to  meet  every  morning.  These  meet- 
ings continue  to  be  well  attended.  The  lecture  room  has, 
at  some  periods,  been  crowded  ;  and  this  morning,  although 
the  weather  was  cold,  and  the  hour  of  meeting  half  past  five, 
the  room  was  nearly  full.  On  Friday,  the  11th,  and  Satur- 
day, the  12th  of  February,  public  services  were  held  in  our 
church,  at  which  some  of  the  clergy  from  the  city,  attended. 
These  we  have  every  reason  to  believe  were  attended  with 
beneficial  effects,     I  have  only  to  add,  that  our  brethren  of 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  259 

the  Dutch,  Episcopal,  Baptist,  and  Methodist  churches,  are 
more  or  less  stirred  up  at  this  time. 

"  Mr.  M'llvaine  (now  bishop  of  Ohio)  has  regular  meet- 
ings for  religious  conversation,  and  is  much  encouraged  in 
his  labours.  There  is  a  most  excellent  state  of  feeling 
amongst  the  respective  denominations  of  this  place.  Our 
morning  prayer  meeting  has  been  attended  by  individuals  of 
all  these  several  persuasions  ;  and  it  is  a  delightful  circum- 
stance, that  the  voice  of  prayer  has  ascended  in  our  lecture 
room  from  the  Episcopalian,  the  Dutch  Reformed,  the  Bap- 
tist, the  Methodist,  as  well  as  the  Presbyterian." 

But  not  only  was  Mr.  Sanford  greatly  beloved  b}'  his 
people  in  Brooklyn,  he  had  many  warm  friends  wherever  he 
was  known.  In  Philadelphia,  there  were  not  a  few  by 
whom  he  was  greatly  beloved.  The  following  is  one  out  of 
many  letters  addressed  to  him  by  members  of  his  church, 
in  that  city,  which  exhibit  the  great  affection  entertained  for 
him.  It  was  written  by  a  person  who  is  every  way  quali- 
fied to  form  an  opinion  of  what  constitutes  profitable  preach- 
ing. 

"  Pardon  me,  dear  sir,  for  so  long  retaining  the  book  you 
kindly  lent  me  last  summer,  which  I  read  with  peculiar  in- 
terest ;  and,  I  hope,  with  profit.  The  doctrines  it  presents 
to  view  are  the  only  foundation  on  which  my  soul  can  rest 
with  confidence  of  pardon  and  acceptance  before  God.  They 
are  well  calculated  to  bring  relief  to  the  conscience  labour- 
ing under  a  sense  of  guilt,  and  feeling  the  necessity  of  a 
better  righteousness  than  sinful  human  nature  can  possibly 
render. 

"  I  cannot  deny  myself  the  gratification  afforded  by  this 
opportunity,  of  expressing,  though  it  be  but  feebly,  our  grate. 


260  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

ful  sense  of  the  kindness  you  have  evinced  toward  us,  under 
the  severe  afflictions  through  which  we  have  been  called  to 
pass.  You  have  been  truly  the  minister  of  consolation  to 
us ;  and  though  we  have  experienced  much  of  the  loving- 
kindness  of  our  heavenly  Father  in  sustaining  us,  while  suf- 
fering beneath  the  righteous  inflictions  of  his  hand,  we  have 
especially  felt  our  faith  confirmed,  our  hopes  excited,  and 
our  wounded  spirits  soothed  and  elevated  while  we  accom- 
panied you  in  your  fervent  addresses  to  the  throne  of  grace, 
and  poured  out  our  prayers  and  our  sorrows,  where  only  we 
could  obtain  relief  and  support. 

"  I  pray  God  that  the  consolations  wherewith  you  have 
been  enabled  to  comfort  others  may  be  abundantly  adminis- 
tered by  his  gracious  Spirit  to  your  own  heart,  in  your  pre- 
sent 'painful  circumstances.  I  have  most  sincerely  sympa- 
thized in  the  varied  afflictions  you  have  been  called  to  en- 
dure ;  and  my  constant,  earnest  prayer  has  been  that  you 
might  be  sustained  and  comforted,  guided  and  blessed  by 
him,  to  whom  having,  in  faith,  committed  your  way,  you 
have  his  certain  promise  that  he  will  direct  your  steps. 

"  Ever  since,  in  the  providence  of  God,  I  was  first  per- 
mitted to  attend  upon  your  ministry,  1  have  found  your 
mode  of  presenting  divine  truth  peculiarly  adapted,  if  I  may 
be  allowed  the  expression,  to  my  spiritual  taste ;  and,  if  not 
deceived  in  the  humble  hope  I  indulge,  that  I  have  been 
brought  into  the  way  of  life  and  peace,  I  feel  that  I  am 
greatly  indebted  to  your  instrumentality  for  any  progress  I 
may  have  since  made  in  the  divine  life,  any  measure  of 
comfort  or  edification  I  have  experienced.  Your  faithful 
admonitions  have  frequently  been  brought  home  with  resist- 
less energy  to  my  heart,  and,  through  the  divine  blessing, 
which,  I  trust,  has  attended  your  ministrations,  I  have  been 
instructed,  reproved,  humbled,  and  animated  to  greater  dili- 
gence in  Christian  duty  by  the  message  of  his  grace,  wliich 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFOKD.  261 

I  doubt  not  God  has  commissioned  you  to  deliver.  My  lan- 
guid affections  have  often  received  a  new  and  upward  im- 
pulse, while  influenced  by  his  Spirit,  in  your  prayers  you 
have  led  us  into  the  immediate  presence  of  God. 

"  Forgive  me  for  dwelling  so  long  on  the  expression  of 
my  own  feelings.  But  to  a  heart  in  some  degree  sensible 
of  its  obligations,  there  is  pleasure  in  acknowledging  a  debt 
of  gratitude  which  it  feels  it  can  never  discharge.  And 
among  the  richest  blessings  which  God  confers,  the  privi- 
lege of  receiving  the  instructions  of  a  faithful  pastor  is  one 
which  claims  our  most  fervent  thanks. 

"  Assure  Mrs.  S.  of  my  affectionate  remembrance.  I 
rejoice  to  hear  that  her  health  is  in  so  great  a  degree  re- 
stored. Remember  me  with  sincere  respect  to  your  mother. 
"  With  sentiments  of  most  grateful  esteem, 

"  Yours." 


Nor  was  the  circle  of  those  who  loved  him,  and  who  con- 
sulted him,  confined  to  his  own  church,  or  even  his  own  de- 
nomination. The  following  two  letters  were  addressed  to 
him  by  persons  who  occasionally  frequented  his  lectures. 
The  first  is  from  a  gentleman  belonging  to  the  Episcopal 
church.  The  second  is  from  a  most  estimable  individual, 
who  was  then  under  the  awakening  influences  of  the  Spirit, 
and  whose  case  needed  that  judicious  advice  which  the  spi- 
ritual and  experienced  teacher,  whom  she  consulted,  knew 
so  well  how  to  administer. 


"  Sunday  night. 

"  May  God  bless  you,  my  dear  sir,  by  making  you  the 
means  of  turning  many  to  righteousness ! 

"  Your  sermon,  this  evening,  was  exactly  what  I  wished 


262  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

for  my  dear  wife.  The  doctrine  of  God's  sovereignty,  as 
she  has  understood  it — and  understood  it  so  lont;,  that  I  fear 
it  will  be  very  difficult  to  eradicate  it  from  her  mind — has 
been  lying  as  an  impassable  barrier  before  her ;  and  had 
been,  (so  far  as  I  could  see)  the  cause  of  the  gradual  decay 
of  her  earnestness,  and  the  origin  of  an  apathy  the  most 
dreadful. 

"  It  is  to  no  purpose  that  God's  vi^ord,  so  full,  so  univer- 
sal in  its  offers,  is  preached  to  her  by  me,  or  by  any  one 
whom  she  has  been  accustomed  to  consider  heterodox  upon 
the  point  of  predestination.  I  have  assured  her  that  I  dif- 
fered, upon  that  subject,  with  the  teachers  to  whom  she  has 
been  accustomed,  only  in  so  much  that  I  considered  them  to 
waste  their  time,  and  to  confound  their  hearers,  by  prying 
into  what  must,  from  the  nature  of  the  human  mind,  be  dark 
to  us,  while  in  the  present  state  of  being.  I  have  assured 
her  that,  practically,  there  was  no  difference  among  the 
mass  of  Christians.  Some  are  more  metaphysical  than 
others — and  metaphysics  are  not  intelligible  to  any  congre- 
gation. It  really  does  appear  to  me  that  injury  is  done, 
whenever  a  sermon  of  that  kind  is  preached. 

"  Excuse  me,  dear  sir,  my  only  object  in  enlarging  upon 
this  point  is,  to  testify  to  the  correctness  of  your  apprehen- 
sions upon  the  extent  of  the  impediment  which  it  was,  to- 
night, your  object  to  remove. 

"  Come  and  see  us  whenever  you  can,  and  I  confidently 
look  for  the  blessing  of  God  to  my  wife  and  sister,  through 
your  hands. 

"  I  am  anxious  to  be  better  acquainted  with  you;  and  I 
shall  be  glad,  whenever  you  can  make  useful  to  yourself  the 
gratitude  and  confidence  of 

"  Your  friend." 


BEV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  263 

"  Sunday  night. 

"  You  have,  to-night,  dear  sir,  expressed  a  wish  that  any 
of  your  congregation  who  wished  to  consult  their  pastor 
concerning  their  eternal  interests,  would  call  upon  you  to- 
morrow. 

"  Not  having  a  claim  upon  you  as  one  of  your  flock,  I  do 
not  feel  at  liberty  to  intrude  upon  you  at  that  time ;  but, 
feeling  a  strong  desire  to  have  some  communication  with  you, 
I  have  chosen  this  method.  But  first  let  me  state,  as  some 
excuse  for  encroaching  upon  your  time,  that  I  am  one  of 
Dr.  W.'s  congregation,  and,  of  course,  have  no  pastor,  at 
present,  to  whom  I  could  apply. 

"  My  complaint  is  hardness  of  heart,  and  an  utter  indif- 
ference oi  feeling,  to  the  things  of  most  importance.  Hav- 
ing sat  under  Dr.  W.'s  preaching,  during  my  whole  life,  I 
have  never,  for  a  moment,  had  the  excuse  of  ignorance  of  duty 
to  plead  ;  but  have  gone  on,  from  my  earliest  recollection,  to 
the  age  of  twenty-eight,  deliberately  sinning  against  my  own 
conscience.  I  think  I  never  have  laboured  under  any  self-delu- 
sion in  this  respect.  I  do  not  remember  ever  having  persuaded 
myselfthat  what  1  was  doing  was  right.  Indeed  I  do  not  remem- 
ber having  ever  attempted  it;  but,  having  seen  right  and  wrong 
clearly  set  before  me,  have  calmly,  and  without  trembling, 
chosen  the  evil — have  deliberately  turned  away  my  thoughts 
from  sacred  things  and  turned  them  unto  sin.  All  my  life 
long  I  remember  seasons  when  my  reason  would  so  strongly 
represent  the  irrationality  of  pursuing  a  course  which  would 
so  certainly  eventuate  in  misery,  that  I  would  make  a  few 
faint  efforts  to  free  myself,  but  evil  habits  were  too  strong 
upon  me,  and  I  willingly  yielded  to  Satan's  powerful  influ- 
ence. After  a  while,  I  found  that  his  service,  even  the  ser- 
vice I  had  chosen,  was,  indeed,  bondage ;  but  every  failure 
to  release  myself  only  made  my  bonds  stronger.     I  have 


264  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

found  by  actual  experience,  what  reason  had  always  told 
me,  that  even  without  reference  to  a  hereafter,  a  pure  and 
holy  life,  with  all  its  self-denial,  must  be  infinitely  happier 
than  living  in  sin.  I  think  that,  for  some  time  past,  it  heis 
not  been  so  much  the  pleasure  of  sin,  as  the  force  of  power- 
ful habits,  long  indulged — too  powerful  for  any  but  Almighty 
force  to  overcome,  that  has  kept  me  in  bondage.  My  un- 
derstanding has  lately  felt  this  slavery  so  much,  and  the 
consequences  to  be  so  inevitable,  that  I  have  been  making 
my  heart  also  affected  with  the  subject.  In  this  I  have  as 
yet  failed.  1  know  that  no  power  can  effect  a  change  but 
the  Spirit  of  God ;  but  I  also  know  that  it  will  be  a  certain 
evidence  that  I  have  not  this  Spirit  if  I  sit  down  to  wait  for 
it  without  making  any  effort.  I  have  prayed — how  weakly, 
and,  no  doubt,  wickedly,  God  knows — still  I  have  never  en- 
tirely given  it  up  ;  for  it  would  be  deliberately  dropping  the 
only  hold  I  have,  however  insecure  a  one.  My  difficulty  is, 
that  I  am  in  no  distress  of  mind  ;  or,  rather,  in  no  distress 
of  heart.  I  set  in  array  before  me  the  attributes  of  a  holy 
God;  but  my.heai't  is  deadened  by  long  indulgence  in  sin, 
and  the  contemplation  produces  no  awe,  no  emotion.  I, 
therefore,  though  perfectly  conscious  of  sin  so  great  that 
only  his  restraining  hand  has  prevented  me  from  being  the 
worst  of  actual  transgressors,  have  no  feeling  of  the  inex- 
pressible guilt  of  sin,  as  committed  against  a  pure  and  per- 
fect being.  As  a  consequence  of  this,  I  do  not  feel  my  need 
of  a  Saviour,  though  perfectly  conscious  that  I  can  do  no- 
thing of  myself;  and,  of  course,  cannot  see  the  excellence 
and  all-sufficiency  of  Christ,  as  a  Saviour. 

"  Your  representation  of  the  love  of  Christ,  to-night,  I 
found  had  no  effect  upon  my  hard  and  stony  heart.  The 
most  trivial  things  will  turn  my  thoughts  away  from  these 
all-important  subjects;  and  it  requires  a  constant  effort  of  the 
mind  to  pay  what  little  attention  I  do.    And  yet  I  cannot  be 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD.  265 

content  to  give  the  matter  up.  I  think  I  can  say  that  I  have 
not  the  slightest  expectation  of  ever  gaining  the  least  ad- 
vantage by  any  righteousness  of  my  own.  I  am  fully  con- 
scious of  my  own  utter  inability  to  raise  myself  from  the 
depths  wherein  I  am  sunk.  And,  I  think,  also,  that  I  have 
none  of  the  pride  of  heart  which  would  make  me  object  to 
owe  all  to  Christ.  I  think,  as  far  as  I  have  any  command 
over  my  own  feelings,  that  I  am  perfectly  willing  to  submit, 
but  I  find  that  I  cannot  repent  and  believe.  I  know  that  the 
obstacles  have  been  created  by  myself;  and  that,  therefore, 
I  have  no  right  to  any  assistance.  But,  as  God  has  promisedt 
that  he  will  give  bread,  and  not  a  stone,  to  those  that  ask 
him,  I  cannot  but  entertain  some  faint  hope  that  he  may 
grant  me  his  Iloly  Spirit  to  enlighten  and  warm  my  heart. 
In  the  meantime  I  know  that  I  must  '  stretch  forth  the 
withered  arm.' — But  how  to  do  this  ! 

"  I  have  generally  attended  on  your  preaching  on  Sun- 
day and  Wednesday  evenings,  for  some  weeks  past,  and  have 
found  that  what  I  heard  from  you  tended,  more  than  any 
other  preaching,  to  keep  alive  the  faint  determinations  which 
I  had  formed.  I  know  that  God  has  given  us,  in  the  Scrip- 
tures, a  full  revelation  of  the  way  of  life ;  but  as  my  heart 
seems  closed  against  the  truth  contained  therein,  he  may, 
perhaps,  bless  some  explanation  or  advice  which  you  can 
sive  me." 


Even  strangers  were  indebted  to  him  for  his  faithful  in- 
structions in  the  journeys  which  he  made.  The  following 
extracts  from  a  letter,  written  by  a  young  lady  who  had 
heard  from  his  lips  "  a  word  in  season,"  state  an  instance 
of  this  sort. 


"  Tn  the  year  182G,  my  dear  mother  consented  that  I 
should  visit  New  York  for  the  first  time.     My  feelings,  on 
23 


266  MEMOIR  OF  THE 

leaving  home,  were  rather  sad.  This  first  excited  the  at- 
tention of  a  lady  on  board,  who  entered  into  conversation 
with  me.  In  hoi)es  of  diverting  my  thoughts  from  self,  and 
those  I  was  leaving  behind,  she  made  remarks  on  the  indi- 
viduals around  us.  Your  dearly  beloved,  and  much  lamented 
husband  was  one  among  them.  He  had,  at  that  time,  been 
to  visit  his  parents ;  and,  if  I  mistake  not,  to  attend  the  last 
mournful  rites  of  a  beloved  father.  This  circumstance,  with 
others  mentioned,  excited  in  me  a  deep  interest  for  one  so 
afflicted. 

'  "  After  a  short  time,  a  gentleman,  with  whom  I  had  a 
slight  acquaintance  in  Albany,  came  and  took  a  seat  by  me. 
He  made  many  remarks  on  serious  subjects,  somewhat  de- 
ridingly  ;  and  at  last  concluded  by  saying,  '  Well,  if  there 
is  any  hereafter,'  &c.  In  reply  to  this,  I  said,  '  Could  I 
believe  in  annihilation  I  should  be  comparatively  happy.' 
This  remark  did  not  escape  the  observation  of  your  bus- 
band,  who  was  engaged  at  that  moment  in  conversation 
with  a  gentleman  very  near  me.  They  had  no  sooner 
finished,  than,  turning  to  me,  he  inquired:  '  Did  I  rightly 

understand  you.  Miss ,  in  saying  that  you  believed  in 

annihilation V  '  I  said,  if  I  could  believe  in  it,  I  should  be 
comparatively  happy.'  '  You  are  not  happy,  then,'  replied 
Mr.  S.,  and  immediately  commenced  a  conversation  of  the 
deepest  interest.  First,  by  general  remarks ;  then,  by  de- 
grees, more  and  more  pointed,  until  personal  feelings  were 
spoken  of.  Being  made  somewhat  acquainted  with  my  his- 
tory, from  myself,  he  alluded  to  the  death  of  my  father ; 
the  promises  made  to  the  orphan,  and  a  heavenly  Father's 
care.  The  mercies  of  a  suffering  Saviour.  Particular  pro- 
vidences. The  various  calls  of  sinners.  The  astonishing 
forbearance  of  God  in  sparing  them,  and  granting  them  op- 
portunities  to  turn  and  live,  &c.  He  then  adverted  to  the 
pleasures  of  New  York  ;  the  many  temptations  that  would 


REV.  JOSEPH  SANFOKD.  267 

surround  me  on  all  sides;  entreated  me  to  consider  this,  and 
see  if  I  could  resist  all  these  allurements.  I  replied,  that  1 
hoped  that  duty  to  my  mother  would  not  be  so  far  forgotten 
as  to  allow  me  to  do  any  thing  out  of  her  presence  which 
she  could  not  sanction  at  home.  Ilius  ended  this  interview 
for  that  day.  It  was  resumed  as  we  came  in  siglit  of  New 
York,  the  following  morning ;  after  which,  in  the  most  so- 
lemn and  impressive  manner,  Mr.  S.  bade  me  farewell. 

"  What  an  effort  I  then  found  it  to  appear  cheerful !  1 
was  determined,  at  that  time,  never  to  let  any  one  know 
what  fires  raged  within.  Af\er  my  arrival  in  the  city,  having 
a  letter  of  introduction  to  a  most  pious,  and,  afterwards,  in- 
timate friend,  I  was  in  a  measure  shielded  from  many  tempta- 
tions. This  friend  improved  every  opportunity  to  warn  and 
admonish  me ;  and  is  now,  no  doubt,  reaping  the  reward 
promised  to  the  faithful  amid  the  heavenly  host. 

"  Could  Christians  only  feel  more  that  it  was  their  privi- 
lege, as  well  as  duty,  to  seek  out  opportunities  for  doing 
good,  we  cannot  say  what  blessed  results  would  follow. 

"  I  staid  in  New  York  five  weeks.  During  that  time, 
heard  Mr.  Sanford  preach  once.  I  desired  much  to  see  him ; 
he  took  my  address  before  parting  at  the  wharf,  with  the 
intention  of  calling  on  me  ;  but  I  afterwards  learned  indis- 
position prevented  him  until  the  very  day  I  left  the  city  for 
home. 

"  On  arriving  at  Albany  I  found  the  church,  of  which 
my  mother  was  a  member,  awakened  to  a  sense  of  their  ob- 
ligations, and  inquiring  meetings  were  established.  The  first 
was  held  on  Tuesday  evening — one  of  deep  interest  to  me. 
Many  of  my  intimate  friends  were  present.  All  of  them 
since  united  with  the  church  militant. 

"  I  have  not,  even  in  a  faint  manner,  done  justice  to  an 
event  which,  to  me,  was  one  of  so  much  moment.  Oh  that 
I  could  give  you  to  understand  the  manner  in  which  all  was 


268  MEMOIR  OF  THE  REV.  JOSEPH  SANFORD. 

said ;  but  I  should  fail  did  I  make  the  attempt.  I  can  only, 
therefore,  say  it  was  the  spirit  of  Jesus  that  spoke  to  me 
through  him." 


If  it  were  proper,  or  necessary,  to  give  the  letters  of  con. 
dolence  which  his  family  received,  upon  his  death,  every 
reader  would  say  that  he  was  greatly  beloved.  But  we  must 
close  these  remarks. 

Such  was  the  Rev.  Joseph  Sanford — a  man  of  God  ;  a 
faithful  ambassador  of  Jesus  Christ.  May  the  contempla- 
tion of  his  life,  of  his  faith,  his  example,  of  his  usefulness, 
be  rendered  profitable,  through  the  divine  blessing,  to  all 
who  read  this  volume ;  and  to  God  alone  shall  be  the  praise. 


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